「即使心有所屬,我仍被他人馴養了……是嗎?」
「許墨……我們分手吧。」34Please respect copyright.PENANA2x49rfBg8G
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微瀾從未親口說過這句話。34Please respect copyright.PENANAI4RNOajJpx
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她沒有爭吵,沒有質問,沒有眼淚,甚至沒有任何挽留。34Please respect copyright.PENANAg1XbUrdFVJ
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她只是——靜靜地收拾好自己的東西,然後用行動,證明了這句話。34Please respect copyright.PENANAfKy2ZSh91q
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那一天,許墨帶著她最喜歡的白色鈴蘭,還有一個特意挑選的錦盒回到家。34Please respect copyright.PENANAya3wz9C4t1
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但當門鎖轉動,屋內迎接他的,卻不是熟悉的飯香,也不是她輕輕喚他名字的聲音。34Please respect copyright.PENANAG29eO3ZPGD
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屋內安靜得不像話。34Please respect copyright.PENANAZYiAkZmVLg
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木質地板上幾道乾涸已久的水漬,彷彿有人曾在這裡站了許久,卻又在最後一刻毅然轉身。34Please respect copyright.PENANA6rzfoklROL
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沙發上的毯子被收拾得整整齊齊,連茶几上的杯子也不見了。34Please respect copyright.PENANAwq66qKVXvF
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這裡乾淨得不像是一個曾經有兩個人一起生活過的地方。34Please respect copyright.PENANAdncLA6IJ1k
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許墨站在門口,神情淡漠,卻微微皺起眉。34Please respect copyright.PENANAyDKI8oqNCj
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「……微瀾?」34Please respect copyright.PENANA7Kw86TKu3G
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沒人應答。34Please respect copyright.PENANAEB870cf6C9
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他下意識走向臥室,推開門,衣櫃裡的衣物已經空了一半。34Please respect copyright.PENANAYy7P53dVeO
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他走進浴室,原本屬於她的牙刷、香氛,全都消失了。34Please respect copyright.PENANAK6DKSRUif4
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最後,他在書桌上,看見了一張字條。34Please respect copyright.PENANAepH1omWITq
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字跡他很熟悉。
──【許墨,愛情真的不能將就。】
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他盯著那行字,指尖微微顫了一下,心臟像是被緊緊抓住一般。34Please respect copyright.PENANA6JhujdZxdW
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她……走了?
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許墨站在書房裡,指尖撫過那張便條紙,沉默良久。34Please respect copyright.PENANAC2pKPsyZ8H
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他撥打她的手機,但無論多少次,傳來的都是「此號碼已被註銷」。34Please respect copyright.PENANAodBSRrDBP7
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他去找過她的住所,卻被房東告知,她搬走後就再也沒有回來過。34Please respect copyright.PENANACGwnYYwFEy
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他甚至試著聯繫她的朋友,卻發現——34Please respect copyright.PENANAg0VSrwi5vP
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——他根本不夠了解她。34Please respect copyright.PENANAjfiv035WKJ
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他只記得「圍繞著許墨轉的微瀾」,卻從未真正認識「沒有許墨的微瀾」是什麼樣子。34Please respect copyright.PENANApJmDak4nl4
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他發現,自己從來沒有問過她——34Please respect copyright.PENANA5GrQMIym7M
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她喜歡的書是什麼?34Please respect copyright.PENANAZQOUg2BDa5
她習慣的咖啡是哪一種?34Please respect copyright.PENANAhMU56bcbDb
她有沒有什麼夢想?34Please respect copyright.PENANAc4MilYrmUV
或者,她的未來裡,是否一定要有他?34Please respect copyright.PENANA7UjVO1dqGI
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他一直認為,她會一直在這裡,在他的身後。像過去無數個日夜一樣,安靜地等著他。34Please respect copyright.PENANAhLh0YWSCOG
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可是,這一次,她沒有等。34Please respect copyright.PENANARzH6bDXwD9
