那晚在我家,從警局回來後,我媽攔住拿東西去童桐那邊的我。1068Please respect copyright.PENANA7nmM1a6lt2
1068Please respect copyright.PENANANkkxZKkUIV
「喂,你有幾鐘意童桐?」我媽問。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAnbwi12Hw6z
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAXGUKB2GGQ8
「要幾鐘意就有幾鐘意。」我。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAUhijmHIoDy
1068Please respect copyright.PENANARt9vqD48ye
「照顧佢一世,用一世人陪佢對抗呢個病你願唔願意?講緊既係一生一世。」我媽問。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAajLHSqLPyM
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAQE1xf8aTIt
「幾多世都願意。」我口出狂言。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAVHhTqd6Gmx
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAGX2t5KKOF4
「既然係咁。」我媽舉起右手,「就交呢個俾你。」
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAgFRYO8UXKe
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAXojEcplrV0
當晚我媽把手上的兩枚戒指之一脫了下來,放到我心中。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAFA3QXG34VL
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAadAZ1QPC5N
「咩黎…」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAB4Xfx3PXIV
1068Please respect copyright.PENANA5HtdaP6Nxf
「你馬家既家傳戒指,本身唔貴,但係係由你太嫲傳到黎我手上。」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAmbF099tkOX
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAySBrTRy2kH
這比起單純昂貴還要珍貴吧!1068Please respect copyright.PENANAfDVT5jvzSM
1068Please respect copyright.PENANATiHMeRF9i1
我媽輕推我手指,使我以手心輕輕握住:「呢隻戒指話傳女唔傳男,有女既就傳俾個女,無女既就傳俾個仔既新抱。」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAkzTpfTMb6l
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAVqCHCPHSWm
但我媽這凝重的表情是前所無見的。1068Please respect copyright.PENANA3AbaNwkhyd
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAYgWSiYZBx5
「而且一經送出去,就唔可以收返,更加只可以係結婚前送…你阿爸當日就係送俾我做訂婚戒指。」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAnZ7bKN0X9Y
1068Please respect copyright.PENANADaUt2yZIuS
換句話說,有在結婚前送出去,後來卻沒有一生一世的風險。但因為不能收回的規則,這代代相傳的戒指便會從此失落。1068Please respect copyright.PENANANQiOu5RedK
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAYTiRbQlylE
「但點解突然…」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAAVeN6i4MeO
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAN76YeVvqcy
我媽的笑容之中信心滿滿:「因為我專登向童桐講過呢隻戒指既事。」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAFIR2Mxklst
1068Please respect copyright.PENANARo3MaiktoZ
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAi1JWwRKW4m
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAu2TyIYjARI
因為河水暴漲,從沉沒的辛巴二號到街道上倒不難,跳到水中游兩步便到。這兒不像剛剛那程死亡航海,河水的水面升高淹到大街小巷中,使水流並不急,但待會兒風眼過境後便難說。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAgzVHfJaXIB
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAWVzw0uccFC
「童~~桐~!!」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAjFVMMzrdsD
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAcUMzfkMA3i
「桐……桐………桐……………」1068Please respect copyright.PENANADS1iS8TeRE
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAS3QA5d0k6x
我回音在風眼中回蕩,卻未有人回應。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAk9rSaNOUR2
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAP6L08ZC5Mb
辛巴二號這樣暴力靠岸,加上現在大澳恍如鬼城,在這兒的童桐應該聽到才對。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAxFcfNtvi7q
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAuwS1UWCCHF
去關帝廟看一看嗎?時間不多了,沒有賭輸的餘裕。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAhnvr3hOff6
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAHgis7ouqTh
耳邊只有腳下泛濫河水的嘩啦嘩啦聲,我自己的呼吸聲也顯得吵耳,心跳聲更是愈聽愈叫我自己不安,她不會在這段期間出事吧。1068Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZZmoSJHyc
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAU4P5w35T9n
…等等。1068Please respect copyright.PENANALphraoxCNH
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAsp6cnOamCX
我靈光一閃。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAvVudW95EBu
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如果是童桐的話,的確會這樣犯傻。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAGqSfd5gxGy
