小巴裡,回程路上。2112Please respect copyright.PENANA9o4Ocz8frI
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我不安咁睇手錶,咁樣一來一回又要等車又盛,至少浪費咗三個鐘頭。2112Please respect copyright.PENANAUAuDCZA7pP
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「你做咩呀?」窗口位上嘅蟲蟲見我有啲急躁,於是好奇咁問。2112Please respect copyright.PENANAmk5WOikVFv
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經過頭先避開惡狗一役後,我感覺到蟲蟲對我已經唔同晒。今次回程佢冇坐單丁位,而係雙人位。所以我同佢可以喺回程嘅途中閒談一番。2112Please respect copyright.PENANAtRmwSOyi7C
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「完咗活動我要準時走呀。」2112Please respect copyright.PENANAbCGnHreaPs
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「你約咗人?」蟲蟲忽然好試探性咁講:「你約咗⋯⋯女朋友?」2112Please respect copyright.PENANAMAAymHNC6o
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我冇諗過佢問得咁直接,令我猶豫咗一齊先識答:「啊⋯⋯係呀。約咗女朋友睇戲。」2112Please respect copyright.PENANAh6KH0OnNNM
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「嗯。」蟲蟲一面欲言又止,好似有啲心事。停一停,又講:「你⋯⋯有女朋友⋯⋯咁就好啦。」2112Please respect copyright.PENANAEJ8Ho9zBCy
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「咩話?」我係咪聽錯咗佢講咩?2112Please respect copyright.PENANApFNYcWobnQ
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蟲蟲搖一搖頭,話:「冇嘢呀。」只見佢個樣好似諗通咗啲嘢,個樣變得寬容,成個感覺都自然起嚟。佢繼續話:「你女朋友係點架?靚唔靚架?」2112Please respect copyright.PENANAuxftDejGY5
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我有啲驚訝佢會咁問,於是我反問返佢:「做咩突然間咁想知道我啲嘢嘅?我地好似仲未係朋友喎!」2112Please respect copyright.PENANAPquS3mx6NW
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我擺咗個拳頭出嚟,想繼續返頭先遇到村狗之前嘅「入會儀式」。2112Please respect copyright.PENANAGVQugy4egU
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蟲蟲望一望我嘅拳頭,再望返我,表情有啲複雜,好似要做一個好難嘅決定。佢話:「阿匡呀,頭先我話我除咗唔討厭你之外,其實對你係仲有一種感覺⋯⋯」2112Please respect copyright.PENANAY3YxwA97fw
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「係呀?」2112Please respect copyright.PENANAkAmxKCaEwN
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「其實⋯⋯我都唔知係咩。我⋯⋯」講講下佢自己慢慢緊張起嚟:「對唔住⋯⋯我⋯⋯我唔識講⋯⋯」2112Please respect copyright.PENANAgkkaLSZZG4
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然後佢皺晒眉頭,好似嬲咗自己咁。2112Please respect copyright.PENANA4fDOZUTJv9
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「傻妹!」我輕輕敲一下佢個額頭:「做咩要講對唔住,你又冇做錯嘢。」2112Please respect copyright.PENANATG0lAXH4MK
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「吓?!」佢有啲吃驚,難度佢成日因為唔識表達自己而比人鬧?2112Please respect copyright.PENANAcb1ZC5gM87
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「你試下慢慢講啦。」2112Please respect copyright.PENANAXSfn4yk4Rv
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然後我見蟲蟲慢慢咁微笑返,成個人又放鬆起嚟,就話:「我覺得⋯⋯我覺得⋯⋯你好可靠,有你喺我身邊,我就感覺好安全。我想講⋯⋯應該就係呢個感覺。」2112Please respect copyright.PENANAKEtvEcOwZI
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「安全感。」我:「你話我帶比你仲有一種感覺就係『安全感』?我咁講啱唔啱呀?」講完之後,我自己都好驚訝原來我令到蟲蟲有安全感。2112Please respect copyright.PENANAQbD06VDS6d
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蟲蟲呆一呆,應該冇料到我可以一語中的咁講出佢感受,然後佢笑一笑就:「嗯!」好用力點頭。2112Please respect copyright.PENANAKHNb2izL0i
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佢呢下真誠嘅笑容反映出佢第一次被人明白內心感受。佢嘅笑唔知點解令我睇得好入神,大概因為呢個係出自佢最真心嘅笑。2112Please respect copyright.PENANAiILTdaql54
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「其實我做咗啲咩令你有安全感?」我難為情咁騷一騷後腦,亦都諗唔明點解佢會咁諗。2112Please respect copyright.PENANAOFN6Xy1Nhs
