「這個擺飾真可愛。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7rhB1ql7W
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「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXPoCwdqAq
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「妳換拖鞋了啊？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16rhPkxZnp
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看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWS8LI2AvHm
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「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUE2POatkhL
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自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA500BaXJbz
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好像，做錯事情的是我。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPE0DzeUH8h
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「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOOsvHX3do
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTIewGntsa
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXUgCGhmXk
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「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ocy9e60eM
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcX4T1BEiiS
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYw11LG2ZbH
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKV2t9gbFY
他仍笑吟吟的看著我。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5skiYA0ZP5
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJDW7fjdoo
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj46ZY4dEzk
「為什麼是我？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQraXtDaA3
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxj7EEYygc
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEe14S4z27
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNWNgN7aEa
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNBJuvntww
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqS5ngtouE
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cqiNteJ4E
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nCYVw3Sx0
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「因為妳漂亮。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡob984P0o58
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「……………」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlcIJq4zUm
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「所以喜歡妳。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaYAKkjSXO
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHdNpW70p4
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAREYLq3xY4
「你真的是爛透了。」我說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwC3B42jBz
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLU7bmOZ9Z
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「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13pCt4yegI
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbEkEmzXec
「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyMizgnCkS
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZS7QhzB19
「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8fqSER0Vr
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiE5hPf3rdD
他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCe7GCfU8hi
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他看我不說話，急了。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6OfNHt1Lb
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「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4f0pyNItJ
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9VPwurM98
我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwscAVp6bBZ
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiin5atIXS2
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6lqdRNmrM
「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMFxJZLVwX
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07CVf4T96J
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DTYL1wQZo
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf771bVOLMc
當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gq3tz5Ses
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJQHSMmHZF
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUn2yMatt6
「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oQZWchETl
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1PP5bE5Pa
「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByJr7IUosd
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqC0LtBAzwk
「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGo9U5DgIm0
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8v4hu7Pgtw
「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gqIWhn23o
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「…………」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjohm0jliLW
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他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRg3tcccc0S
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而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrYEfixKOV
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyvRB8hnii
妳怎麼會，如此盲目？471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lT3Kj0k4V
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirl9EeQwga
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxZzjT6UqA
「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrfT9qevSC
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2cd4DneMQ
「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUVtEtkmnY
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他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZcsgKAt36
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2Op7iFVP5
「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjkD5XYYRI
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「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfmLFFnkCk
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDIMsDRlCm
他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9DZbZDepn
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「你回去吧。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9v4HkXbJMX
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「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCXkYLMzk5
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「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2Dg1nDfbK
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHga2GdRU2
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqzm4BphiT
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHV8J67bBXg
「憑什麼這樣認為？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPq7ZKgWsQ0
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「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCzkk6qVYr
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHzUTHaDWz
我的心痛了一大下。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1SkFPdERN
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怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonS5ZxRDmr
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoLKbl1avi
「你回去吧，拜託你。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxr7ABdtHR
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitJj48q88r
「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYL3ayPINoj
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「拿去。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDwaMwxzaN
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他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8paGColIqX
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Azmh2XpNN
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVsr0OUVbY
「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpz2lcq38DG
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42J3yxztKw
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2NTJxEHN0
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcDGvfLzkL
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lIWNO3trh
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTeHzcr9jR
他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfFjlboR0K
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYiT8YgH8N
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5HAjtgO8G
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNm6suI7DXJ
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpm7cMzW1K
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgzsD8uqcP
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2LOoUbwXl
我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCu9YEiWxh1
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxexcg32xIX
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaP3AZL1n42
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxdXkct7Q7
我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzaEOhG9NT
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYVSLn87Yy
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RR0OoM02C
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因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVw9Bu0nnu
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QyqzMYHyc
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mrzaf4CRV
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待續。
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