我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVrVx4eLm8
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWinIsp0lv
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGLoknGsme
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUMDdDzQ7p
「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqViv4sa64
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepgfWmHPKS
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHW1DfFyW3
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFs0N4YEU45
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBiu7fzdQi
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIc6xWxj4A
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fMQOfaInY
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKHgNED7BE
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcxNNRhIo7
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNcAjANNKD
「不要動。」我說。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxceYLSepxu
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIapkBkSFeu
擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1POu800FW
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrq3wTddjWW
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYOh0bpE9r
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyrqn9yTul
「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuInqOcAaHr
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrxMLCAHXf
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDJxCDBxGD
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlBR8dMI96
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeA7ZMPIyX
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEsYj1C5RW
而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRmKomSyaF
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQT2w3svmw
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1txLjSHeNG
待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3j9K7xPE74
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmQuhjFEEc
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7t0o8WnqE
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX55zQcLwjc
「為什麼？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsusRE0u6K
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZReManzCiH
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj54lYeu3PS
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWp2nHSKCbu
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7pr9IfS10
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWliPU6vAO
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbjC7DzufZ
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEapffkoPEr
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDa5GjpSY4
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmatoGsO7Z5
而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiKgCsTQqT
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnk0I4NzINi
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMm8APEPjn
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjs8LR7k0jr
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPuiloAPgM
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQvCpVTbxD
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsdAEQ4af9
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr80VcIAVOi
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcSsmEAdct
「……」他語塞。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Vua4gdniZ
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWdzdfJXZE
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhgR1JLrFq
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6fO7jGptZ
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZjHqoeg0A
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGY2etTOnPZ
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6V2iCuojF
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZZbzgrVtR
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGc78XABceJ
「為什麼不行？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuVucOmXK2
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiA2N2dZUxo
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9mvpvTa2y
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZH4QRPxcU
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCuSepblVi
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tAxIbmoZn
「我…沒想過。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAxqBzgyG0
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AqMybZaLq
「是了。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VDpjAWdet
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaEqx1RGg9
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOlkWJ4Quk
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVWapyCWZU
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7guzm1g3i
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfFHp7zvm0
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhxsNNnI6J
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYLxFMLfaV
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgeUGaDCX4
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WssWpllmi
惹人憐愛。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihMW7m8UuN
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCT7bxs6sTh
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjqCZBcAYr
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YoZFkkPkM
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kjWcurC5J
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DvhGxBU7w
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJHVq2nNHS
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uBdcBIhvA
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVDTiFY9P9
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUscYoUOvFx
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrWt8fcKbs
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAkLXZSs1G
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqGJfjACfo
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYt30GNLP3A
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVlhmYa6Ww
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WxAkq5Gdg
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9C2Y1drQR
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jEyOAbwph
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJsVIpK50L
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlABvTuMxP6
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dg1o4h4DB
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyahOgga2Ku
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPP4fRXr0on
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOoFYUPkZV
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLveqYlhp9
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4jv8iFAqA
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYf6J7ii7B0
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sjwIipJKP
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzuWOH5mqd
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3GztkFmjG
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0Bhpm2cLM
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5P8oX13ki
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOeZ0RtjlW
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbtJU6yiUF
「那是因為我以前也做過。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrA2JCub1D
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2BRHT3Dbt
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDk0fnJiVRH
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRk7UJDd7p
「……我以前是服從的角色。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFhdCnK5R8
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TIUAnTKid
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94QkZAa0sP
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrD6NwC87PM
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9g18kYggxE
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmP8nOvqqm
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oATET4O9D
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hFaSjuKpi
我看著他，沒有移開目光。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPp2oh1a7Q7
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0FHlvi7Rj
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZOriKhaVW
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtLEPqybqZ
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzsOopPQVZ
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXwzggGsgf
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJ0lyxMv6F
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2TOok7vAs
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIrpLNUa8l
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgDY38sBUy
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcNb4mk3mA
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmVsLY8pRA
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUkLrj3iwO
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuP5d2f6wR
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8daq2vAyRn
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMF7xWn0EFX
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyTyOfPtKE
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVSkkC9IbP
409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6HokfWSkF
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」409Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pajNHdrV3
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