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小巴裡，回程路上。1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrX1EFupJhJ
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oPaifPR60
我不安咁睇手錶，咁樣一來一回又要等車又盛，至少浪費咗三個鐘頭。1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaAK4Uv8Zw
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjx5nuPvRP
「你做咩呀？」窗口位上嘅蟲蟲見我有啲急躁，於是好奇咁問。1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPP7QJfoXT
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3Jn5Whdpu
經過頭先避開惡狗一役後，我感覺到蟲蟲對我已經唔同晒。今次回程佢冇坐單丁位，而係雙人位。所以我同佢可以喺回程嘅途中閒談一番。1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWANkCdTKdF
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BM00REMj2
「完咗活動我要準時走呀。」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOwoYB2cGW
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GeF4TJijY
「你約咗人？」蟲蟲忽然好試探性咁講：「你約咗⋯⋯女朋友？」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CyduPJYbc
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Mu0n4vsNh
我冇諗過佢問得咁直接，令我猶豫咗一齊先識答：「啊⋯⋯係呀。約咗女朋友睇戲。」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXPdQtMW4i
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLswERwmSr
「嗯。」蟲蟲一面欲言又止，好似有啲心事。停一停，又講：「你⋯⋯有女朋友⋯⋯咁就好啦。」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lerlMuBpT
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnKJTO1zXi
「咩話？」我係咪聽錯咗佢講咩？1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQHpgjIRbB
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sdLTzfQhx
蟲蟲搖一搖頭，話：「冇嘢呀。」只見佢個樣好似諗通咗啲嘢，個樣變得寬容，成個感覺都自然起嚟。佢繼續話：「你女朋友係點架？靚唔靚架？」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGIJoQ6Met
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0KSYq5JBH
我有啲驚訝佢會咁問，於是我反問返佢：「做咩突然間咁想知道我啲嘢嘅？我地好似仲未係朋友喎！」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQc44NbMou
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPkYDn2nfT
我擺咗個拳頭出嚟，想繼續返頭先遇到村狗之前嘅「入會儀式」。1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLOXZ8hLIl
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04PpaAEQHw
蟲蟲望一望我嘅拳頭，再望返我，表情有啲複雜，好似要做一個好難嘅決定。佢話：「阿匡呀，頭先我話我除咗唔討厭你之外，其實對你係仲有一種感覺⋯⋯」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIN7jWGA6A9
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnW7EmVxX8F
「係呀？」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRzGgTot5n
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzNa1JenJC
「其實⋯⋯我都唔知係咩。我⋯⋯」講講下佢自己慢慢緊張起嚟：「對唔住⋯⋯我⋯⋯我唔識講⋯⋯」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrrRnFv47n
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEpE7vClRe
然後佢皺晒眉頭，好似嬲咗自己咁。1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4al5GqryA
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK61TxhefBm
「傻妹！」我輕輕敲一下佢個額頭：「做咩要講對唔住，你又冇做錯嘢。」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhbIRViasP
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXEN65ctox
「吓？！」佢有啲吃驚，難度佢成日因為唔識表達自己而比人鬧？1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsn0b2WHe0o
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOFJ1jSy7e
「你試下慢慢講啦。」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85xcvHlYMA
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnsqDHKcKx
然後我見蟲蟲慢慢咁微笑返，成個人又放鬆起嚟，就話：「我覺得⋯⋯我覺得⋯⋯你好可靠，有你喺我身邊，我就感覺好安全。我想講⋯⋯應該就係呢個感覺。」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBPwULKZha
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnycGJicZdu
「安全感。」我：「你話我帶比你仲有一種感覺就係『安全感』？我咁講啱唔啱呀？」講完之後，我自己都好驚訝原來我令到蟲蟲有安全感。1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiEgsIcIFQ
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1l9c9Cg70w
蟲蟲呆一呆，應該冇料到我可以一語中的咁講出佢感受，然後佢笑一笑就：「嗯！」好用力點頭。1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjNQmVMFsn
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5PYeexCPx
佢呢下真誠嘅笑容反映出佢第一次被人明白內心感受。佢嘅笑唔知點解令我睇得好入神，大概因為呢個係出自佢最真心嘅笑。1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvJXWwHypW
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeUzmX25Lm
「其實我做咗啲咩令你有安全感？」我難為情咁騷一騷後腦，亦都諗唔明點解佢會咁諗。1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLaL1q4f98
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjleFXMvZq1
「其實⋯⋯」蟲蟲搖搖頭：「我都唔知呀。」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhXrwP9m3o