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAO0vkLXEX6S
…我了解她。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAKqBC9hXjol
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAcjhQly177U
這種感覺我知道,這很難解釋,大概是我代入了童桐的位置,去思考如果是她按這些客觀條件會怎樣行動,這樣的瞎猜。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAhXa6dKjK0C
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAFh0eUiw4Au
我自己會稱之為默契,只屬我們青梅竹馬之間的默契。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAYOiqkyZKWK
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAQ65z8aifhn
我鼓起對自己的信心,我鼓起對童桐的信心,轉身往關帝廟反方向走去。1068Please respect copyright.PENANABGmCIhIANl
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAa9aahMgJIE
「…天…沙沙…文台……十號颶風信號現正……過境…市民請勿…沙…水邊…沙…留係安全地方…」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAicxE3bI5Bs
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAAF77XohQWV
街市攤擋不知那處有收音機未關閉,加上空空如也的街道,只有我一人涉水前行,感覺就像甚麼災難電影一樣,眼角甚至看到有些昆蟲之類游到水中。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAtuNEKPSxPL
1068Please respect copyright.PENANALaS85xcsf4
這樣恐佈的地方,童桐竟然自己待了兩天。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4KjVP1i2m
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAXjUSlCfKx5
…要快點才行。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAjOwU2vqNLY
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAobKwyKEGd5
「痴撚線…」抬頭看,風眼的雲牆無聲地旋動,潛藏於藍天白雲後的是撕裂天地的毀滅之風。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAL62sFPgbXQ
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAotA3guIQZi
機會只有一次,這是以我的全部換來,只有一次的機會。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAUhg0i4XKBw
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAzf8eHy26P7
我自己一個走在化為鬼城的水鄉之中,每走一步身體和直覺也告訴我要馬上離開,因為這兒極為危險。1068Please respect copyright.PENANALaSvPD2hJd
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAOxAzDuBWqw
但是我卻一而再再而三地違背我的直覺,同時直直另一邊的海傍走去,正是那間文物酒店所在的海傍。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAVAm1X2Iqps
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAcCdPy33hCp
我退縮過很多次,我放棄過很多次。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAlCpbqfETvX
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAo5eavCjfU4
但現在即使是不是情侶,我們有沒有將來也好,把童桐帶離這險境…我也是責無旁貸吧。1068Please respect copyright.PENANATcarg0rYQY
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9jRPm3tJU
我可是親口答應過她的。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAxph2qZ2l9X
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAKa2JW91Gb2
這邊不但是在海邊,更加突出在防波堤和避風塘外,直面一望無際的汪洋,由古蹟改建而成的酒店立於風暴之中,孤單地挑望著空無一物的蒼海。1068Please respect copyright.PENANA56s91iTKLQ
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAdoT2iUZpix
童桐再笨也不會離開相對安全的市中心前往這邊。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAn5zlbANVkD
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAiODwAqXDNv
除非她聽到了辛巴二號強行靠岸的巨響,然後卻以為我們在這邊靠岸。1068Please respect copyright.PENANA7D3rWywFwQ
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAp2spIllOjh
但是。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAXu5vMYnRID
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當我來到沉入海中的海傍時,那兒卻空無一人。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAxdIPR5bAyY
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAme25y1R0ET
…1068Please respect copyright.PENANA872otYIucB
1068Please respect copyright.PENANA2zJhQvq9xp
「唉,童桐…」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAyLaVH0rEdk
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAehoNYHKMP9
…失敗了嗎。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAG24dETvnHh
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAXPAGWpriwJ
果然連我對她的了解也是我自作多情嗎?1068Please respect copyright.PENANAl23MJ40mrP
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAo0dXk85Ijb
果然從頭到尾都只是我的美好幻覺嗎?1068Please respect copyright.PENANAKTUQgYXjYV
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAFyq2HWoBzh
我抹去眼角的淚花,用意志掙扎出最後的體力,揉揉滿是瘀傷的臉,準備轉身繼續尋找。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAdjcU6nrgZL
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAexkLzQ34sC
