那晚在我家,從警局回來後,我媽攔住拿東西去童桐那邊的我。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAnyqk19Ev8v
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAPI1cqujOaL
「喂,你有幾鐘意童桐?」我媽問。1174Please respect copyright.PENANA4kQO60RTc0
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAkEMKmx1xRO
「要幾鐘意就有幾鐘意。」我。1174Please respect copyright.PENANA05VATYbPxf
1174Please respect copyright.PENANALFCkCdjbXj
「照顧佢一世,用一世人陪佢對抗呢個病你願唔願意?講緊既係一生一世。」我媽問。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAqHxylujOAj
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA8FoYLT8ROZ
「幾多世都願意。」我口出狂言。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAxAxjq5PeCg
1174Please respect copyright.PENANATUwmek3DtN
「既然係咁。」我媽舉起右手,「就交呢個俾你。」
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAgzXXHV28ys
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當晚我媽把手上的兩枚戒指之一脫了下來,放到我心中。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAoCh7myP4cX
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAklBZ3906Wf
「咩黎…」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAecsoDrQjLE
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAVNLrOMsCLj
「你馬家既家傳戒指,本身唔貴,但係係由你太嫲傳到黎我手上。」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAI55jDdGng0
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAnO101v2aUt
這比起單純昂貴還要珍貴吧!1174Please respect copyright.PENANA5yFG2YvoGw
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAO1bXBLOd92
我媽輕推我手指,使我以手心輕輕握住:「呢隻戒指話傳女唔傳男,有女既就傳俾個女,無女既就傳俾個仔既新抱。」1174Please respect copyright.PENANABq5T6Vsmjg
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAFaX5znR0le
但我媽這凝重的表情是前所無見的。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAgyNxlckO6u
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAZlq1AkS5YQ
「而且一經送出去,就唔可以收返,更加只可以係結婚前送…你阿爸當日就係送俾我做訂婚戒指。」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAzFKsDahk35
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAgqdGBZqM9D
換句話說,有在結婚前送出去,後來卻沒有一生一世的風險。但因為不能收回的規則,這代代相傳的戒指便會從此失落。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAjcs3xV4F2G
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAY6JjF6H1Gv
「但點解突然…」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAtzJu4Uu0uz
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAYxUsWqEib2
我媽的笑容之中信心滿滿:「因為我專登向童桐講過呢隻戒指既事。」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAbYWdfyP2mz
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAPrhwSviq4D
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA4nPYYFKEe4
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAmCVWM0CDy9
因為河水暴漲,從沉沒的辛巴二號到街道上倒不難,跳到水中游兩步便到。這兒不像剛剛那程死亡航海,河水的水面升高淹到大街小巷中,使水流並不急,但待會兒風眼過境後便難說。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAp9Cq9MC72S
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA7mEhf99jOS
「童~~桐~!!」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAlqim1Q6cCg
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAGjZF17vUI7
「桐……桐………桐……………」1174Please respect copyright.PENANA7BMJNg1Aid
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA93t99qCQDW
我回音在風眼中回蕩,卻未有人回應。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAqnKxG6tcFy
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAcIinMNQkhn
辛巴二號這樣暴力靠岸,加上現在大澳恍如鬼城,在這兒的童桐應該聽到才對。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAAzKnU6vZgj
1174Please respect copyright.PENANALYFirJOyrN
去關帝廟看一看嗎?時間不多了,沒有賭輸的餘裕。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAm6QZVbVRgJ
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAIstyyd6OSb
耳邊只有腳下泛濫河水的嘩啦嘩啦聲,我自己的呼吸聲也顯得吵耳,心跳聲更是愈聽愈叫我自己不安,她不會在這段期間出事吧。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAA1zypOJ3hq
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA7ojm0h1gsY
…等等。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAwWllCDskTO
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAWQFrJSk2O1
我靈光一閃。1174Please respect copyright.PENANA94CBRycfy0
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如果是童桐的話,的確會這樣犯傻。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAzKCKdC9qcQ
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAKrjKe8onq1
…我了解她。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAgIpchwu0nc
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAx81Fai5Jqm
這種感覺我知道,這很難解釋,大概是我代入了童桐的位置,去思考如果是她按這些客觀條件會怎樣行動,這樣的瞎猜。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAi5SGkn3PcT
1174Please respect copyright.PENANARLtM5I7TWQ
我自己會稱之為默契,只屬我們青梅竹馬之間的默契。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAgegaw41gFW
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA85L3XEmeNV
我鼓起對自己的信心,我鼓起對童桐的信心,轉身往關帝廟反方向走去。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAO8IrhYV8fG
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAPpv8ndVAoT
「…天…沙沙…文台……十號颶風信號現正……過境…市民請勿…沙…水邊…沙…留係安全地方…」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAOoKIDzthN4
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAuqWSAvq1mo
街市攤擋不知那處有收音機未關閉,加上空空如也的街道,只有我一人涉水前行,感覺就像甚麼災難電影一樣,眼角甚至看到有些昆蟲之類游到水中。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAN9ASgMWC14
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA30vdceDumT
這樣恐佈的地方,童桐竟然自己待了兩天。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAJYqm38Ktyz
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAWdRWLM2MQG
…要快點才行。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAmbXSx3Pw3M
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAZb1JW49nSs
「痴撚線…」抬頭看,風眼的雲牆無聲地旋動,潛藏於藍天白雲後的是撕裂天地的毀滅之風。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAA2kejeHDZD
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAetjktEgpP0
機會只有一次,這是以我的全部換來,只有一次的機會。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAhrZklGpmgx
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAZrcDwi1sUJ
我自己一個走在化為鬼城的水鄉之中,每走一步身體和直覺也告訴我要馬上離開,因為這兒極為危險。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAPbioaAJHqh
