「Tanya啱啱臨走前,攬咗我一吓,之後,我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我,個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解?」607Please respect copyright.PENANAVcbM4nlRPc
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啫係叫你收皮囉……607Please respect copyright.PENANALGRfjrpzEb
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青青內心如此嘀咕,對上他氣餒的臉,問:607Please respect copyright.PENANAgawvisCkyC
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「你以咩身份去攬佢?」607Please respect copyright.PENANAiaWKPcF9Qf
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他沉默兩秒,他沒有任何身份,只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心;反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。607Please respect copyright.PENANAyXRjDr3Fn0
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「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」607Please respect copyright.PENANANyAXwHCaxB
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阿樂越講越細聲,像萎縮一樣。607Please respect copyright.PENANAhgEX17UsTP
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青青說話一向很直接,唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點:607Please respect copyright.PENANAQEb98zKOxu
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「佢攬你,係派糧啩,或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢,就……可能,佢唔想啦,都已經攬咗。」607Please respect copyright.PENANA9qJmzrs0GI
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她拍一拍他的肩,廚房的光照在青青的眼上,他盯着她的瞳仁:607Please respect copyright.PENANADOQwVXc63e
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「點算?」607Please respect copyright.PENANAV7zotMCMA1
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「睇你㗎咋。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAnrlDx5saSq
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放棄,或者,狗衝,大家都心知肚明。607Please respect copyright.PENANA8AgU1T09vS
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阿樂明白,只是,如果放棄他不甘,如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間,他選擇不來。他含糊地說:607Please respect copyright.PENANAFtSWqt64JR
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「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係,原來,又唔夠好。」607Please respect copyright.PENANA5WqubRof3V
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青青咬下一粒提子,點頭示意明白:607Please respect copyright.PENANAn5qgCIeXPW
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「冇計啦,一日唔達陣,一日都唔心足嘅。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAj64K2Fq8iN
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她內心想:單戀真係好濕滯,好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他,卻要擁抱他呢?正常人,都會覺得這是一個訊號吧?但她沒有資格質疑別人,因為她也跟阿樂做了愛,然後也沒有然後。607Please respect copyright.PENANAR0enyJGT08
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「咁,點算?」阿樂又問。607Please respect copyright.PENANAIRyBa5D3Y2
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「冇呀,睇你。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAT54GOVRt2O
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他們的對話開始重複,在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。607Please respect copyright.PENANAK0BGP6ZB3f
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這種感覺很奇妙,他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後,有過一些糾纏,但最終,各有心上人;現在,還與對方剖白對別人的心意,仿佛一切都沒發生過。607Please respect copyright.PENANAMrdaP8pmfX
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有趣的成人世界,氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。607Please respect copyright.PENANAbZtpIXs2jG
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「你要對自己好啲,唔好乜都諗女神啦,你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊?」607Please respect copyright.PENANAB1Yh5mtCu6
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講經了,青青開始變身煩膠,她已很久沒對人說很多的話。607Please respect copyright.PENANAnG3O6I99pf
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「唔知啊。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAWI1clvvRGC
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阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。607Please respect copyright.PENANAzTJKj7tmUo
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「同佢一齊?」607Please respect copyright.PENANAwj2ARIU1uG
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「可能係啦……」607Please respect copyright.PENANAtBSwp0eLx6
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阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼;青青問:607Please respect copyright.PENANAZ48iFjwkxl
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「咩叫可能,係定唔係㗎?」607Please respect copyright.PENANArwjgz9pDu9
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「係嘅。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAmL4NVTXcyn
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青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一;但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人,像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他,她理應慚愧。607Please respect copyright.PENANASb3yRDFRo6
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「咁其實你當兵,開唔開心?」607Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2G3mIDhNg
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她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕,身往梳化的背挨。607Please respect copyright.PENANAdEQMdrkJP7
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「見到佢開心,我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋,又開心。有時佢讚我,或者需要我,嗯,都開心。」607Please respect copyright.PENANALt5kD8qjiJ
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阿樂認真思考,他真的在說心底話,這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。607Please respect copyright.PENANAn9s1KWWH5w
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「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢,開唔開心?」607Please respect copyright.PENANARUr9eLAQtk
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阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話,她就專心地吃提子。良久,他說:607Please respect copyright.PENANAKCJGqlTomu
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「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAWMXPdYg8F7
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「你咩都唔知㗎。」607Please respect copyright.PENANA8lWRUcfeiN
