灑——!水龍頭嘅水開到最大,我再用冰冷嘅水潑落塊面度。本來我想藉凍水令自己冷靜,但反而令我諗得更透徹。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAwGei5CnbXM
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家姐講得啱,拍拖所謂嘅冷靜期真係好危險。所有情敵都會趁機會埋身。我唔知潛在情敵仲有幾多位,可能Vick都趁呢個時候返嚟搵Miss⋯⋯但我可以好肯定係,李Sir一定係最接近Miss嗰一位!2009Please respect copyright.PENANAN6awcqZy4L
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我好似聽到流血嘅聲。個心流緊血⋯⋯冷靜期?冷淡期?嘿⋯⋯哈哈哈⋯⋯計我話,其實係Miss比自己嘅冷靜期! 畢竟我同Miss都係由一夜情開始,熱戀嘅感覺矇閉咗佢雙眼,睇唔到我地嘅差距。今日⋯⋯佢終於睇到個差距。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAdXvBKrMHdj
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佢諗到自己最想要嘅係一個咩嘅關係、一個點樣嘅伴侶⋯⋯2009Please respect copyright.PENANAIsTuIpT3bO
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唔係我⋯⋯唔係我⋯⋯。我只係佢學生⋯⋯學生⋯⋯學生⋯⋯我冇胡思亂想,我諗得比以往更理性同透徹。2009Please respect copyright.PENANA1FjIS5qO8A
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我行屍走肉咁過咗一日。直至放學嘅鐘聲響起,我個靈魂先返翻嚟。當我有返啲感覺時,我第一時間想搵Miss。但我去咗好多地方搵Miss,教員室、課室、空中花園、多用途活動室⋯⋯都係搵唔到佢。難道佢又坐李Sir車走咗?2009Please respect copyright.PENANA86N9FWdz3U
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唔知好彩定係唔好彩,最後我喺禮堂搵到佢。咁意味住我即將要親手揭曉殘酷嘅真相——Miss已經同李Sir一齊,佢唔再愛我。2009Please respect copyright.PENANA0fyNtbS96a
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「⋯⋯你朗讀呢一句時,要諗下句子嘅意境。留意返抑揚頓挫⋯⋯」2009Please respect copyright.PENANAkeusrZUTW5
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Miss喺台下指導台上同學中文朗誦。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAkIdiRz1o2t
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我冇埋去佢度,只係喺禮堂尾嘅位置搵個位坐低。此時鐘聲又響,代表課外活動時間已經完結。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAhVchAd8SAs
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「聽日開始考試。記得考試最後一日要繼續練習呀!好啦!落堂,good bye class。」Miss努力擠出和藹嘅笑容,佢將連日嚟嘅問題同煩惱都隱藏喺呢個笑容背後。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAEWianxhsZF
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練朗誦嘅同學陸續離開。Miss一手文件,一手Lunch box咁急忙行埋嚟。當見到我時,Miss打咗我突,講咗句:「咦?你喺度嘅?放咗學好耐啦喎。」佢呢份若無其事實在令我好難受。即使我知佢又忙到唔食嘢,但我好似冇晒勇氣去關心佢。因為我好怕我嘅關心,唔只令佢覺得煩厭,佢嘅冷淡會令我更傷。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAwpiO0SLWJy
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此時,Miss已經行埋一邊傾電話。我尾隨住佢,但Miss只係冷冷望我,張一張手示意叫我唔好跟嚟。佢個樣唔只變得陌生,好似想將我拒之門外。Miss個樣好唔耐煩又好苦惱,係咪因為我煩親佢?2009Please respect copyright.PENANAce9vSgQjyi
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「⋯⋯我吩咐嘅事有冇做好?」Miss 背住我傾電話,唔係好清楚佢講緊咩。聽語氣Miss應該發緊脾氣。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAV8lvTt96iQ
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「⋯⋯咩話?你有冇搞錯架?」Miss忽然好惡咁鬧:「點解你仲可以掛住去玩架!你今日有冇睇住佢食藥?⋯⋯咩話?!你講多次?!你要睇住佢吞晒粒藥先得架!」Miss邊鬧邊向我望嚟,佢好努力壓住情緒。佢望住我,一面無助。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAitrmIoFHUB
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「你知唔知,佢唔準時食藥會好大件事。係咪要佢被人綁去青山先安樂呀?!你都即刻同我返屋企!有咩事佢一發癲時我一個人係搞唔掂架!」2009Please respect copyright.PENANAH1pKFxLEUb
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Miss收線後,喺我身邊走過,執埋啲嘢準備走人。我最於按奈唔住,就緊緊捉實佢隻手。正當我想好好講出我個感受時,我先發現Miss手背以至前臂上上佈滿唔少新傷舊痕,啲爪痕好似樹根咁盤結交錯,即時嚇咗我一跳。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAIjtD5fKphU
