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當我盧仔再次上洗手間的時候，都會看清楚門牌上的「Gentleman」的英文字，才敢進入學校的「男」洗手間去：男女在某些事情上是不會有平等的？儘管內急，但依然要小心為尚，先行看清楚室內四周的一切設備，確定是男洗手間才敢走進廁格方便去。
然而……
然而……
然而……
真的有點像「墨菲定律」------就是說要出錯的，始終會出錯？當我舒暢了、方便了以後，一打開廁格的門；卻發現了幽小魂背向著我，但一臉緋紅的她卻倒映在鏡子的面前來。
「盧仔……」
幽小魂面向鏡子卻對著倒映在鏡子上的我，幽幽地說話：
「盧仔，你可以……可以放下張吉蒂(Kitty Cheung) 嗎？」
「我……你……」
我，根本不知道在此時此刻如何反應；幽小魂的心事？但願理解也願意……可是，突然之間，鏡子的倒影一變而為吉蒂，怎麼會這樣子？
「盧仔，你忘記了我嗎？你說過……一生一世的……」
「吉蒂，你回來了嗎？但我沒有說過……一生一世的……」
突然，那個女生轉過身來，忽地是幽小魂的臉龐，卻又忽地是張吉蒂的面孔，閃爍不定地在我的眼前去復往還，把我逼迫得只好走回廁格的裡面去，並且把門關上，我肯定是發噩夢；但卻也幽美的，兩個美少女的美麗臉孔，依舊在我的眼前揮之不去！
睜開眼睛，全身冷汗，下身濕濕的；我在黑暗中簡單清潔，把骯髒的處理後，穿上外套、褲子，因為始終夜涼如水！到書桌前來開窗、開燈，外面依然漆黑一片，夜中很寧靜，我想起了吉蒂她們是怎麼樣學習英文，其實端賴2E班的英文科老師Miss Fok；她是一個慈祥而幽雅的中年女士，她的金絲眼鏡下的高雅儀容，一口流行利的英式腔調------是她自己說的，我們2E班同學又怎麼會曉得分辨英式的、美式的？
曾幾何時，英文科老師Miss Fok為我們2E班的同學的改上了英文名字，最經典是如風的Windy、阿水的Walter！女班長則叫Thresa、高個子叫Vincent……反而，吉蒂較為容易，Kitty是也；王嘉明呢？是「Elise」，至於我盧仔，不會真的是Donkey吧？其實，因為盧仔太深入2E班的同學們的心中，反而忘了我的英文名字，並順便改我的渾名：「Donkey」！
英文科老師Miss Fok教我們聽歌學英文，尤其係學習Tenses；最記得是吉蒂Kitty買了一架小型的錄音機，把卡式錄音帶放進去，戴上有線耳筒。這時候的她陶醉在樂韻之中，你知道嘛？十四歲少女最美的臉容及姿態，都盡在吉蒂Kitty的身上來。
有一次，吉蒂Kitty跑來向我說：
「盧仔，聽聽這一首歌，旋律及調子都是很動聽的哩！」
「歌名是什麼？」
吉蒂把一邊的耳筒塞進我的耳朵裡去，我就問她歌名；只見她想了一會兒，笑了一下，說：
「歌名？都忘了，反正很動聽！」
究竟，是什麼英文歌？直到她退學離校後，我方才記得這樣的一首英文歌，翻查之下，原來是《Love's Not For Me》，由英國創作歌手Graham Gouldman一手包辦曲詞及主唱，是1980年卡通電影《Animalympics》的原聲歌曲。Graham Gouldman是英國搖滾組合「10cc」的主將。我把吉蒂送給我的錄音帶放進我新買的卡式錄音機，戴上有線耳筒慢慢細味我和吉蒂的相聚每一刻：
I've always run away152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEg62RLx32i
From things that tie me down152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYuIakagPe
My life I love152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJ2WzaBtUR
But love's not for me152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCYEPgWCP1
I see my goal ahead152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMx3uMWaUl
With nothing in the way152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMWH4ZhNXl
If love should come152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYcZrxsNcI
Then I'll run away152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7wZquWg4r
I've always been the type of man152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFlewkr9Pp
Who's dedicated to his cause152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPFLL06kaf
And it's a lonely road I run152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBkgAo9GXD
But I'll stay faithful to my course152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFqtpYDeRx
There's only one direction152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuNfHjl176
There comes a time when you must choose152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQfwwAG3xd
About the path you're gonna take152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fsO2MUyF1
And you must take it win or lose152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV12sWoq1CM
And if you lose it's your mistake152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPFv6hMlv7
There's only one direction152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7z26uMNeYW
So when the race is won152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRADZHh8Hh
And there's nothing left to do152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9XDH7UxOZ
Alone again but where are you152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pFiTzCUSM
Alone again but where are you
《Love's Not For Me》這首歌，好像跟電影《Animalympics》(動物奧運會，1978)的主題有點格格不入的感覺。但細心歌詞帶出的，Love並不是Win or Lose那麼簡單，總要有緣份，以及很多不確定的因素在其中，愛情又是否冥冥中自有主宰？
接著，是女歌手Charlene Duncan的《I've Never Been to Me》我記得吉蒂曾告訴我，這首歌是很女性的，很有女生自我覺醒的情歌。其實，我已經忘記了我和吉蒂是在哪兒聽這首歌；因為在哪兒或什麼時候都不重要，重要的是只有我跟吉蒂在一起兩人的時候……
Hey lady, you lady152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUoK2fu79g
Cursing at your life152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BWtwsxb9g
You're a discontented mother152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCpsE6ZxOo
And a regimented wife152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2wcH7Hf9K
I 've no doubt152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfZZdY6CiR
You dream about the things you'll never do152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMyegqCI66
But I wish someone had a talk to me like I wanna talk to you152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7DNgN736F
Ooh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwFsqAovz1
Took the hand of a preacher man152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVvPZCVjAW
