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No Plagiarism!BXH9edmELJTFxltwgCKhposted on PENANA 我和鍾美嘉往停車場行走,這次不再感到尷尬,內心充滿與她相處的期待和興奮,也沒有再介意同事看到鍾美嘉坐上我的車。現在的我只在乎眼前的人,對於世界的失序毫不重視。8964 copyright protection272PENANA71UfN1oFp7 維尼
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「出發啦。」我慣性地把傳輸線傳給鍾美嘉,讓她選擇播放的音樂。8964 copyright protection272PENANAEWd8YbPiqH 維尼
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她伸手接過傳輸線,看著我說:「你做完檢測係咪返屋企啦?」8964 copyright protection272PENANAdGMYf8vq3J 維尼
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我靜待了幾秒後回答:「可以唔返住嘅。」8964 copyright protection272PENANAkiAbtcHFj7 維尼
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「我唔想咁快返去。」8964 copyright protection272PENANASBfllz2Gw6 維尼
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「我都係。」8964 copyright protection272PENANAgbKdLN4re3 維尼
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這是經歷漫長兩個月來才騰空出來的相處時間。8964 copyright protection272PENANAPTWXVm4etp 維尼
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我想,我和鍾美嘉的關係在某程度上和遠距離戀愛相似。8964 copyright protection272PENANAC63oqlpWEg 維尼
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基於時差和地點的限制,無法像普通情侶一樣保持聯絡;喜歡同時要經歷堅強、獨立的生活,精神上依賴對方,又不能太需要對方;互相喜歡,卻被現實磨滅意志;永無休止的分離;彷彿沒有結局的一段關係。倒數著誰無法支撐下去,使關係漸行漸遠,慢慢淡出對方的世界。8964 copyright protection272PENANAFkapMh8EpQ 維尼
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當你試圖狠心一點斷聯呢?8964 copyright protection272PENANA0HctSd9vns 維尼
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喔,情緒告訴自己,事情的發展有違內心的聲音!原來始終無法做到。8964 copyright protection272PENANAbGcSFlWHjY 維尼
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順從內心,調適一下兩個人的相處模式,似乎是唯一令自己感到舒服的方法,畢竟人非草木。8964 copyright protection272PENANApPo2EnEi01 維尼
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鍾美嘉把流動檢測站的列表遞交給我:「不如去遠少少。」8964 copyright protection272PENANAP2GMc86YL1 維尼
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「揀個最遠嘅檢測站?」我說:「機場夠唔夠遠?」8964 copyright protection272PENANAZHQeYEKQau 維尼
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「不如飛去台灣行一轉再返嚟香港?」8964 copyright protection272PENANAhZ1NMkbOP6 維尼
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「我都想。」8964 copyright protection272PENANA8x3hlT1Zhu 維尼
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腦海中想像和鍾美嘉搬運著大大小小的行李,一起乘搭飛機,在台北的夜市吃個不停,老套又甜蜜地放個天燈,回酒店後即使帶著疲倦身軀仍阻擋不了的熱情性愛⋯8964 copyright protection272PENANAJ136tlGo3y 維尼
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在過去日常,進行幾天的快閃之旅再回家也有丁點可能。8964 copyright protection272PENANA7H7TKvd4sV 維尼
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在疫情期間出入境需要多天隔離,根本不可能向江柏琪交待。8964 copyright protection272PENANATeIJ7wuyu0 維尼
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因此,這個夢能夠實現的機會很微。8964 copyright protection272PENANAidNfhLRdmB 維尼
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我知道自己過份認真。8964 copyright protection272PENANAiRT0F9wCah 維尼
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「唔知機場開唔開放俾人Walk in,我地去東涌道足球場啦。」鍾美嘉說。8964 copyright protection272PENANA5geViEh9F7 維尼
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「好。」8964 copyright protection272PENANAq9ZEoyWhhp 維尼
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汽車引擎的聲音為今天突如其來的約會展開序幕。8964 copyright protection272PENANAIWdieb6JUd 維尼
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鍾美嘉今天挑選的第一首歌曲是許廷鏗《將心比己》,心情好比被烏雲籠罩著的天空。8964 copyright protection272PENANA47fKDHU4p8 維尼
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// 今天我算是徹底給唾棄8964 copyright protection272PENANA6wyCCyc5y3 維尼
發覺越自愛便會越自卑8964 copyright protection272PENANAW1y0orZV3U 維尼
痛到熟悉的痛8964 copyright protection272PENANAerSTnopawC 維尼
獻上自己得到那聲對不起8964 copyright protection272PENANASQjqhIuYwi 維尼
無力承受竟想起你 //8964 copyright protection272PENANAEvrLO0PF5E 維尼
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不適合出遊的天氣,配上我身旁也是本來不應相約的女人。8964 copyright protection272PENANAhGCqDDaRTj 維尼
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「仲要行雷,好似想落雨咁。」我打破了逾三首歌時間的沉默:「但旱季應該唔會落雨。」8964 copyright protection272PENANAT3fw4C2slr 維尼
