等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZAWYKM5iL
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9xEMHpT3f
深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyciXLuOk7
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Tza6z83l1
他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaz7uXKcZn
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVT7Ke9HaJh
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qCHSue8Cg
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBC1UYuZBw
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3St9rRbSqe
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCp5zuwvdtJ
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTlK5vrEZE
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAeeyS5mJw
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPidhheEMJ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QAndFPHJk
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrwxhZO79M
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRxqEBcTdz
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6H5TQM7rnB
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhYhZA2Bnb
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaosSLzA1v
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiomgtDwtvr
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgAisstdWH
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YxamEahcu
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8m2xwyyad
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5Oay0OWlD
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjliJnzUlNU
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21UZHz10vx
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9iAcqS1Yt
「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqsVrZmh7m
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaIVDa1Yzu
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNb25mlrxEQ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTHvPwHqMl
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCxZajpeoV
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡka4ayPSLyQ
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8j8Sg8K48k
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvzwh6LmbG
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8V8tfC7c2s
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OSYR7D9sz
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1ZmRqYrJY
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGOZi1R5pV
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiO9909YXNI
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkaEZ1wvWt
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5aR3DMo1i
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBROhhrhlkQ
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1AzexFneM
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbvIwYtk8j
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fw77eWsTh
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyagiKD6oEb
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdtcKhLa7D
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4B5Fgg13Jj
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCjpMAd3th
「這是新編的。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj58DRhOeAE
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhCyraHGHg
他看了看手繩，又看看我。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPI8VGkihWc
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmL8NekEpb
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2F46YW0Jr
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTqnV4OTpT
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxf0dijEK0
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRDHTwTGEK
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Zxpc6DhlT
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRYjJDORUq
「妳看。」他得意。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPsF3qA3NX
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPCzeBe2SZ
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZznspqSfDy
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglhHqrZ04f
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPixZvY0eFb
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqT3nmAxlcy
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Z1oVwrlrH
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ayms5EUBf
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikwXZUvYnK
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGV4Pp8Ccv
「現在拍。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfC7YLXMIu
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XU3qIMsol
「啊？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5V7TS0Swj1
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHe0rydYd7
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzyR22papa
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFpuhkICak
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MFWfalQ19
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFjZdnwh7I
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9s6QtXuFt
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkgD6c0YqG
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZEm8LCF1X
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwe6Ri3lAow
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0BxBoHo0I
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlnjbocDtq
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVNMg4EFsr
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjYsfqkcmN
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCw4f0gQbl1
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQQSrVVRDB
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnLQqgcSLI
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGDjIhtebc
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEYiyK0aPq
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ODFqRFA6I
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxybnhOkA6q
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyknqd6QENE
「…有寫一些小故事。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dPZ3qkYmV
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVC1pLwNeRV
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3e7lgyatw
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ139WZqkefr
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKugIggDSp
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZFLSvINLT
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGFa3nLmHA
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYDPaRS4Nh
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIm1MnhOuz
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPa7tQEj8g
「妹。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5b5TbtB5W
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93UPFSI365
「嗯？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbU49Eec66
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMOXoNwMg3
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsg3mqESvG5
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTnyVbbj75
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFQvrPOM0O
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPtIdbV4sE
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUEqghf5jc
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYDbVin7gY
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpKWVZ8wZo
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXatk7Gk3U
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnVViUJnr8
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZUwAwBL0j
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSefypxX4Qs
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG78uWizdzN
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRnUWHPv7M
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWFUKcoWqu
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbggaq8WqJz
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3knrRc6frH
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhteLOCBbc
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiADYUw98IT
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedjcNf9G3f
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsSwOkY9C3
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJTrBjdaxB
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQtp0MoAwj
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GtAVxPlto
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ39VPx1N5R
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwflT7BDHE
但我是欣慰的。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLSnCOjzv5
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxduhTRRy9T
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyS8piKN1bo
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7qvLf5PFh
那一天來的又快又急。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjAWPQscA3
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQo6GZuXSTW
「妹…」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLaxYGfQZE
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJyPkaLuY3
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnR9hArvOx
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcHUG7KcGp
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lwdrv0eA2
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg848iwdKAS
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWd7sZCt1x
