夢醒來了。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7C126tI43w
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不論是昨天的那個。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdkUVAFJTC
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還是從孩童時期開始的那個。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GwhYiCvA9
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早上８時。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iPCvXSeTR
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「嗶嗶嗶，嗶嗶嗶！」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRduOp2PmU
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAajNk3YlAy
我拍熄鬧鐘，結果它自動轉成了收音機。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5bBIHWDT4
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxncTuy0Qde
「斯里蘭卡經濟一夜間突然崩潰，有專家以”雪崩＂形容，根據外電報道…」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDatlZPAhx9
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NmgdIbsFn
直接拔電！1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5B4tXY06P3
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoWpErwUQB
房中又回歸了平靜，我把電池扔到一旁，喘一口氣躺回床上。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyiK6RvRVr
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg39vlEWUi9
這下子該怎麼辦？我扶扶額頭，以眼角餘光望向躺在我旁邊全身赤裸的妍妍，沒想到最後我和她還是越過了那一線。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQQRnbl7Zn
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzQAyyLzCv
本來應該是目標達成，處男畢業，我應該歡呼才對，但現在心頭更多的卻是不安。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQb63P4hBK
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUuhKOtWLE
明明沒有對不起任何人，我又為何這樣動搖？我的良心為何在責難我？1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoV72HCeBEO
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzjkgfzq8A
我聽從了自己的感覺行動和妍妍渡過了這一春宵，現在本應消失的另一個盤算卻好像冤魂不散似的，要把我從內撕裂！昨晚的躊躇沈澱成劇毒，鑽入我的骨髓中折磨著我！1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMB76Cs8Uq
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSR28GMkx7
…總之，先穿回褲子洗個臉吧。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pEjwTclU0
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgjwAOtB3O
我到床尾執回自己的褲子和內褲穿好，跑到浴室胡亂梳洗一下。已經接近枯萎的體力經過一晚的睡眠後已回到了最低水平，至少現在能站穩。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHsgxUr8iL
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwLblB0Yjn
妍妍還沒醒呢，她也筋疲力盡了吧。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGuTzsca0w
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yhXlUjjCC
感覺現在跑掉會使情況更加糟糕，所以我在妍妍家廚房搜索了一輪，然後熟練地煮起了早餐。油香四溢，感覺這早上要多吃點蛋白質補充一下。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDmn8sAuGD
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2RCTqSIQ7
親身上陣比想像中更累人啊。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8BEFdrKh8
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3neJcPA28E
不知道是香氣還是聲音，妍妍從睡房中探出頭來：「嘩，第一次事後朝早有人煮埋早餐俾我食。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjW8Umjenf
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoJZV6Htkl
再炒一隻蛋。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVtFm9AXbE
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLnPRMv54M
「煮慣晒。」我說，「希望岩你食，我係你間屋只搵到呢Ｄ。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTrzN5q7y8
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDf25AAwIB4
「哦，我買返黎放架咋，我本身懶煮飯。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMMEmpu46Y
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQhQWBth3j
「你去刷牙洗面先，就搞掂。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbfbCLdyKT
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcNtwfLWn3
再再炒一隻蛋好了。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKeqjl3knV
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgGWPFTv9L
把早餐擺好，將幾乎全新的圍巾掛回原處後我坐下來等正在梳洗的妍妍。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LkAQFWdG0
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv35fZQDnzQ
……屋中靜得耳朵發痛，這已經不是安靜。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYqL39uCPy
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9poNMSC0bI
這是冷清。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgK6d4piLU
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mTxFayZlF
當中的分別是…我們的家，我們居住的空間或多或少也有一些和我們掛勾的東西，飾物之類吧。我屋有我和童桐的合照，亞基成長的照片，我拿過的獎牌獎盃。無論是童桐的毛公仔，Beta的飛機杯，程太家中的刺繡之類，除了是一個空間外，家應該是我們留下歲月痕跡的地方。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlLSNwutyB
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3Z9qcZS1k
但這兒…甚麼也沒有。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiZaAQq4ti
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKW7NJsgCg8
牆上是空的，廚櫃的調味料連包裝也沒有打開，電視櫃內的遙控已經封塵。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAqtoxKThv
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqjZltgxFO
相比起「家」，妍妍的這個單位我更覺得像是一個戲棚，只是裝成家的樣子，但根本只有表象，內在…1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsxzG4HgOV
