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"If 'batty' means 'ass'... then isn't a 'battyman' technically just an 'ass man' in literal terms?"478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunoRsg2qbd
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Apparently, this is the shit that people think about when they're high; right now, I'm certifiablyfucked up.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPia0LEEHf
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David, bless his soul, actually graces me with a response; probably because he's just as fucked as I am.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cMpF0zDan
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"It's an idiomatic expression, but in literal word-for-word terms, then yeah, I guess so."478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuAYO1K3VN
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Ever since I left the hospital, David has been watching me. He doesn't let me out of his sight. He insisted that I start living at his house so that he could keep an eye on me, and for a simple life, I complied.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirdJiHE3vZ
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In addition to my inner demons, I've been having pain from the wound — the painkillers don't really help me.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgExGy04HR
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David knows that my head is a mess these days, and he also picked up the fact that my pelvis is constantly hurting me. He said that this would be "killing two birds with one stone".478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKbXsai6fu
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"I like gay porn," I spit out. I have no idea why I just told him that little piece of information. It just felt right.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNAB3o1qzJ
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He looks up at me from whatever he's doing on his laptop, his head covered in disgusting turd plats that I braided with my shaking hands, and smiles, his eyes as red as mine probably are.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAiFaLmaxQ
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"You're cute when you're high."478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Bq5HGiOSR
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I smile right back at him.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUy25brfA8
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"You're... just cute."478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLiq0ntFGp
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"Tell me more."478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOOSCO7unW
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Well, since I was just talking about gay porn...478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYkduwsRod
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"Marcus broke up with his girlfriend and now he wants to fuck you."478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOLs4oVNui
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I wasn't supposed to tell him that. 478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnG1oD4H7F
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Oops.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjwEjMyEH6
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Okay. Here's the story.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpI7OdM8qGp
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Ever since Marcus and his girlfriend officially broke up, he's been acting weird. Every time I mention David's name, he squirms a little, and not in the "I'm uncomfortable" kinda way, but in the "ooh, I'm getting the tingles" kinda way. At first, I didn't even know how he knew David personally enough to crush on him, but then I remembered that the second painting that David bought was through my website, and Marcus was the one who told me about it first; David had demanded that that I delivered it.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7oSYgZ8f6
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He had told my agent, a.k.a. Marcus.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenZBpjd4ot
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On top of that, the display picture that David uses on the website is the perfect combination between cute and fucking hot.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSvifkgriQ
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Marcus, having a good amount of common sense (although he acts like a dumb fuck sometimes, telling me to do shit for 10K; who the fuck does he think I am? An assclown?) obviously put two and two together — the gorgeous face with the sexy-ass voice. 478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJKfwdAvjR
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In short, David unintentionally fucked up poor Marcus's head, Marcus doesn't know that I know, I pretty much just had verbal diarrhoea about the whole situation, and judging by the growing grin on David's face, I just blew his ego the fuck up.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJjRtt8ugI
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You see, David might not be attracted to men, but he's the type of person whose ego definitely doesn't mind the attention.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfq01rkFVr
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"See? Everyone wants me! I'm turning straight men gay; the man left his girlfriend because he could only see me. The trees are gonna start walking just so that they can get close enough to watch me while they jerk off."478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJlSXrDXeq
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Wait, what? 478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaXwLBo1nT
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Trees jerking off?478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBXLbPa6d3
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"You idiot, you didn't turn anyone gay; he still likes women. He's bi. And even if he wasn't bi, and you were the first man he liked, it would be a man crush, not "turning gay". 478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfhsYHFvC4
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"Actually, it has a name; it's a sexuality when you become attracted to me, and can no longer see anything else, whether you're a man or woman or a tree. It's called davechestersexuality. He's a davechestersexual now."478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayWX64n760
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How full of oneself can someone possibly be? He has his own sexuality now? Really? Really?478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkv18oQC2VK
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"So you have the mainstream sexualises; heterosexuality, homosexuality, bisexuality, pansexuality; and then, you have davechestersexuality."478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYiM9G0Vkl
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"I think you need to shut the fuck up," I say, laughing so hard my eyes start watering.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGgCqSnYAx
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"Trees don't find you attractive," I state, still chuckling, reaching for the bong, feeling the urge to take another hit.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PYYOlXZ32
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"Really? Then why do they get hard when they see me?" 478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4G8G8GQnUv
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"They don't," I reply, re-packing the bowl with ganja from the bag beside me, and putting it in the downstem. 478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy46xbUQznc
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"Yes, they do," he says as I light the ganja, and briefly, I look at the white smoke climbing it's way up the inside of the transparent column. 478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlqonYiAca
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"So... pretty," I say, before putting my mouth inside the mouthpiece.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1i1QimRrP
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I inhale and pull the bowl out at the same time, and fuck, does it fuck me up in all the right ways.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3M0yCce75
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This is exactly what I need; my mind being overrun with idle thoughts, which can be considered, on one level, philosophical and deep. No thoughts of anything that can or will hurt me; just a pain-free high.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIraRocPXR
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David really helped me out this time.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tCdQbKegH
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"Pass it," David says when I take it from my lips.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHDqIWjQAo
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We continue to take turns with the bong until the nub is finished.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KGZg9EjYi
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"I'm tired," I say to David.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmUcTcMey2
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"I'm hungry," he replies to me.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbIFhHfaYw
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I look at him, and he's about to close his laptop, when a question comes to mind.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVLaVAxlHp
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"What were you doing?"478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdG4StAjz5
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"Uh... playing with shapes."478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPdMDT5brH
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"Can I see it?"478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoXQm0h92V
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"Okay," he says, and turns the computer to me.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nFh4ByWa9
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I look closely at the picture, and see that it appears to be some kind of mandala.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibkjYzo4Q5