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「嗯。」鍾美嘉語帶唏噓地回答。8964 copyright protection272PENANAIqZLvAx9nx 維尼
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我說:「我地第一次喺天氣唔好嘅時候去街。」8964 copyright protection272PENANAwN4Ajc4Mc5 維尼
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「你會唔會覺得,天氣好貼近我地嘅心情?」她問。8964 copyright protection272PENANAfMHntdzfUi 維尼
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「或者係天氣影響我地嘅心情。」8964 copyright protection272PENANA7cab2iv9vW 維尼
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「不過,喺疫情底下嘅香港,有邊個人會心情好?」8964 copyright protection272PENANAGblGPKU3AD 維尼
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就算沒有發生和鍾美嘉分手一事,心情本來也不會太好。8964 copyright protection272PENANA7OKDyq8C3s 維尼
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「係呢,你呢排過得點?」我問她。8964 copyright protection272PENANAAvlDjdtfVQ 維尼
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「⋯」鍾美嘉想了一會兒說:「幾好阿。」8964 copyright protection272PENANAM4Whn5Yjxc 維尼
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「哦⋯」我看一看她,點頭說。8964 copyright protection272PENANAcR3PCVPc5x 維尼
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「唔係你想我點答?唔通答你唔好?」8964 copyright protection272PENANAOZhIEJdsO3 維尼
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「可以嘅,咪講真果句。」8964 copyright protection272PENANAcimB8oBQZh 維尼
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「我都唔知阿。」鍾美嘉說:「客觀嚟講我唔係過得差,但主觀嚟睇我亦無特別覺得開心。」8964 copyright protection272PENANAlcH2gYgvIx 維尼
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「我都差唔多,諗咗好多無結論嘅嘢。」8964 copyright protection272PENANAMkhVX3Mo9J 維尼
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「係,好似無論點諗,都唔會諗到答案。我地呢種人,只要跌咗入倉鼠跑道裡面,就會不斷向前跑,走唔出嚟,直至跑到體力透支先會停止。其實要離開係好簡單嘅一回事,只要向外移動一步就可以做到。最後就發現,所謂走唔出嚟只不過係藉口,係欺騙自己嘅偽命題。」8964 copyright protection272PENANAk646RaVPW7 維尼
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「或者我地而家見緊面,行動就係答案。」身體總是最誠實。8964 copyright protection272PENANAdrGWHw99At 維尼
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「我唔知咁樣係唔係一件好事。」8964 copyright protection272PENANAZm2MZbA0x2 維尼
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「算啦,我已經無幾多機會可以見到你。呢一刻鐘,我唔想再諗咁樣做到底係好定唔好。」8964 copyright protection272PENANAdPCpZdVtWE 維尼
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鍾美嘉輕輕嘆氣。8964 copyright protection272PENANAvFZot6dnJ5 維尼
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「呢兩個月以來,你最想同我講嘅係乜嘢?」我問。8964 copyright protection272PENANAmYWU0D09JT 維尼
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「⋯」8964 copyright protection272PENANA5uDMxrxpCs 維尼
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鍾美嘉靜待了幾秒後,以冷靜的語氣說:「我好掛住你。」8964 copyright protection272PENANAh6vtmfL3Sy 維尼
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「我每日都有掛住你。咁講有啲假,不過係真嘅。」我回答。8964 copyright protection272PENANA99TBQCajk3 維尼
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「有你呢句說話就夠。至少唔係我一個人喺度做傻仔。」鍾美嘉續道:「林書生,你嘅表現可唔可以唔好一時一樣?」8964 copyright protection272PENANAOjOtzYoTNV 維尼
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「我不嬲都話鐘意你㗎。」8964 copyright protection272PENANATD6hqFCZ5h 維尼
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「但係你避我囉。」鍾美嘉說:「如果你想同我維持關係嘅話,就唔好突然消失,我會好辛苦。你對我忽冷忽熱,我唔知點樣調整對你嘅期望。」8964 copyright protection272PENANANwwTIgljCS 維尼
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「對唔住⋯我嘅內心都經歷咗好多掙扎⋯或者我慢慢同你解釋返我嘅諗法⋯」8964 copyright protection272PENANAfLekGbsIiJ 維尼
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從打破隔閡、提問、思考、回答,我們的對話小心翼翼。討論的速度極為緩慢,彷彿每一字、每一句都尤關重要,務求能夠將感受準確地以言語傳播。8964 copyright protection272PENANAfPllmkwUEi 維尼
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從太古到東涌全程經過高速公路,只有大約四十分鐘的車程。然而,這四十分鐘只是熱身,才剛剛重新展開對話,揭露了雙方的感受,便已到達東涌的目的地。8964 copyright protection272PENANAsWruLN9ZZy 維尼
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心裡暗嘆為什麼時間總是流逝如水,默默地看錶,內心倒數著今天的終結。8964 copyright protection272PENANAd4wpSstKIv 維尼
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我想,若要將兩人沒有見面的感受分享,說上兩天一夜也說不完。8964 copyright protection272PENANA7Fp6bWWdjk 維尼
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