「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1c7bzulEBi
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhsoxP3ETh
啫係叫你收皮囉……579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sw31zzBEk
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHX7K2knlcv
青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTFe24gfpE
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfUWbnYZpU
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ddc2UnAp3
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEy0sDHipLg
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Cx69UDos0
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHLtNgrCeC
「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlw87rkXii
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCZo4Chhvz
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrj29H4HVp
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkXKnKKGlM
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡER0cXmfNzw
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgWu7QjdSA
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUu1ppfBhK
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9KczooyHW
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1LmjenCoI
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuB8IBCmw9i
「點算？」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRVcaSCn2E
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqLCGMyixg
「睇你㗎咋。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2IxF95iaW
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhJT6REaKm
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDn4HtJPBw
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBczzPxARw
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyHxVLxVna
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7paU0HQqdu
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQ8J6AF22i
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8Ceiy3ruN
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYKNxxxK0Z
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4BOnjnoXq
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OjdLkTXR6
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPSzuhGg7R
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFM1ofPXDrB
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYWH5ugNRd
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7bSvT2BO9
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jfo6RguCb
「冇呀，睇你。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZ01szbAV7
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7ZkkgNXQ1
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQ2ZKNdG8g
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBnLIE6sme
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFb1e35CZwN
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSfFQdDmD9
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaZ5uKiYBY
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjZZwTdYFC
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNK37FCH7I
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VH0roCXWy
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBBXVKXcR5
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKK8ShYJ7b5
「唔知啊。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eBnVm9fq8
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTBTGLVS0N
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJXXWR2dRn
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Zg8kzdvs6
「同佢一齊？」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQw8lIlVAdA
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCEWRWl9CM
「可能係啦……」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmZs5IvkVn
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzfzgb2c81
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawuf21nya4
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEuZmLqHXN
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLyjeljWrT
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguLlKrDtT0
「係嘅。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRZ0VwTgQU
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRtzXdt2IL
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FqaWRI0Iy
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRKrGjUIPA
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qOiUI4pCF
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJMPMwCau8
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hWKehQcQ4
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCCWqH7I2J
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfrFXe8ppZ
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoP5pKbf7Vr
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33Y2n4tSfe
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEXtGaeVox
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHyA7hIHNc
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYQ5j1TGxu
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnWeDUg5YX
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSlbTs4AI8
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RGUX3rBnv
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8LuNByEcC
「你咩都唔知㗎。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5R4Q7nHEpc
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXcLiuxMzL
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1OtT4bAiz
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcL16m2xbVa
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0edBS3qS9
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWC6nCoRZCa
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4vYdvr83F
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqlZWd4Lk4
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uWyKD9Z1q
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0gPg6ht5a
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRr3lAS2QAJ
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4g9pnk9gjM
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE24ADBb8fQ
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxY8Bdo3T1w
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvz2dsJSoO
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHYFn5V3Cv
「Sorry。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8yTniGf00
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw97wJ30YRU
「我都係。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILgHZaDxrG
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXOnQnziE3
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomFbKjb0Rg
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozRlaAyP1E
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLITu11rFx
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv61FFKexpj
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8h15kv9roY
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNNpNjtubc
「係嘅。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsCNT4wbbo
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfF4b3HdhK5
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSkhiGGd2P
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDkFU8hH6I
他們都沉默許久，青青說：579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4220FjdHE5
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIzaHBh71z
「阿樂啊。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPEeRSocRl
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCDQR9EAhv
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrfRXY9xiK
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsK4VIIM2z
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnMzl8tTRU
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjGygmYCfa
你自己開唔開心啊？」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthdGR3zTQW
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfKITgH6Tv
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtsahkWQg0
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeBYGtZkpr
「媽媽。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNBxLLmYVx
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxe0kJTojg
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5CaikrnJn
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqPCxrpjSv
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRtQAoAFhe
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ533vwhJEqa
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMbnDTQGJS
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqZrsqogJm
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgeqpkaZqN
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODsuvVCFoq
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmX8Rne747
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKM4pNX5s4
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwj2kHSwe0
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbGDHz0PZO
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2rPGOU8Vj
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCGlzTtNXK
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxeuS6aDGl
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmuYKVp2Mh
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSNplJ4jIS
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcehofKuHiQ
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtu43SlinU
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKu9YKn6DHN
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qkejnxO2D
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbSvK8XEod
「多謝。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9E3F6pjdd
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkTIXzZf2J
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7SJ9Z6CZn
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpCUbIQEo2
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0B1eBiLoDc
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGPjkDse35
「係有啲長氣。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fU0CkP9nF
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuo4TLHecER
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhFlwc3PUq
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPE4Qp7vS7
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrdC8TgRQW
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNN6dhuggj
「可以啊。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0bBYNlaxk
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5omEOXId3
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzApK3cG5N7
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYULRs9a9i
「好。」579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZS0fWxr8zj
579Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdjIfiYf6y
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