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January 1, 2005
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As he leans forward, I know my world is about to change. This guy has way too much power over me. What am I even doing? 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrf1Wiw9VM0
This is not me.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeaaJ8iCQT
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I am not impulsive. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcDaas7fGW
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I do not lose control.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6DzzrD18h
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I do not kiss random guys.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwEbmjejgQ
Okay, so he isn't completely random since his friend is kinda dating my friend, but still... I don't know him. At all. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OgYhey69R
From want Ness has told me, he is a total player. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiW9jTXcGHf
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I run my eyes down his body. A very hot player. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sLM0KRvN9
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With big bulging muscles. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98lZEvVICR
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And hair a girl could sink her fingers into...762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstFYvgBp9c
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And dimples... 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy84oeN6Jou
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Encasing a heart stopping smile.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaVpUkn5cc
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And deep green eyes... That just so happen to be staring at me. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLrUQ1gFJw
Crap. He's really close. Is that desire in his eyes? Or maybe he is completely repulsed by the kiss we shared. Oh no, is he going to vomit on me? I really like this dress.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSppPVlNpt
What is he doing? What is he thinking? Would it be weird to ask him? Duh... Of course it would be weird!762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZmtV8ES2N
Is he waiting for me to make a move? What should I do?762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw355BB1Zdm
Crap, he has me over thinking everything. I need to stop. What does 'Ness always say? I sneak a glance in her direction, but she's stuck to Nate like a sucker fish. She is definitely not going to be any help.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotx35tVZDk
"Just go with the flow." I hear her voice replay in my head. Right... I can totally do that. Easy enough. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRihXWgFus
The flow... 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXJ2N6nfcz
But what is the flow here? Is the flow kissing or not kissing? Does the flow involve talking or not talking? 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxtia5CGjw
Gah! I need to know what he's thinking. Would I totally ruin everything if I said something? I have to say something. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHNXJXPqsw
He pulls back slightly, giving me room to breathe. I immediately miss his closeness. I miss the warmth of his body near mine. My body notices the loss and begins the pull towards him again.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFd3548id91
Good god, I have been single for less than a day and I am already craving someone else. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOIbP7tJ5A
I am not this girl. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwJ9Ch0nBQ
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I am independent. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDCMKeo1kY
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I am intelligent. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq21sdySY3y
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I do not crave any guy. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgURILQJ41u
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I have my head on straight. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NxAY1aLAL
I will NOT fall for him. Or his tricks.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFDdJu91Nc
"Kat?" His eyebrows draw together, giving him a look of concern. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGA1xkCG2nh
Shoot. How long have I been sitting here staring off into space? 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ581GGuv14q
"Uh... Yeah?" My voice comes out strained. What the heck is wrong with me? I bring my hand up to hide my face. Maybe if he can't see me, he will forget I'm the idiot sitting here. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6yWcsDxuE
Hey, a girl can hope, right?762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEz1fRfWro5
No such luck. He pulls my hand away to gently lay it on the table, but he doesn't release it. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3phnJHDKt2
"You okay?" He quirks a brow. I wonder if he feels the flow of electricity between our hands like I do. Does he feel the pull between our bodies, as though they long to be united?762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6O0WV7arw1
Or am I just totally crazy?762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYh6qUdS3UR
I glance down at our entwined hands ignoring my brain's plea to pull away. This connection with him is oddly comforting.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCa0fiTlhX
My eyes slide up to meet his. "I'm fine." I manage to get the words out, but even I'm not convinced. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRfoh0UmSI
He lets out a soft chuckle before leaning forward to whisper in my ear. "I can literally see the wheels turning in your brain."762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4vH12p2wg
I pull back, my mouth dropping open. God, could I be any more awkward? 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAD8KdvUZT
I'm not sure what to say, but he continues without prompting. "I didn't realize anyone actually thought that hard." His cocky smirk returns. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZA60DJ0aZw
I scoff, yanking my hand from his. "Sorry to burst your bubble, but not every girl is an air brained bimbo." I cross my arms while leaning back to glare at him. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7u5U13SPy
His eyebrows shoot up in surprise, his hands raised in surrender. "I never said that."762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwusXJPttq7
"Yeah, well... I have thoughts." Crap. That was really lame. "Deep thoughts." Yeah, that didn't make it better. How much did I drink?762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVHVIOfEx2
"I bet you do. I didn't mean to imply anything about you... or the entire female gender." He seems genuine, but maybe he's being condescending.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9utWVBzAd
I can't decide if I want to believe him or not. Being offended is easier than being vulnerable.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaL232EZzwA
"Well, maybe you don't know everything." I try to hold onto the indignation, but I feel it slipping away as the confusion fills his eyes. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKQdTKiVbz
I can tell he's trying to figure out where my hostility is coming from and where he went wrong, but I just want to be angry. And it has nothing to do with him.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHdIxiG4HE
"Never said I did." Insecurity flashed across his face amplifying my need to comfort him. Opening up could be a terrible idea. I'm going to blame the alcohol in my system. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqkRQ1W4CF
"I..." I let out the breath I didn't realize I was holding. "I... uh... tend to over think things. Pretty much everything. And today... actually yesterday, at this point, was not the best day." 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyh1pGAqNM
"I didn't know..." His eyebrows draw together, the concerned look returning to his beautiful face. "You really can talk to me you know."762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0qnQRe5Dv
He gently pulls my hand back to his and begins to rub his thumb along my palm. An involuntary shiver runs through my body.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGavIHETv7X
I am so screwed. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzTRCpebe5
He's not only incredibly good looking with the body of a Greek god, but he seems to be a pretty good guy... 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lRxLQFtZ4
Dang it. I will not fall for him. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlETruWRYt4
I feel drowsy, like I'm floating. "But can I trust you?" I whisper. In the back of my brain somewhere, I know that was lame... but I can't filter anymore. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KyntL5xZb
"Of course." He looks deep into my eyes, like he's trying to convince me, but I'm already convinced. My eyes burn from the need to close them.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwqaiMA2H0
I open my mouth, unsure what's going to come out. "The douche bag knew I would catch him, didn't he?"762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoEqywjUHe
"What are you talking about?" I hear his voice through the haze. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNYb7HAyJY
I'm not sure how to explain. "He had... she was... he had her... doing that... in our bed. He probably just wanted an excuse to get rid of me. I was too boring. I could never do... that... what she was doing... I couldn't. I wouldn't."762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtM9HuAw88
I hear male voices mumbling. It feels like there's water in my ears. I think 'Ness is talking, but I can't understand her. But she will understand what I'm trying to say. She always understands me.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LCyfOlQRr
I can't stop myself now that I've started. "I really thought he loved me... God, I loved him... Didn't help though. I'm not what he wanted." Spots dance in front of my eyes. And my lungs burn.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUYbSfE3V9
"Why am I such a prude? Why wasn't I enough?" It's hard to breathe... and my face feels wet. Am I crying? I really need air. Everything hurts.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkstAre1Aj
I can feel my body giving into the darkness, as my mind drifts to my soft bed. I just want to sleep. I just want this night to end. I feel my eyelids growing heavy. I'm unable to stop them from closing, not that I would want to. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHsDsaagmb
"Kat?" I hear Ben's anxious voice in the distance, but all I can feel is my body giving into sweet sleep. My body just wants to shut down and I want to let it even though I know this isn't a good idea.762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqfkYvros8
As he catches me in his strong arms and his scent surrounds me, he is my last thought before the darkness pulls me under. 762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEICjush5F
I will not fall... any more... for him.
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