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小巴裡，回程路上。1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lysL1fA3y
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvuNx7REx1
我不安咁睇手錶，咁樣一來一回又要等車又盛，至少浪費咗三個鐘頭。1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9n69llWir
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIcEYvbMl1
「你做咩呀？」窗口位上嘅蟲蟲見我有啲急躁，於是好奇咁問。1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13TjBRc760
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcMdJ3zI77
經過頭先避開惡狗一役後，我感覺到蟲蟲對我已經唔同晒。今次回程佢冇坐單丁位，而係雙人位。所以我同佢可以喺回程嘅途中閒談一番。1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYarGZLgo2
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkxU7OM80Y
「完咗活動我要準時走呀。」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfalgUAS11
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYaQkmObNB
「你約咗人？」蟲蟲忽然好試探性咁講：「你約咗⋯⋯女朋友？」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHHXWlixJb
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzo2gcWTOU
我冇諗過佢問得咁直接，令我猶豫咗一齊先識答：「啊⋯⋯係呀。約咗女朋友睇戲。」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwteyn2z9QM
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjHbTguoN6
「嗯。」蟲蟲一面欲言又止，好似有啲心事。停一停，又講：「你⋯⋯有女朋友⋯⋯咁就好啦。」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8oBmLcQCh
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBMlaAeitr
「咩話？」我係咪聽錯咗佢講咩？1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmZdD4qIPI
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rFNRgV3DH
蟲蟲搖一搖頭，話：「冇嘢呀。」只見佢個樣好似諗通咗啲嘢，個樣變得寬容，成個感覺都自然起嚟。佢繼續話：「你女朋友係點架？靚唔靚架？」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qjMTAlev6
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lR8hhplTP
我有啲驚訝佢會咁問，於是我反問返佢：「做咩突然間咁想知道我啲嘢嘅？我地好似仲未係朋友喎！」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrfna5QFVE
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqo6lymg7u2
我擺咗個拳頭出嚟，想繼續返頭先遇到村狗之前嘅「入會儀式」。1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Im032v6hj
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKLc2YQXuX
蟲蟲望一望我嘅拳頭，再望返我，表情有啲複雜，好似要做一個好難嘅決定。佢話：「阿匡呀，頭先我話我除咗唔討厭你之外，其實對你係仲有一種感覺⋯⋯」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCZa3xmEIz
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Br1VoodtG
「係呀？」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQI8kama5A
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUR3b5kpNW
「其實⋯⋯我都唔知係咩。我⋯⋯」講講下佢自己慢慢緊張起嚟：「對唔住⋯⋯我⋯⋯我唔識講⋯⋯」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApFZGjak69
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFz8kfQUo5i
然後佢皺晒眉頭，好似嬲咗自己咁。1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyf0TSx6q7W
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbk43RSGwg1
「傻妹！」我輕輕敲一下佢個額頭：「做咩要講對唔住，你又冇做錯嘢。」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOg8VSY9TES
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilNO7GspqW
「吓？！」佢有啲吃驚，難度佢成日因為唔識表達自己而比人鬧？1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrr9FFQz8DX
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbLwsggwHZ
「你試下慢慢講啦。」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHebsWWxFk
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnAHX1o80b
然後我見蟲蟲慢慢咁微笑返，成個人又放鬆起嚟，就話：「我覺得⋯⋯我覺得⋯⋯你好可靠，有你喺我身邊，我就感覺好安全。我想講⋯⋯應該就係呢個感覺。」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxr4JjWwBe5
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43ccyR8I3W
「安全感。」我：「你話我帶比你仲有一種感覺就係『安全感』？我咁講啱唔啱呀？」講完之後，我自己都好驚訝原來我令到蟲蟲有安全感。1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRBL4bf5Zs
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZ940FbLVc
蟲蟲呆一呆，應該冇料到我可以一語中的咁講出佢感受，然後佢笑一笑就：「嗯！」好用力點頭。1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfElZX5i0FQ
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxThEMypbT3
佢呢下真誠嘅笑容反映出佢第一次被人明白內心感受。佢嘅笑唔知點解令我睇得好入神，大概因為呢個係出自佢最真心嘅笑。1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCK0yNn8j8
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnCmte0yEW
「其實我做咗啲咩令你有安全感？」我難為情咁騷一騷後腦，亦都諗唔明點解佢會咁諗。1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pWa6ZmBqm
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwygV3bhuh4
「其實⋯⋯」蟲蟲搖搖頭：「我都唔知呀。」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19ow6ln3Z2