And we made love in the sun152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgARmeOyBqZ
But I ran out of places and friendly faces152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzfoiEVCYL
Because I had to be free
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me...152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLgbKrcY9b
Please lady please lady152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaHMFQFMSU
Don't just walk away152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVOPaMpdKx
'Cause I have this need to tell you152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXRcqBGu5T
Why I'm all alone today152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6AqwHBz5Z
I can see so much of me152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6rJuy3e0s
Still living in your eyes
Won't you share a part152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQA3jwPjMB
Of a weary heart that has lived a million lives152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFamyaNT9wN
Ooh, I've been to Nice and the Isle of Greece152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMj5LrNnVqK
When I sipped champagne on a yacht152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RDdfhuV9n
I moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2L1GZJkq2
And showed them what I've got152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxBEf6VqQ6
I've been undressed by kings152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wyAfRWr5e
And I've seen some things that a woman ain't s'posed to see152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1snkr9Iyv
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me...152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSHliQNwsk
Hey, you know what paradise is?152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1Gj7wdeK2
It's a lie152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrReb7NNglz
A fantasy we created about people and places152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA617LRAmOj
As we like them to be152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuODDkfmJ3
But you know what truth is?
It's that little baby you're holding152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gSN4u6Ab9
and it's that man you fought with this morning152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJtnORo8Ef
The same one you are gonna make love to tonight152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgvezuAWO4
That's truth that's love152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtD5vQCiLU1
Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhc54ovVSR
That might have made me complete152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1ErepgKg7
But I, I took the sweet life152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaW16WOQgO
I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAOBamrvOm
I spent my life exploring152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LqJheE4wU
The subtle whoring152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptozuy2Jxk
That costs too much to be free152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdpft1LCF3
Hey lady I've been to paradise152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHzqUKlOAE
But I've never been to me...152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcJRt5mYiU
I've been to paradise - never been to me152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5X6fizCrgM
(I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run)152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgu8dlRQSuK
I've been to paradise - never been to me152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWFxY0OWRB
(I've been to Nice and the isle of Greece152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWxFY8CXvS
While I sipped champagne on a yacht)152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaSJmd6NDu
I've been to paradise - never been to me
我盧仔……此刻滿有詩意，於是執筆寫了如下的：
在你與我之間
我想給你寫一首情詩
點了又點逗號
在你我之間
都只有偶爾有緣點落
欲言又止的
……
注定了在其中的
；
斷續往還
無數？的疑惑滿溢了思海潮汐漲退之間
！如流星雨點劃破夜空星碎殂落的驚嘆
「你我」的所願
卻始終有長長的------如銀河橫臥在其間
來一個圓圓的句號可會是痛快的終結
《你我》只不過是歷代詩人抒發的偶然
標點符號
我跟你相逢
，偶爾點落你我之間
欲言又止
……卻注定了在其中
；的往往還還
？溢滿了我你的思海潮汐漲退之間
！像流星雨般是你給我劃破夜空殂落星碎的驚嘆
「」在你我前後左右本是所願
------的銀河卻橫臥在我你之間
拉拉扯扯復復返返
一個圓圓的句號可會是結局的最終
繁星寄寓人間傳說的種種
一一盡在《》之中
我有一個夢想，在茫茫的字海裏，剔除所有的字與詞，還有標點符號，讓我可以緊貼你：我你你我我你你我……最終成不了意思卻最有意思。夢想抵擋不了現實，無奈是只有一條長又長的破折號在我──你之間，像銀河把天地阻隔，是神話裏的喜鵲橋，終於把你和我變成傳奇，合該套上書名號《你我》！
究竟，誰，才是妳？
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