妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigobajSBDd
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一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cHcPJBPFX
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsX4ivWrkWD
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWCMgff74Q
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpt4GG1vSI
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeG5cJw4w5
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LC81WtVpm
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWzV2MBWJq
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1BRNCQpHf
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlC8VHP1h1V
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLksqStD67E
「下，點解會開心？」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtBYVrfW1p
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJpILDkW86
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlQInmxes2
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv54PLXBJN2
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NDSQrjLG3
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaTdZr9fV9
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuzdHHpqli
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ydzwmzLmj
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAqDSwuLjb
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡij9Ttd0oDT
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdG1m1N9bZQ
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcS4R7hwJT3
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiV061Mm3xa
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfKQXr53pe
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNA6QEvaAI
小病是福，我完全明白。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGoTcO3qQ7
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUd8Fd9UeKO
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZNmsBlaiQ
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7rT13hzX7
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNFhEMzEt5
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALageZg1a0
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RqCenYR23
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLdzzgbZx0
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHIOiW30QH
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroREaj0Nuq
離題了。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcB1PYBLxM
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOrk7Rnd6f
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnjzJlMUu5
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpDyNcGPET
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XsavGIfbO
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA47Y7cBzUn
「叮～」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xCrgkzWco
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbBX35ayFF
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwetkKQNlV7
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJjcG1VNsp
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWYTPKbAM1
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktDM5sRjEI
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfGveRnbqN
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyVcrxHcgE
「抽筋，Sorry。」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYY2tlmGLh
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYZTJd3swX
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaDNhoaUoY
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtoaLUKEOz
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwT3FHdrZ1
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNP70x9oMq
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmy4BGSlPCf
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ID9YX8SKO
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3CL8E9l3y
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHl18dU8hKN
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwm5yiLVrjd
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLooCMj82na
「比賽仲有幾耐？」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIaLlpcRbf
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIGaBkzFXR
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Nw7jSIHW7
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhaFZacojM
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqezylA2fxr
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZztbbMmtL6
「我會有分數。」我說。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxULMoEfnv
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVH3EJhVh1
不，我沒有。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4pILah7RY
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQapJHmheb3
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBR8zQEU8T
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hyWSNcf4R
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCHla38atA
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKt7LPxpCEF
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3SQ2TTrPA
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iYzn6MRuM
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yJsJpiCyu
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfnMp4tCJ1
難不難看是一回事。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rIQaVpg3Q
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDfx6U5Kqz
甘不甘心又是另一回事。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3UGeO1Ey7
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ce9eGYKOn
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREWaCqrBXS
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4Asnwpxaa
但我不甘心。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTO3aKe5Ybr
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9mH4aT0Ik
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1kxyHZpsg
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFethRGrdyH
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1X8XhXbCQ
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YzHqD1HE0
我不甘心。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡky25aUOHbo
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fmwkyPLHb
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmAowALXNN
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzWFPEkpH7
「…真係？」童桐說。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcRNBin2zA
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzGrUV0Ujf
我停頓了片刻。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeWnn6Scn4
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgylkwlwDw
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86aUwuMXbm
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZqUlkuRM4
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVfTaPmyqV
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbtOOesPI6
就和你一樣，童桐。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvn3iOkZ61b
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQz49R8AZF
和你一樣。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnttjzH7Sc
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUk5qWOom4A
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxVyR9RJog
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GIeoa0P3X
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDbxzjX5EI
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfyo7BPvHS
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUD0atB58oc
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡud1Gj1MTdS
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5b4Zdn3cyW
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGP2SrLF1C5
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7Ymk6pa2i
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2StkDfj72L
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHFdxPuyv0
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDiSJCWRu0
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5d7TAb5KRa
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbY0kua16j
「多謝你，童桐。」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OUyDhohCC
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheDqgQmSwI
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGCd2MIEbZ
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cFyYDHDhu
「叮～」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8Ra4aNLy6
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrcQg3jYfi
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpRneNK0go
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMnRJ7ypeB
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJSYEfljMC
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfIBDm3K7A
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXqenSvZBG
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBxaQkoLQ0
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANkXXg0qbd
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhg39uCqem
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmkMjRvoiC
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGV3I4yku6O
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOgUSymVgs
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbcLgWKHvV
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3dtofBbRP
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4kLYRE0m4
太可愛了。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8gtNWElP0
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjkvRGlmJs
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
