等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEHixqU5CX
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深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyyFyvnX3v
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他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPLKRIKswr
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「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSI3voAgEWU
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我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmQUTJyaeK
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我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6jjaBmnwS
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所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDYwnExCr5
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只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3VIYNWF3z
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「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudmn9tJP2f
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我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQLRavsKc3
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我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurzo63KpE4
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碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrObE2r5xi
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「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aVixAap9I
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「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8D7Ms5RAXz
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「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLjZ994EQf
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他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgOaLhgb6P
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「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXywH2bn1SW
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我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkYpprd8nr
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「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHI4xMjs4d2
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我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8t5NRoSKi
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「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEl436JQqD
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「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7DwN4GwXp
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那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFpofSpDOp
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我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5a8BQ1W4U
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「這是新編的。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkT8egaaWW
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他看了看手繩，又看看我。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoZYuFAFYl
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「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09lsAOh7iA
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我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB79gexQW6i
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白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNvaf7pl6U
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「妳看。」他得意。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cLmGQZ36g
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「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeA4HGx9CKV
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「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsJRmQ37Mh
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我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmWxMIQObZ
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「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoXrKDTcCb
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「現在拍。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7h7dq3wyjM
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「啊？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmBKje7fnM
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「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYBoq3f9o9
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「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtvWpmHlXT
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「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FyGQl2Iq7
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「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4BKppLzAP
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我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvxJMc13lb
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我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYXBINsaCS
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「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmi4vnspRqL
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我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBR1shv4wUz
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「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUc6O6SkNev
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「…有寫一些小故事。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkyhKUCn3u
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「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQXW2EnQqo
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「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFEx3ws46O
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「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVjzwYWsFh
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「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqwRHNo09X
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「妹。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqYj6jMiWK
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「嗯？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuSrZMI3jK
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「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbw9tJ99Ke
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我突然意識到他正在做什麼。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNJgxBxuSD
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像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqn0lIIM7ZJ
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因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eVTmUGzkK
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那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlIrGsNdSO
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他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJuVdZhzoR
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「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLV2aZEdBpH
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爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0reEj0wkzN
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我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlJFBqtiK7
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我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqG0D8iYRF
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我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTrBdCRGfW
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我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64VFzdEwGs
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但我是欣慰的。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZhSFmKXoE
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那一天來的又快又急。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCP8nI2IM4W
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「妹…」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Jgq7GbAOK
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我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYR20z15XY
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「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xReH0Kj3p
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還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GIl4xdfsf
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「我還不想死…」他哭著說。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhf8lPtSsbu
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那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnABWIQxL0
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我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDLFqR8CAO
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他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsid2viWeIH
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英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxWIN0AxLf
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她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5GKguJwkM
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我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUjCxj2ENs
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那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gmKXN17L1
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「我真的，還不想死。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DUOUY26gi
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我握著他的手出了點力。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnl7m8dSRcx
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「我很害怕。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6j13gXn4v
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「我很怕死…」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwgDW1lr7n
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他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLwgoZoHP7
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那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMVVHfhUpd
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「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaQSM60Ifk
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「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoOEmnB61a
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我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEz8xHZpw8K
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「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgPPC1TgoY
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我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpC23Ir9AXO
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這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CIoDtDvJQ
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「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKEXY9DAcX
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英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmIdleKTsm
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「妹。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQFefPTrIN
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「嗯？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmXgEIzPkV
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「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EYFt50X46
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我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyo4PgpLqu
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「回去再看。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTW3PTeFQaf
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「好。」我收起信。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15ntwcWsFc
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「妳回去吧。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcttfQKPyX
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「什麼？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLgApZPHY9
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZCRKLBzRJ
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「為什麼？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVPr1zHRBL
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iy5IMuksl
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「……」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpM8HXWiNM
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「回去吧。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdvLlhSSX1
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCocUA4wyO
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVIGm9j17d
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我又抱了抱他才離開。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodnyWwz7Qt
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1s8cL6fcx
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「英傑已經走了。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBcTv2aWbH
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeEqvr00Qi
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzpMc1AnTL
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「Dear 妹：」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RUCdpldfv
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「妳永遠是我的天使，505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQB0DkmLpUv
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請不要忘記我。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwehpISau9
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「哥 英傑」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VyQeG25Cd
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfedz1Ttqit
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKx7Hj6nOGe
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每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTYu4SlsGB
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALCawu6ghu
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlY15b4tqc
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWF7sdpAdkP
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sB8UMlKDz
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84vrifyBf5
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但我什麼也沒做。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwyorl0ZpI
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiOPKDVNUG
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg55WOkE3Ha
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeazGiJ1GOD
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1zLUGFc4O
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說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5UlyRxueP
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去年，我沒有寫信。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5N3LkPf8SZ
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqsXvog7F3
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaM74tLvp4
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJBJwuH6dK
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這是，我哥哥的故事。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlNjinROxq
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