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No Plagiarism!FKs58tFARumL8JIAcj4Sposted on PENANA 「接下來的事,要慢慢地想,包括這星期還發生了什麼事。例如班會的事、周樂樺的事,以及其他未來聯盟成員的事。」我說。8964 copyright protection437PENANAbAV0FYU1HR 維尼
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「醒來才能繼續優雅,不是嗎?裡面不會有一篇是〈如何優雅地死去〉吧?」他說。8964 copyright protection437PENANAUrSHOl2knF 維尼
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「所以,小明能夠醒來嗎?」廣祥喜悅。8964 copyright protection437PENANAtoZtGKVT7H 維尼
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「你改變了?為什麼改變了?你想小明醒來之後做什麼?」我問。8964 copyright protection437PENANAR02MZqTA42 維尼
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「當劉文青來到小明床前,一副勉強樂觀的臉。當爸爸來到他床前又是嘆息又是後悔。」他說,「我就覺得不能這樣憂鬱下去。」8964 copyright protection437PENANAmbtWSyCjpN 維尼
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「我在這個世界認識的畫家,但凡自稱是致鬱系的,都會兼稱為治癒系畫家。」我說。8964 copyright protection437PENANABcSsFAr2hE 維尼
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「用一個比喻來說,如果致鬱系是畫黑夜的話,治癒系就是畫完黑夜後,再加一點光明。」我說。8964 copyright protection437PENANApXuIaiH51W 維尼
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「例如你畫了一百幅致鬱系的單人畫像,有天你畫了兩個人坐在一起的畫。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」8964 copyright protection437PENANAEN5jLVtoRi 維尼
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「所以我聽過的致鬱系畫家,抬頭都是寫『致鬱/治癒系畫家』。」我分享一下。8964 copyright protection437PENANA3YN5EgGGJc 維尼
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「江郎才,你覺得,小明應該醒來嗎?」廣祥問。8964 copyright protection437PENANAzpSe6tGI8G 維尼
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「我都聽到了!」他說。8964 copyright protection437PENANAICARIuc0WL 維尼
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