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小巴裡，回程路上。1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULQhhHxwuU
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjtnoyHwkv
我不安咁睇手錶，咁樣一來一回又要等車又盛，至少浪費咗三個鐘頭。1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKZYqwfe4H
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bKUOoGDdW
「你做咩呀？」窗口位上嘅蟲蟲見我有啲急躁，於是好奇咁問。1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgJJd8ewx6
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hidtJp2ML
經過頭先避開惡狗一役後，我感覺到蟲蟲對我已經唔同晒。今次回程佢冇坐單丁位，而係雙人位。所以我同佢可以喺回程嘅途中閒談一番。1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthOzbNh2bT
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kgvglLMIY
「完咗活動我要準時走呀。」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMDmIIdIZ8
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLk0IG6FN0
「你約咗人？」蟲蟲忽然好試探性咁講：「你約咗⋯⋯女朋友？」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72dlUjhbYm
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbFcxGiyHb
我冇諗過佢問得咁直接，令我猶豫咗一齊先識答：「啊⋯⋯係呀。約咗女朋友睇戲。」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSy4ZuzOnS
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ192kMX2cNt
「嗯。」蟲蟲一面欲言又止，好似有啲心事。停一停，又講：「你⋯⋯有女朋友⋯⋯咁就好啦。」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqxQS7BzD0
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8LBlL79ab
「咩話？」我係咪聽錯咗佢講咩？1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPUxBBP1OG
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxz65G2KCI
蟲蟲搖一搖頭，話：「冇嘢呀。」只見佢個樣好似諗通咗啲嘢，個樣變得寬容，成個感覺都自然起嚟。佢繼續話：「你女朋友係點架？靚唔靚架？」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbBhxPJSRO
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡau9iDl6f3i
我有啲驚訝佢會咁問，於是我反問返佢：「做咩突然間咁想知道我啲嘢嘅？我地好似仲未係朋友喎！」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhNhd6TUqF
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPusHt378s
我擺咗個拳頭出嚟，想繼續返頭先遇到村狗之前嘅「入會儀式」。1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9teUCcwz2T
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cH8Ovy0Tn
蟲蟲望一望我嘅拳頭，再望返我，表情有啲複雜，好似要做一個好難嘅決定。佢話：「阿匡呀，頭先我話我除咗唔討厭你之外，其實對你係仲有一種感覺⋯⋯」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYo0Bwi5wpX
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0y3lUt9BR
「係呀？」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLAQQWggCx
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyusNnf5XNG
「其實⋯⋯我都唔知係咩。我⋯⋯」講講下佢自己慢慢緊張起嚟：「對唔住⋯⋯我⋯⋯我唔識講⋯⋯」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLU34hGS9nx
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOcFlBNugB
然後佢皺晒眉頭，好似嬲咗自己咁。1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHt4OMTmbP
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGU148PZ80
「傻妹！」我輕輕敲一下佢個額頭：「做咩要講對唔住，你又冇做錯嘢。」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXw3QWSGFXr
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqMYtrvoga
「吓？！」佢有啲吃驚，難度佢成日因為唔識表達自己而比人鬧？1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3KKQurtb5
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrag5uvbSlk
「你試下慢慢講啦。」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYFljPrj0s
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW748EALX1j
然後我見蟲蟲慢慢咁微笑返，成個人又放鬆起嚟，就話：「我覺得⋯⋯我覺得⋯⋯你好可靠，有你喺我身邊，我就感覺好安全。我想講⋯⋯應該就係呢個感覺。」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0INfyTuhW
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3NOA7tHyx
「安全感。」我：「你話我帶比你仲有一種感覺就係『安全感』？我咁講啱唔啱呀？」講完之後，我自己都好驚訝原來我令到蟲蟲有安全感。1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdSuHpDbdu
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1IVXaNTyA
蟲蟲呆一呆，應該冇料到我可以一語中的咁講出佢感受，然後佢笑一笑就：「嗯！」好用力點頭。1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uO95LHt9X
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jAdJSnebC
佢呢下真誠嘅笑容反映出佢第一次被人明白內心感受。佢嘅笑唔知點解令我睇得好入神，大概因為呢個係出自佢最真心嘅笑。1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Hx7jPe7R8
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0kJZ3fXOR
「其實我做咗啲咩令你有安全感？」我難為情咁騷一騷後腦，亦都諗唔明點解佢會咁諗。1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdTciPmRbs
