I just realised. I haven’t felt this way for a while.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aEE5bj6Dh
Maybe because I was always running.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5GUduIG1k
Stress, work, study.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJN2ZV1HWiL
Too busy to think about it. I was fooled by the pretty lies, but at the end of the day, I came to my senses.
How worthless I was. How useless. How unsightly. How much I hated myself.
There’s no way I can be proud of myself.
At the bottom of my heart, I really, really hated myself.
”How are you?” I’m always asked. I couldn’t answer. An answer that I could be proud of. The fear of being looked down on.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RycSb6czj
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I got the grades.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLu7OpknyU1
I did well in sports.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4ioMvHWJM
I could play musical instruments.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5XYVIYTZ6
I’m not exactly too bad with people either.
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So how did I end up like this?
I can’t accept it. I can’t let anyone see. I want to disappear.
I’ve disappointed everyone, but most of all, myself.
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