而阿樂,也回到了當初。635Please respect copyright.PENANAlELpobOsek
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青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話,經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」,青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神,一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑,目送她回房的背影。635Please respect copyright.PENANAIm0RYoKqUw
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阿樂像以前一樣,會和Tanya聊電話。635Please respect copyright.PENANAAOBW9ikUBM
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他們會連線煲劇,他會打電話叫她起身,偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約,阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過,不斷和對方分享所見,看到無聊的笑話會一起笑,看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論,看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。635Please respect copyright.PENANAgSJ2UmZjiF
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又是如此,又、又、又。635Please respect copyright.PENANAMVFhCpIhCa
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和以前不同的是,Tanya單身,完全單身,情感狀態應該是穩定的。635Please respect copyright.PENANAePjWGF3lyC
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有天,阿樂和Tanya外出,有說有笑,非常開心。635Please respect copyright.PENANAbF1VufhLt2
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晚上,他送她回家,到達她住的大廈面前。635Please respect copyright.PENANAzHn4DxspvR
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Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下,說:635Please respect copyright.PENANAinMpB1KGgE
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「拜拜,今日我好開心,多謝你啊樂仔。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAWfKNwHBRxI
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當下,阿樂不懂反應,只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好,他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他,不再因為求安慰,而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。635Please respect copyright.PENANAe5jkhDmGTQ
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她對他瞇起眼睛笑,然後轉身。635Please respect copyright.PENANAKESvQjyMYz
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有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上,冷清,阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續,不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。635Please respect copyright.PENANAQmRnsgozOd
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他追上去,拍拍她的肩。635Please respect copyright.PENANAN5jzG9H2mT
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Tanya回頭,和阿樂對視,好奇地問:635Please respect copyright.PENANA7LuZmvWN9G
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「做咩啊?」635Please respect copyright.PENANAnV3I4lQ5d0
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阿樂心跳加速,像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水,抱住了Tanya,他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。635Please respect copyright.PENANAOOIUfGlWLb
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他享受了她的體温。635Please respect copyright.PENANADOffG31vHg
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他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒,她就伸手推開他,皺着眉頭道:635Please respect copyright.PENANArz143yKTNY
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「你做咩啊?」和剛才的語氣不一樣了,帶點反感。635Please respect copyright.PENANACpDVfilCwa
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阿樂錯愕,但明明他只是,對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。635Please respect copyright.PENANAOfD8IbvkUI
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他不解。635Please respect copyright.PENANAB3ZY3m9b9c
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「冇啊,我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言,一刻洩氣:「對唔住。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAIRQNnF5fYn
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Tanya將頭轉向右方,只點點頭。635Please respect copyright.PENANAScOy7O4zvp
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「其實係,我見到你攬我,所以——」635Please respect copyright.PENANApT2yfvHWmL
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所以,我以為我都可以。635Please respect copyright.PENANAIegHu0HNzy
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阿樂沒有講出口,就在這一刻,Tanya的神色告訴他,有些事,她可以做,但他不可以。635Please respect copyright.PENANAKQ4YWbJLy7
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即使他們同為人類。635Please respect copyright.PENANAmt1gtTdKpb
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但是,他們卻有階級之分,從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。635Please respect copyright.PENANAPyqLfO0gss
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此刻,他做出僭越的行為;原來抱她一下都已是逾越,始終,他是「低等」的。即使,她先主動抱了他。635Please respect copyright.PENANAwtEWmRYdkS
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是嗎?635Please respect copyright.PENANAwZnun1mIOY
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單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求,只能被索取,不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎?635Please respect copyright.PENANAHlcIW8yf2b
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是嗎?635Please respect copyright.PENANA03CohaN6Vq
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「哦哦,好,冇事。」635Please respect copyright.PENANASp9pyeJVpD
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Tanya回復以往的平靜,對他微笑,然後邁步向前,回家。635Please respect copyright.PENANA1TuyZxynvf
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一刻,阿樂的胃有些抽搐。635Please respect copyright.PENANAS7sKJMSq69
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他認清,他們之間還有一段很大的距離,即使他已與她每天通訊,但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概,所謂親密與疏離,都取決於心的距離,摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜,並非實則的憑據。635Please respect copyright.PENANAi2VafsCU3x
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但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。635Please respect copyright.PENANArANPEqrrAF
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他的錯愕只維持數秒,後退,卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。635Please respect copyright.PENANAfNXHL1s7DD
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說到底,他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白?失敗。約會,若然她想才能見面。擁抱?只能她給。635Please respect copyright.PENANAEiC9cbRzdv
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他應該明白,應該早已習慣……635Please respect copyright.PENANA5pYTVl0Mnn
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他生氣不來,認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血,她都沒有說要,他就獻了這個殷勤,既然自尋煩惱,煩惱終於找上他來,得償所願。但始終他也是人,他不只是披盔戴甲的死士,還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人,他不樂。635Please respect copyright.PENANAOaaEcEcvEP
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回家,阿樂仍然苦口苦面,思緒混亂。635Please respect copyright.PENANANjtxLyRwX4
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客廳沒有開燈,只得廚房有光,青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳,坐在梳化上,借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉,而且,他不發一語。635Please respect copyright.PENANAr7jpNi644c
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青青看見他低落的樣子,問:635Please respect copyright.PENANAV2eydgomY5
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「做咩咁嘅樣啊,唔係同女神出街咩?」635Please respect copyright.PENANAgCixxtSSfO
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她拍拍梳化的空位,着他坐下,又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭,問:635Please respect copyright.PENANAKTpTp0uYh2
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「可唔可以問你一個問題?」635Please respect copyright.PENANAueoJOAXXjN
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這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說:635Please respect copyright.PENANAcfp8oY78bE
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「好。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAOWCVOeRTjF
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阿樂認真地問,即使他已經有答案:635Please respect copyright.PENANAj9PoHnF6YI
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「Tanya啱啱臨走前,攬咗我一吓,之後,我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我,個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解?」635Please respect copyright.PENANALUl5dYtevt