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56Ll72MVim
「嗯，咁⋯⋯由佢啦。」我笑說：「咁我地係咪以後都可以咁樣相處？」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ30WSnOXTi
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKD8m2XrZa
「吓？咁即係點呀？」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTspIswEywQ
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDVsEB1Ly2
「你唔需要再惡死能登咁對住我。唔洗再用棒球去幫你同我溝通。就好似而家呢刻咁，只要做返你自己就夠。」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosliwK9C4Y
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFrwL9meZk
蟲蟲聽完之後突然滿有心事咁低頭，我好似講中咗佢一啲嘢。然後佢諗咗一陣再望住我講，表情有啲擔憂：「我⋯⋯唔識分真同假。」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52Uosyq8zn
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXrZCkDzXZ
「吓？」我疑惑地覺得蟲蟲好似唔係答緊我問題。1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡej1t2Ufq7S
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpt5p3TKVjg
「我未感受過呢份安全感，我好驚係假、係我幻想出嚟。我好怕事實上你其實唔係我諗嘅咁好⋯⋯」蟲蟲講講下情緒開始有少少起伏：「所以我寧願企遠少少，唔再去了解你。平時對你衰啲，甚至當冇識過你，咁⋯⋯到真係絕交時都冇咁傷嘛。」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPp1lqYimAV
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtRa7YDc5K
佢講完之後神情變得憂傷起嚟，似乎佢過去遇過唔少同朋友絕交嘅經歷。我好似連個鼻都聞得出佢正在散發出憂傷嘅氣味。蟲蟲嘅情緒真係複雜得好緊要。1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5RAiOyK49
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqBHecpBFP
「咁⋯⋯同你用個波掟我冇咩關係掛？」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxQAgGWUNe
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBB4i0YyLA
蟲蟲呆望我一下後先識笑：「純粹覺得整蠱你好好玩囉！」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29gIpsssrY
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlzOAiSiKb
我比佢激到鬧咗句「頂」，繼續講：「頭先你話好驚我其實係你幻想出嚟？」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4wX8aOAE1
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsGmF1rWy6
「嗯！」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjc4U5qPc6Y
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9BtO4oR8o
「咁樣⋯⋯我向你證明一件事啦！」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoerA9iZF3i
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ33k54Agg4
我向蟲蟲攤出手腕，然後好順勢咁捉住佢隻手放喺我手腕度。1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKgK72QxHc
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRGv6T7ww7
「啊？」蟲蟲被我突如其來嘅一著嚇咗一跳。1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hbXqVRJ4c
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR63Tf4nC4q
我將佢啲手指放咗喺腕上脈搏跳動嘅位置，輕聲講：「feel到嘛？」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2t49i4u5Yq
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡss0nPgVTl2
「嗯？」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcngQRihnP
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJqtarcJNf
「我有脈搏架。」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFMp4InPMa
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡns8eCeG9WW
「嘻⋯⋯嗯！」1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxHsN19nkV
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzL7SsUvb5B
蟲蟲再一次向我露出最真誠嘅笑容，我感受到呢一刻嘅佢對我已經完全放低晒心理防備。即使我已經放開咗佢隻手，佢都依然撳緊我手腕，感受緊我嘅脈搏。總覺得，我嘅心跳、呼吸同脈搏，係對蟲蟲呢世女來講係最真實嘅一件事。所以蟲蟲好享受呢個最真實嘅一刻。1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJiHYEBJeH
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpa6tvIBvlB
我見佢成個人因為我嘅脈搏而平靜起嚟，搞到我唔好意思縮返隻手埋嚟。1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFp2QgDzuh
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthhwP2rUlr
雖然呢一刻嘅情形如果比Miss知道就好大件事，但⋯⋯冇嘢嘅！蟲蟲呢刻嘅感覺似細妹多啲。當佢難過時⋯⋯唔知點解，我內心有一種難以形容嘅感覺。呢份感覺令我好想幫佢，當佢係細妹咁愛護。總之，我唔會對佢有任何非分之想⋯⋯1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8AmSKEzrq
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Axclx7pil
我相信蟲蟲亦都係咁諗。1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKpNU423Ew
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17NZEagNu9
但原來有一種化學作用，已經不知不覺間發生緊。1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfClRFdMtME
1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJqNaHi8ee
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1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKNMzHOhFZ
#小說 #文字 #文學 #愛情 #故事 #師生戀 #講故佬#小甜 #miss故 #紙言 #penana #校園 #校園愛情 #青春 #成長 #初戀 #戀愛 #中學 #女教師1974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBka4tkX5ol