但是原來童桐也了解我。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAL3jBznUw4O
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAWtIEjeEWJH
更令我心動的是她還了解「我對她的了解」1068Please respect copyright.PENANANThgUT8aBN
1068Please respect copyright.PENANANzhz3EPahi
「呀遊…」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAIHubhDaX15
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAoXMMqtSmMW
不惜穿過風暴也要尋覓的那個身影,就在我回身剎那站在我面前。1068Please respect copyright.PENANA1UHnyayE1T
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAqvj1gcs75V
她就在那兒。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAYMNeZ0iztV
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAr0pCeDbefi
我的青梅竹馬就在那兒。1068Please respect copyright.PENANA16pJxFFjbr
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAkwCs1aIUoU
我的女朋友就在那兒。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAvJxeIjLii9
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAOpzDQ84KAY
「童…」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAWmOEUvZU2G
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAYbLM9TjZVr
牽腸掛肚的她,就在身後一步之遙。1068Please respect copyright.PENANA8OA5kR4QXn
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAivZur9vEYb
「童桐…」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAisyPWMlKdJ
1068Please respect copyright.PENANA2Z6NUP6bqu
而且還是實實在在的在我面前,不再是夢中的幻象,也不是想像中的虛形。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAfvz3KmiQQf
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAYSXbJaJksw
「童桐!!」1068Please respect copyright.PENANA1oePTDGo01
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAAd63LTsSiA
突破水阻的我踢起水花,穿過泥水奔向童桐,然後緊緊的抱她入懷。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAK5imAZovmD
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAgifGbz1fTF
「童桐,童桐,童桐…」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAaqoMP585YK
1068Please respect copyright.PENANA3Q0JGVAihq
除了叫喚她的名字,我甚麼也不會說。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAAJbzWMQP7e
1068Please respect copyright.PENANA7aKaRYXVFi
她安全,她沒有受甚麼傷,而且她就在這兒。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAOfTQfx4L0i
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAOAPXPHEA67
童桐就在我懷中,而我能叫喚她的名字。1068Please respect copyright.PENANANZNQByAzsw
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAwqstug7IIz
曾經理所當然地以為她是我的青梅竹馬便會陪伴一生,曾經理所當然地以為我們排除萬難終於接受彼此,到了最後才發現,世界上沒有事是理所當然的。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAYt6hgZqylG
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAH84jK9LMKc
除非我們親自去掙取。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAu8BqmKT6G5
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAreibkTxx6k
童桐住在我旁邊,我沒有努力過,這也許是巧合。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAfEUqAbapeV
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAavYGZYMJMh
但現在她在我懷中被我擁住,這就是我自己選擇掙取回來之物,我與她的未來。1068Please respect copyright.PENANA0pZAurRfXB
1068Please respect copyright.PENANASUwBELFyXM
唯有親自掙取回來的事,才是理所當然。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0FXvy4lHA
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAxVYW2U1oAQ
「點解你咁傻…」我與童桐異口同聲地說,但始終沒放開彼此。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAvKVkPVrF2D
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAFcpHesc4P2
撞聲的我們沒有一絲尷尬,面上滿是欣慰。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAoxZpUXXvY5
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAv6VItkrNKv
「我黎左啦…童桐,就好似我應承你一樣!」我哽咽著說,「記唔記得我話過,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你?」1068Please respect copyright.PENANADwle2RhSdl
1068Please respect copyright.PENANA3SWyCN1gI5
有點虛弱的童桐笑問:「你幾時講架?」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAXREPHYyClS
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAAK0B1rDFj0
「咪就係當年你媽咪黎個晚,你自己走左去後山個晚。」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAqHmPTvVbJo
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAxz5b80vKoy
「咚——噹!!!」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAPUZqR5jyBq