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青青笑他,但看見他沒精打采的樣子,突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷,似乎是來自不夠愛自己。607Please respect copyright.PENANAiD8VBF1uDK
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「係啊,可以點,又唔到我決定。」607Please respect copyright.PENANA5D9Fh7V1Ok
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阿樂不可置否,他確實無法找到一個方向發力,忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問,大膽起來:607Please respect copyright.PENANAzYdqJrQrQu
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「係咩?你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAfwt6H1s7uD
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「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹,叫我女死女還在。但係,就係冇計啊,我就係鍾意佢。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAjPkZBLqSiE
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他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。607Please respect copyright.PENANAINOsWyBf5i
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「唓,一時一樣嘅。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAnVif7bJXPK
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「Sorry。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAsOUkdsshRg
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「我都係。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAWwxyg0ax8d
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這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機,他們一同歎氣。607Please respect copyright.PENANAR4rm9uYP76
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「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。607Please respect copyright.PENANAAK1ztr4wXQ
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「你連自己諗咩都唔知,仲想諗人哋?」607Please respect copyright.PENANAQuOGIcd2H3
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「係嘅。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAMA8i1N8Ttg
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他們坐在梳化上,得斜右方的廚房有光,昏昏暗暗,感覺極度安全,世界好似只剩下他們,無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭,帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。607Please respect copyright.PENANApms9DYq1Le
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他們都沉默許久,青青說:607Please respect copyright.PENANAqeEgXdXedx
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「阿樂啊。607Please respect copyright.PENANABCIz5sA8LG
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阿樂,你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮,好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。607Please respect copyright.PENANAlfkG3BDJyt
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兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊,但係,又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢?你想要咩?607Please respect copyright.PENANAB4IjSuHnha
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你自己開唔開心啊?」607Please respect copyright.PENANAJmj1Jk1aeT
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青青就是覺得,他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢?卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。607Please respect copyright.PENANARwuBtZH7C4
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「媽媽。」607Please respect copyright.PENANA9wr72y982b
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阿樂笑她長氣;她反了一個白眼:607Please respect copyright.PENANADAtsbRdLWC
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「咪笑啦,係有啲講經嘅。」607Please respect copyright.PENANA0YkiFEUgtY
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阿樂喃喃,但又是說給她聽的:607Please respect copyright.PENANAc8clJTug5r
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「你個《十年》故,我睇完之後,其實好羨慕阿朗(男主角)。就算佢迷失,但最後都諗得通,又有思思(女主角)陪佢。其實點解呢?」607Please respect copyright.PENANAeFjycligs9
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「哦,阿朗靚仔啩。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAqT3ufuhZOR
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「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。607Please respect copyright.PENANAqWWjo5yHkG
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青青筆下的男主角,與阿樂在性格上差距很大,她嘗試梳理記憶:607Please respect copyright.PENANAzzFoMSnOd4
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「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎,要老婆,要屋企。而且,佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎,揾Fiona(女配角)其實講得好聽啲,都係照顧緊自己個心啊。607Please respect copyright.PENANA9x9TW0GfFr
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同你唔同啊,揾親女神,你都係唔開心嘅,或者係佢開心你先開心。607Please respect copyright.PENANAyoMId81y6z
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如果,你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心,咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉,好勁吖,喺呢個世代,好難得㗎,你已經好犀利。」607Please respect copyright.PENANA1r0MMkP9Ya
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阿樂的眼眶濕潤,青青看見他不斷眨眼。607Please respect copyright.PENANAIyQp9IQvrn
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「多謝。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAvoV4fvrPKv
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「呢個氣氛,好啱我,即刻成個阿婆咁。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAhnnr7KjkYW
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她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。607Please respect copyright.PENANAm0ZHCouN3n
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「係有啲長氣。」607Please respect copyright.PENANA0UdTGxDXhx
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阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑,看看他,點頭問:「咁所以點?」607Please respect copyright.PENANAyE3CSm7DgU
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「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。607Please respect copyright.PENANAAxKaolVEHa
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「可以啊。」607Please respect copyright.PENANA3F5xoDRfw6
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「繼續,直到我唔可以再繼續。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAMpIclnSC7k
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「好。」607Please respect copyright.PENANATlgGbUbjiJ
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一次沒有什麼進展的對話;但總有想通了一些什麼。