「我都係咁話。」678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPrpy1N9rt
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveqBMlcl5U
但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nbEEJ121u
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58lZhvcQYS
阿樂點頭：678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthlOpf0zEP
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFG7543bsli
「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgxs8cVoM9
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaV6uE1NVB
「係呀。算啦。」678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfK5uI0FAl
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lrhUTJR0G
他們各自回房。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeelZTayVlW
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUH2k46xub
Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYS7fEsZvC6
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHetyZCcnFM
有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ibXgTXFg8
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbf3VFkAnK3
縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM513OVRYxR
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZ3JaVzlvU
Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZul7WRrCb
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PDoKoJQ9k
還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAFPE4EXYA
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ497g0qC7hs
興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJvi1qKi8X
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DPhjq1gVx
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQlQ1PLp4Q
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7sqW0bcyP
曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44YmmVPEyQ
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUrjqscjmu
對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG91RLvQOZJ
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡye8XkFXLnZ
正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRDva6FuEh
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0OG1a9jpk
她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1omxiS5s82
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTX6QGr0ejx
那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWi9TLJ1a74
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Yry2VYCPV
她有什麼問題嗎？678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyBqGCaOSD
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcQd8FT4Sf
她是不是很不堪？678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AhAXKozM6
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZygEQc3mo5
為什麼？678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1vIEptJzs
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmAyc6VkZ4
青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodRxcrIp0K
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JziQQIw2R
於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ953bC3Rb4T
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9WaVmvxaC
Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMs8SPpmDC
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYicxYWwNuy
Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNG3XuxhKJ6
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJdtgz0jp3
Matt也會秒回她的Direct。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXTBRmuHM5
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4s0DUsQXlt
青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9acuWWwEF
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJxLBlIZu4
「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUqiNnqzil
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tZeG4DuNU
Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Pxkcsvtgx
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqnjNRU08d
她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHJp75dUl3
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8pE6Op5MM
慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6U7m3mssld
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXf1ALZvYp
慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEklSWwkl8
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPai65nfrD
慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkoii0M7Qw
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxcAzOjssC
然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqZ6hccVUm
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4skq9vJin
青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsJdLVGrr1
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5BioI1GFL
青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EEHMMnV51
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkEwEiCFga
「靚仔，考成點啊？」678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9SHHffXMd
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwZWGWKwUO
但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHJ0e4udK7
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawldQM5rdr
「點解你喺度？」678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiZCq3Dhou
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZ4WJddweW
語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1Fgux59SL
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuXyIM62xt
「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlk2WfJivp
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrQgDtupSn
他皺眉，有些兇地講：678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqznGF9KdhT
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsJAmOfqKh
「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVw6kXQ9D0k
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwb3eieFweI
「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8Ywsl5rmH
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHtv5c5ozW
傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhYtIqkqsY
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpltkWte0Y
然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xHaDbbOLE
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAfXxmD48a
「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIDFUJGz9o
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC71LvDetqR
她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOCw3WQNJH
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0M1Vwdq0TN
他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnt49kQjtaC
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5A2jrLv8Fp
「以後唔好啦。」678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqDsdOILlG
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzm5MJwef4n
她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFekgExN8hw
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokc2f1RINg
直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQU4DRONjV
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2iw0E1bQw
他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwViF0IoeOY
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkIYvfEIwh
青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLUIEjCiL3
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcCMaXLoXf
愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFmiqLSTQZ
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrFAwx6OVq
那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVrA6LmwLF
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8i17aszLQ0
不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCClxgwL92
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dMasVxkBp
其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzUo4ojVlq
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzosw97Bjw
很明顯了吧。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75krK1sgPF
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ177sFMTxhc
何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91l4zQdJf0
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5h7JMv396C
叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBZV5IuRlq
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeTdN60tPa
所以，她恐懼。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTboa0qpUf
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mK2zRuhDD
青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtW34V1ikuw
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dLpri7e2E
但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73mf5YM2C5
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAfkoqrJZP
她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9JWD9Ol8H
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZJDMw8SkH
如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rumsn9BvX
678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTewhJX0tVS
創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxsIxcQGB5
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