"So what kind of birth control would you like?"486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sHnmkzo0M
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8gro9x4nK
This is the question that my gynaecologist, Dr. Hamilton asks me after discussing the pros and cons of each method. We received our blood test results last week, and he's clean (not that I expected him not to be; it was just a precaution) and I booked an appointment as soon as I saw the results, trying to be as proactive as possible.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FKQXi7hyA
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"Mirena."486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJnbZ8XeIy
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He fixes his dark brown eyes on me.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJrlaawFFX
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"Well, I have to warn you about the side effects." 486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OlplhOh2y
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He listed them off, and they included.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoY0nqbPrc
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Ovarian cysts.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrBYAlr9MK
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYcVbJfSOK
Acne.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fAa3yqE0h
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ln0XrkhMP
Nausea.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7kSlX2wiY
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILWc6kYuNW
Weight gain.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGQqkllYkx
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RAUHM9KXI
Abnormal bleeding patterns.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWs8dhMMTKm
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVIAHWOTH3
Infertility.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOFbxxVzv3
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uViLsxwhV
Ectopic pregnancy.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVtLGJ1k4N
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Blah, blah, blah.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0j6sol6cbT
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bgMWMt26p
Everything has a shitload of side effects.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7e9LPxV9f
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiJ0IuV5BR
I've already made my decision, so I say the sentence that's been on my tongue for the past three minutes:486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSQgVXH3ni
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyK5oaGGNNu
"Yes. That's the one I want."486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsFxF9b0mz
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***486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2ZDLebE0V
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"So we're good to go?"486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaAYOkj87G
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡws5eUlq8CF
This is from David, who isn't even looking at me; he's reading from his phone again.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zM8oXDBnd
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTd6O6wLfCh
"Could you at least look me in the face when we're talking about fucking?"486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8VpcCGj3n
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxoHmFFDqc
He locks the screen of his phone, and at a speed that is sarcastically slow and places it on the table. He then looks into my face with pure cockiness, and raises his left eyebrow.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1l10QofK5
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCuOWnMuMF
"Are you..." He reaches out with the same hand that he was using his phone with - his left hand. Huh. - and grasps my chin, tilting it up.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpw174NbGUt
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1N7ghJ6Bn0
"Ready to be fucked?" he asks, emphasising on both the f and k, breaking it into two syllables, and then biting his lip and raising his eyebrow even higher.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9lQgqoiAT
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXADY0IkpK
Goddamn. He went from zero to one hundred so fast, I'm genuinely confused; I'm too fucking confused right now.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HAl6pup0E
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhGtTQbB2Y
I express this confusion, of course, by making a complete fool of myself, trying and failing to form a coherent response.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2mRczdt1e
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkudb1UaeqY
"I-I-I... I-"486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOD87Bt0cp
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfWki8Okqw
He releases my chin and tilts his head back and let's out a laugh that sounds both sadistic and full of sexual promise.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnftuH5fnnr
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"Tongue tied?" he asks in a teasing, almost mocking tone.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8MrmeOAt4
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkHxrmmigJ
I feel my cheeks heating up. Goddamnit, I'm blushing. Thank god for melanin, though, because he can't see a thing.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRIqKExHDQ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLxWCciVOz
At least, that's what I think.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7AjjT7aHt
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMm2eDx2OkT
"I do believe that I see your chocolate skin darkening almost imperceptibly to a darker shade, my dear. Did I make you blush?"486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKq3n0L7nIX
He asks with a twisted, sexy sadistic grin on his face - one that matches the laugh he let out earlier.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbDCK9E18g
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As if to confirm his theory, I only blush harder.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQemtHGNuBP
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"My friends at school, they called me Chicken Hawk. I don't miss a thing."486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SWm6uK2ZY
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVNROTkIvs