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAojKwHBLda4
即使呀遊掩住了我的耳朵我還是能聽到巨大的一聲轟鳴,狗群馬上被巨響和爆出的火花嚇得停步,掩著我耳朵的他,正笑盈盈的低頭看著我,不知說甚麼。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAH4lyL2edPN
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAMEeoNqpQxo
雙唇一開一合,就不知他在說甚麼。
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAlkQGi5Ow37
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAcTShSY1ptV
那晚逃下山後,我爸以魚桿擊向欄杆以巨響嚇跑流浪狗。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAbGYZ4vMKib
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAGeosEIwQk9
怕童桐被嚇倒,所以我掩住她的耳朵後和她這樣說:「童桐,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你。」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAEujpzuHrIw
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAHCA1FM40mI
現在,在這風眼之中,童桐難以致信地掩住口。1068Please respect copyright.PENANApWJ5fz2wM1
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAk4mxWPnZ46
是的,即使眼前是超強颱風,我對童桐的承諾還在。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAwFDAqAEOEk
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAsgBMLADyL6
我還在。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAC86YAqWKSV
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「個晚,原來你…原來你係話…」童桐喜極而泣,如多年的心結終被解開。1068Please respect copyright.PENANABei6wsIhAN
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAzR8F2xfXbv
即使你再迷失,即使你走失幾多次,即使追尋幾多次也好。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAWLDFBW9vDR
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAJdxSOuWhuW
我也不會放棄。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAMipJnLotUg
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我都會追上來,帶你回家。1068Please respect copyright.PENANA6NRuDM44Q4
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAcqC0FT0k6D
「呀遊!」童桐哭著擁住我:「好在你無事!好在你無事!」1068Please respect copyright.PENANApwNyEVz4hV
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAcajRGrkHLy
「我應承過黎一定會黎搵你架嘛!」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAkAysax4425
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAubFGFA8qd6
全身濕漉漉的我們互相在風眼下相擁,我輕撫著她的頭髮。1068Please respect copyright.PENANA3WlWoGLQyB
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAXtnnAfOdP7
「對唔住,對唔住,因為我,都係因為我一個人,因為我控制唔到自己,對唔住…」1068Please respect copyright.PENANARSarpMwuXS
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAaoyMiPfA3S
看著一股腦兒在道歉的她,我好像看到昨晚的自己,更使我想起妍妍教我的那件事。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAVUSOjlo08g
1068Please respect copyright.PENANALvzE7zlV5w
「呢個時候講多謝會比較好,童桐。」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAdkTRQJHSPH
1068Please respect copyright.PENANA32JSeQtiA8
我說過要帶她回家好好教訓她一頓,但是現在…不需要急在一時。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAChh97vWPg5
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAzl2lttMQ74
「…咁,多謝你,呀遊。」童桐破涕為笑說。1068Please respect copyright.PENANA6hLnU3j5Eu
1068Please respect copyright.PENANATTjYJIcI2E
「我知道如果我有咩事,你都會咁樣黎搵我,帶我返屋企。」我說,「所以就算你幾唔開心,幾諗唔通都好,我都一樣會黎搵你。」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAfPBH6TZGsH
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAzUUNiGMeS6
「我…我唔會再咁,呀遊,我唔會再連累你…我…」1068Please respect copyright.PENANA018q8uXMnH
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAeb2pVLPQLE
「咩連累唔連累,你既問題又好,我既問題又好,我地都會一齊解決。」我說,「之前係,今次係,下次係,永遠都係。」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAKttHpABE2h
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAuFrIwNLT69
「下次…唔會,我唔會俾自己仲有下次…」童桐低頭說。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAKTyt5Hiq1D
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAz3gVW0Ciij
「唔好逼自己。」我說,「慢慢黎,你一定會好返,要幾耐都好,我都會陪你。」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAU1kFyTvwmw
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAb5HwBeM3xX
我扔開遠方的雲牆。1068Please respect copyright.PENANA4nrWPQYyr7
1068Please respect copyright.PENANALBZFviCKB3
我無視頭上的風眼。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAWdWBrENzCE
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAl6ZXFUrNLF