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KEjm7sbNi
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmz5eSG4PhH
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOhV7Sai91
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YrUodj7JS
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CkZzoi8vf
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG39HUw9gJ2
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubu2M2VMpH
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBUzcZJxh3
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREQow3DSjE
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iLJkQWPfC
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EbaITZLBD
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzEjrfsByg
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPefCM2iZ23
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBVfgIyP64
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGCrfde2qT
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kHj4sGahx
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpdIVUkAIl
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aQsuK3DmL
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdcwA13kQx
「我真的，還不想死。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL43vfiEEW9
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡle14YiY6S7
我握著他的手出了點力。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrrY3jhZfv
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqssBxOPx9
「我很害怕。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7idh3iVu6H
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthMLcSIYkg
「我很怕死…」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YSrifPARp
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10LSw7Etf4
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6ofqDaVTe
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrw2w0sMIY
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEP2oYERRKb
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqNvltHoHl
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGcaQzSON9
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5PSShZm8N
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGl31Ik8BTV
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3BXSs4oJS
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVRshj4mFm
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qbE5BZNxg
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdbOZ4eaBR
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3ZCmeBT9m
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceRenP475Z
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2NFJ27s5F
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXUUrtSqRr
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPB5C1qelnp
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzDUU5UE3f
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDva0zOTDGo
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNe9AzzmKW4
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeE4j94yMGT
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXCvsoUZF8
「妹。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvoYM8gZfe
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekmb15PXZG
「嗯？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBf8hXBKsJR
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw95Tqfntnv
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccHnjw9VCS
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkweTSAcp2
我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGcalfIW7X
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dsYm8Trqx
「回去再看。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiTLRP4ine
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjCl0PGVpE
「好。」我收起信。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMasZyNXKC7
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67FEwUiOYk
「妳回去吧。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuqmWWiVYA
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3KgCeT3ZJ
「什麼？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHIzMviPqD
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbJjQmXC4f
「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyJfspSEBO
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVD9tSSOMZR
「為什麼？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACPsNheedj
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAl3u2N21mL
「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6YJadrmLW
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8SafXVleV
「……」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRMxhdV67d
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPXMWQVIPx
「回去吧。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHQvOxB8xt
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeiMKGUdNV
他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoaCoJCeaQ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrdUW04GNu
不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfqpz0rkbT
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEzGR3Pk1P
我又抱了抱他才離開。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HWLW0XLOq
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnx6W2HTgO2
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDBk1eamH0
當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZjWgq3GzE
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtJx8M8cpQ
「英傑已經走了。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPc1fNueBF
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojftbi0KWW
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbEsCmWoWZ
那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHDs4hcFvO
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPfISLX1Bg
我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCg8JZmPIp
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HApmq7Khg
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IVZiXoGbN
「Dear 妹：」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasiWLAUZaU
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1MQsXiN1j
「妳永遠是我的天使，486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdnCYNffdS
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzG6Bl5Yrqv
請不要忘記我。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUOpYwUZMc
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDm2K5PmrZT
「哥 英傑」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrpxsBEGIy
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486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXmQZDv2lh
我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGi9DZw55HM
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSn7jwjaYBC
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPaGsFdu2Q
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VWAPH5x2o
之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0hCK6DOOY
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDNiyxyq39
每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAdxigVLrx
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinXJZNLf77
前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMv0IwRppN
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSxts78QAX
後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzF6ee8x0dG
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fZ3VhmQo8
英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYJqhI0WWs
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdf0gtBss5H
他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJC0EgFcgF5
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuh5S0rvn1
曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7O50bWRutG
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fNDZrmdBa
但我什麼也沒做。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFss70qzj7E
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLGwjKJQaA
因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HN3oBXwxr
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhkpzb6av7
所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZF5MbkJSQ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gvmb7UUUC
我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBeoDB6Fp1
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3zbfoKHoG
一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5w2fg2D0vP
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCBR3Ur18Z
說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGdBR8iVDu
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydZCFXQxPm
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolGY62QSKI
去年，我沒有寫信。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYqubG3NnL
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgV7VkZojF
我選擇在當天完成他的故事。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSzAVGEOJS
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrn1pohtJq0
他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVqOOsvzaJ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNXaeid3Mu
我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjG0wpdWWX
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAH81vsDO7
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyx6jQFeSEk
這是，我哥哥的故事。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5v2ae1Kszl
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIA0y3amPX
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlsQ3g1TBW
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJ8AAYzYY2
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