大概是幼年時期成天黏著電視，看得夠多了，加上擁有了電腦，長大後才不愛看電視。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFSaD5tKD6
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某年家裡的電視壞掉，我們沒錢修、也沒打算修，就這麼開始了沒有電視的生活。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6gFeOyp5W
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父親聽廣播，我則玩電腦。朋友聽到「家裡沒電視」都覺得很稀奇。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbyIGCVNbW
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誰知道，有些事就是巧合的令人發毛。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aA4m0b08V
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那一天我住在當時的男友家，到了中午，我們要出去吃飯。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMTuP5v8Hx
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出門前經過客廳，男友的爸爸正在看新聞，我只是從客廳經過走到大門，便聽見熟悉的名字。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvdTKKc5m5
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「嫌犯……英傑……槍枝……」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtgJWsVdJ0
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我停下腳步，望向電視。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCDPaiSoa2
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepSaXlKljs
正在報導的是一宗槍殺命案，英傑是涉入其中的嫌犯之一。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDOfdukY4R
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUp6gffwZH
電視上穿插著監視器與英傑被上銬的畫面，讓我更震驚的是，新聞裡還提到了英傑罹患癌症，已是末期。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CMGeQToOC
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我的腦子一下子空白了，突如其來的消息、太多且太重的資訊瞬間塞進腦裡，我還沒來得及消化，就已感到反胃。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIchkExd5LF
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIyYIYRBXB
男友從房間走出來，見我盯著電視不動，也往電視瞧。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHi3DfHxXjF
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBWDGycXoa
「那是…妳哥嗎？」男友聽我說過英傑的事，怕被他父親聽到，壓低聲音問我。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeo8UxcFen
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我點點頭，眼睛還沒辦法離開電視螢幕。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJ3QDipahR
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直到開始報其他不相關的新聞，我才能移開目光。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46gv7HerRB
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男友吃飯時和我說了什麼話，我沒聽進去，腦裡只有方才電視的畫面。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMHBXPtMBK
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我心裡有好多好多疑問。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nz9oilsSG
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為什麼？516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUwPLhAaPK
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為什麼這些年來都沒有消息？516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJR2tMCDAWb
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為什麼沒有好好的過日子，反而越來越糟？516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsh4rT1pDqn
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為什麼殺人？516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYx3bZGGJZ
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為什麼…516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYw3vOT3yR0
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我該高興你還活著？或該為你即將消逝而悲傷？516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeQ9Zwyk1j
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我想見他。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUgVNtMMJU
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就像當初我知道他被通緝後，急切地想見他一面的那種心情。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GwL9LdS3l
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我很想見他，問清楚這些年來發生什麼事。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSQf5yZpKM
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可是，我該怎麼做？516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXMbmu0pjQ
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待續。
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