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她走了,沒有留下任何聯繫方式,甚至沒有給他一絲挽留的機會。34Please respect copyright.PENANAysdJrVrWhD
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如此溫柔的女孩,真的決絕起來,竟能比任何人都要徹底。34Please respect copyright.PENANAJTg00JJ5bJ
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他站在原地,指尖摩挲著那張便條紙,忽然低低地笑了一聲,卻沒有任何笑意。34Please respect copyright.PENANAEub4t371bO
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「……微瀾,妳是真的生氣了啊。」34Please respect copyright.PENANAZxZ3AS17aT
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他抬頭看著窗外的夜色,喃喃低語——
他停止尋找微瀾了。34Please respect copyright.PENANA1qd2PPForQ
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這樣很好。34Please respect copyright.PENANATLqpL08LQY
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雖然她…替我惋惜,但那又如何?34Please respect copyright.PENANAndIF3JsWGi
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微瀾沒有義務陪著我這樣耗下去,不是嗎?34Please respect copyright.PENANAwOJkHlVHgC
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一開始,他只是想讓微瀾回到這個「適合她的地方」。34Please respect copyright.PENANAy9PxJNXtmb
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可是現在,這個地方,還適合她嗎?
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……「家」,究竟是什麼?34Please respect copyright.PENANA0xnnHNJbOp
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微瀾離開後,他以為自己會回到從前。34Please respect copyright.PENANA3liLUrlYx2
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畢竟,在微瀾之前,他也是這樣過的。34Please respect copyright.PENANAmwO09ZyGi7
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可是……他感覺似乎有些不一樣。34Please respect copyright.PENANAyBapsqYDEY
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沒有飯香,沒有她輕輕靠在沙發上的身影,沒有她總是準備好的茶水,甚至——沒有她的聲音。34Please respect copyright.PENANAba4NCOi9ts
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一開始,他以為這只是短暫的適應問題。34Please respect copyright.PENANAqp8LQsQR3f
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跟一個人同住了一年多,總會有些改變的。34Please respect copyright.PENANAlAZ6jn8Xyn
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但當他一次次回到這棟公寓,走進這個冰冷的空間時,他才發現——34Please respect copyright.PENANAI3KgnPQjYF
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這裡還能被稱作「家」嗎?34Please respect copyright.PENANAEfBf5PHFc8
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他甚至開始懷疑自己過去所理解的「家」到底是什麼?34Please respect copyright.PENANAte9lSlwfb5
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在悠然結婚後,他認為自己已經習慣一個人,不需要被誰牽絆,也不需要誰來填補他的生活。34Please respect copyright.PENANAcbEDXJPAH6
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可是現在,他才發現,那個曾經只圍繞著他的人,竟然悄無聲息地改變了他。34Please respect copyright.PENANAR9hcxZVNIq
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他習慣了有人在客廳裡等他回來,34Please respect copyright.PENANAsePYN5uMWZ
習慣了她為自己準備的咖啡,34Please respect copyright.PENANA7fwmChPji7
習慣了她會在他看書時,安靜地靠在他身邊不打擾,並適時沏上的熱茶,34Please respect copyright.PENANAEZuFy3OnKX
習慣了她的聲音、她的氣息,甚至——習慣了她的存在。34Please respect copyright.PENANATkfRFcfOIa
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他習慣了她,卻未曾察覺自己離不開她。34Please respect copyright.PENANASQ80y4NvTi
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「……即使心有所屬,」34Please respect copyright.PENANAB1wl23dh0q
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許墨低聲喃喃,視線落在書桌上被護貝的便條紙。34Please respect copyright.PENANANFmNWsTkQO
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「我仍被他人馴養了…是嗎?」34Please respect copyright.PENANAv8nHeMJlb3
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他笑了笑,笑意卻未達眼底。將紙條收進抽屜裡,像是收起一段再也不可能翻開的記憶。