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoamlfsn2l
「其實⋯⋯」蟲蟲搖搖頭：「我都唔知呀。」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZgJ7pDD4i
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8w8uATC4GM
「嗯，咁⋯⋯由佢啦。」我笑說：「咁我地係咪以後都可以咁樣相處？」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjAb1thrza
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpA7t8FepML
「吓？咁即係點呀？」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMFUg5GCLD
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7PUxHX5ou
「你唔需要再惡死能登咁對住我。唔洗再用棒球去幫你同我溝通。就好似而家呢刻咁，只要做返你自己就夠。」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGgQoob8gg
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtMJmDe5Qn
蟲蟲聽完之後突然滿有心事咁低頭，我好似講中咗佢一啲嘢。然後佢諗咗一陣再望住我講，表情有啲擔憂：「我⋯⋯唔識分真同假。」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BJkxgsFA7
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHpfEg1f50
「吓？」我疑惑地覺得蟲蟲好似唔係答緊我問題。1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejYDRJvokj
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6vGBG4ytW
「我未感受過呢份安全感，我好驚係假、係我幻想出嚟。我好怕事實上你其實唔係我諗嘅咁好⋯⋯」蟲蟲講講下情緒開始有少少起伏：「所以我寧願企遠少少，唔再去了解你。平時對你衰啲，甚至當冇識過你，咁⋯⋯到真係絕交時都冇咁傷嘛。」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNA5XGaIzWs
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34nDfJWPeY
佢講完之後神情變得憂傷起嚟，似乎佢過去遇過唔少同朋友絕交嘅經歷。我好似連個鼻都聞得出佢正在散發出憂傷嘅氣味。蟲蟲嘅情緒真係複雜得好緊要。1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKJm0ozVXJ
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtufmRRmTo
「咁⋯⋯同你用個波掟我冇咩關係掛？」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgjd05wofH
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiomYKeAqz0
蟲蟲呆望我一下後先識笑：「純粹覺得整蠱你好好玩囉！」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYjkykTYqE
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVGpY2YVLu
我比佢激到鬧咗句「頂」，繼續講：「頭先你話好驚我其實係你幻想出嚟？」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEC2AtPgaVa
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHgXsAthas
「嗯！」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrel1KVVOM
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMExPsEhYK
「咁樣⋯⋯我向你證明一件事啦！」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4Wa4b2uAy
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFND4XroTUI
我向蟲蟲攤出手腕，然後好順勢咁捉住佢隻手放喺我手腕度。1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorwKYapDAq
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yNq3d1lAC
「啊？」蟲蟲被我突如其來嘅一著嚇咗一跳。1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcFcxGaAJN
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8abqAU5mET
我將佢啲手指放咗喺腕上脈搏跳動嘅位置，輕聲講：「feel到嘛？」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXGhWrxLxv
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsd4d2TXFDy
「嗯？」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyo4ioY43V
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFYa0DhGQj
「我有脈搏架。」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXodEInz0Rr
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhe4dZBYttT
「嘻⋯⋯嗯！」1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTH7DvpENWt
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAWxQgUsh2
蟲蟲再一次向我露出最真誠嘅笑容，我感受到呢一刻嘅佢對我已經完全放低晒心理防備。即使我已經放開咗佢隻手，佢都依然撳緊我手腕，感受緊我嘅脈搏。總覺得，我嘅心跳、呼吸同脈搏，係對蟲蟲呢世女來講係最真實嘅一件事。所以蟲蟲好享受呢個最真實嘅一刻。1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ou4mduBpy
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWq74jMXHM
我見佢成個人因為我嘅脈搏而平靜起嚟，搞到我唔好意思縮返隻手埋嚟。1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjZXfSkzzE
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEEYGZZ9tr
雖然呢一刻嘅情形如果比Miss知道就好大件事，但⋯⋯冇嘢嘅！蟲蟲呢刻嘅感覺似細妹多啲。當佢難過時⋯⋯唔知點解，我內心有一種難以形容嘅感覺。呢份感覺令我好想幫佢，當佢係細妹咁愛護。總之，我唔會對佢有任何非分之想⋯⋯1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Qx9uhDeSQ
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Tb4eGkIOn
我相信蟲蟲亦都係咁諗。1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdTk7CUeEm
1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwWaJ76pSp
但原來有一種化學作用，已經不知不覺間發生緊。1992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrriJg6BBKB
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