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyR2gS9uU7
…甚麼也沒有。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIOnWfR9i0
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tyOfMm8yR
這就是我所感受到的「冷清」，按我媽的說法就是沒有「人氣」吧。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlN61heVtUq
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJFAuSbQXQ
正常來說準備好早餐後我應該會玩著手機等她，但是現在我對自己的手機只感到恐懼。手機還躺在豆袋沙發上吹著冷氣，早就因為電池耗盡而黑屏。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJTL5nt1v0
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRhq4SuARm
不過叉電線就在手機旁邊不到兩米，手機只要一插便能復活，但我卻不敢這樣做。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2qEhlFjOO
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKe5kymg64y
爸媽先不說，童桐會有多少個未接來電，未讀訊息？1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRR7KJ7iNFU
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefNyE6d20y
明明妍妍說叫我別再理童桐，我就是沒法…真的沒辦法。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFl6B5LN7m
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8gxFFxDER
「唉。」我嘆一口氣，因為打從心底覺得自己無藥可救1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWRaaarK4I
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoA9UAc0lO
「晨早流流唉聲嘆氣做咩？」化好淡妝的妍妍冷不勝防地從後出現環抱著我，從後把頭輕輕枕到我肩上。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjWWaoW0wq
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ky8Sg6dxg
「哦無，我驚亞基無早餐食拆屋。」我撒謊。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqY0DV5Unh
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TXDCUIMb7
「……」妍妍表情微妙，然後放開我站起來，「收音機既電，你拆既？」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKJjyTc5Iu
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudOMEkBUbH
我苦笑：「我對斯里蘭卡經濟雪崩無咩興趣。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTe8pHjzJgq
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrV1sIQQi2
「你撳呢度就熄到。」她把裝好電池的收音機型鬧鐘展示給我看，「我啊…自己一個人住，有時候全日都唔會同人講野，咁亦代表全日都唔會聽到人講野，所以我好似d老人家咁。部收音機除左做鬧鐘，夜晚有時都會聽下等間屋無咁靜，係唔係…好老套？」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdbnd9xbhL
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pBECGRook
字句中，滲透著落寞。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUJimmnVbn
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1qySjqXuj
剛剛屋中的冷寂感浮現腦海。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOABzwVQYYv
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94HI8DcBql
回想起剛剛她說有人為她寫早餐，那份發自內心的喜悅和喜出望外…1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohefNd6I6L
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUrUxcFDi1
…叫我心痛。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnUzsJfTCy
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6q96uYB0p
「點會老土啫。」我說，「今時今日一天都係衛星，我仲練緊射箭喔？」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DBuIBVvLW
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bD576jVuu
妍妍吃笑：「依加我知你射野叻啦…我地都就黎俾１０後叫阿姨，食早餐啦，唔使等我…咁多炒蛋?」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2AIjJVRBG
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlXQe3rkZq
「易整。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrC2rPlMFV0
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AXbg8zs7J
我把那句以形補形吞回肚中。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXj9jb6AFQ
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlSukZIQmq
妍妍與我都好像有種默契：誰也不正面提及昨晚的事，誰也不確認我們現在的關係，直到早餐完結為止我們都處於這種曖昧狀態之中。
終於連碗也洗完，我和她坐到沙發上，她摟住我的手臂把頭靠到我肩上。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlofRsTaC32
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vVpDW7v1X
「……」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO93i9pIJ4g
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhnQ2kDLXK
「……」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXGGeTqyy5
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVhG1TpCTQ
我們都不願打破這寧靜。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedsGAnVLVQ
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLc97WjIXjp
我是她的甚麼人？她是我的甚麼人？朋友？但我們有這種關係；性伴？但我們只有過一晚這種關係；一夜情？我又不覺得止步於這種關係；情侶？我們誰也沒有向過對方表白，甚至—1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBhMMV98xw
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPGLP3tb4f
—甚至知道我們對彼此都沒有愛情。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OYHMdF9NG
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Kn1OfVEpV
她只是想找人提供一個肩膊，一種慰藉；我只是想找機會鬆開煞車，試圖否定童桐是我的世界中心。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorICqvCEoW
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1604wGmDdA
老天，我做了甚麼。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0OyjyIdor
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCTXsjlXUw
感覺糟透了，我指心理上，五味雜陳也沒法形容現在我的感受，好像把所有人際關係塞進攪拌機打成一團然後喝掉，不難喝，但味道過於複雜混沌，難以陳述。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjNe2JAWJO
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MBMbEwGR6