我把懷中的童桐抱到身前,然後低頭深吻。1068Please respect copyright.PENANANGajndwi5W
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAhq9wv3s0GC
童桐閉上滿是淚水的一對妙目,與我相擁相吻在風眼之下。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAST2oez8vfw
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAGRxdZ2bUCe
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAGPCd85abS9
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暴風的漩渦之中,太陽沉向地平線的盡頭,雷雲被染成赤紅,夕陽餘輝閃耀在雲隙之間,風眼雲壁罕見,而被日落映成火燒般的雲牆更加罕見,大概一生人也沒法見到一次這樣的氣象奇觀。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAUkWkAqrdZJ
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAsTXy8m6A54
但我不看在眼內。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAQhSjJznOSA
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAIBpItnD9X1
一生中唯一?別開玩笑了。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAiVFNZrxfu3
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAymMAFraEQU
因為我真正的一生中唯一,便在我眼前。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAbfBG8J00bD
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAlY4GjutJe9
我的一生中唯一,就在我懷中。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAFMKV9ewk4l
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAhwtVgkJjoE
我們自小已相愛著彼此卻不自知,不坦白,更因為各種原因而不斷錯過彼此。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAX1WKKrP9Nj
1068Please respect copyright.PENANA1zoahmrb4A
既是為了保護對方,更加是保護自己。1068Please respect copyright.PENANABdN2Z5vJe3
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAHTE2I5z0Gj
不想面對現實,更加不想對方面對現實的自己,於是以青梅竹馬之名來尋求只存在於夢幻泡影中的永遠。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAFsGQJyxIe9
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAfTtPJs4Mfg
現在夢醒了,我們赤裸裸的,不完美的活在彼此的現實當中。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAiARqw3Zpvi
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAkvKrXsPEWg
但正因為不完美才要學習接納,除左接納彼此的醜陋,更加要接納自己的不完美。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAPrVz3V6Qg4
1068Please respect copyright.PENANA7v6slaV1UU
因為我們終於知道,自己的不完美在對方眼中…或者就是完美的。
「童桐,我地識左幾多年?」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAJE53Kixzh6
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAAzfLABTXA7
「幼稚園計起…十幾二十年?」她說。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAfOtYwlwRli
1068Please respect copyright.PENANA7fiInFCK30
「…嗯,咁做或者好狂妄,但係我講過由第一眼見到你已經鐘意你。」我說,「我地都相處左十幾年,如果係我地既話…我諗…我諗會唔會其實…可以…既話…我…」1068Please respect copyright.PENANA8L5lQCTfHe
1068Please respect copyright.PENANA5KeKyBGeso
勇氣,給我最後一次的勇氣吧!1068Please respect copyright.PENANAwC9skA4fVt
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAygbXcL6OLD
連暴風雨中的航海都挺過了,這又算甚麼?!1068Please respect copyright.PENANAtsxi08CuAv
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAjLZ2AJzcTE
「童桐,我意思係…我意思係…」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAkCK3NeVkOn
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAY7CBcJpxjc
「呀遊。」她笑著打斷我,「你想講咩?」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAaqC0nwD1IL
1068Please respect copyright.PENANABZ3diHWwTm
她的笑容比起那赤色雲牆更加美麗。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAZVfLSHOCBl
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAswsKPb0fzv
「童桐。」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAP5w6EMeuGi
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAypMX10vLry
明鏡止水—我深呼吸。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAxD7apaOBTa
1068Please respect copyright.PENANARlDTNkJHnR
即使不是為了給予她安全感,我也打算這樣做。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAQ662kxJhmN
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAWlMa90gyId
我媽叫我這樣做,就算她不知童桐人格障礙一事,大概都是猜到童桐對他人陪伴的依賴吧。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAKMKyDRkX53
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAHOkgfH1EUu
這東西,代表著畢生的陪伴承諾。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAVVFTxLh59g
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAu2U4sNEh9k
「未來幾大風雨都好,世界變成點都好,你同我變成點都好。」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAtTdwIWfFXd
