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The final week of University.463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1oRwxLIrQ
I've been swamped with assignments, several overlapping assignments per course.
Now that I've finished most of them apart from two, it feels strange. I've been putting off applying for jobs... 463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWX3Ji7gtd9
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Strange to think I'll probably never set foot in university as a student again.463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeixzuiocal
Looking back these years, I didn't do anything. I went to several events, but they were all talks for me to get free food. All the parties took place in peak assignment time, so I never went to any. Clubbing, drinking with the faculty, nothing like that happened.463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MlBOYUodK
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All I did was stress and procrastinate.463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuIPwkARvC
Sure, I did make quite a few friends, but we're not close or anything. I spend most of my time alone.
A sense of numbness dawned on me today. Maybe because I've been stressing the past few weeks, and now I'm left with nothing to do. 463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9i5bmcCh21
I reflected on what I've been working for all these years... and in the end, if you asked me, "what's the best thing about uni?" 463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvqLP8lYOY
I can't think of anything.463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGmw6L4N7f
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I wasn't a president or executive of any club. I didn't make any lifetime friendships.463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2GrqbyfMy
...well. Whatever. It's all over now. I can't get back that time.
When I was young, I thought I would have achieved a lot by now; written my own book, get scholarships, lots of job offers...463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HVxdmpj3T
I thought you would just get offered jobs without applying, haha. 463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSzl3ugwLZ
Instead, I've achieved nothing.463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhenbKvq5Ye
And I didn't even have fun.463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZ0t5uIQOm
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Not that I didn't have any fun at ALL, but in general, I definitely experienced more stress than happiness. 463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9M0QSRbcQG
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Thanks again for reading my depressing ramblings. Hopefully, you'll have fun when you go to uni. Or you had fun when you went to uni.