「之後…你有咩打算？」我先開口，感覺在沒有感情基礎下和她有了這種關係，有點佔她便宜，所以我心中或多或少有種負責任的感覺，剛剛那頓早餐是，現在先行開口也是，我希望使她感受到我的關心。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfazgBf6v7T
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTBVdQqMT3
「…我應該唔再做ＰＴＧＦ。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXJDKlhz0v
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hpWMU3xEX
「都好既，你係唔係就畢業？」妍妍比我大一年。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCE5ADYqGIF
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UIqwX09Jo
「就快。」她說，「諗緊…都係唔搵工住。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4dmMB2JcB
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWt6wjUEZ0L
「抖下先？」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIzx7LbE3j
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsPZFsfm49
「嗯，我可能去個長旅行， Working Holidays之類。」她說，「我都唔知，我個人無咩計劃，可能話過去咁多年…我都無任何方向，得過且過，依加有種從新出發既感覺。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmd2YkIHQgG
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNBSn2fhuo
她口中沒有一絲自由的喜悅，我想起情聖說看到我鎖定目標卯盡全力的身姿。我和妍妍可能有類似的過去，但我們的背影大概不一樣吧。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfMeryoAVy
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBU575u41Ix
「你會搵到既。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2dLxjjsZU
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcwB8znEsT
「…你唔係會同我一齊既咩。」妍妍卻說。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuI7h5kqeNm
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLPTRclhjC
「……」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5MKajRSyv
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5QctvGl4l
「其他人即使岩Feel，我信任佢…都未至於做到呢個地步。」她說，「你對我黎講已經係…最特別既人，呀遊。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7ZHm14FhN
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Vp7l2bRxr
妍妍已經說得好婉轉了，現在她已經把交球權交到我手上。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLFKjTInZi
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCd9PXOQ6b
她閃亮的眼神，又有點期待，又有點害怕。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08mjn4BIqf
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx12yb5ZSr8
「…對唔住。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptGEeK0Rde
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdntViVuiTA
她先是默靜了片刻。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWQ5eF8PEm
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJt72OMmb9H
「點解要道歉？」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7DEbFeD9I
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyAonfoh3a
我搖頭說：「如果你想我同你起一齊，我好榮幸，係我修到既福氣，我亦都好樂意，搵一日我會正式向你再表白一次，然後正式係一樣…」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNEurZ5Cdc
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIpFbOGMbI
她嘴角揚起。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ypcJV8vnJ
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZG1B7gZyL
「…但係。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CQyGj3n8v
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZl7oY8DJuD
她嘴角塌下。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOyrIwEJwI
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKdfNLim2N
「我心入面仲有童桐，我仲未完全放低到佢，當然我可以呃住自己再呃埋你同你一齊，但我…唔想咁對你，我唔可以明知道自己仲掛住佢既情況下同你係埋一齊。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFFc8oY1D4
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejiIfO8m1v
「………」我未見過妍妍這樣抑鬱的臉。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyMqHyf3JH
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LvFTaWh6Y
那不但是傷心，更加是絕望，對上一次看到這表情是在被核彈爆破的植嵐晨臉上。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Oc0v2Gx8H
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5eQWJn754
糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕！1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYRYocFqTh
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisODeHFyfJ
發現自己鑄成大錯的我手足無措：「我，我，我會努力去忘記佢…然後同你係埋一齊！你你你俾少少時間，我處理好我同童桐之間既事，我就會…」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8Sgqfp0Sa
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4V4sSSXFfQ
「你唔好呃人，馬川遊。」妍妍冷冷地說，她眼中充滿了冰冷。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuqXL1s2jZ
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxuAIxOYDk
…我就說了，我從來不是甚麼好人。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iLHwEmiiw
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3aF7u2lTP
「我無呃你，我會努力忘記佢…」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnu7Om8UBRp
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡee1cBY2j9f
「你係度呃緊既唔係我，係你自己。」妍妍凝視著我說。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7d5y0730kf
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKyIrMvp5S
「……」我無言以對。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiT3iM4Y4O3
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SSRgewIcC