"Fuck off," I growl.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1jr5EUezr
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZKsLQDIO8
But of course, he continues to talk, the grin still on his face.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28FGdcpcDd
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXphbrIkVE
"I've also noticed that you're clamping your thighs together. Your pupils have dilated, and you're unconsciously leaning towards me. Yeah, I'd say you're ready to be fucked."486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErSp1wrApB
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Foa9SYTz3
Who watches for someone's pupils to become dilated?486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72KKCxe19X
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9v0EHkQHQe
But his freakish style of observing isn't the only thing that's on my mind.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmc7ZO7ZDAw
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltzhgKyawl
Sex.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyt2uzGBvJZ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KynOhhj53
Of course sex is on my mind. Since the IUD doesn't start working for a good week, I bought a shitload of different Trojan condoms, because: 486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyarktPmocP
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9uGERz1UR
a) Trojan for life;486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoq9lapcN9z
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcPTqYUwig
b) I've never seen his penis before; I have no idea what his penis size is;486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFDDD0OlrX
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKZdr7r2HW
c) I will get fucked today.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMmnuxMBhf
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RJ6xUGPWX
The last one is what sticks with me, as I empty the contents of my purse onto the counter, condoms scattering all over the table.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApG5GvqXG3
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQyIbXWBpr
"It doesn't start working for the first week," I tell him, explaining all the condoms.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5fCeFKONA
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQIL9eDCvA
He smirks at the condoms, as if they've just told him the most hilarious joke, then looks at me and chuckles.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtI1Uw2Un0
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkv9LJbTve
Well, now I'm confused. Does he not want to fuck me? Because if he's going to leave me hórny after all that sexy talk, I'll just have to-486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡza559uzhXk
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEdQOL8waN
"Don't look so angry, Leah. Its just that I'm more of a Durex guy."486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMf4VruXMx0
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***486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSCMwdz0YM
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrZUUixOXI
I continue to sit at the table, staring at the condoms while David gets ice water.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3sIjvRSJM
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Idly, I wonder how long he will continue this teasing shit for. Probably forever.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhqdeIeu3H
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZODJAEQX94
He sets one cup in front of me, and I slowly sip the water; my stomach is in knots. When I do finish the water, I start eating the ice.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppYNToj55M
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It reminds me of school; when that one child in class had a water bottle with ice, we'd all beg for the ice so that we wouldn't bake in the oven of a classroom.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1BgqqLe76
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"Hey. Come back from wonderland, Alice."486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhS4lxd3nR
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97djBYgssv
"Huh? Okay."486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKU8N59RyYC
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgQhFNif6v
That's my awkward response. So of course, he starts to laugh, again. And I start to blush again.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslngA1ACsG
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYwOcKYst3
"Go fuck yourself," I say, sliding off the stool to put my cup in the sink. 486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxLsIlG6Y3
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyKGWPdjjq
"Oh, darling," he says with a mischievous grin, laughter still in his voice as he too slides off his stool, "I think we both know that I'd rather fuck you."486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmTZew0tGK
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The next thing I know, his tongue is halfway down my throat, and his fingers have bypassed my shorts and panties, and are massaging my clit.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8V6Cd6BMTK
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBQiBlJEky
"Fuuuuuuuuuuucccckkk," I moan out when his lips leave mine, not expecting it. 486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr06LUXHfNS
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblFFslncRE
"Yes, that's what you're going to get. One big, fat fuck right inna yuh pussy."486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsREf2sHnPZ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHfqOuRYWJ
"Christ," I hiss as his fingers start to move faster.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdjAX3V64d
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNEzl95Pav
And suddenly, he rams his middle finger into my pussy, and pulls it forward, right against my g-spot.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzAwg5Rkm5
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZt7E689yb
"Oh, rass," I say, my voice shaking; my eyes are open, but everything is going in and out of focus.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYR7guFQlz
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I'm grinding against his hand now; riding it, chasing my orgasm. So close, and then it hits me with the force of an elephant running downhill.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfttcaqKif
