「我都係咁話。」687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8O4U7iATn
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但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKd6qHIE0F
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阿樂點頭：687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3KnQ4JJhd
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpG78XVeaE
「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwQLRvE0jQ
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3hmuEJYcW
「係呀。算啦。」687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHy3YMIRDE
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpUwkv4B23
他們各自回房。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQsWZF2WNB
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqnb0cgHWo
Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMAKKUTaHM
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoFHFVoWDy
有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafNie7gu6S
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJI7zjgwjTL
縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh56Fyg2e2k
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvwG2nf1jG
Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjRNoblJSb
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aQjwSYezZ
還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMezPuJKfT
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGssON9UDW
興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjTvPUkBnZ
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFA6Vy2Nxbm
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEui7eUj53z
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltBlXNvNW4
曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwsuaM9dBg
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCXJP0RCcC
對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfW4aS6HteP
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0bBvFYW3B
正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3Jd6gRitc
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhNagYSNjw
她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HNksNUN1G
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZZpqKThNo
那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDdYVE9Ysz
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWWqdYPNo5
她有什麼問題嗎？687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NnWu508qh
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12CrqWLiCO
她是不是很不堪？687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Quv1nGQqW
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5atxFKbLhA
為什麼？687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmPgp5x9u9
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdQU5mNco0
青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQtSU2B9ZI
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ029QrREUw1
於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhreOENFqe
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7Y8qXJcYm
Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgfsFplRvD
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2oF2dTLtr
Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoycDQvWygi
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IFvgLxCym
Matt也會秒回她的Direct。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSPpReXnKu
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HhteXDN4B
青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGG4HXCqfDd
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iQ9TQOyJ4
「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KfMtC2juL
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdD3XU3JQIr
Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRaCcLjFyk
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJa5cWsySJf
她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeNUWSnd8u
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92bgPzNnkY
慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZzEHdZMQI
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygomXwXnWU
慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHG3PBz33k
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQRfpah6Aa
慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFMIkdFWkA
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNd5CCz86cr
然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSrSevgLib
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtw2IRqOotr
青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRCZLE7gmH
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tC3WWQ4tF
青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyzzZhxeHM
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q33W0E2B0
「靚仔，考成點啊？」687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82IgCwvafp
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkIKxSEUPh
但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1c7grWt4Pe
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiInQBMvH5
「點解你喺度？」687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mnFgQqoHw
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfn4pgPLz8m
語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JCKgEDlq9
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXufL5qHBR1
「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmVDQR6tZl
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ043CgPuCsK
他皺眉，有些兇地講：687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD52IeAovNa
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPke1kRYURu
「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rDOzXgqWv
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiOQydjt3v
「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedlQjHKrkw
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNMsKF6TAY
傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsPKLsQVan
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBIv5ORjfS
然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DZmANtTw8
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNb8zfQTs1
「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8clwOfXCJ2
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfpl9gaZcW
她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ncLKCc1W8
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhooXhEQiCA
他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjMuK8Ro9k
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAyPTX9g7B
「以後唔好啦。」687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsmTW9RHzI
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3ce6cDcKW
她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIOBjuWBzL
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCx9DKDZT1b
直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRZJ3zmeRj
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQDISCoeY6
他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPG6ZmezJmp
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RTrkYtByh
青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAvp9Ee9GZ
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZIi4LXlQJ
愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOZBVbUuSO
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBsulrebkB
那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVueWVTAcc4
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU62XTbDspG
不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlN59XINanJ
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ039FNroqLK
其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHf3GfUE9Ml
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEySiOCmoU
很明顯了吧。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOkx69IBdF
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDlwLEfgqt
何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyEozZ0SyC
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm7nCrUJuM
叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsY3huuBbUQ
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbiVYjqoAY
所以，她恐懼。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBPG6IwiU7
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeWrusJN4L
青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HOfXDRbKb
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrFYwXNd4A
但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepl6Nj6ZVX
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZoBHX5rBC
她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6pQ8f3Rwi
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIVV9VwNid
如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKba4jVNWv4
687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfxWdut1tD
創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。687Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCBILd4g1s
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