阿樂突然跑去廁所，跪在馬桶前一下下地嘔，聲音像要挖出心肝脾肺腎；青青跟過去，掃掃他的背，又出去斟了一杯温水給他。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6HQO0LN48
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoT677Wvyb
他接過，沒有喝下，只保持跪姿抬頭、定神看她，看了好久好久。他的眼睛因酒醉與嘔吐而通紅和濕潤，像哭泣一樣，他這樣腥辣地盯着她，像是在控訴一切的罪魁禍首是她。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2KpU2fkOq
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GCyM5u9wA
她再平靜，也想起了Tim少說的話，內疚而不忍：598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6WZBDF8AG
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21KDNW3qm9
「快啲飲啖啦，你喉嚨會唔舒服。」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnEPZ5KNkp
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXFgsaxCMu
她想轉身出去，但他捉住了她的手腕。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOnH3Wi897
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhx34KnlTB
兩秒後，他站起來喝下，他們擠在同一個廁所裏。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaSUXbYbow
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWs4YLgRzO
阿樂嘔完，沒有原先難受，又清醒了一點；但仍然借醉，擁抱了青青，將重量放在她的身上，包括那二十一克的靈魂。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSRiEJV8G0
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8uIk3X7fn
「喂——」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZoSEsYC7j
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspMoUxaTdp
青青皺眉，想要推開他；他作環抱狀擁得更緊，沉沉地說：「我有啲暈。」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyioQFTKEiR
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65f7UvHkK1
他語帶哭腔，像哀求，又像撒嬌，整個人都變得異常温糯。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP44eeKG8fa
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwumowRIwji
她沒有再郁動，就這樣埋在他的胸口處，只說：598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡao043N0UJq
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KNayXGsuI
「沖杯茶俾你？或者你早啲休息？」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxkp3FQMys
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3HV8Y5lCe
「唔洗，等陣先。」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdW0gOTq8cP
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjbIMB6TyM
然後，阿樂就這麼一直抱住青青，突然內心一陣悲慟湧出，因為他知道，連這一個擁抱，都只是偷來的，他沒有名、沒有責、沒有義去擁抱她，要不是他妥協般的聲線沙啞地一陣哀求，根本不能將她擁入懷裏……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9KaAD8H6Z
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQArc8I9Pn
終於，阿樂放開青青；她抬頭：598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAc7cfMlp7n
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSn1MEWUuWq
「好啲啦？」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoidR4QgxF
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNc6U0Byf7P
「嗯，我想食餐蛋麵。」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dmGfNlbHV
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIIiVHRfGt
阿樂知道，青青是一個受軟不受硬的人，他若吟吟地向她撒嬌，她必然妥協。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfdcQMdekb
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOV5lsEvjx6
「好。」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqiXHKmecT
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7VnplmiFw
阿樂跟在青青的身後，擔了一張椅子坐下。從側身看去，見到她趷腳開櫃，拿下罐頭和即食麵，再開始煮食。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAwLqaSpFl
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RBD8YOkyo
他就這樣清晰又迷糊地看她，看她開火、下油，煎、翻、煮、攪。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuctqDL3cNY
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhd16yNUFk
「落唔落麻油？」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVJvM1D9l8
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QPdVi0rPj
她轉身，頭向他坐着的方向，問；他輕輕的點頭。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Flktl5EsD
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ798uVTmyI5
然後，她將麵拿出餐桌：598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtftIUNVgep
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aDxTzglgu
「以後唔好飲咁多，睇住身體。」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfnxFRW8HD
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wf7FASaY6
他點頭，再扯開話題：598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCRH4Ow5BU
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzL5JOOvS6
「揾日我哋去街好冇？」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVMNhPmWoW
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq36A4yK0fl
阿樂要約青青出去，不能再困在有間隔的屋內上演平行時空，Tim少說感情是流動的，要有來有往，不要上演自我感動的戲碼。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoSaRmzyPU
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGKSkkGF1g
「好。」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgYxMZkuCC
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMMmniv9Kb
青青已想通，既然她本身對阿樂有好感，不如一試，嘗試看看二人有沒有可能；機會若然流失，就此錯過。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5alh2qMQc
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXjNloXjLg
何況，她已經無法喜歡Matt了。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvZwvIaizt
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8c3g3OHiiA
她不否認自己愛他，只是，不喜歡他了；如此，這一種愛也會慢慢消逝。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4p1ijLM7r