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「點解會咁嘅?邊個搞成你咁架?」2009Please respect copyright.PENANAaq56n07rPP
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Miss手背上啲舊痕係我幾日前,佢拉開我同杰少時被我爪到。至於啲新傷仲滲緊血,前臂上面仲瘀咗一達,明顯佢琴晚被人打!2009Please respect copyright.PENANAMC1TWiOm2R
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Miss冇答我嘢,只見佢好快縮開手,連忙著返外套遮住啲傷,明顯唔想比我知道太多。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAklk8eNOwMr
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「聽日考試啦。你快啲返屋企溫習啦。」2009Please respect copyright.PENANAEP1DkZ49iq
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「有咩我係唔可以知架?你發生緊咩事呀?」2009Please respect copyright.PENANAtOdzyGTJQa
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「⋯⋯快啲返屋企!」Miss完全唔領情。佢好似完全咁將我喺佢嘅世界排斥出嚟。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAKUxh3dZxZJ
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好痛⋯⋯我個心好痛。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAaeFO1ddBUN
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Miss想離開時,我始終都係忍唔住——「盈盈!」我一手拉住佢!2009Please respect copyright.PENANANOOpIAnmX9
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Miss冇太大反應,換係平時佢一定鬧我喺學校絕對唔可以做呢啲行為。但偏偏——2009Please respect copyright.PENANAPIx11TuKwr
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「放手。」但偏偏佢講得異常咁冷淡。2009Please respect copyright.PENANApw5yIZqYi3
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我見到佢咁嘅反應,我個心碎晒,哽咽咁講:「夠啦,好唔好。我頂唔順啦!」2009Please respect copyright.PENANAW1RRY7hVFC
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「⋯⋯」2009Please respect copyright.PENANAqf8G7uyRb8
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「盈盈,對唔住。」2009Please respect copyright.PENANAlVO1FSNv9Q
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「⋯⋯」2009Please respect copyright.PENANAkYoIK01aU4
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「係我衰。我唔成熟,我係個細路仔!我亂發脾氣!盈盈對唔住,前幾日我唔應該好惡咁鬧你。我地⋯⋯唔好再係咁啦。好唔好?我好辛苦呀!!」2009Please respect copyright.PENANAsVZenD6qtU
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Miss聽完之,輕輕嘆氣,就低下頭嚟講咗聲:「唔關事呀。唔係講唔講對唔住嘅問題。亦都唔係邊個啱邊個錯嘅問題呀。」2009Please respect copyright.PENANAgYYUzZdNoE
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「咁⋯⋯咁⋯⋯係咩問題呀?」我被佢考起,焦急嘅心情令我講嘢都結巴起嚟。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAUoI1eqafhL
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「⋯⋯我同你之間⋯⋯唉⋯⋯」Miss掙開我隻手,佢隱含住千言萬語嘅雙眼,似乎都有好多嘢想同我講。但最後佢都只係用一聲嘆氣去概括晒佢想講嘅嘢。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAoTMoFDkxn1
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「我地係咪完啦?你係咪想同我分手呀?」我情緒到達臨界點:「點解你發生緊咁大嘅問題我唔可以知呀?唔可以比我幫你呀?」2009Please respect copyright.PENANA0ySg52kDIX
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Miss深吸一口氣,好似想鼓起勇氣作出一啲好難嘅決定。我望住Miss, 佢表情唔可以話冷淡,似係同我一樣內心不斷翻滾住複雜嘅感情,只係佢用冷靜強行壓抑住。2009Please respect copyright.PENANACr4kJqQ4DC
