「如果我當初沒走呢?」30Please respect copyright.PENANAlfPqE13GKB
「許墨,你有想過,如果我當初沒走呢?」30Please respect copyright.PENANAqRAABNLb5m
微瀾的聲音很輕,像是藏著一絲遲疑與不確定,她的手指輕輕摩挲著杯緣,指尖微微發緊。30Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0iYvqzmBt
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「如果我當初選擇留下來,跟你對談呢?」30Please respect copyright.PENANAOIcbfMPi1a
她抬起眼,與他的視線交錯,那雙熟悉的眼眸依舊深不見底,卻多了一抹微妙的波動。她看不透,也不想再揣測。30Please respect copyright.PENANAryoPoJtAO0
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「如果我們最後……和平地、說好分手呢?」30Please respect copyright.PENANAhYXz5rX39z
她語速放慢了一些,像是在斟酌,又像是在試圖確認這個問題是否真的值得問出口。30Please respect copyright.PENANAj3av1840TD
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許墨沒有立刻回答,長久以來的習慣讓他下意識地沉思,像是在計算某種可能性。但這次,他沒辦法計算出答案。30Please respect copyright.PENANAklUxEBwhmw
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他的手指輕輕敲了敲桌面,喉結微微滾動了一下,終於開口,嗓音低啞:「……我不知道。」30Please respect copyright.PENANA9KZEG0O6LD
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微瀾怔了一下,沒有想到他會給出這樣的回答。30Please respect copyright.PENANACFogfdvxFJ
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「我不知道,因為妳當初真的走了。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAsvClR6GnhT
他低下視線,像是在檢視過去的自己,「也因為妳的離開,我才開始思考這些問題。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAh5mCPAB6rO
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「但如果當時我們好好談呢?」她追問,語氣不疾不徐,卻透著一絲壓抑的情緒,「如果我們當時就說清楚,你會發現嗎?你會知道你到底在這段關係裡是什麼樣的心情嗎?」30Please respect copyright.PENANAsLd39hlwNc
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許墨看著她,指尖緩緩收緊,眼底浮現一絲難以察覺的情緒波動。30Please respect copyright.PENANACKeYhUrrP4
他知道,這是她一直以來的疑問——如果她當初沒有選擇離開,他是否還是會走到這一步?30Please respect copyright.PENANAUA4buXZ8ka
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這是一個無法輕易回答的問題。30Please respect copyright.PENANAQZmYCMMKOJ
這也是他最不願去思考的問題。30Please respect copyright.PENANAXx2JJgRyRX
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他沉默了幾秒,喉結微微滾動,像是在思考該如何回答。30Please respect copyright.PENANAXqMRgNCFQJ
最後,他的聲音低啞地響起:「……或許,會晚一點。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAcI4szNZ8yw
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微瀾的心微微一顫。30Please respect copyright.PENANAPYl2oFu4Rd
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「但最終,若我們仍願意去相信,命運仍會給予我們契機。」30Please respect copyright.PENANASqdTB1K9l3
他輕輕吸了一口氣,語氣沉穩卻帶著一絲不確定,「我終會發現,我愛的人……早就是妳。」30Please respect copyright.PENANA4hEXyle2td
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他的手指輕輕收緊,像是隱忍著什麼:「可能會再晚一點……但,我仍會找到妳。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAWknmig8UOL
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微瀾沒有立刻回應,只是靜靜地凝視著他。30Please respect copyright.PENANAcJ1P1SD0Ik
這答案……或許是許墨如今唯一能給出的誠實回答。30Please respect copyright.PENANAh7iFfNKdud
但她的理智卻在提醒自己——30Please respect copyright.PENANAUg0ZEY3maf
「如果我當初沒走呢?」這個問題,其實並不重要。30Please respect copyright.PENANAop7XUMjXcQ
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她很清楚,過去的自己若是留下來,仍舊會選擇「將就」。30Please respect copyright.PENANA4K92I5RyYI
她會努力去愛、去包容,去試圖成為那個『適合許墨』的伴侶。30Please respect copyright.PENANAQOZAg91xy0
可當時的許墨,還不懂愛,而她自己,也還沒有學會如何為自己而活。30Please respect copyright.PENANAoZw0GjBLdJ
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如果當初她沒走,結局會如何?30Please respect copyright.PENANAMQTxtWnTf7
或許,他會繼續待在這段關係裡,不去質疑,不去懷疑,不去深思。30Please respect copyright.PENANAxcxQ4Ez03u
或許,她會漸漸被消磨,習慣性地說服自己:「這樣就夠了。」30Please respect copyright.PENANArmWnArK7LU
但事實是——不夠。30Please respect copyright.PENANAfqdw7KIgX2
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她永遠不會快樂。30Please respect copyright.PENANAwLNqWCBiV4
也永遠不夠讓他真正意識到,愛是什麼。30Please respect copyright.PENANA87xkjHwY3u
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「或許……」微瀾緩緩地開口,語氣輕得像是怕驚擾了什麼,30Please respect copyright.PENANAu3G6cMfIvH
「如果當初我沒走,我們現在……不會坐在這裡。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAqsNtibnPVa
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她的眼神很平靜,像是在陳述一個無可改變的事實。30Please respect copyright.PENANAByaf8ZhQQK
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許墨的呼吸微微滯了一下。30Please respect copyright.PENANAx1LTxU1EWc
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他知道,她說的是對的。30Please respect copyright.PENANA7Ty8ItgPde
如果她沒有走,他們之間,或許永遠不會有今天這場對話。30Please respect copyright.PENANANBxgO0yuGR
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那時候的他,還未曾去思考感情的真實意義。30Please respect copyright.PENANAebMBZXSNuM
他習慣理性選擇,習慣站在掌控之內,以為只要條件符合,愛情就能夠被建立、被延續。30Please respect copyright.PENANAy7GARKSE7x
而微瀾——會一如既往地包容,直到某天,或許她終究會在更多的失望與自我懷疑中,漸漸對愛徹底絕望。30Please respect copyright.PENANAYWGvJmAZ89
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他們的結局,不會是現在這樣——更不會比現在更好。30Please respect copyright.PENANAhDAuuxJ9Xw
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「時間無法倒轉。」微瀾低聲道,眼底透著某種難以言喻的情緒,「就算可以……我也不會選擇回去。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAJENHWLUF74