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"That's pretty."478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6LKTqfyS1
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"Thanks."478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PzgDWP5we
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"Why?" I ask him.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3t1EIY9Wl
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"I dunno. I like how the shapes look like that."478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2DcCZefpS
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"You mean a mandala?"478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAHWk4KNCe
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He starts grinning again.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaUeoBPs99
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"Yeah. I like them. I was online looking at stuff, and I saw this website that lets you make them. It's fun. I mean, the software is for amateurs so they don't have as much variety as I'd like, but it's still fun."478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBx5sR9bRNG
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"What are you gonna do with it now?" I ask him.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcbdy1z9xh
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He scrunches up his face.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPjo1w8xtG
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"I dunno."478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3Wr9QaceA
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"It would make a nice tattoo design."478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DOClHEsM8
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"You think so? I think it's too simple."478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekXEowcNkq
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"No, it isn't."478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgCGfsjSu2
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"Really? You'd get it then?" he asks me.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlwxhfLuQ4
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I stop and think about it for a second.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRINCyGgvQW
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"Probably," I say, staring at the different shapes, how they curl around each other.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69UD6fx9j5
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"Listen, I'm really hungry, so I'm gonna cook something, okay?"478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTHQzwNWCi
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"Okay."478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwgBLFf5d2
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"You wanna come with me?" he asks.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7oumftj2r
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"No, I'm tired," I say yawning and stretching. "I'm gonna sleep."478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbDAHhhbJf
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"'Kay," he replies, yawning in response to my yawn as I turn to walk towards the guest bedroom.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HQzDqznxx
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When I enter the room, I throw myself onto the bed, closing my eyes, falling asleep immediately. 478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyBjt7CL3t
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The last thought I have before sleep consumes me, is What will David cook for dinner?478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAARhWlIVVL
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***478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIELgCbQwjS
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"You full?" David asks me as I finish the ackee with tomato and roast breadfruit that he just fed me. 478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPx8zcKsoi
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You know when the breadfruit is over ripe, so it has that sweet taste to it?478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq78JYq87nk
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Oh, rass, that was good.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxG1IgztiO
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"Yeah. I'm full."478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZlwSQmbZk
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I slept for about six hours. Now, I'm sitting in front of him on the living room floor. 478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pdaaEWKSr
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I'm sober again, and that's not necessarily a good thing.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBAhkdjymQ
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Now that I'm sober, I can feel the ever present pain from the wound in my pelvis, which is a reminder of everything.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8jINs3Y7U
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Even if I ignore the past, I can't ignore the present; I lost a tube. 478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4ZaEHoPvM
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It's in this moment of disappointment that I realise that I'm not completely against the idea of having children; that I still want them. Having only one tube makes the chances of conceiving a child naturally less likely.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiUJF3jO3Y
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When did this change? There was a time in my life at which I was considering tying my tubes. When did I subconsciously open up to the idea of children?478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptYpJnaELF
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When you started seeing David as more than just a casual fuck.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJe46nXD4Oc
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Of course. Everything that is emotionally unstable in my life right now somehow seems to be tied to him.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVqz1qmyCq
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I let out a deep breath. 478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuGuAFLICf
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"Leah? What are you thinking about?" he asks in a curious but timid manner.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKP0bAiaKk
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"I don't want to talk about it," I respond.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwxD1EROxv
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He suddenly looks overwhelmed with sympathy.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyF6GBIJbp2
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"Leah, I—"478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJjxb4kqMP
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"It's okay, David," I respond, because the truth is that right now, I really do not want to share this shit — my thoughts of having his children — with him. 478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8cf7l2Zam
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Not yet.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuWhNOpDHV
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I stopped thinking about David as a casual fuck a long time ago; my feelings began to grow from the simple attraction, to include affection, which then grew to a care for him that only intensified over time.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nS0xcFvPP
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But now?478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCq3RPoHZr
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"David," I say, and he looks up at me from whatever he was staring at behind me.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NPKB9opyF
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"Yes?" he asks me.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPvRf6otcS
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"I love you," I blurt out.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqQeg6w2UJ
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He stares at me stunned; and then his face splits into a breathtaking smile that pulls at my heartstrings.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLKRe4KbZ7
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I know why I said it. Maybe you would have expected me to deny it. 478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFhLpP0vix
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The bucket hit the water; it is submerged, now sinking through the liquid in the well. 478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHn8AqRm5E4
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There is no sense in denying something so final. I can't fight it anymore; you can't fight a battle that's already been won.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hjboWtzmj
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Besides, I don't want to fight it anymore; I might get hurt through loving David, but I've come to realise that he's the reason why I wake up every morning, feeling inspired to pick up my camera and make something of my life, feeling some sense of contentment with myself. If I get hurt, it would be worth it because I would have gotten to love him.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hhag9Kux3
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The way that I feel for him is enough to write an infinite amount of poems, to write a million books, base a thousand movies; enough to inspire any artist to create.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoL6koHvXs
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He's become the subconscious thought behind every photograph I take, the reason behind every poem I write.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2w5Ubagpu5
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He's... everything.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVuU6hEZIt
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He's my light.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbVVxxz4zH
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He's my inspiration.478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ60zeyCnaP
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"You're my new muse."
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