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「其實你同李Sir係咪已經⋯⋯」2009Please respect copyright.PENANArWZq9Bm5Kv
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「你信唔信我呀?!」Miss未等我問完就截住咗我。呢句說話就好似枝矛咁飛咗出嚟。但係⋯⋯佢開始眼泛淚光。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAXJugAPTi5A
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我霎時間反應唔嚟,佢補充一句:「如果你唔信我嘅⋯⋯我地就⋯⋯⋯我地就到此為止!」Miss紅起雙眼,熱淚盈眶。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAvauG6ZOGuw
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喺Miss輕輕揈開我隻手一刻,禮堂門外有人叫住:「盈盈,我行得啦!」2009Please respect copyright.PENANAlxJCwNAOZR
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可以叫得咁親切嘅,除咗我仲有邊個?但令我更吃驚嘅係,呢一刻我好正面咁望住李Sir,發現佢額頭原來都傷咗。Miss嘅佈滿爪痕嘅手背,李Sir敷咗膠布嘅額頭,兩者一定有莫大嘅關聯,而且同Miss所面對緊嘅問題有關。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAxTjV5hH9VL
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Miss粒聲都唔出正想離開。我冇捉住佢,我唔敢捉住佢,我冇能力捉住佢⋯⋯只能夠原地大喊:「我係咪再冇資格愛你啦?」2009Please respect copyright.PENANA5WxO2jqhr6
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「⋯⋯」Miss停低,低下頭嚟,兩肩抽著。緊接嘅係一陣飲泣聲。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAtSMzgyxBak
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「⋯⋯」2009Please respect copyright.PENANA1AkVclPmXh
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「我⋯⋯係咪唔再係你嘅⋯⋯?」我唔理李Sir嘅存在⋯⋯因為我心入面已經有答案。嘅然如果已經分手,都唔再怕比人知。2009Please respect copyright.PENANALuKGx1VL1x
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「你唔信我的話就算啦!」Miss轉個身嚟,打斷我嘅說話。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAQPcsC4Ii4N
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我嚇到唔敢再出聲,只懂得原地飲泣。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAFniPr7lRXZ
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禮堂好靜,靜到得返我同佢嘅哭聲。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAuM90rlOhmJ
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喺呢段關係上,我已經再冇能力去捉緊住。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAwaE9g4MH9X
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但Miss深深地吸一口氣,總覺得佢好似有好多難言之隱。佢哽咽咁講:「對唔住⋯⋯其實我⋯⋯唔想影響到你成長。」2009Please respect copyright.PENANA3LFp6gAnMN
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佢轉身離開,行正禮堂門前時,李Sir好溫柔咁搭住佢,柔聲地講啲安慰嘅說話。呢個根本就係男朋友先可做嘅舉動。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAI4eRPFGhBW
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Miss回頭望住我,佢一雙通紅嘅眼睛表示佢放低咗老師嘅身份。但係佢依然用一個老師嘅語氣去講——2009Please respect copyright.PENANAdTbsm5VByx
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「謝子匡!你一定要考好聽日嘅試!」2009Please respect copyright.PENANA5Imm2Pu0Jz
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「唔合格嘅⋯⋯嗚⋯⋯我⋯⋯我罰你留堂一個月!」2009Please respect copyright.PENANAUIOij3p6kp
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Miss轉身同李Sir離開,再一次將我丟棄喺冰冷無人嘅校園裡面。2009Please respect copyright.PENANAbVqAKPJS0b
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#小說 #文字 #文學 #愛情 #故事 #師生戀 #講故佬#小甜 #miss故 #紙言 #penana #校園 #校園愛情 #青春 #成長 #初戀 #戀愛 #中學 #女教師2009Please respect copyright.PENANAqNKoiIFUQb