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAT28qxyjiRq
我把手探進衣服中的防水暗格,掏出那隻戒指,然後忍著身體的疼痛單膝跪下。1068Please respect copyright.PENANACQXeP444au
1068Please respect copyright.PENANA0qeSwJTZYU
「童桐,可唔可以一生一世咁同我係埋一齊?」1068Please respect copyright.PENANADC8qtWwj4K
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAfKtr9CTb2C
童桐似乎沒想過我會有這一著,先是呆住,然後本來已止住的淚水湧出。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAzFh5uCop2v
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAtA8DfPyXbK
「呀遊…」她低頭看著單膝跪在水中的我。1068Please respect copyright.PENANACOGG5mFct5
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAAr88nbGIHn
即使正式在一起的時間不長。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAipwyKpoWXb
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAADFM7Ien3e
即使我們都傷害過彼此。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAEH8VbXk3iY
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7pPkIi1Gp
但我們已經在彼此身邊很久,很久的時光了,漫長得叫人…沮喪。我們繞了很多遠路,也自以為自己曾經到達過終點,但是我決定給童桐再一個承諾。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAjGWdpOf9QG
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAMeg9ak0G0i
這枚戒指,值得由我戴到童桐手上,直至我擁有的時光盡數逝去。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAhXTP0E5Q0U
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAHFV1P6PI0h
即使她反悔,我也不後悔為她戴上這戒指,因為她就是我畢生的唯一。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAolZFdnukHV
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAroLw34pj4X
「真係…可以?我…我…我既話…」童桐也深知道這戒指的意義。1068Please respect copyright.PENANANMYtj7dakz
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAkM5GXPvdIg
「唔係你可以,而係只有你先可以,先配得上。」我說,「童桐,我地就係呢個風眼見證下訂婚喇,你記唔記得我仲差你一次正式表白?」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAuMliV0U11q
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAysHfmF2FRI
「你又話會向我表白既?」童桐說,「表左架啦?」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAXlviONAx8k
1068Please respect copyright.PENANA5ybFTI9OLF
「下,表左架啦。」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAzrh9R1ssop
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAtBWJ6RESyS
「唔制!」她輕拍我一下,「快D,我都要好浪漫咁俾人表白!」
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAJla5LXXqND
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAbTO8h9XWqP
「嗯!你,你,你依加係…!」童桐含著淚點頭。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAoDV6KpKn8b
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAnpEjFZ1l2x
「…依加就係個一次。」我說,「不過係直接訂婚。」1068Please respect copyright.PENANATtPGywxI2N
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAN5ZtkmxNLE
「呀遊,呀遊,我…」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAu5hdJCHKyL
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAaqx5o1ukr9
無數選擇交錯下,我要在此奠定我與童桐的未來。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAB1PajoU5sa
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAbsvOanUI9x
「呢個時候講我願意,我會開心D。」1068Please respect copyright.PENANADaTxlqtcZ2
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAFeuIobbjrO
童桐看著我,我看著童桐,我在心中下定決心,這表情我要永遠記著。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAYOs0ZR83cz
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAeu2OCfw32V
因為現在的童桐比任何存在更要美麗,連那氣象奇觀也為之失色。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAkZjSTPC8BT
1068Please respect copyright.PENANA0GiDvARIwx
「我願意!」
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAdR010aGIGF
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAs63HGaqf5N
童桐向前伸出手,我把那訂婚戒指套進她的中指,即使她瘦了所以尺寸雖然有點太大,但只要我牽住她的話——1068Please respect copyright.PENANAcxxPOiuddG
1068Please respect copyright.PENANA3D1pos5rAx
——便永遠都不會分離。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAMJ4VZaJDIS
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAm1DBEaLYtQ
這是第三次自以為和童桐到達終點。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAOIw6LrkQWh
1068Please respect copyright.PENANA4K3T7XrM8j
第一次,我與童桐在情聖的婚禮上接吻,我那時覺得我們拉近了距離而變得更加親密,所以能衝過終點。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAgIezDu6Gmk
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAP0IoflEkpJ
