小巴裡，回程路上。2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXFvcKE4Dx
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我不安咁睇手錶，咁樣一來一回又要等車又盛，至少浪費咗三個鐘頭。2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXuXvJEQ53
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「你做咩呀？」窗口位上嘅蟲蟲見我有啲急躁，於是好奇咁問。2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CVXyMgL9z
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經過頭先避開惡狗一役後，我感覺到蟲蟲對我已經唔同晒。今次回程佢冇坐單丁位，而係雙人位。所以我同佢可以喺回程嘅途中閒談一番。2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAssQpv5kj9
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「完咗活動我要準時走呀。」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs20ipTWlE
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「你約咗人？」蟲蟲忽然好試探性咁講：「你約咗⋯⋯女朋友？」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESN5m1rAgV
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我冇諗過佢問得咁直接，令我猶豫咗一齊先識答：「啊⋯⋯係呀。約咗女朋友睇戲。」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ966HFMz3Ms
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「嗯。」蟲蟲一面欲言又止，好似有啲心事。停一停，又講：「你⋯⋯有女朋友⋯⋯咁就好啦。」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJx68pc7xZ7
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「咩話？」我係咪聽錯咗佢講咩？2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2FjK1CcXP
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蟲蟲搖一搖頭，話：「冇嘢呀。」只見佢個樣好似諗通咗啲嘢，個樣變得寬容，成個感覺都自然起嚟。佢繼續話：「你女朋友係點架？靚唔靚架？」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4hyRWApRg
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我有啲驚訝佢會咁問，於是我反問返佢：「做咩突然間咁想知道我啲嘢嘅？我地好似仲未係朋友喎！」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDE1IEmDjJ
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我擺咗個拳頭出嚟，想繼續返頭先遇到村狗之前嘅「入會儀式」。2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDeYaKXA0d
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蟲蟲望一望我嘅拳頭，再望返我，表情有啲複雜，好似要做一個好難嘅決定。佢話：「阿匡呀，頭先我話我除咗唔討厭你之外，其實對你係仲有一種感覺⋯⋯」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3aS8DBfDa
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「係呀？」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85uZ8XJurp
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「其實⋯⋯我都唔知係咩。我⋯⋯」講講下佢自己慢慢緊張起嚟：「對唔住⋯⋯我⋯⋯我唔識講⋯⋯」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWb9ae1nuWD
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然後佢皺晒眉頭，好似嬲咗自己咁。2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsHTDmL27g
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「傻妹！」我輕輕敲一下佢個額頭：「做咩要講對唔住，你又冇做錯嘢。」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbIC1DJ4EE
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「吓？！」佢有啲吃驚，難度佢成日因為唔識表達自己而比人鬧？2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxhsaKuvNA
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「你試下慢慢講啦。」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hBbaEIRqo
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然後我見蟲蟲慢慢咁微笑返，成個人又放鬆起嚟，就話：「我覺得⋯⋯我覺得⋯⋯你好可靠，有你喺我身邊，我就感覺好安全。我想講⋯⋯應該就係呢個感覺。」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIw0FFqM8L
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「安全感。」我：「你話我帶比你仲有一種感覺就係『安全感』？我咁講啱唔啱呀？」講完之後，我自己都好驚訝原來我令到蟲蟲有安全感。2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgFpLIYEXC
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蟲蟲呆一呆，應該冇料到我可以一語中的咁講出佢感受，然後佢笑一笑就：「嗯！」好用力點頭。2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FPsZqmCyg
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佢呢下真誠嘅笑容反映出佢第一次被人明白內心感受。佢嘅笑唔知點解令我睇得好入神，大概因為呢個係出自佢最真心嘅笑。2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtx81MGuaL
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「其實我做咗啲咩令你有安全感？」我難為情咁騷一騷後腦，亦都諗唔明點解佢會咁諗。2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7T3MAQzc7z
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「其實⋯⋯」蟲蟲搖搖頭：「我都唔知呀。」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlnYvgCzH3
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「嗯，咁⋯⋯由佢啦。」我笑說：「咁我地係咪以後都可以咁樣相處？」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYMbNP0Bed
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「吓？咁即係點呀？」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bN67XoDI9
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「你唔需要再惡死能登咁對住我。唔洗再用棒球去幫你同我溝通。就好似而家呢刻咁，只要做返你自己就夠。」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZpQrlHy9x
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蟲蟲聽完之後突然滿有心事咁低頭，我好似講中咗佢一啲嘢。然後佢諗咗一陣再望住我講，表情有啲擔憂：「我⋯⋯唔識分真同假。」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEJ3S3kqUm
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「吓？」我疑惑地覺得蟲蟲好似唔係答緊我問題。2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauplODuYOA
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「我未感受過呢份安全感，我好驚係假、係我幻想出嚟。我好怕事實上你其實唔係我諗嘅咁好⋯⋯」蟲蟲講講下情緒開始有少少起伏：「所以我寧願企遠少少，唔再去了解你。平時對你衰啲，甚至當冇識過你，咁⋯⋯到真係絕交時都冇咁傷嘛。」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsd9XxmyNdc
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佢講完之後神情變得憂傷起嚟，似乎佢過去遇過唔少同朋友絕交嘅經歷。我好似連個鼻都聞得出佢正在散發出憂傷嘅氣味。蟲蟲嘅情緒真係複雜得好緊要。2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfglleZPZnL
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「咁⋯⋯同你用個波掟我冇咩關係掛？」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloweu4s2bj
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蟲蟲呆望我一下後先識笑：「純粹覺得整蠱你好好玩囉！」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4VIsSh3z6
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我比佢激到鬧咗句「頂」，繼續講：「頭先你話好驚我其實係你幻想出嚟？」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9AODPxqVu
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「嗯！」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOdxqt4g8Y
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「咁樣⋯⋯我向你證明一件事啦！」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGYNWfl6Th
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我向蟲蟲攤出手腕，然後好順勢咁捉住佢隻手放喺我手腕度。2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuVc9kKdwq
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「啊？」蟲蟲被我突如其來嘅一著嚇咗一跳。2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡim3PRqFKcy
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我將佢啲手指放咗喺腕上脈搏跳動嘅位置，輕聲講：「feel到嘛？」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTLO9dvamL
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「嗯？」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYHmT1KoYt
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「我有脈搏架。」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4f4onLm2dk
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「嘻⋯⋯嗯！」2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBnQhTxRZ7
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蟲蟲再一次向我露出最真誠嘅笑容，我感受到呢一刻嘅佢對我已經完全放低晒心理防備。即使我已經放開咗佢隻手，佢都依然撳緊我手腕，感受緊我嘅脈搏。總覺得，我嘅心跳、呼吸同脈搏，係對蟲蟲呢世女來講係最真實嘅一件事。所以蟲蟲好享受呢個最真實嘅一刻。2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEqnPA86lK
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我見佢成個人因為我嘅脈搏而平靜起嚟，搞到我唔好意思縮返隻手埋嚟。2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡes5zcsbCll
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雖然呢一刻嘅情形如果比Miss知道就好大件事，但⋯⋯冇嘢嘅！蟲蟲呢刻嘅感覺似細妹多啲。當佢難過時⋯⋯唔知點解，我內心有一種難以形容嘅感覺。呢份感覺令我好想幫佢，當佢係細妹咁愛護。總之，我唔會對佢有任何非分之想⋯⋯2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JxjTXc20w
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我相信蟲蟲亦都係咁諗。2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjE2V5WjfKh
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但原來有一種化學作用，已經不知不覺間發生緊。2135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJ7JICBAKQ
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