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阿樂和青青出去附近吃飯、閒逛。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqerLM0HaMp
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他們吃車仔麵，阿樂從青青的碗裏夾走了一塊魷魚：715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL84aLeURcZ
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「你都夾返我一樣啦！」715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjFv76SjhL
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她問：「豬紅好唔好食？」715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhT4FH3O3mH
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「正。」715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJ2oi9ZITk
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她故夾走，問：「你平時同女仔食飯，都會夾走人哋啲餸㗎？同佢交換食？」715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWq6oqwqxX
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阿樂平時當然不會，因為他平時不怎麼和女生吃飯；那就只是Tanya，Tanya常看着阿樂的碟子，說：「好吸引喎！同我換幾舊得唔得？」然後就將筷子伸過來，阿樂已經習慣。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUhij3tu06
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久而久之，也變成了阿樂的認知——女生喜歡與男生交換餸菜。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFMsrbuQaN
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阿樂答：「唔係啊。見係你咋。」715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdE6m0y46QI
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青青滿意阿樂的回答，忍不住微微一笑。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAG2uywTbJU
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食完飯後，他們周圍行：到衫舖，分別挑選了一些衣衫，在鏡前靠在身上比一比；到書店，打一陣書釘；到家品店，坐在沙發上發呆，當是久站的休息，還有對住湛着霧氣的風扇抬手。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLwnF9tCrc
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很快，又去遊樂店舖換了幾個硬幣，在籃球架前用力地，希望破今日、別人的紀錄。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVpspy7Ixl
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「Wow！最高分！」715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFwkssK2tG
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他們投擲，最後擊掌，情緒高漲，已經忘記分幾鐘之前，他們內心想：715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkGmcWuJQ8
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阿樂和Tanya玩過，一起投過幣，一起破過紀錄。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IYMTAIqlM
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青青和Matt玩過，一起投過幣，一起破過紀錄。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZjEZmbc2N
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就在剛才，他們將球投進籃子裏的那一刻喜悅，仿佛，不只跟對方分享；每次舉手投球，似是在昂頭上香，悼念未亡的心上人，煙在空氣中飄揚，不顯眼地刺痛着他們的喉嚨。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBqxKL2gFt
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他們看着對方，總閃過一刻乾冷的心虛。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBHaQFiATW
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已與自己無關的舊識，卻未曾不在心頭縈繞。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bPD9pOyIu
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但至少，阿樂和青青都是愉快的。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGst2qZXrI
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他們太投契了。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqtISbrlPl
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青青驚奇，她分不清楚，是他們天生投契，還是因為互相是對方的新貴，才有一層來自新鮮感的濾鏡；其中一方正在作追求之舉，當中是不是夾雜了迎合和討好呢？715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnRVQMIesE
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無從知悉。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDIKzyyvGP
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下一秒又想，管他呢？715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPh0TirNCnF
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直到，他們去葵涌廣場四處行。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwNowURMQY
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阿樂和青青行到一間賣章魚小丸子的店舖，阿樂說：715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMV3o9euk3f
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「聽講裏面啲章魚係一隻隻，好大粒。」715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2vNwu8AaZ
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「係呀。」青青漫不經心地點頭。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ypWxyBQ4l
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「你食過？」715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFV6PlhoyX9
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阿樂問，因為他想試試，之前只在網上看過評價，這樣問是因為，如果青青已經試過，那他又不好意思要她再食——715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvp3WYoz89R
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但隨即，他又不明白這個邏輯，想什麼呢？花自己的錢，買什麼都是沒有問題的吧？他憶記Tim少的話：「咪嘰嘰趷趷，做自己，你哋係平等嘅。」715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NQd8XkI3a
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不應太多心思；青青答：715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAu1tiFqQXQ
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「冇。」715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeegXSknYsG
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「咁試吓。」然後，阿樂就前行買了兩隻味。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTFhATPXls
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這間舖以前被青青記下，因為Matt喜歡吃小丸子；聽說這間舖常被推介，好像幾好食，她就等Matt考完DSE、真的完全得閒了就和他來；怎知他還未考完，就和她分手。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjz4pbUwrhA
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青青厭惡自己還在想起這些事，心頭永遠在用一種悲涼的啞聲來叫春。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRUfF1yqKf
