而阿樂，也回到了當初。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4zYPEIy7q
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgK7Jvxkov
青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話，經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」，青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神，一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑，目送她回房的背影。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIVnGmZeFk
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5T1hqva9o
阿樂像以前一樣，會和Tanya聊電話。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMz9Yzs2G90
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjvO1iEPDB
他們會連線煲劇，他會打電話叫她起身，偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約，阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過，不斷和對方分享所見，看到無聊的笑話會一起笑，看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論，看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSVjxHjdqY
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImstmYd0YF
又是如此，又、又、又。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FV9ugCWMf
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMaRKW2PT9
和以前不同的是，Tanya單身，完全單身，情感狀態應該是穩定的。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdNfPhjcEQ
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGHSlzQANI
有天，阿樂和Tanya外出，有說有笑，非常開心。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYd9IDlKuYg
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSol5ysnbz
晚上，他送她回家，到達她住的大廈面前。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZ1moZo3ep
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriYwQV7bP8
Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下，說：621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEMlQn8OoB
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zlKZEtDLn
「拜拜，今日我好開心，多謝你啊樂仔。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2uy5sTfor
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVJEBypcEl
當下，阿樂不懂反應，只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好，他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他，不再因為求安慰，而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsrW2rlM5v
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CVMA8VAtp
她對他瞇起眼睛笑，然後轉身。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhKaPz1Dcy
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfM8TP4bGl
有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上，冷清，阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續，不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1BT8OytBH
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JdzzU2SFj
他追上去，拍拍她的肩。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpsF5oXlMf
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5OyrVsQgN
Tanya回頭，和阿樂對視，好奇地問：621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpT5UlOF2PP
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnsPl7HPiU
「做咩啊？」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5kvMmp5fj
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQg7Pm63vk
阿樂心跳加速，像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水，抱住了Tanya，他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUEJbfFLae
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Gnlw9RLRt
他享受了她的體温。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFjGugRtb4
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQQLE9Axal
他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒，她就伸手推開他，皺着眉頭道：621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGNjQTP8jW
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXXBoafb9y
「你做咩啊？」和剛才的語氣不一樣了，帶點反感。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mFjkGQaos
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGm1Wk9WRL
阿樂錯愕，但明明他只是，對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yScDDpGVI
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcO3Tmdfac
他不解。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmESaJCUoa
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9At0dv4aS
「冇啊，我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言，一刻洩氣：「對唔住。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZ7kXrbN8f
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oiZaMNU5d
Tanya將頭轉向右方，只點點頭。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISln7Q6Ey2
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1PpFCwtLP
「其實係，我見到你攬我，所以——」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUEuIBFAyI
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHGLp3yWo8
所以，我以為我都可以。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZJv16nXLl
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01S8Y7hrAO
阿樂沒有講出口，就在這一刻，Tanya的神色告訴他，有些事，她可以做，但他不可以。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeaQrA2LqX
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAE2cXt0j4
即使他們同為人類。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIUBA6HOV5
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UlP3aIaJp
但是，他們卻有階級之分，從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8qH3rLZJr
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDLFO09AA0
此刻，他做出僭越的行為；原來抱她一下都已是逾越，始終，他是「低等」的。即使，她先主動抱了他。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WUzdDHnzo
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1RvqiGbTP
是嗎？621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIUhlo5QeX
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyBKfNd0Vs
單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求，只能被索取，不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎？621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcekcg3yM1
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是嗎？621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0qHOrIyL9
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRPDksteNc
「哦哦，好，冇事。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pOnZiUdHp
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlctZp1Klva
Tanya回復以往的平靜，對他微笑，然後邁步向前，回家。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZqXDFh8WY
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9a0JxOlFlI
一刻，阿樂的胃有些抽搐。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwPXdYtrf2
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2umDCe3K1K
他認清，他們之間還有一段很大的距離，即使他已與她每天通訊，但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概，所謂親密與疏離，都取決於心的距離，摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜，並非實則的憑據。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboesWJcNtV
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotdnt5G3Kd
但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvJfTTIwit
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXusWAfH82
他的錯愕只維持數秒，後退，卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKphxiicoy
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1wS2J85aD
說到底，他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白？失敗。約會，若然她想才能見面。擁抱？只能她給。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZsTyDnzyp
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdfnK74Div
他應該明白，應該早已習慣……621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV62klRiFRo
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89Oi92vYXH
他生氣不來，認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血，她都沒有說要，他就獻了這個殷勤，既然自尋煩惱，煩惱終於找上他來，得償所願。但始終他也是人，他不只是披盔戴甲的死士，還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人，他不樂。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzMhs99hgE
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLlzanmV9c
回家，阿樂仍然苦口苦面，思緒混亂。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Jx65umQ2l
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhI9uYcJewW
客廳沒有開燈，只得廚房有光，青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳，坐在梳化上，借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉，而且，他不發一語。621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpEXQCEv4c
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhPtbGXlbX
青青看見他低落的樣子，問：621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtjksfzo2S
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKaNyELCG5
「做咩咁嘅樣啊，唔係同女神出街咩？」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSAVtuRONr
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9blSna3b1
她拍拍梳化的空位，着他坐下，又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭，問：621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkj5rkeOM7
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi8W3BApNb
「可唔可以問你一個問題？」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUvqxRn56l
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mLeEYVeXa
這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說：621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiNeRB0xIN
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYyp8kobvF
「好。」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAL6OTrdCw
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpvKWOGHVg
阿樂認真地問，即使他已經有答案：621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49wqIGFmwr
621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjqlOcFzRB
「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」621Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQ4jfeixst
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