「這個擺飾真可愛。」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYfPPsFAyB
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「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfC9P3BRb3O
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「妳換拖鞋了啊？」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9P08mGgIP
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看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX30YfBQcbG
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「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OL8A5lJ6H
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自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsAtKz0kMF
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好像，做錯事情的是我。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONAbNgsvpQ
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「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJm5k9QQ6Hr
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkVbLkGqGu
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulXkGmP7ef
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWqF23Bg0V
「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWbBoIdto5
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsCEDKfKUJ
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShhOXDUtXP
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他仍笑吟吟的看著我。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXM4jyXdfn
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVh5swOFJh1
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTvXVnfhHP
「為什麼是我？」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yGcWBzlv2
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqWwc9dYpW
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlARfpUPpAw
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDHZh95IlK
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJ9cjfYGMb
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8aNhLFg2J
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8prfmdfjWh
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPMtI2SmF8
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「因為妳漂亮。」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGXPwBILOk
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「……………」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaLa7rt8ox
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「所以喜歡妳。」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMIsqjMLMX
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「你真的是爛透了。」我說。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQVzSIsaqQ
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJTBHsuzkb
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「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzlSPeME8q
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「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmHmmSaQPN
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「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKQsCkvsDx
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他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBO0V5pXCq
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他看我不說話，急了。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡln6qd0zC5z
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「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3Mt5lLs9T
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我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHMfVvGdN3
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「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9YHZJCSrV
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMpr0hLPm4
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9w8HC5GzCk
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQLYO4CzpV
當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdr7Ggir5eD
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「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5iblU6a4N
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hhp5CHgQH
「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqDk2ns5c0
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「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74qVzheJMr
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「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBhLshcvaM
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「…………」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3p4OphAUc
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他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1d2msSdQJ
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而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00nBGcxtCY
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妳怎麼會，如此盲目？475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDASnbg0oMT
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「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7QHcqCjyx
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「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GQCqAWKNJ
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他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwaXTVXowq
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「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTrMN2mCq2
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「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmi9yOHCzLH
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他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yLLDsD9bm
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「你回去吧。」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUudbNY7BK
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「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNE3kbjHJ0
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nLLrpl4JB
「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Bipz47ZPx
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyd1tQQgLRe
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSE0y6qKlw
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbfk5TdixF
「憑什麼這樣認為？」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpTRhQVuar
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「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLC8Dfq7Rdg
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeQWrZlr4K
我的心痛了一大下。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPe2MdAVUMQ
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怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSOsAvlOXf
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「你回去吧，拜託你。」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbP0WTqBH9p
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjkRTay8Df
「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0KRtIN81T
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「拿去。」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqvVhzCGVL
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他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxiIeEo9JZ
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaGK6LBzVZ
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「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaifF1AnPiQ
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlcp8g26Km
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGBfwLKgEA
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFs9X9q0iL
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcWx4YXAD3
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他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDUwREz9Ao
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHeyr3lTh7
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVjwOgcFhq
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aegwLPnhm
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUKYikemeL
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475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdeUYthxqH
我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0C4iZSYzEy
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuA8NaKoiEY
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcmDG9V3na
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我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeeimCbFOI
475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZuu2wu6cx
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQqqgR6VU7
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因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUlRFbyYeQ
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待續。
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