那天後，我跟阿龍又開始常常一起出門吃吃喝喝、逛街看電影、去山上或海邊…就好像這半年我們未曾斷過聯繫一樣。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6KsNSb0sw
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這天，阿龍說要帶我去「秘密基地」，他開車載著我到離家不遠的一所大學，繞過學校後方的巷子，有條小徑通往山上。
那是一條無法會車的路，非常陡峭。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrx3rmFH6Nk
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車很快就開到了山頂，只見一塊空地，有個簡易的涼亭佇立於此。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiOW3YNtlb
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涼亭滿大的，我們到的時候，有兩個老奶奶在涼亭裡聊天。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHgvt2HgtX
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「這邊有一些老人家會來爬山散步。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaimoyRP47I
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「這就是秘密基地哦？哪裡秘密了？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrgttEIFav
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「妳不懂，我們以前都會來這裡喝酒聊天，失戀了也來這，談戀愛了也來這！」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJb3a7hsOv
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「啊？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8he4ATBmP
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「班上男生都知道的秘密基地啊！」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHkv6CEUhV
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「什麼！那我為什麼不知道？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91Lv2XI6qe
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「誰叫妳是女生。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZe4sdFHON
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「我這個時候又是女生了？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwEGohAUyJ
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「不要計較這個啦，妳來這邊。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVbxC8otpD
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他帶我繞過涼亭，後方是一小塊泥土地，再往外是山崖，山崖的後面，則是整個城市。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9DQBj7lhA
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「這裡可以看到妳家。」他指著我家的方向。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdLQMlgFsh
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「對耶！還看得到夜市，跟我們學校！」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYa241zRxY
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「以前阿彥在這裡踢飛一隻鞋。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UJHp3CNhB
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「啊？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3kIcqFFLI
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「他想耍帥踢罐子，結果連鞋子一起飛出去。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwP2CG7Jqx
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他笑起來，我也跟著笑。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBx4JTrjpp
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他走到涼亭裡坐下，伸手拍了他旁邊的位置，示意我坐到他旁邊。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQi0cJ0qeVW
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「以前我們會在這裡玩真心話大冒險。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkLn5mQNQp
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「男生也玩這套？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtRFtVhFOH
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「妳不知道哦，大家都愛聽秘密跟八卦啊。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4NJTruFfU
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「所以才叫秘密基地囉。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2O73PCY2g
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「對啊。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJb0GCiyv70
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「都是些什麼秘密？」我賊賊的笑。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9WJ9XCI1b
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「高中男生的秘密…不就是誰有腳臭、誰亂勃起、誰喜歡哪個女生這種事情而已啊…」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4JpFeAvbd
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「我一點也不想知道誰有腳臭。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDaY8gFSHD
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「哈哈哈，那勃起的要知道嗎？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFKXhf4Xym
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「不用，如果有不舉的再跟我說好了，說不定可以當成把柄哈。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7ghxwmaHT
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「阿彥當時跟我們說他要橫刀奪愛的女生，就是他前陣子分手的女朋友啊。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiB8Ayz8EUa
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「哇，你幹嘛開始出賣同學啊！」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOug9qAP1uS
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「反正都過去了嘛。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxkHKrwk3L
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我轉頭看他望著遠處的側臉。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yJ6h9abSK
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「那你呢？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmzlRgjs1p
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「我怎樣？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvCvhtNTF2
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「你當時喜歡的女生呢？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ102RiQJ9B2
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他轉過來，看著我，不發一語。
有幾秒鐘，我還以為這是偶像劇的告白場景。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjjHUv0Edu
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「我忘記了。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnt8cqIMMdU
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「最好是。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibVnyu5yfb
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他笑了，又把頭轉開。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCk4zsSLBO
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「我覺得…我下一任女朋友應該會很累。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnb9e5alfMa
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「為什麼？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnm4L24i7yi
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「到現在還是每個禮拜都在復健，雖然看起來好好的，可是時不時就會痛，官司也還在打，對方一直擺爛，出庭要嘛請假，要嘛一出現就哭啊裝可憐啊，不知道要拖幾年…」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNR4tyuqXFm
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「那跟你下一任女友有什麼關係？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNu0wnPymf9
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「復健到我都煩了，難道還要女朋友陪著復健啊？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdXAYSzBSC
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「這…應該還好吧？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIa7BXZOAS
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「唉不是啦，就有時候覺得自己是個廢人，跟誰在一起都只是拖累別人而已。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzf3I6Lo01
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「你幹嘛這樣說啊。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PHTOmB2TN