結果我被童桐的另一面直接摧毀,還差點心碎而死。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAqv4c8MuUzJ
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAWIFlMtO6oO
第二次,認清現實的我在童桐面前坦白,我與童桐都只是一介凡人,都有自己的秘密,我們都有自己的邪念。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAGsRkn2YgKK
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAQNzcfkAtKX
但我不會稱之為黑暗面,因為只有不同面向互嵌,才是完整的我們。那次我以為我們都接受了彼此,而正式成為了情侶。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAPB6Brm7ZIs
1068Please respect copyright.PENANALuOCcL4HQj
到此為止嗎?大功告成嗎?其實不然。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAuXcCwgJUrI
1068Please respect copyright.PENANA7g1a42ZIqW
結果我們是做了自己畏懼了十多年的事,積壓一生人的擔憂在眼前步步逼近,龐大的心理壓力更使童桐的人格障礙發作,最後變成了現在這局面。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAFjZqpujcwf
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAeCVd2FTzzQ
…還有Kay的悲劇。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAxq7ORhjAXW
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAOfppyfKxr7
現在第三次,我覺得我與童桐訂婚後又再次衝過了終點線。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAXL4fOJsTie
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAHfU27F8mBs
一切來到這裡,便應告一段落了吧?1068Please respect copyright.PENANAyHEtuG4cLG
1068Please respect copyright.PENANA6yeYzHHuJK
追了這麼,總算能停下腳步了吧?1068Please respect copyright.PENANAKfkgzlDuNh
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAixKpAuXlWw
這麼漫長的衝刺,到了大功告成的時候了吧??1068Please respect copyright.PENANAGdHlNX0P34
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAim3tq7iBid
其實不然。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAfJ5QXBpBJM
1068Please respect copyright.PENANANpQ2h0zByR
「童桐,咁以後…都要你好似咁多年咁照顧我。」我站起來擁著她。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAKhOnzdywKY
1068Please respect copyright.PENANArBGwVIEy4c
並不是這樣的,人和人之間的關係從來都沒有終點線。1068Please respect copyright.PENANArjqvsvxpOv
1068Please respect copyright.PENANABc37rBk4ri
即使我們得到了一時的結果,不論是之前那兩次,還是這一次,我和童桐還是要繼續走下去。1068Please respect copyright.PENANA7YSqqh7pDv
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAAImLxRn7re
「當然,我亦會照顧住你,好似咁多年黎咁。」我說。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAiPkshCSv7p
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAQyfGfHjtOS
「嗯,勾…手指尾?」童桐問。1068Please respect copyright.PENANA8ofkOpVy7B
1068Please respect copyright.PENANApWJgZG2rDA
童桐舉起尾指,不同之處是她中指上多了一枚戒指。1068Please respect copyright.PENANADEfPSh8chv
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAaEB8f2bXIp
而我手心中,多了一道保護她而來的疤痕。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAAXcmaTwS5P
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAZqmnr5eEty
我舉起尾指,如孩童時一樣輕輕勾住童桐的尾指,但現在勾起來的手指也能感到那戒指的重量。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAA4ipXWynLD
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAQEn1nNdJMQ
唯有不斷地了解彼此,不斷地與彼此並肩前行,一直一直,一直地走下去,直到我們時光的盡頭,直到人生的彼岸。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAgy0bOWEpRK
1068Please respect copyright.PENANATlfjYHjcpV
這並非登山,也不是賽跑。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAxmK8rQEyNW
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAPCHbhQperT
沒有頂峰,也沒有終點線。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAo5r0eVlNlV
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAuDCvZdyCav
這是無盡旅途般的航海,與童桐漫向無邊無際的未來,與童桐一起互相扶持著,直到比遙遠更遙遠的彼岸。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAofqDtPNWui
1068Please respect copyright.PENANA2u9cBg4QqX
「以後就交俾我,我…會努力。」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAgHaO9G5bND
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAiXXbgYavmX
「嗯!」童桐嫣然一笑,「…咦?咁我依加咪就係係你既…未…未…未婚…未婚妻?」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAIw57YE5FLi
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAAmMw0zpPMl
意識到自己新身份的童桐,她的臉蛋比那美麗而恐怖的赤色風眼更紅通通。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAt76UHusqvT
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAll8iEABcmw
「你呢~係我既女朋友~兼未婚妻~」我說,「最重要係,我天下第一最可愛既青梅竹馬。」1068Please respect copyright.PENANA7xsMmyspcD
