「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZEbHfQHFE
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡradu3LHYZV
啫係叫你收皮囉……581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Sr51cYSmb
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsaSBqdrh2
青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEYb4S4gQo
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVVHYg9eMl
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3H59fenPk
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbdQ0VGA0D
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5NLjsj5z7
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLrdOHejTK
「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLICOxfIdN
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzyWtlowW6
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjWF5lum3S
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfAE76GrcM
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGImzrV4yq
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhg9OaVkJan
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PIae9MJzx
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1AkitTQsA
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VDdQEP0Li
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFQXlNFOa0
「點算？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiIdgiq9FG
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQf5k5NDH00
「睇你㗎咋。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrI3m405SBk
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iXq8Bau6v
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVW7QBmReVe
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxdtkNtVFC
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXvUmGr7n0
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAMeNR2xCN
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWgd6T8DSk
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidapyAvQcE
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8ShcUUTxp
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0NFZmj9gv
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYeP75yMoo
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwX1yGZU8B
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGnf3aSLBo
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaux0k6aDi
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZx0nE0XBN
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIDC8MeXmP
「冇呀，睇你。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZKIn21fi0
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcTGww34jq
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZa4M1GGzv
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUgclug5pV
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXVMEOIwNv
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HNg8WVJQ9
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sBZ6tWcse
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2sAk32zzu
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdm6bbNcQH9
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhUZWDTGfk
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrydWD9iO1h
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoUhH6UvbV
「唔知啊。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAt22xqIp0I
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYZNENItSS
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHyygehYo3
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEUEpbDQN1
「同佢一齊？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjX8j4xXSEr
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKmIpIExSE
「可能係啦……」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBBjs69ZGE
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdAJtjnOOd
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8Q2N7Osz2
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5Se5Ebmcy
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sCsPJXu6A
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkjJdbqjC9
「係嘅。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94uEOftk6x
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DkBdbIvDq
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HrfIBNIDM
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvPSXNQ6Td
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡle090oorUT
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbUtgxdhfp
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJicXoTPath
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNNjJmithk
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tFuXGdZ4H
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xYnR6VAgo
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4cAEwYvn9
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PWnovts5C
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBH95BwAZjn
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcigwiI1s2i
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTJARvOX56
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYixu4UKHkp
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpHr3bNMho
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9nMX6dlGk
「你咩都唔知㗎。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeckTYhmlaN
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkIM7NW0QB
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphRnFFvq8T
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDybY8ItW3Q
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eGfZDncad
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcF0RAQnIui
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HrPuD2yMp
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpRm8ikZ7L
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXLUmLG3oB
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh56ftPbFh0
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFP1wKyta3
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlX2rN9LHt6
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWS4RwN8R2
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2CQKNxBe4
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTP7vv9Nz0Y
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWUIrKA5AE
「Sorry。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhT8sHmn4KO
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ65Vy9dZ3L
「我都係。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnOrgquVQ9
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNj4SVnr8L
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuxBwspwoD
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRetYn07VWQ
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9E1su6fLJ
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIWIHD3wan
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9534NNys1r
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4qOsS4Koy
「係嘅。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10yQ7k5MIc
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8x4YC73iGG
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBdIrzUvOu
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRy4sxynXrD
他們都沉默許久，青青說：581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIxm2zNQIm
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5K2GVeoEQ
「阿樂啊。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmla18IWdCi
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvhzXJhBrh
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgE1zK41GLc
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjZ2MnN5Wm
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdGLoVGO1x
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbrefuINE7
你自己開唔開心啊？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rthl3rK4r
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFga9Z4kpTH
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVxPCiCU96
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zPECiDEoK
「媽媽。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerfbh74WIE
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZ5MfYOzbP
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRNsDjvbQO
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLne7nmiuI
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoz7xu3IJl
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4HqSJarne
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMD7LltvK7
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vGkVaO7ki
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7B9ibH8Gj
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizfR7yVUQq
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2FnuBoSkS
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UY1Ssg6MN
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxBiBh9p8s
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSl7aPTXItX
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQev3lrSYN
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRRkwhEwvW
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KodErW4bu
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZxGa7CuqY
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZVsyY0H1l
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dO8bSu45U
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZfUmey5ng
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5axHfpyLs
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYfuW4oOFn
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZDMrT1XAx
「多謝。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzksOB2Qra
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoecb05d30
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4NE4aSwXz
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjuKOsN5BC
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1f9ONN4TZ
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27577DV0Qh
「係有啲長氣。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7t57Az7Ek
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExxtRDfl1j
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtFGXuTpIX
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFrfrCYZCN
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWRdbeAIhy
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKSVPMI8PC
「可以啊。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6IjGerPtj
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAb2HXy9RV
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GVtfMNX8d
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOhQNx2pIL
「好。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bQkqorSnG
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavbYP3oAg3
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