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這一次,輪到許墨沉默了。30Please respect copyright.PENANA6x74nZXhW4
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她的話像是一道無聲的風,輕輕拂過他的心口,卻帶來一陣深深的鈍痛。30Please respect copyright.PENANApEJgOkU4Th
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他看著她,指尖微微收緊,像是試圖穩住心底洶湧的情緒。30Please respect copyright.PENANAkdmpxqHq8p
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「……是。」許久之後,他低低地應了一聲,語氣裡帶著一絲苦澀的笑意,「我們都回不去了。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAml3iGZIcoZ
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他抬起頭,目光深深地落在她身上,像是想將她的模樣刻進眼底。30Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3lRDNr5jT
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「但微瀾,」他的語氣低而溫柔,帶著某種難以動搖的堅定,「我們還能往前走。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAKqnL57ydm8
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她的睫毛微微顫抖了一下,卻沒有回應。30Please respect copyright.PENANAq4r4ghPdXI
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往前走……嗎?30Please respect copyright.PENANADYft6f7WL2
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這一刻,她沒有答案。30Please respect copyright.PENANAkAkLOliJaq
但她知道——這一次,她不會再選擇「將就」。30Please respect copyright.PENANAqwFr87g0Wg
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用餐結束後,微瀾走出店外,許墨喊住了她。30Please respect copyright.PENANAGDVh03FH8d
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「微瀾。」30Please respect copyright.PENANATHuvXXShu9
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她停下腳步,沒有回頭。30Please respect copyright.PENANA6b8Mckff4d
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「我很快就要離開了。」他的語氣平穩,像是在陳述一件再普通不過的事,「三天後的飛機。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAqeNQZVki1n
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微瀾的指尖輕顫了一瞬,卻只是微微低下頭,沒有說話。30Please respect copyright.PENANA38j1rLeYHD
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她其實應該早就知道的,從許墨來到這座小鎮開始,他的時間就是有限的。30Please respect copyright.PENANAndRcPwbjOs
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許墨靜靜地看著她,沒有迴避,也沒有強求,只是誠實地說出了自己的決定。30Please respect copyright.PENANAcNz6hDITre
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「這次離開後……我不會再打擾妳了。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAc8ZtgRoHUA
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這一次,他沒有逼迫她,沒有期待她立刻回答。30Please respect copyright.PENANATV8whEPvou
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微瀾的睫毛微微顫動,指尖收緊,卻依舊沒有回頭。30Please respect copyright.PENANAdvd0kmikwZ
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「但不管妳的答案是什麼,微瀾——」30Please respect copyright.PENANAfJ3bvaLVRm
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許墨頓了一下,像是在讓自己的語氣更緩和些,「我都會一直等著妳。」30Please respect copyright.PENANA67ZqK52Dsg
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他沒有說「等多久」,沒有說「等到什麼時候」,卻用最直接的方式表達了他的選擇。30Please respect copyright.PENANAXFWftFLslg
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「如果妳願意再次選擇我,那我會感激命運仍垂顧著我,讓我還能再有一次機會。」30Please respect copyright.PENANA8xZwgxrELM
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「但如果妳不願意……」他的聲音輕了些,卻依舊堅定,「也沒關係。」30Please respect copyright.PENANA8inp2wo3Lf
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「我會等,等到妳願意為止。」30Please respect copyright.PENANA11jbkI8WsE
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微瀾的心跳微微亂了拍。30Please respect copyright.PENANA35c6TZSkLs
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她不是沒有想過這一天,但當這句話真的落入現實時,她才意識到,這一次,輪到她去做選擇了。30Please respect copyright.PENANAwxBKLZBzBz
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這一次,他沒有試圖控制她的決定,沒有讓她感受到任何壓力。30Please respect copyright.PENANA9b3ZDz33vn
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這一次,許墨真的將「選擇權」交還到了她手裡。30Please respect copyright.PENANAcNC8MWJS0d
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只是單純地告訴她,這條路,她可以選擇要不要走下去,而他——無論如何,都會在原地等待。30Please respect copyright.PENANAmasxWH3XMw
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微瀾微微閉上眼,輕輕吸了一口氣,然後睜開眼睛,看向他。30Please respect copyright.PENANAoxnbmC7bC2
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「……三天後的飛機?」30Please respect copyright.PENANAsGZ6X1OuX4
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「嗯。」30Please respect copyright.PENANATFU9LjXdrD
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「然後呢?」她的聲音很輕,卻帶著一絲難以察覺的顫抖,「之後呢?」30Please respect copyright.PENANAoyhSSMTbdM
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許墨微微一笑,笑意極淡,卻帶著某種柔和的溫度。30Please respect copyright.PENANAhIX8js7740
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「之後……」30Please respect copyright.PENANAmqtYmkjXu4
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他頓了一下,聲音低緩而平靜,彷彿在回應她最深的疑問——30Please respect copyright.PENANAutGt1PfBlv
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「如果最後我們仍能走回彼此身邊——那或許,我願意相信,命運也曾給予我們機會。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAjfg1t4kmnE