「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkd6hrx6G5N
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3V1vev5DkH
啫係叫你收皮囉……590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKfU4As17e
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBitSxfw01V
青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7aT3KQuCH
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlJyanJbSO
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4ixCvDZvL
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkdvnUbFq9
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gfXFLhG1T
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30VoA9upl5
「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KzZSqrj6k
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknGEIa1jWU
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkvIjWkh6y
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeZtEizXLb
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkbwz26EVR
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUm740nwvn
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGObVFVgWv
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡls8Gjr7uVM
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcXhzSulfJ
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecxxehsQdX
「點算？」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9j3ew5uoD9
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AOe7SvFlK
「睇你㗎咋。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vtipoCa2q
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ593y6H5cut
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyYgdnDnLH
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uUM2XMi5d
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLB0XFwXgU
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7V2aflQvVw
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTW7dlx9Dxd
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuVbJBzLuS
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9S3woFxza
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAd2gMPFxM
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRam6YUVjV
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBzJcJLZYI
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vPvbilr1m
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gbqFBi9Nc
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZtIp0dm3U
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanbUuKninZ
「冇呀，睇你。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7rfpqlxxA
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPMn7xUzXw
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVlcd338o5
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwE6EWQ5uJ
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzNI9lNlbZ
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0BBC7ldOu
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIlygq0W0Q
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLBX2WCSx8
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqy9DbnrgO
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrddhV3VVk
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQi4EgXwQo
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJV8zuxcH9
「唔知啊。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLE2pGnvzf
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJ6Y4I126c
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKE63xpOWng
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuntFa3sWv7
「同佢一齊？」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZeZu9G8z4
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvLeHLfccX
「可能係啦……」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IeT3pC4I6
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXx55R3Plqi
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0i16iYE5vk
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxemE9YWher
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIQsu1PCQA
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qzrGCASBJ
「係嘅。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvhzSVkbAV
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BmJlpufjH
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkhmwCZSHV
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOPQXtHT5V
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQaB9x54oG
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMM7w38jBI
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntxn6mRDfS
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqCye6jZsy
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMI1aVn6F8y
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHecurrUvgu
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbEiCrLTNq
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1PeTg4eyk
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4kIpeMFlo
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4ePg6p2Lz
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WZJPyf5Df
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfSl5udJmL
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMyXn8bm3w
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79vaS8jmLh
「你咩都唔知㗎。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0C6YQaBHV
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jpKszwsVL
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLafOfE4jQD
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUl7azVNFPR
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvJH7O1wCh
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrCkIygu14
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrcDyFavxx
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILHjt1XB2j
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeM2WUQCdSp
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjbaOCJcuY
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYjZthnuqo
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcRhoqNo96
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X6qwBe1iO
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2Z1tIyNjB
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRPbwTgy1E
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmURt9gz7oE
「Sorry。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWSlESZ4aT
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwFZ4gv7kJ
「我都係。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxyDM74tW3
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPV7ifS9TUV
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDL0NfnQFN
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqMaUGVqcS
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamrNpXkQ24
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrvLoAnCoN
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PaPGF91sN
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXJoIRg8R1
「係嘅。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYbqOmB1oP
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCASfreF0S
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhYF59IL2V
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qFb9BLcPQ
他們都沉默許久，青青說：590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSrsLDvaCj
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPSTz5M1Ar
「阿樂啊。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRhXpRlsTP
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGruCNjEa7
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡca18cTNZax
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHFuWnLvZb
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzA5tSsEza
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTYME7oOxF
你自己開唔開心啊？」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKp4PKSvwEn
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmh5FP5FvcQ
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XYGgGE5Yd
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnpMEv3CSM
「媽媽。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwHauzh6De
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl03TkWWAmN
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8soWahAXC3
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxJKHhaxQW
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYVLwy64i9
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgJ2nR3dQs
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAomg0IG0G
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vVj4EyKCI
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1jP2ubhIP
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQ6CTw7DK3
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDeeoVBVMZ
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZDnIFlCtb
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oWtv8HLRe
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90EgKPVr23
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2Ze9YCU7p
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvuZoFI3Te
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiKgzzTMws
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyihy0g2Jx
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtn5Pefvbl
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirJPGHwF9k
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgz0yZLd5O
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ20FntCLv3
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqzss2MnLn
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdscwEQOXu
「多謝。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCN6Eqcyql8
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyYJSW1NNf
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrskgSyD53
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGe42WUsdxk
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNUJxunEdz
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMVjzjXFc0
「係有啲長氣。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡec0yXehsg6
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9L4jhKRG2
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJl5WDDLt3
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUdk3OWmma
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaq0ZAX4DSi
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3bFzOZezu
「可以啊。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekubhIv3bm
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6nLexCCNO
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkqS2kNMcP
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwB8JVcTpJ
「好。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBI3OpPZ8g
590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRtpY4Grwh
一次沒有什麼進展的對話；但總有想通了一些什麼。
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