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No Plagiarism!NUR9D4osjj9G3zh5w9XNposted on PENANA 「接下來的事,要慢慢地想,包括這星期還發生了什麼事。例如班會的事、周樂樺的事,以及其他未來聯盟成員的事。」我說。8964 copyright protection430PENANA2qV2Ag9QgE 維尼
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他舉起一幅畫,是深夜的時候病床上有人坐起來。8964 copyright protection430PENANAtYzgRfmDL2 維尼
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廣祥沉默了一下,久久才說。8964 copyright protection430PENANA8tghBQKz4B 維尼
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「在病床上躺著躺著,慢慢地就斷氣了。」他說。8964 copyright protection430PENANAlZs1N0X8c6 維尼
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我表示疑惑。8964 copyright protection430PENANAFu7r8jkKwx 維尼
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「他說是的我們那邊的醫院,很多年輕的傷兵都救不來。」童遙解釋。8964 copyright protection430PENANAxLcakel8RL 維尼
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「所以你就想小明醒來?」我問。8964 copyright protection430PENANAWipJ0DPxl9 維尼
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「醒來才能繼續優雅,不是嗎?裡面不會有一篇是〈如何優雅地死去〉吧?」他說。8964 copyright protection430PENANAQIsiB4GZco 維尼
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「居然有?」廣祥錯愕。8964 copyright protection430PENANAmThNkX9aYw 維尼
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「首先你要優雅地活著。」——〈如何優雅地死去〉8964 copyright protection430PENANADKjMWXXS0K 維尼
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「所以,小明能夠醒來嗎?」廣祥喜悅。8964 copyright protection430PENANAqCCxJZHnWT 維尼
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「但是身為致鬱系畫家的你,真的想看到他醒來嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection430PENANATDvF3pTNVv 維尼
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「你改變了?為什麼改變了?你想小明醒來之後做什麼?」我問。8964 copyright protection430PENANAS0BpcOUh1x 維尼
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「當劉文青來到小明床前,一副勉強樂觀的臉。當爸爸來到他床前又是嘆息又是後悔。」他說,「我就覺得不能這樣憂鬱下去。」8964 copyright protection430PENANAHAyZpIsqEc 維尼
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「你再寫媽媽在床前,再寫醫生在床前,也只是重覆的情緒罷了。」他說。8964 copyright protection430PENANAEct1FozFbO 維尼
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「所以你覺得劇情是時候變了,小明應該要醒來了?」我問。8964 copyright protection430PENANAsUswmn2QpA 維尼
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「沒錯。」他說。8964 copyright protection430PENANAzISRqKKxHp 維尼
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聽罷,我點點頭。8964 copyright protection430PENANAEKHgROXzRl 維尼
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「我在這個世界認識的畫家,但凡自稱是致鬱系的,都會兼稱為治癒系畫家。」我說。8964 copyright protection430PENANAG6GICwkoPo 維尼
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「為什麼?」他問。8964 copyright protection430PENANAAJbSE6TXgu 維尼
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「用一個比喻來說,如果致鬱系是畫黑夜的話,治癒系就是畫完黑夜後,再加一點光明。」我說。8964 copyright protection430PENANAZX2WqVx7VJ 維尼
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「必須先熟悉黑暗,掌握畫黑暗的技巧,才能畫出最溫暖的光明。」我說。8964 copyright protection430PENANAgywu6EP85C 維尼
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「例如你畫了一百幅致鬱系的單人畫像,有天你畫了兩個人坐在一起的畫。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」8964 copyright protection430PENANAY9QtT1RSR7 維尼
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「又如你畫一百幅哭的人,有天你畫他哭完的樣子。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」8964 copyright protection430PENANARiSql8nLDQ 維尼
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「所以我聽過的致鬱系畫家,抬頭都是寫『致鬱/治癒系畫家』。」我分享一下。8964 copyright protection430PENANA786o4Nw1SY 維尼
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「江郎才,你覺得,小明應該醒來嗎?」廣祥問。8964 copyright protection430PENANAVN2z4NncbA 維尼
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我正在考慮時,童遙招我過去。8964 copyright protection430PENANAXYrTaAbNEX 維尼
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「應該。」她在我耳邊說。8964 copyright protection430PENANAkkdiRoH9Nk 維尼
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我再若無其事地走到廣祥面前。8964 copyright protection430PENANAuTkaKsjthA 維尼
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「應該。」我回答。8964 copyright protection430PENANA2JlUoB2XtG 維尼
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「我都聽到了!」他說。8964 copyright protection430PENANA2vZFnXFc6A 維尼
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