我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlir48NrrN
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkK7f4v49u
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「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7i1KYKqbfJ
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我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdns3Kcq0Rg
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「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQU3bwx23r
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出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2sWIDt9bE
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「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFa6OgdRia
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「不要動。」我說。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4qTFIi6tj
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擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2eDBcqY0n
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他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuDxvlzmS9
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「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRD98y4fK2
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「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcx1UQ9j6l
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他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwsrEH29uV
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而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQ0kv4vARG
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待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNkBSevD7w
410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRSy7Jo5xK
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4p8q1WNZIh
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「為什麼？」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0xexbywO4
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我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMt0oX82Ks
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「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT04VhjOlsx
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「我做錯什麼了嗎？」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMt3eBwhO4
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他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFHzlSFTAh
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而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabvWfupbwP
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「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaq82Qi2Tq
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「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzaWlamlc2
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我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fwEayVjMK
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「……」他語塞。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEokpkBtmy
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「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3ceT8OYkT
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「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm71JBwhG7g
410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfzV5tsyLR
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzht26PgBL
410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0uAhhWOoi
「為什麼不行？」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0jJIfdBHV
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「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FOWYuH3kr
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他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5ZBJE6bS3
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「我…沒想過。」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7urRsS2Icf
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「是了。」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1YOw6rpJA
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「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgv1w86oPSN
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「別想了，這樣結束就好。」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSGfQsaQDR
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「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9zv6VQwgK
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我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6g8nbdGJP
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惹人憐愛。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiyrQrPyu7
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從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk71Dhl5j0q
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「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfduaSu2V2
410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwBeHq8f9R
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbY3DvpXmG
410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88hON01Em8
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdEg2BEb1P
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如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmE3BqMyfK
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但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsSomjW4hl
410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNHV9Vmuid
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMn0UCcSyNT
410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMFiJJ9UZq
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiGfDPzKoM
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那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3YLf47M9F
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「我們不會變成男女朋友。」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBjQ5GCvnO
410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzdRqkrn5W
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPY0dIz7a2Q
410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrE4A0dSgTI
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPoD9DRyqb
410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWNp8AWzrS
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEyssUtgHs
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我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzWGetmp5S
410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaZwfvWXnP
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgC2OEYr3jI
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「那是因為我以前也做過。」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6uxZ3K7Jq
410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38AGS5DBoa
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQ39RQr8BN
410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcGgXPAWws
「……我以前是服從的角色。」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡed1X2zhJKS
410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ8eemxvZM
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEBB0Xe0vT
410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBF9XcByGZ
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JwqSEwtZf
410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7B6AInVJLH
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqaqbu2v6P
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我看著他，沒有移開目光。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZsBzpB7eb
410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pwN4JCS4N
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIWvjog1Vf
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對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqTq2Xy5Pd
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他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8CRrt0WYg
410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqblCNY0JVP
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgGAv7zKtp
410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwjMh7QfGe
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwiWc1rG7C
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離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04ED6Ch2Di
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那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZ79JJHBrh
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「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWIgjfy1cA
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