而阿樂，也回到了當初。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25IdZUtHAa
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCB41oevcwQ
青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話，經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」，青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神，一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑，目送她回房的背影。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCwa0tU1aX
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkg3HBg0t73
阿樂像以前一樣，會和Tanya聊電話。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvD8D1CgzH
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQB7OIbl3u
他們會連線煲劇，他會打電話叫她起身，偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約，阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過，不斷和對方分享所見，看到無聊的笑話會一起笑，看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論，看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xAgxJcDus
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqe4lN029Fx
又是如此，又、又、又。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkG5ER7eQZa
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnDkRYfVyR
和以前不同的是，Tanya單身，完全單身，情感狀態應該是穩定的。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOD0C9grKZn
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡII85gVkqIR
有天，阿樂和Tanya外出，有說有笑，非常開心。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHI66lni8u
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKknWHT6joK
晚上，他送她回家，到達她住的大廈面前。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEZh3k9krg
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGb2pSZF4n
Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下，說：716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26Q8mHltRa
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHhskW34N5
「拜拜，今日我好開心，多謝你啊樂仔。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggcvHIML6o
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡub8qULAAqJ
當下，阿樂不懂反應，只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好，他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他，不再因為求安慰，而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxi1t5COxi
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nhS6LFcnq
她對他瞇起眼睛笑，然後轉身。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvje9CxhapQ
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Pw0uLFvhU
有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上，冷清，阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續，不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3wzEcPzan
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ow2fUMEzH
他追上去，拍拍她的肩。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFONsFyKRMG
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgQa6jVKX3
Tanya回頭，和阿樂對視，好奇地問：716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcftfdTL07
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPGzaBuJ3J
「做咩啊？」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUGnlXjstx
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyum0iLCH5o
阿樂心跳加速，像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水，抱住了Tanya，他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05rYWJb9yx
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZsHAzKe4T
他享受了她的體温。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8j4EJmBBr
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohuF9b6lpd
他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒，她就伸手推開他，皺着眉頭道：716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYdFCeX7yj
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKxtGgsHPu
「你做咩啊？」和剛才的語氣不一樣了，帶點反感。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAJWwjPKnO
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaHFAJaP0B
阿樂錯愕，但明明他只是，對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4Xj87wIF7
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAUwV1eYZ1
他不解。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO30yuPUyr6
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mu8XZNjN3
「冇啊，我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言，一刻洩氣：「對唔住。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0wNp95rVS
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaxcG7yZW9
Tanya將頭轉向右方，只點點頭。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68QPWI60zA
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBHICiof2s
「其實係，我見到你攬我，所以——」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2USyciDPp4
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcnVXRpaGS
所以，我以為我都可以。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqnv85oN71
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo54hiiJ0n9
阿樂沒有講出口，就在這一刻，Tanya的神色告訴他，有些事，她可以做，但他不可以。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxML5bVH5R
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWc06fkVJK
即使他們同為人類。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexATQmym0U
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5dM9PrK5o
但是，他們卻有階級之分，從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcciRAd2UE
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2toGldPqq
此刻，他做出僭越的行為；原來抱她一下都已是逾越，始終，他是「低等」的。即使，她先主動抱了他。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWiQZIxcfh
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SSDS2N4Mv
是嗎？716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLl646sEIo
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiJKMckZSp
單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求，只能被索取，不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎？716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSaUzFoL7q
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdxXLa3erp
是嗎？716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwWJryTjRa
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGyGf69BYZ
「哦哦，好，冇事。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXt8GedWhx
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡun6z1p7a0l
Tanya回復以往的平靜，對他微笑，然後邁步向前，回家。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFTY9ly4tL
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOPwFWDIbr
一刻，阿樂的胃有些抽搐。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9f9sASObE
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrBis1a6Uf
他認清，他們之間還有一段很大的距離，即使他已與她每天通訊，但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概，所謂親密與疏離，都取決於心的距離，摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜，並非實則的憑據。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cbCSkYoM7
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXLHR2abxZ
但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgY05eSUL6
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnBibbEZek
他的錯愕只維持數秒，後退，卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTqG81PDcC
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwR7s6rCjHu
說到底，他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白？失敗。約會，若然她想才能見面。擁抱？只能她給。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYv5cNL5EF0
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1bIUzJP3t
他應該明白，應該早已習慣……716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMGg3BwxZb
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNcTZG0yPt
他生氣不來，認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血，她都沒有說要，他就獻了這個殷勤，既然自尋煩惱，煩惱終於找上他來，得償所願。但始終他也是人，他不只是披盔戴甲的死士，還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人，他不樂。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZxAmqEBpj
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrVPCx3LZN
回家，阿樂仍然苦口苦面，思緒混亂。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDm5rJJG6P
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9tZop3DFG
客廳沒有開燈，只得廚房有光，青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳，坐在梳化上，借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉，而且，他不發一語。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPCuH8UuZK
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRb95TbMeAy
青青看見他低落的樣子，問：716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMj9vClx234
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ThiHbBPZp
「做咩咁嘅樣啊，唔係同女神出街咩？」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZf2VmxqIe
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzckUcDXnR
她拍拍梳化的空位，着他坐下，又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭，問：716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoFPylX9o7
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6mIjUmgzl
「可唔可以問你一個問題？」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bmRqrO18A
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6NvWoBZ2g
這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說：716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTC2MmhpoDF
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhrMurfvmd
「好。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1GmT1rZPQ
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEX4OSSa7As
阿樂認真地問，即使他已經有答案：716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NN7LfToaL
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNF1b5xayP
「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZokh6phY5Q
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