「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcbM4nlRPc
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啫係叫你收皮囉……607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGRfjrpzEb
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青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgawvisCkyC
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡen9uGgsoIK
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaWKPcF9Qf
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfTXEzdPYZ
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXRjDr3Fn0
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「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyAXwHCaxB
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQsnnppYl0
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgEX17UsTP
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGJernZn82
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEb98zKOxu
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGALgcbceV
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qJmzrs0GI
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsA0E6hz1Un
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOQwVXc63e
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkce8oluQT
「點算？」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7zotMCMA1
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvXhDWh92i
「睇你㗎咋。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrlDx5saSq
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiLq7jB4lF
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AgU1T09vS
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8hMkg9cUk
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtSWqt64JR
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTALrY0gjFX
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WqubRof3V
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BJWpppeKq
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5qgCIeXPW
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm87KilOlUd
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj64K2Fq8iN
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1urz7IS6d
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0enyJGT08
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tmprLeRNj
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRyBa5D3Y2
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOWMwhG21o
「冇呀，睇你。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT54GOVRt2O
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBy78DGeyS
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0BGP6ZB3f
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRVjVBnfo8
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrdaP8pmfX
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwdCSj3C5H
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZtpIXs2jG
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7h4guNtUwj
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1Yh5mtCu6
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbOrCrIHDo
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnG3O6I99pf
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「唔知啊。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWI1clvvRGC
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0vKl2mZlq
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTJKj7tmUo
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpMeFiJqfE
「同佢一齊？」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwj2ARIU1uG
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXyWgtWJs2
「可能係啦……」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBSwp0eLx6
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjUIeskXAf
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ48iFjwkxl
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANEgf2A1E3
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwjgz9pDu9
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnWCPd6BuC
「係嘅。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL4NVTXcyn
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvjuc4L3gZ
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSb3yRDFRo6
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8njHCZIEEQ
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2G3mIDhNg
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0Zrb4Efu4
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEQMdrkJP7
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBHsuVspUU
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLt5kD8qjiJ
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVxWtJGWGJ
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9s1KWWH5w
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynsZj795T9
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUr9eLAQtk
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpgBlTG221
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCJGqlTomu
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpHuk9voR8
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMXPdYg8F7
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8pDwFeDkJ
「你咩都唔知㗎。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lWRUcfeiN
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VBw0lSGqY
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiD8VBF1uDK
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCatnst3Ib
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5D9Fh7V1Ok
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VoleAsQYx
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYdqJrQrQu
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7LzKukXs2
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwt6H1s7uD
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9FTyrsxqJ
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPkZBLqSiE
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2Ok8MXkrW
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINOsWyBf5i
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh98QQlMn2c
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVif7bJXPK
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRds64KEomF
「Sorry。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOUkdsshRg
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvtKZTFsrT
「我都係。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwxyg0ax8d
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZQOs5HH50
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4rm9uYP76
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlQkLWBkaL
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAK1ztr4wXQ
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwLtVeD6xM
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuOGIcd2H3
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCf6p4gr9DN
「係嘅。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMA8i1N8Ttg
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWLeB1jKfT
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpms9DYq1Le
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3UMq8AXnR
他們都沉默許久，青青說：607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeEgXdXedx
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2jbktjSgB
「阿樂啊。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCIz5sA8LG
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUTgOmUIGK
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfkG3BDJyt
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8qAcEmMkt
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4IjSuHnha
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmYhmI19Da
你自己開唔開心啊？」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmj1Jk1aeT
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtY7sYDeVdV
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwuBtZH7C4
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBec5rZuLEz
「媽媽。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wr72y982b
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyESIaSygn
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAtsbRdLWC
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「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YkiFEUgtY
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWWEMZqhNj
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8clJTug5r
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpxIgYRy3y
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFjycligs9
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BXJZB4deu
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqT3ufuhZOR
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeo354ruQ5
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWWjo5yHkG
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboSacLWEC6
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzFoMSnOd4
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「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9x9TW0GfFr
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5hG3fT39B
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoMId81y6z
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwSeTTXbzz
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1r0MMkP9Ya
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDuzD0axI9
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyQp9IQvrn
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm61jks8I7K
「多謝。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoV4fvrPKv
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYN2D6VPJfI
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnnr7KjkYW
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzDvafdY95
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0ZHCouN3n
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LgYYZfnhy
「係有啲長氣。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UdTGxDXhx
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUS4JMoq2H2
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyE3CSm7DgU
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKokt6VNhTu
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxKaolVEHa
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「可以啊。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3F5xoDRfw6
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlgGUuZOsL
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpIclnSC7k
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0NWIL4H4G
「好。」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlgGbUbjiJ
607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdH4rSrcdVB
一次沒有什麼進展的對話；但總有想通了一些什麼。
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