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但她也因而知道，她沒有走出來。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBvRRRsqIV
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不是不想，而是她走不出來，她在一座自己畫的鐵牢裏狠狠地留守着，四肢完全釘在牆壁上，血流至石地上甚至已經發黑，她全無逃離的生命跡象，但見髮絲油膩地貼在濕透的頸背。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQPCut5HGf
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阿樂將一枝竹籤遞給青青，他自己吃了一粒：715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcGSdcceOS
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「哇，好——熱，好食！你睇住辣親。」715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzqGPn1NjX
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和上床一樣，這件事，似乎不應和阿樂做；青青現在清醒、沒有喝醉、沒有受到刺激，她覺得眼前的事有些不妥，明明應該是她和「男朋友」會做的事。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmVTM7Nzzm
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青青吃下，好食，這一種味道，Matt應該會很喜歡。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxY5BtNGTo
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她抬頭，看向阿樂：「好食。」715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXrw9OTfMt
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不行了。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbr4OztUIn
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這是不可以的。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7c8YqAFOy
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她覺得自己不可以和阿樂在一起。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0ISHjWYD8
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不要再浪費他的時間和心機。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8caJiFsfu
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她都不夠尊重他。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscCMFIPxZ8
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「我本身都好鍾意食，真係唔錯喎。喂喂，食多啲啦，唔好淨係食一粒。」715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQe3BP8j4NQ
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阿樂說；而Matt，說過一模一樣的話，此刻聽在青青的耳內，足以撼動她對於「放過自己」的信心。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFpzhEeQKH
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不該。不該記起。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzSyYCF7o7
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「我飽啦，你鍾意就食多啲啦。」青青說。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0zsMsz5LZ
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青青忽然僵硬。眼前的一切都像是一場考核，但她已完成批改，她的心無法容納其他人，手握不合格的結果；但不合格的不是阿樂，是她——715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡac74K1CFCr
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她不專業、夾雜異心、無法以乾淨的目光看待阿樂的追求。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHg7yK9m5g
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是她不好。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOkg4SvTcj
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這是一種很突然的情感，明明前一刻還覺得可以試試，但下一刻卻有了頭皮發麻的感覺，生理反應鞭策她：清醒啲。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFv88uTTnSY
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像極了被胡椒噴霧噴射在穿着緊身牛仔褲的腿上，瞬間既麻又辣極痛、無以脫下，就這樣餣着，痛感不斷似有還無地發酵；到認為已經適應了那種突發的疼痛時，當脫下長褲，看得見那刺辣的紅，但覺椒粒入眼，那種麻痹感又再一次忽然上腦。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdGrdH0srJ
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不，對不起。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4weZgI34j
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青青的臉色突然蒼白，阿樂問：「做咩咁嘅樣？係咪唔舒服？」715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJY2Ysir4QN
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「唔係唔係，冇事。」715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89DuDr9q2W
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他看見她的僵木——怎麼沒事？故緊張地扶扶她的肩：715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5C3OWd7Bi
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「係咪真係唔舒服？你食完先變咁樣㗎喎？」715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOodFg7mLNB
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她睜大眼牽扯一下嘴角，肯定地說：715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfLbv0bAHG
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「唔係呀，有啲攰啫，話哂都出咗成日街。」715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUspHy8kPgH
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阿樂點頭，覺得也對。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmfd8zz5NL
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之後，阿樂和青青多逛兩個圈，打算回家。阿樂問：「行？」715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9Go1MSouf
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反正很近，行半小時該差不多到，今天又不熱。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeb6gFc01o
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青青搖頭：715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdMa6kzo2I
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「搭車？」715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUb62oLwcK
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「點解嘅？」715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYNJqRUmGq
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阿樂喜歡乘車，他覺得如此才省時間；只是青青喜歡行，他才覺得沒有那麼無趣。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5MyQJyohQ
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「快啲返屋企嘛。」715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXOHPVbjjW
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青青只想早早回家，然後，不再阻礙阿樂尋覓真正對他好的愛人。715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKujtytLvN
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