「我都係過來人，我都曾經同你都一樣，曾經將一個人視為我既一切，我既全部！」她痛心地掩著胸口說，「根本無可能！無論過幾耐都無可能忘記到！你唔止想呃我！仲要連自己都呃埋！！」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡph4YzYPvDb
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV26MzhjiuV
回音在寧靜的房間中激蕩，窗邊花瓶折射的晨光也如凝結了一樣。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUul5qpPSK
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3LzMo7ODS
「……我…」我沒法斬釘截鐵的否定她。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96b5cfYz4K
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KpQIuuZu7
由於壓制率不足，呀遊處於兩頭唔到岸的心理狀況
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWWgqizKGl
「我唔想做衰人。」妍妍說，「唔好搞到我逼你係我同佢之間揀一個咁。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59MqgiPdw1
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtmi86ISiL
不，童桐沒有錯，妍妍也沒有錯。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsqryvx0oB
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbtfG05ihZ
錯的只是我罷了。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHhrNirN94
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6vHJLrTxd
我才是那個最該死的垃圾，沒想到連我也有成為渣男，賤男的一天。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZPD9PuhPg
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3GKbayZSz
「我本來就唔期望你會放得低佢。」妍妍黯然地說，「…我係度期望咩啫…唔通你真係會放低佢…然後同我一齊咩。我只係個PTGF…俾錢就可以擁有既人…童桐係你眼中係完美女神…由細玩到大既青梅竹馬，我又點及得上佢…」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGntCPrleES
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEU1R5xLGqb
一連串的喃喃自語我盡數聽到耳中，本來打算安慰妍妍的我，在一晚的縱慾後成為了傷害她的另一個混蛋。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNH8s9ha98
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUs5cmvk8D9
老實說，我希望妍妍痛揍我一頓，這樣我心可能會好過一點。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihdI5teSRu
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmJfHXxt34
我連說抱歉也覺得更抱歉，我不知道可以怎麼辦，果然沒有感情基礎就不應該在這兒過這一晚嗎。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOBiCXN4Gg
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtctNW2Q6Qk
這種級別的關係困境，已經不是我可以解決得了。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHp43GOnxJ
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10cafyQu9I
面如死灰的我走向手機插回叉電線，開機。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16Fic6NGKJ
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9A135YSTH2
未讀訊息：７1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3HffamZc3
［來自阿媽的２個未讀訊息］1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyH8uZT9Zhr
［來自童桐的４個未讀訊息］1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoizgIvcVX
［來自英姐的１個未讀訊息］1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlEFoNj7Wd
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqx8NBINel
我通通無視，打開Beta情聖所在的群組，輸入：「黑色警報，集合時間２３００」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkBlmSvOmd
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGYzqxsds0
[OK] Beta1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERSfgexFkc
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPrNRDhiCB
[黑色！？你唔同童桐一齊左咩，ＯＫ喇不過，不過個個時間我應該睇緊大瀑布未必收到漫遊]在渡蜜月的情聖。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmopNmmlKdb
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrW5x7SZDL
加拿大時差是１２小時，但情聖還是照樣答應。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oM7IQ5wJl
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DvPTLNUDl
鎖機後我轉身坐回妍妍身邊，她臉上的愁雲慘霧沒有消散過，看到她這樣我也很難過。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4W6RAceWbV
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWbZXN9IcM
「…」喃喃自語完畢的她看著我，然後說，「我唔係個Ｄ…依加我係你既人，你就要負責任個種，其實尋晚對我黎講只係好平常。只係…你知唔知自己想點？呀遊。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjDULwhonH
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8u3qIlgMH
平日那個成熟知性的她似乎回來了些許。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNV2efrRO9
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtl8wfciBiL
不，好似不對勁？1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGFA4Oka6c
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxnCZaPDXq
「…我唔想你傷心。」我說出心底話。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTopnv1GRC
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaEIDGm4gY
和童桐平日的那種一哭二罵三掀桌比，妍妍的確是在我和認真討論我們之間的關係。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSarUdJzVp
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvelPpB3fc
「但係我又放低唔到童桐。」這也是心底話。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MyRC9JFNC
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVOkM0eyxz
「我亦唔想你扭曲自己，一邊掛住童桐而硬夾同我係一齊。」她苦笑,「點可以要你放低一個你愛既人，同一個你唔愛既人一齊？如果係咁，我就好自私。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKd20hZBOh
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMy9RgWKP8L
但我可能是。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLDWtlgQ6a
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgp7aM8MTEW
「…你真係好好。」我說，「唉，我尋晚…或者真係唔應該…」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5dVRtMaan
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cvKsGhGDz
