而阿樂，也回到了當初。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ysNajUehr
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHU7MC1e9wR
青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話，經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」，青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神，一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑，目送她回房的背影。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGEIXiYT5g
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cvr0CSF73
阿樂像以前一樣，會和Tanya聊電話。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVPmzdjliE
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQoUck99US
他們會連線煲劇，他會打電話叫她起身，偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約，阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過，不斷和對方分享所見，看到無聊的笑話會一起笑，看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論，看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlO2ry5rUy
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcixNWpu8I1
又是如此，又、又、又。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF24k66v68x
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WYxfZ9j9N
和以前不同的是，Tanya單身，完全單身，情感狀態應該是穩定的。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoE9wHj3vZO
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYiUTdHOSW
有天，阿樂和Tanya外出，有說有笑，非常開心。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwA7yPaA018
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlV4KItADQ
晚上，他送她回家，到達她住的大廈面前。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9A3TeO8Br
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBnasaTFLp
Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下，說：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhfFZMPk69
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXicfD3qrA
「拜拜，今日我好開心，多謝你啊樂仔。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFBn9Kxsn9
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXWLYgGO51
當下，阿樂不懂反應，只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好，他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他，不再因為求安慰，而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTS2rJy07v
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVrw2Pdz8S
她對他瞇起眼睛笑，然後轉身。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU89RBMKW1E
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdb0I4HrCQ9
有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上，冷清，阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續，不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrJqg4n0y7
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2HGZ6TZ82
他追上去，拍拍她的肩。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDTsPQjS6g
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFRA6n2oau
Tanya回頭，和阿樂對視，好奇地問：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKAyokTKxO
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwyhFmtJVe
「做咩啊？」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy58466yLMe
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YJ2KN5zcD
阿樂心跳加速，像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水，抱住了Tanya，他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKatwMA6Mi
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLT1JmNiBYz
他享受了她的體温。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iK6waqjXx
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9HHXLtrX5
他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒，她就伸手推開他，皺着眉頭道：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4M8eLtoZu
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUfE4GAPkC
「你做咩啊？」和剛才的語氣不一樣了，帶點反感。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZ9oJq6ZOw
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHboIBfXYI
阿樂錯愕，但明明他只是，對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVe0BmclUUe
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21DU6KKiav
他不解。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vx3iOuROa
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rONywTVyk
「冇啊，我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言，一刻洩氣：「對唔住。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYNQBVywm0
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWs65J9et9
Tanya將頭轉向右方，只點點頭。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvUOItmMMn
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyixyRSxvM
「其實係，我見到你攬我，所以——」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EVJvUuOtU
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53kYe8s4mI
所以，我以為我都可以。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ngP397aU9
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq05gv8g12A
阿樂沒有講出口，就在這一刻，Tanya的神色告訴他，有些事，她可以做，但他不可以。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzyI9uMM5e
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaP7BPRZYrG
即使他們同為人類。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHU7Ex9GMJp
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylMwUmlxky
但是，他們卻有階級之分，從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEknvRb1ULk
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WdQvVUGi0
此刻，他做出僭越的行為；原來抱她一下都已是逾越，始終，他是「低等」的。即使，她先主動抱了他。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWmH9hIa8g
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLsxVRd3yv
是嗎？693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESutH8d2u1
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3JxvzAOUx
單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求，只能被索取，不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎？693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgu4G2QdnS
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcNlEAza7X
是嗎？693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35ngDINBIg
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvt0PEVfRRH
「哦哦，好，冇事。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AjfcgSMBZ
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOC75Obccc
Tanya回復以往的平靜，對他微笑，然後邁步向前，回家。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9Rj2QuwBi
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdI2giuhgtN
一刻，阿樂的胃有些抽搐。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCZ8cQk8yc
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTlX1RQgbs
他認清，他們之間還有一段很大的距離，即使他已與她每天通訊，但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概，所謂親密與疏離，都取決於心的距離，摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜，並非實則的憑據。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rjRNnEEf6
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxnP355KAF
但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqYyVelVS3
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6pvj1ogsF
他的錯愕只維持數秒，後退，卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYAXWMVf9N
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHofU0F2vk
說到底，他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白？失敗。約會，若然她想才能見面。擁抱？只能她給。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5WM2R8ffe
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0KISRaSeD
他應該明白，應該早已習慣……693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iFZOLYYrE
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7dAtB8lSM
他生氣不來，認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血，她都沒有說要，他就獻了這個殷勤，既然自尋煩惱，煩惱終於找上他來，得償所願。但始終他也是人，他不只是披盔戴甲的死士，還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人，他不樂。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoKiVOmLBw
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5Q8cADq6O
回家，阿樂仍然苦口苦面，思緒混亂。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDsY8fXHrS
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8P2lsPsVin
客廳沒有開燈，只得廚房有光，青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳，坐在梳化上，借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉，而且，他不發一語。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAflW45a2UL
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudk9iRHMTH
青青看見他低落的樣子，問：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjy9u6CZWx1
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTchBGaOWa
「做咩咁嘅樣啊，唔係同女神出街咩？」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU3ebpqHkE
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ROviUCX9w
她拍拍梳化的空位，着他坐下，又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭，問：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTuZkBOf5Q
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuDJ4zPLbV
「可唔可以問你一個問題？」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBI7QmJ8wI
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIoN7Wg1Qv
這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtndpmMC0Mw
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXZbHfh4Q1
「好。」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmLdRkjOrg
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QsCLrxXZr
阿樂認真地問，即使他已經有答案：693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mrKccHAd0
693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eim2Ynnwh
「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPcYbaxdrZ
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