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「我爸媽啊，親戚啊朋友啊都說我死裡逃生，福大命大，每個人都要我加油、要我樂觀，可是復健這麼久了，還是一直沒有完全好，就會覺得對不起家人…」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPU7E23Xpqk
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「……………」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGypAbNkLlt
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他說這些話的時候，一直沒看我。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPGdt8hDis
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「乾脆追我的復健師好了？雖然不是很正，但人很溫柔哈…」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmg05YGN0b
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「……嗯。」我一時語塞。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhjpydXKzw
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「開玩笑啦，我沒膽要電話。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTYovXgRJD
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你喜歡我嗎？421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxwISDPXDa
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你是因為覺得自己不該拖累別人，所以不願意承認對我的感情嗎？421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dx8PWNgkW
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…………421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAew69ZSd9
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這些疑問句已衝到了喉頭，還是給硬生生吞回肚子了。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGSiKGuvWC
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如果他不說，那就是不說，不會因為我的問句而改變的。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGH3rsVkAvm
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不管他喜歡我或不喜歡，問了都是白問。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHi1j6uasf7
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「欸我們好久沒合照了，來拍一下。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUKekw1A2n
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我舉起手機，和他拍了張擠眉弄眼的自拍。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWx2zVD4LKN
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〝你們這些臭男生的秘密基地，十年後仍然被我給侵略了吧！〞
上傳facebook。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyiLcTvgzJ
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〝阿龍居然帶妳去！〞421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWYRVC95uK
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〝背叛者阿龍！〞421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6ReROgYhh
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〝不！我們的基地啊…〞421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD22opG4V7r
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各種浮誇的留言瞬間湧入。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBimtHsfuX
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〝聽說你在這裡踢飛一隻鞋。〞
我笑著輸入。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEczOcMNgO0
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〝對，媽的，妳怎麼連這都知道…〞421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TPSJYoMJq
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〝你們被阿龍賣了，我知道你們所有的秘密！〞421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZsOXLU8ox
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〝靠，那我也要賣阿龍！〞421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnF2btXjCw
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本來笑嘻嘻的，跟我一起看著對話的阿龍一把將手機搶過去，直接撥出阿彥的電話。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1apPjwD16
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「幹，不要鬧喔。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7L1Q45vIw2
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電話那頭的阿彥不知道跟他說了什麼，他講了幾句後就掛掉電話。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVXuq2kUHP
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我看著他緊張的臉，瞬間明白了些什麼。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmWUQonmAG
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「妳不要理他們哦。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcwgyz2i6P
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「嗯，好啦…我知道你就是有腳臭的那個，我不會說出去啦。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUnRsAFFHF
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「…………靠腰。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuebiutC7cc
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他放鬆了下來，而我慶幸著自己剛剛什麼也沒問。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uTaMOMewq
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我們又陷入了沉默，肩靠著肩，一起看著這個，我們居住的城市。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsjOFRD7ov
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不知道在哪裡看過這樣的話：「真正的朋友不是見面的時候要多有話聊，而是就算一句話都不說，也不會感到尷尬。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5a1ppdmUa
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我們就那樣持續了好久，直到天空變成淡橘色。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfim7Incm9
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我想起在阿龍家看夕陽的那一天。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqfp6cv3ar
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好多以前不曾注意的事情，都清晰了起來。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJBO4KujAC
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「我覺得妳像我的家人。」
阿龍忽然開口。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCovCFOWsyh
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「嗯。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJdjGfl93O
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「感覺妳永遠都不會消失，隨時都可以信賴，也都會支持我。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBluAlNT8m
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「嗯。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXIaLjhafs
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「阿龍。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEV2KhT4hC
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「嗯？」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7ZBcqKY4Q
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「不管我們是怎樣的人，都應該要相信自己可以更好，我們才會更好。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWErwS2gIK
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「嗯。」421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjC4vIlvHdk
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回家之後，我掉了幾滴眼淚 。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrs15ZuQJDU
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像是出去和戀人談完分手回來，一切終於劃上句點的感覺。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvvWgEcir1
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但明明我們什麼也沒有發生，話題也沒有那麼深入。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJl1Ia2vP1
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只是你就是明白，結束了。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4WgJY6WWx
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結束的是那些我們不敢觸碰、不願涉及的情感，關於男女之間的。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4jZso2e9B
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留下的則是兩人的牽絆，如同家人一樣的情感。421Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhzUJx177v
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待續。
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