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xv7A1AMoA
Matt傷害了青青的自尊，嚴重地。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DcyrNHXQj
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDKNwiBwQ4
他既不喜歡她、又喜歡別人；既借辭暗示她是這段感情的過錯方，又欺瞞她變心的真相，如非最後她問，他根本不會提記，只像什麼都沒發生過一樣欺瞞她。原本一直陪伴身旁的人離棄了她，她感到十分受傷。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVKt1guUtK
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPdB9i2bqA
直到現在，她還覺得是自己的問題：598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dFlC4XZLc
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNPYX0cPYZ
係咪我唔夠好？係咪我冇能力令留住你？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaditQvBtz
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XKkXDg2IA
係咪我俾你嘅印象太恐怖，就算你變咗心都唔敢同我講？係咪你覺得我好唔掂，所以就算傷害我，你都唔會覺得內疚？或者，呢一份內疚微弱到唔會影響你嘅所有所有？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShhsxxEwYw
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDXspYu9gt
係唔係？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCwMNTZT5z
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllo5Zdwjxg
是？不是？不、不，無論如何。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlp6ZUkNIl
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8Vza5mgb2
總之，青青若對Matt心懷喜歡，她就會覺得自己很低賤。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAMDeWoq4l
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGyA7o3vQm
因為Matt已是別人的男人，熱情都在別人眼中熊熊燃燒，青青不過難堪地、被新鮮而有魄力的火焰波及，可是她已是那一吹即散的、無意義的灰燼。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjRkCMGzpi
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwLXGF9JLb
感覺像，Matt向青青走來，要求交歡，她心歡喜自覺袒胸露乳，他正攤開手伸向她的胸膊，卻忽然將手指並攏，以指甲插穿她的皮肉、急躁地挖出她的心來，用力捏碎它，無視那種鮮活，不管當中對他的無窮情意；然後輕輕轉身，彷彿她的祼露、她的傷感，都與他無關。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVKqvagT8i
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERuRlqAoy5
感情是流動的，要有來有往，不要上演自我感動的戲碼。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDy6b7goUu
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLDS6FqTbu
青青對阿樂有一種不能言說的抱歉，因為，她在想要不要給大家一次發展的機會時，心裏想的人，並不是他；而且，她也不確定自己對阿樂的感情。但她有種念頭，覺得，如果一切都好好地進行下去，說不定她真的會喜歡他。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BMct2nPOz
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyufI7hAgz
他們很夾。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdcSyX5k7H
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3qpsPwPmt
她喜歡和他相處，她不抗拒他的擁抱，甚至剛才他緊抱她不放的時候，她竟然有些感動。她分不清這是心動，還是因寂寞而無法撒手的一種温暖。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFkVp8tNuX
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjTdfS1sgD
即使，他對她是如此如此地好，但她總是猶豫，她又暗暗地質疑他並非很喜歡自己。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWmMHR9ro1
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakburUHDB8
猶豫過後，她想，應該要試一試。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzg1lyFGne
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBxPQww1xg
追求之事，不應過早談得失，二人都是。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5YshiBB3H
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AVRB3G89I
阿樂高興，雖然他得到的資訊只是一句「好」、只是她肯和他出去玩，別人看來可能是小事，但只有他知道這一句「好」，而非「唔好」的意義是什麼。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibrf3m6AD3
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvZNWqKZvE
除了代表她不抗拒與他共處外，還代表他開始正式追求她，她也不會再回絕他的好意。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dB8k8YfIa
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcxTIZLc8g
更重要的是，他清楚知道，這代表她願意放過自己，不再自我束縛，嘗試給他加入她的生命裏。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRgAZE9RIU
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqKeRklwZ8
阿樂又想起Tanya，他想問Tanya：598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqUN6g2oEB
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOflKguouKG
「其實你有冇諗過、我哋有機會可以一齊？而唔係永遠都只可以做好朋友？有冇諗過俾呢個機會我？定係由一開始就知道，一定冇可能？」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeV3ELsYxR
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnCOa4UId9
至今，阿樂也不知道答案——因為他沒敢問，卻仍然非常介意；然後他又望一望青青，沒來由地笑一下。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9d7VvC34zh
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTVZJ10Tyc
至少，這次，阿樂覺得有個人願意肯定自己的用心，而非強行將他安放到一個「最佳位置」，若實現最大可能性，能夠不只做一個大將軍。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpal40bQ6fP
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Y1JwwbKkj
對，至少，青青有這一份考慮，無論最後結果如何，他都覺得比以前好。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wTwONL5wQ
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXbsOPXGS3
他稍為心安。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRcBRQLYym
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaaFbTtlr0
如果最後青青真的和他在一起，生命似添亮色，他就會很開心。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycbBncCsm3
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvefMVM6ZNF
但其實誰沒有了誰，也能夠好好活下去，598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNqvYz2ZOO
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnhK3h4dhP
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