阿樂和Tanya沒有任何契約，她甚至拒絕了他，但他仍覺得自己有變心的罪名。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHGwErc6vK
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「呢間好唔好？」Tanya問；阿樂點頭，然後和她一起行入去。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CYb46WebG
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Tanya坐在阿樂的對面，低頭打開餐牌，他看得見她的睫毛根根分明、也在眼尾上揚，頭頂的髮看起來也異常順滑。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22xHBhg0mv
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和青青不一樣。青青的眼睫毛只長長地垂下，沒有生氣，頭上也有些呆毛。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtXW4tbRTY
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQpoWUP3qh
阿樂不自覺地將青青和Tanya對比，但她們的身影未曾重疊，始終，他清楚她倆是很不一樣的人。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyp3LCwH3zi
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而且，他一直清楚，他不會愛其他人、比愛Tanya還愛……573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVngUgyFq2Y
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNITB4wEnZ
即使，他後來喜歡青青、想和她在一起、肆意追求她；但如果、或者青青是Tanya，阿樂根本不會對她的拒絕、將他由天堂砸至地獄，而感到生氣和失控，因為那種情緒就變成了頹喪，心頭的委屈卻仍唯唯諾諾，不敢作出任何行為傷害她。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrts5VcA7uv
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唉——愛？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoxDMnaMNd
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唔知吖，唔知係咩嚟，唔知點解。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRhSXuNlgE
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「我揀好啦，A3，嘢飲照舊，你幫我叫埋吖。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9OECYUgEw
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmufBUgJNw
Tanya喚一喚阿樂，然後拿出電話，將其亮屏，又熄掉。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2almH6IQ8Z
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2hFepk0xW
阿樂看了看Tanya揀的是麵，所以他決定選一個飯，以免與她重複，因為她喜歡在一頓飯裏吃出不同的口感和味道。每次和她吃飯，他都會如此，已成習慣。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWH1YK7PFL
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「一個A3，一個B2，兩杯凍檸茶，一杯少冰。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QQia8EwOb
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmlmLngxal
阿樂來回頭向侍應和Tanya，她就如此笑笑看着他，當中竟然滲集着崇拜，像他在建立什麼豐功偉業一樣。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFhxRnstf3
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然後，二人脫下口罩。Tanya拿出酒清搓手液，示意要擠到阿樂的手上。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvvg1B6IwP
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「我同男朋友分咗手啦。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRuulypnFH
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「係。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXvrb792fV
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「今次係真係分咗手啦。上次見你嗰時，啱啱分咗，但之後我哋有一齊返過十幾日，但之後，都係分咗手。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3U6DdWvFE
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「點解？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdA9pchkRy
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「冇嘅，我突然覺得，想要嘅唔係佢……我同佢，硬係好多拗撬咁，就算一齊咗成年，但係都好多不滿。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGPjxlVz0H
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJokdpNRJeN
阿樂心想：但平時，Tanya的post散發着甜蜜的氣息。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc24ZwEyXiH
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlrlj05xHf
「咁你想要啲咩？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2Xefox2b6
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「嗯……就得我㗎囉，真係錫我㗎囉，最好唔好同我咁多嗌霎啦。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CC8ASIEde
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「哦……幾好吖。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeyfQRDtiZ
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他不敢直視她，因為他突然害羞，總覺得她口中想講的人，就是他。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTeh1ne63Y
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他能夠遷就她、也足夠疼愛她、平時都不會和她唱反調，非常順她的意。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6Z0ndI5De
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「唉，唔知世界上有冇呢啲男仔呢？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYL8fpTPMg2
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Tanya對着阿樂微笑。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Mzdsqc3R5
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEyjuepB05
飲品到，他替她篤檸檬，以往，她讚他將酸度調至剛剛好，有檸檬味又不太酸，他竟從中有成就感——其他人如他一樣知她心意嗎？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoIjk6u8kG
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJFbRfBmzB
阿樂想起和青青吃飯時，青青喝的是熱檸水，然後將四片檸檬全部篤爛；當時，他覺得，還是Tanya的「難度」大一點，要好好照顧Tanya的難度大得多。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIpQPFp4CU
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6sIum6Z4y
「好飲。好耐冇嚟啦，對上一次嚟，仲係同Ex添。」Tanya漫不經心地說，又補充：「幾好食㗎不過都。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5j3egXABd9
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFKU0eXQ3c
「咁咪好囉。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaPuFsmZdl
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1nM4fduum
在阿樂聽來，Tanya不斷散發單身的氣息。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhshHBSsR5a
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qRiaS923g
「我個Ex呢，佢……」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplSGHgpg5z
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpCfFWxWuH
然後，Tanya就開始批評她的前度，什麼情緒化、幼稚、小氣、爛玩、懶惰；每聽一句，阿樂都在心裏暗忖：好彩我唔係咁啫。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKASxBFw2mN
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVB5IsdE0DM
Tanya的舊男友和阿樂很不同，屬於帥氣的「MK」，以前阿樂極度不忿，覺得自己才是忠心對她的那一個，認為他們很快就會分手。事實上，Tanya也不斷在想分手、分緊手、唔想分手之間不斷遊蕩。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSboTIaj8c
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvv7mueJOV
現在，她終於分手，回復自由身，並說出她想另覓一個符合阿樂條件的男友。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLQzxsGsJy
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這是在暗示他吧？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAEUTzDL7Y
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是吧？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9yomau62c
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「算啦，都過咗去啦。」阿樂假惺惺地說，但其實在心裏暗喜，他一直都喜歡聽Tanya說男友的壞話，仿佛她說得越多，就是越喜歡與其男友類型完全相反的他。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaVWfdyG4O