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAf3OkCFNyJ7
「好…好肉麻呀!你你你幾時變到咁咁咁咁肉麻架!個,個風到啦我地係唔係要走?!我地,我地走走走…走去邊?」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAyzM9if9cjF
1068Please respect copyright.PENANA70Sq09n5mm
我忙裡偷閒欣賞著童桐手忙腳亂的樣子。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAqvSqgPFkX8
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAgmsaUMBAel
雲牆逼近,街道上的水開始再次翻騰,我牽著童桐穿過被水淹沒的街道,這樣子下去可大大不妙!1068Please respect copyright.PENANA5ukY2cYbc0
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAOA5bHIHOMU
「童桐,我地去酒店喇!」1068Please respect copyright.PENANA0ucZACkOXi
1068Please respect copyright.PENANA6pYz6hHoi3
「咁,咁快?!」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAL35k7QDk7C
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAhJp7gI1mPO
「咩呀,避風呀!」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAEbTy1A1oWU
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAfnJ3EFpkBa
結果那文物酒店也是空無一人,但即使這樣我們闖空門進去也不太妥當,所以呆在有上蓋的二樓走廊便足夠。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAdm44IDoUNU
1068Please respect copyright.PENANABbCF6pnTNm
我從廚房找來了一些乾糧食水之類,然後放下了阿強退回給我的鈔票,即興寫的道歉信和自己的聯絡電話。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAkkLIEzzkwZ
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAYrjOipfwJC
那夜我與童桐在酒店的走廊席地而坐,相依偎著渡過了狂風暴雨的一晚。1068Please respect copyright.PENANA1Uwx6R7k7B
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAlbVxKwd76Y
只要她在身邊,多大的風雨我也不怕。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAhSBJB8hHpr
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAWmNYAmwOKU
甚至在這樣的暴風雨中,我也能睡著,而且夢中再沒有那一夜的煞車聲和慘叫。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAB9aUguPZik
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAGcLe5M48ov
「呀遊…」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAX8Sh3WSuA9
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAh3Nuw3Smht
「童桐你俾我訓多陣…」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAlZl3oRO6NQ
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAdWZ952JmSq
「但天光啦喎…快D睇啦,個日出勁靚!!」童桐興奮地拍醒我說。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAtUZblUUxKT
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAvl53TN4nSe
我揉揉眼睛,不知不覺間天空已經是晴空萬里。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAAkEpB4PgQK
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAi0c1xSUpLC
蔚藍的澄空從東方漫延,童桐興奮得像個小女孩自轉著走向露台,舉起雙手迎向被風暴洗淨的天空,昨夜的風眼變成了柔和的海風,輕輕吹動著童桐的秀髮。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAhLTjdd6EAz
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAawhkzzWyGR
即使風暴再完美,也會有藍天在萬尺之上守候;1068Please respect copyright.PENANAcQ7RiE8evZ
1068Please respect copyright.PENANA7zF0RUHvn7
即使風暴再完美,也會有過去消散的一天。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAJrA9KIY8hJ
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4zgtaP6ve
正因為有風暴過境後的風捲殘雲,才有現在眼前的這片蔚藍澄空。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAvztfKqDqvy
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAWSOvrJsATY
破曉的金光中,我走過去牽起她的手。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAP7m1cv4ba7
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「返屋企喇。」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAcl1TIr07rU
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAYxMQ7yZ935
「…嗯!」1068Please respect copyright.PENANAqGyQPoVtRD
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAgJVV948Qgh
曾經我們這樣說過:無論多生氣多不滿,也不準和對方絕交,消氣後便要找對方,因為我們是彼此唯一的青梅竹馬。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAFk9ZWsm4aT
1068Please respect copyright.PENANATvg3Mv79V1
曾經我這樣向童桐說過:無論你走失幾多次,無論追尋幾多次,我也一定會來找你,帶你回家。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAI9xjTYs3Z3
1068Please respect copyright.PENANAY5vCAsnco5
現在我會這樣說。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAs3yP5koJrd
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未來多大風雨也好,世界變成怎樣都好,我與童桐變成怎樣都好,也要一生一世地一直走下去。1068Please respect copyright.PENANAVH2DuGSu5p
1068Please respect copyright.PENANA7mVWfuADJb
晨曦之中,童桐的回眸笑容令我心醉,如過去十多年的每一次見面。