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「其實⋯⋯」蟲蟲搖搖頭:「我都唔知呀。」2112Please respect copyright.PENANACGkaJBo638
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「嗯,咁⋯⋯由佢啦。」我笑說:「咁我地係咪以後都可以咁樣相處?」2112Please respect copyright.PENANAunKSzBoffU
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「吓?咁即係點呀?」2112Please respect copyright.PENANAcVlCO0xdtf
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「你唔需要再惡死能登咁對住我。唔洗再用棒球去幫你同我溝通。就好似而家呢刻咁,只要做返你自己就夠。」2112Please respect copyright.PENANA53XqAZN02E
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蟲蟲聽完之後突然滿有心事咁低頭,我好似講中咗佢一啲嘢。然後佢諗咗一陣再望住我講,表情有啲擔憂:「我⋯⋯唔識分真同假。」2112Please respect copyright.PENANAC0UxvQgcxi
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「吓?」我疑惑地覺得蟲蟲好似唔係答緊我問題。2112Please respect copyright.PENANAbsizWcJhaB
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「我未感受過呢份安全感,我好驚係假、係我幻想出嚟。我好怕事實上你其實唔係我諗嘅咁好⋯⋯」蟲蟲講講下情緒開始有少少起伏:「所以我寧願企遠少少,唔再去了解你。平時對你衰啲,甚至當冇識過你,咁⋯⋯到真係絕交時都冇咁傷嘛。」2112Please respect copyright.PENANAxMK5VTzTB7
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佢講完之後神情變得憂傷起嚟,似乎佢過去遇過唔少同朋友絕交嘅經歷。我好似連個鼻都聞得出佢正在散發出憂傷嘅氣味。蟲蟲嘅情緒真係複雜得好緊要。2112Please respect copyright.PENANALKGsNDQdyw
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「咁⋯⋯同你用個波掟我冇咩關係掛?」2112Please respect copyright.PENANAThzJRdX6nv
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蟲蟲呆望我一下後先識笑:「純粹覺得整蠱你好好玩囉!」2112Please respect copyright.PENANAls7wKL2cG3
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我比佢激到鬧咗句「頂」,繼續講:「頭先你話好驚我其實係你幻想出嚟?」2112Please respect copyright.PENANAGitWgP2mdz
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「嗯!」2112Please respect copyright.PENANAHS282k8N3v
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「咁樣⋯⋯我向你證明一件事啦!」2112Please respect copyright.PENANAkMlFMO34ou
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我向蟲蟲攤出手腕,然後好順勢咁捉住佢隻手放喺我手腕度。2112Please respect copyright.PENANADPJ11JPMUL
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「啊?」蟲蟲被我突如其來嘅一著嚇咗一跳。2112Please respect copyright.PENANA045pACRbsh
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我將佢啲手指放咗喺腕上脈搏跳動嘅位置,輕聲講:「feel到嘛?」2112Please respect copyright.PENANADrjOaNH70C
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「嗯?」2112Please respect copyright.PENANAOKdgPhcabh
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「我有脈搏架。」2112Please respect copyright.PENANAizcOUPmXnh
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「嘻⋯⋯嗯!」2112Please respect copyright.PENANAkfZYVH14Yu
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蟲蟲再一次向我露出最真誠嘅笑容,我感受到呢一刻嘅佢對我已經完全放低晒心理防備。即使我已經放開咗佢隻手,佢都依然撳緊我手腕,感受緊我嘅脈搏。總覺得,我嘅心跳、呼吸同脈搏,係對蟲蟲呢世女來講係最真實嘅一件事。所以蟲蟲好享受呢個最真實嘅一刻。2112Please respect copyright.PENANA3s8dr0R7al
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我見佢成個人因為我嘅脈搏而平靜起嚟,搞到我唔好意思縮返隻手埋嚟。2112Please respect copyright.PENANARnmoRCLuzS
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雖然呢一刻嘅情形如果比Miss知道就好大件事,但⋯⋯冇嘢嘅!蟲蟲呢刻嘅感覺似細妹多啲。當佢難過時⋯⋯唔知點解,我內心有一種難以形容嘅感覺。呢份感覺令我好想幫佢,當佢係細妹咁愛護。總之,我唔會對佢有任何非分之想⋯⋯2112Please respect copyright.PENANAWPpVfA1nRg
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我相信蟲蟲亦都係咁諗。2112Please respect copyright.PENANAnZY3ZbXwRY
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但原來有一種化學作用,已經不知不覺間發生緊。2112Please respect copyright.PENANAMoKV7rPEk7
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