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6kxjfd1oK
他們低頭，吃了兩口。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkNLMaupfu
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「都係嘅，點似你吖，咁好仔。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkVqk4JQa5
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9d6nKpddH
Tanya帶點揶揄又帶點調皮地道。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0FgePmiyF
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKvBChahST
「當初又唔揀我？」阿樂試探地問。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdILZqeTvJ6
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZwo5qKMn4
「係囉，後悔囉。」Tanya似笑非笑地答，根本分不清真假，但已夠阿樂竊喜：「哈哈，最好係啦。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHw3o5MQuVy
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefDDZExbUc
她不再提記和他和一輩子的好兄弟了！573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHx37dEDPy
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNcZcaSuWW
「傻㗎咩，我哋一生一世都會係好兄弟嚟。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcBjMPMLxq
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlM8uG30xS
他的心不自覺地加速，一下、兩下，呯呯呯。這不是在收他做兵吧？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡab1K0s3a2x
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNLOBgCXwa
「咁你呢？樂仔，你最近點吖？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU00M37bprh
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTKPHCzJFo
「幾好吖，唔錯。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn72CAYLw5T
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是，阿樂應該要證明，他是一個獨立的個體，讓Tanya知道他可以很好，絕對不輸那些她口中很自信的男生。但竟見她有些隱隱的落寞，他就忍不住補充：573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfwNQ4H7ta
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEbBIZBCg7
「都係以前好啲嘅。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQG9al3yu2O
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然後，Tanya笑問：「有冇識到女仔啊？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJ3SqhhwRC
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阿樂心虛，擺手答：573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2slUX9vhSZ
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「冇啊。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPSoGPn2tT
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboMdRWJdH2
他講了大話。他覺得，不能讓她知道。阿樂和青青的事，是他永遠都不能說的，因為這樣，他就不忠誠了，是為棄卒。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6F5yz97BE
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「點解你好似咁唔自然咁嘅？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlm2QgSwhkO
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP09IUdQBq3
Tanya狐疑；阿樂說：「啱啱有一啖，太難吞。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Vwe4FuVKP
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblHCJV33lK
就在阿樂說「冇啊」的一刹，他突然覺得自己沒有多喜歡青青，此刻，他甚至後悔這些天的一切一切，他已不能給最純粹的Tanya了，他也背叛了那一個說會永遠守護Tanya的自己。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7GQH42zLG
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGJaB3Cz3e
如果此刻Tim少在，他會說：573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJW6wvnGUt
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFllFmv3LLA
「你條仆街個腦係咪裝屎？呢條女收你做兵，宜家揾返你，竟然令你後悔自己食過呢一條女？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKWTx043HV
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnG6TczbMz
你究竟想要啲咩？午時花、六時變咁。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8d34Fp05g
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悲劇。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvM1bsyzsx
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阿樂的心突然湧上對青青的愧疚，他昨夜不應對她如此無禮……他深化了自己的情感，將首次追求受挫失敗的嬲怒、歸類為愛而不得的失落，但他的愛卻不至於令她遭受這樣的對待。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgLPkPMHXf
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他暴走了，一刻思潮汹湧。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqq6E5rON3
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像一部爛透的小說，作者因為過分情緒化而寫出亂七八糟的情節。這文章和寫手都太糟糕了。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNDmYJ4Yex
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愧疚，他以情緒加深了對青青的喜歡，他也在哄騙了她。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGQKs6kZUj
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Tanya多吃幾口，她的聲音又將阿樂喚回了現實：573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeFUbLx3NC
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nyH1IbZHo
「咁你會唔會想要一個女朋友啊？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VZTW9rDMM
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9ZJJXfVmm
「想嘅，如果有。你呢？」阿樂點頭。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tJpv26FKo
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXLXCpOd5P
「我唔想住啊，拍拖咁麻煩，宜家咁咪幾好。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbV0lPufxoW
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8LxVTU5cx
Tanya啜一啜飲管，然後抬眼看阿樂——她好漂亮、表情好可愛，世上竟然有這樣的人。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3J9LxeFxQ
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuTqmA5ixy
「哦……慢慢嚟囉。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXreHylVWII
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阿樂認同又似不認同，但他至少看到了希望，Tanya在單身的情況下和他見面，然後說出一些令他感到欣慰的話。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbCpR1ZGxc
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkgy4GSKlL
青青於阿樂的印象開始模糊。是。若說阿樂如此自私、忘情，他是、他是；但，誰又敢保證在女神出現在自己面前的時候，不會自我質疑？這想吃了很久的葡萄啊，在心間永遠都是甜的，給他送上別的蜜桃、雪梨，都不是最初想吃的那一串提子。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAje0LEgwt6
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7E8XdCQcb
誠實問心，意義不一，悲哀地。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KNoIzkySq
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ681jJjUACF
「等間有冇嘢做？嚟你度睇Netflix得唔得？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MMOjKrOXx
573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFoN5j4dVp
Tanya又朝阿樂笑。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3t5snEkGk
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「得嘅……」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9OKVaTzXL
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一切，又回歸到最初的那時，像什麼都沒有發生。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9dLde68Av
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