老實說我那時也是十五十六，可能沒這樣少，大概是七十多對八十多吧。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIClxSpIIl
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMoEmhmrjD
「我尋晚好開心，喊得好痛快，之後…都好享受。」她說，「你唔使覺得後悔。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OVnmyC2jR
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNDxxvRwxb
「…但我依加好似對你唔住咁。」我說，「明明無打算同你係一齊，但又同你…」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa4zHpadh1
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZtqiguOl3
「我本來就唔應該期望你放得低佢，依加咁樣我都有份自己攞黎。」她哭著搖頭說，「其實我都唔知自己對你係咩感覺。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2uaUKfBJ0
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1N2w9RLn75
解決辦法我真的想不到。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyDoh8uERl
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBFqmtFMM0
但接下來妍妍的那一句，重擊了我的心坎。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYz3sd1F0Fn
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFxJEiME6E
「但係你再咁樣…我怕我真係會鐘意左你，呀遊。」
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EdFETYwtP
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmp1xbph7pF
和妍妍在一起，我便扭曲了自己，即使我自己願意也辦不到，她也不樂見。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3v9YY2xdbf
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1vtQ5SjaG
放棄妍妍，我和她之間的關係更加是不知所謂，而且我也成為了傷害她的人。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwuMjFAFk4
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4qLBgkTEw
我們已經走到了死胡同。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqVJ5hIKpL
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhbo8XF5oX
「記唔記得尋日我話童桐一定有一個原因先唔做你女朋友?」妍妍說,「就好似你依加唔同我一齊既原因係童桐一樣。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3pagDasB2
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBG47ebM6Iq
「…嗯。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dw5iTghyP
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLBtvLjDsT
「或者你應該搞清楚呢個原因係咩，先至再諗我同你之後點算。」妍妍說。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJW2Zm5YWn
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPnbtKRh81
不，我知道她在打甚麼主意。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOHZxg8NtV
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjegtF3rAO
「個原因係咩，我都唔會放棄童…」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiejbDRLS6
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzw7n5Zo4I
「你諗清楚先好講。」妍妍瞬速打斷我的狂言。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pGF4krKoc
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ReveK6nVq
「…」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pTyKqnSSZ
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTEoteK63Q
「你咩意思。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOB9XKJ7FS
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xfXsh2v68
「對我黎講，你唔同我一齊既原因就係童桐。」妍妍說，「佢既原因係咁既份量，咁既級數，而且我同你之間係無感情基礎，而你，童桐兩個之間係有，佢咁都拒絕你…佢個個原因既嚴重程度，恐怕超乎你想像。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6YJ1Vfxgx
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsNtHdXYU4
「……」我突然心中生畏。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdH2TBKvSoG
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgvy4RDCZ3
到底是…甚麼的理由？1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0csdqvga1l
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2RIcfWXtJ
妍妍有著情聖一樣對於人際關係的洞悉和掌握，她的分析合理得叫我恐慌。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWmf1vppIa
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfhc5lI6Iu
「所以到時你搞清楚決定放棄童桐既。」她欺近我身前，「我又未必會肯同你一齊，你準備繼續打飛機喇，Ａ０遊。」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriegUl9Tmy
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0ceDUYdfD
…妍妍竟然…1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWqDvs2PRk
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qsdu92u7o
「…多謝你。」我已經明白了她的心意。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1BI5zBL1h
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvzYFTS51k
「嗄？做咩無啦啦多謝我，我，我要脅緊你喎，我，我明明笑緊你A０，做咩…」1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahdhwhG2Px
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjbq2jBleB
她只是在給我一個下台階。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhT6fnDNby
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86QqjQZwal
妍妍為了我不要這樣苦惱，故意叫我去查清童桐的那個原因，使我不用繼續在這死胡同中打轉，使我可以繼續前進，不用理會她，掌握著所謂的初心，所謂的理想，所謂的目標志向初衷決意真愛！！1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ov7IqLENi
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那麼。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFpDWAxoFb
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0gWdPgDPo
當下困在迷宮之中的人。1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6cD4rouUw
1167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwh5SZs65TM
便只剩下妍妍自己。
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