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"Blood! Claat!" 486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNcXkwk4sZ
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He grins - he seems to always be grinning - as he takes his fingers out of my pussy, and places them in his mouth, sucking. Mean while, I am leaning against my stool, panting.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jenS2MtqI
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He pulls his fingers out of his mouth with a "pop", and then says:486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRN06v2abN
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6t7kR9HhqR
"Strip."486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5VaHw9G9V
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqVWg7XGln
My clothes are on the ground within seconds, and I wait for him to do something. Anything.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6pe0Ua7rh
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbd5FaMj8eZ
Instead, he turns and walks off.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWy9Z7I5FvV
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"Come."486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1tr1n7RlZ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98sYsZDXOC
I follow him like a hungry dog, almost tripping over my own two feet.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufcpsmGT9I
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxE8ReSYEdI
We end up in a bedroom - not the one I slept in last time, but another bedroom with a King Bed - and I stare at him as he strips, as he rubs himself through his boxers briefly before removing them. I get my first look at his penis - an intimidating piece of equipment with a few veins popping out and a mushroom head leaking a clear fluid - and I watch as he rolls the condom onto his penis.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtg3hTQmUDD
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He walks quickly towards me, and I step backward in surprise, falling onto the bed when it hits the backs of my legs. 486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlEJQ8JUzT
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQiDa6nLpY
As he reaches me, sitting up and facing him, he pushes me back so that my torso falls back, and my back is against the bed.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVyyw1D7B0
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"Pull your knees up."486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmn1k15ZQ0
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIguCIVJqCb
I do as he says immediately, completely enchanted by him.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCRyP1i5VJ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFH1D9mshF
I expect him to enter me, but instead, I lift my head in time to see his hand coming down on my pussy.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHmNafqxNv
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mnU3YdF12
"Jesus, fuck, me" I moan, arching my back.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBsJd8caSb
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZGCrCxkLV
"No, I'm the one who'll fuck you," he says with mirth.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwkhFX2fwe
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe91KE6Jnr2
I look up, and realise the double way in which my words could have been interpreted. I open my mouth to reply to him, to defend myself, but then, I'm cut off.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvFWmYEFuN
I'm cut off because I feel it.
I feel his head squeezing through my entrance; its been a while since I had sex, so this is a bit painful for me. I clamp down on his dick.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskZogvKe8V
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOT1rraXRPz
He growls.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIgeTFMsX3
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66mJkBIBjI
"You're gonna have to relax, or that's all you're getting. Stop that shit before I come."486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLtGrqWF8r
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJc3qtT4uQP
I take a few deep breaths, and allow them to relax me, and slowly, relax my vagina as well.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrY3y3zu03k
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhLAMAbnB2
Slowly, he pulls out, and pushes back in. I throw my head back and moan, and he speeds it up.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnggVSmUnRm
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ue7Dz6aBX
However, I soon realise that his primary goal is probably to torture me. Each time that I near orgasm, he slows down, just so that he can draw it out. He takes me right to the edge, to the point where it's at the tips of my fingers, where I can feel it coming in my blood, where I can taste it... then he takes it from me.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXXL72pq6t
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNodt7nTNz
"Rass wid yuh, man! Why yuh caan' jus' mek me come? Chuh bombo," I say in frustration, near the point of tears.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79m633dWZi
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7eyppzRJ8
"Oh, you want to come?"486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXeBcXlY6l
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTEsbskFMg
I swear I could spit in his face. I hate him so much right now.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbX0UMHsBH
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7FDxVyGxK
He gives me one hard thrust that has me crying out, then pauses.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWiqudqb03
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoJZXE3YnV
"I want to hear you say it, love."486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuwAdkY6Zu
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLTxf2v9jV
"I want to come," I sob, because he has stopped moving altogether. I try to grind against him, but I don't need to.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XMBQlGrkv
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyoFd5fDb0
He starts to move, to fuck me better than I've ever been fucked in my life, while rubbing my clit in quick, small circles, and soon, I have one of the most explosive orgasms of my life, screaming his name at the ceiling as tears stream down my face.
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