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7fMr3B8P1
「嗯，咁⋯⋯由佢啦。」我笑說：「咁我地係咪以後都可以咁樣相處？」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hjYT2PZBf
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWcYSSCc1K
「吓？咁即係點呀？」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQhgyP7AaE
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacWTEwhJXo
「你唔需要再惡死能登咁對住我。唔洗再用棒球去幫你同我溝通。就好似而家呢刻咁，只要做返你自己就夠。」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImWkX6cMRz
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqs88vXac0r
蟲蟲聽完之後突然滿有心事咁低頭，我好似講中咗佢一啲嘢。然後佢諗咗一陣再望住我講，表情有啲擔憂：「我⋯⋯唔識分真同假。」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EAy2RxXHR
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SY4FMuS3B
「吓？」我疑惑地覺得蟲蟲好似唔係答緊我問題。1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8aO5Hr6ev
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoz1cwhaB8D
「我未感受過呢份安全感，我好驚係假、係我幻想出嚟。我好怕事實上你其實唔係我諗嘅咁好⋯⋯」蟲蟲講講下情緒開始有少少起伏：「所以我寧願企遠少少，唔再去了解你。平時對你衰啲，甚至當冇識過你，咁⋯⋯到真係絕交時都冇咁傷嘛。」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡww6I42Oqw1
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPhNUSvji1
佢講完之後神情變得憂傷起嚟，似乎佢過去遇過唔少同朋友絕交嘅經歷。我好似連個鼻都聞得出佢正在散發出憂傷嘅氣味。蟲蟲嘅情緒真係複雜得好緊要。1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW3UYbfzhc
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4XKiR9rfg
「咁⋯⋯同你用個波掟我冇咩關係掛？」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzGvBSTCKI
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNDJBaKazY
蟲蟲呆望我一下後先識笑：「純粹覺得整蠱你好好玩囉！」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkH3qyV1x6s
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7H2R2rwzM
我比佢激到鬧咗句「頂」，繼續講：「頭先你話好驚我其實係你幻想出嚟？」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XqdNnGE2P
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLvgr5lP72
「嗯！」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOriAJOAOi
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAzAH7aC3L
「咁樣⋯⋯我向你證明一件事啦！」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5FvTGnm0d
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gyF6YW7AU
我向蟲蟲攤出手腕，然後好順勢咁捉住佢隻手放喺我手腕度。1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIeliGobUO
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntMHO0Gzxj
「啊？」蟲蟲被我突如其來嘅一著嚇咗一跳。1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEGhcFVgCl
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9InVatLIJ
我將佢啲手指放咗喺腕上脈搏跳動嘅位置，輕聲講：「feel到嘛？」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQfzckVEjX
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOsTx64VM9
「嗯？」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHo65IomHtn
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7r6yuaZ91e
「我有脈搏架。」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdFEn54lTS
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3jAXWPvOb
「嘻⋯⋯嗯！」1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPBXNGvg8e
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RZ2MaLbYX
蟲蟲再一次向我露出最真誠嘅笑容，我感受到呢一刻嘅佢對我已經完全放低晒心理防備。即使我已經放開咗佢隻手，佢都依然撳緊我手腕，感受緊我嘅脈搏。總覺得，我嘅心跳、呼吸同脈搏，係對蟲蟲呢世女來講係最真實嘅一件事。所以蟲蟲好享受呢個最真實嘅一刻。1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYqwj3Xz0L
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ518aboj9MN
我見佢成個人因為我嘅脈搏而平靜起嚟，搞到我唔好意思縮返隻手埋嚟。1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpglZlI7p1
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpV20OMWyC
雖然呢一刻嘅情形如果比Miss知道就好大件事，但⋯⋯冇嘢嘅！蟲蟲呢刻嘅感覺似細妹多啲。當佢難過時⋯⋯唔知點解，我內心有一種難以形容嘅感覺。呢份感覺令我好想幫佢，當佢係細妹咁愛護。總之，我唔會對佢有任何非分之想⋯⋯1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcUsxr4WEe
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIHG0mq5Cs
我相信蟲蟲亦都係咁諗。1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuy7WGTQPHy
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sLCN46swv
但原來有一種化學作用，已經不知不覺間發生緊。1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztmxzNUKbB
1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfYyNiibsx
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1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwY62cPevQ
#小說 #文字 #文學 #愛情 #故事 #師生戀 #講故佬#小甜 #miss故 #紙言 #penana #校園 #校園愛情 #青春 #成長 #初戀 #戀愛 #中學 #女教師1978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMyBoJ51dm