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA4Nco52Ux6G
但是我卻一而再再而三地違背我的直覺,同時直直另一邊的海傍走去,正是那間文物酒店所在的海傍。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAJzk9Qsw556
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA5VoMSdoymw
我退縮過很多次,我放棄過很多次。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAVo7y2jw3rW
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA1lAA08bXtL
但現在即使是不是情侶,我們有沒有將來也好,把童桐帶離這險境…我也是責無旁貸吧。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAzKmp0rwmzY
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAcekcsyqVsf
我可是親口答應過她的。1174Please respect copyright.PENANARwbWeGlsQR
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAvqaJ7Jpfnt
這邊不但是在海邊,更加突出在防波堤和避風塘外,直面一望無際的汪洋,由古蹟改建而成的酒店立於風暴之中,孤單地挑望著空無一物的蒼海。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAddZ2GzWAlk
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAq7wWjN6JNk
童桐再笨也不會離開相對安全的市中心前往這邊。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAY093e3TR5z
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAzolSPCv6kE
除非她聽到了辛巴二號強行靠岸的巨響,然後卻以為我們在這邊靠岸。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAeCK9oo6kdx
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA8lG7HMOdR6
但是。1174Please respect copyright.PENANA61f4MXPXPI
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當我來到沉入海中的海傍時,那兒卻空無一人。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5PCgZALcb
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAcm7dEMqEzl
…1174Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5mxKv8VyH
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAOsyTblaxM2
「唉,童桐…」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAAvoi1E8RL7
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAAapk5JEs1j
…失敗了嗎。1174Please respect copyright.PENANANqbkppTl7E
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAwV49hABNQV
果然連我對她的了解也是我自作多情嗎?1174Please respect copyright.PENANAnCTd4VK2e1
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAmTMnoy29JN
果然從頭到尾都只是我的美好幻覺嗎?1174Please respect copyright.PENANAbuWhLTQ3wq
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAorHI5tIq0l
我抹去眼角的淚花,用意志掙扎出最後的體力,揉揉滿是瘀傷的臉,準備轉身繼續尋找。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAyb1WHq19Ro
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAvrij6V7mDU
但是原來童桐也了解我。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAmAc5Klu5pz
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAA1Vs6h2SES
更令我心動的是她還了解「我對她的了解」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAKIWokNTJyy
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAttTyY7ztub
「呀遊…」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAqylxldjCYO
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAP6HllpIEJo
不惜穿過風暴也要尋覓的那個身影,就在我回身剎那站在我面前。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAVC1sfdkla8
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA9KJQkqiQQv
她就在那兒。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAeaINFd5LhE
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAKYy3j1PYlu
我的青梅竹馬就在那兒。1174Please respect copyright.PENANANVmnr3ij2D
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAd1U5AuVCHj
我的女朋友就在那兒。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAT0kFtksBZT
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAWjJolYPKo2
「童…」1174Please respect copyright.PENANA8rqhnHiWbv
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAGHfUwx2Tfr
牽腸掛肚的她,就在身後一步之遙。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAVVR0t55GC1
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA2lruqTxaC4
「童桐…」1174Please respect copyright.PENANA56miWEvB8r
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAlLrwMn39rQ
而且還是實實在在的在我面前,不再是夢中的幻象,也不是想像中的虛形。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAlTHpoImjFV
1174Please respect copyright.PENANACNFnDgujhF
「童桐!!」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAAQlSTX8GUL
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA4SRy25Ft2B
突破水阻的我踢起水花,穿過泥水奔向童桐,然後緊緊的抱她入懷。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAgnc92mFdE7
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAi8YpIXL47O
「童桐,童桐,童桐…」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAO3HtUkWsnD
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAuxlGPkcQg6
除了叫喚她的名字,我甚麼也不會說。1174Please respect copyright.PENANA6eIzRIlGhQ
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA65dLK338Z3
她安全,她沒有受甚麼傷,而且她就在這兒。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAghtuJRvu0c
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAE5E92M8z4D
童桐就在我懷中,而我能叫喚她的名字。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAZqFeawgKhg
1174Please respect copyright.PENANACoR9mePkGL
曾經理所當然地以為她是我的青梅竹馬便會陪伴一生,曾經理所當然地以為我們排除萬難終於接受彼此,到了最後才發現,世界上沒有事是理所當然的。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAkJwWnjil0k
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAh0R4YcVrH2
除非我們親自去掙取。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAhLrzqtG4o3
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA7AUKlWyyOm
童桐住在我旁邊,我沒有努力過,這也許是巧合。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAsrQGCcglcF
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAeM51mQ88zf
但現在她在我懷中被我擁住,這就是我自己選擇掙取回來之物,我與她的未來。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAs6rBY0c0qk
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAaJe8PAHe9a
唯有親自掙取回來的事,才是理所當然。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAXLsjvINWNT
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAvLruWEQ8PT
「點解你咁傻…」我與童桐異口同聲地說,但始終沒放開彼此。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAvfUWC9Vfhi
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAiz44oXrqgZ
撞聲的我們沒有一絲尷尬,面上滿是欣慰。1174Please respect copyright.PENANA7H9U6o4LtJ
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAih5OSQpfG6
「我黎左啦…童桐,就好似我應承你一樣!」我哽咽著說,「記唔記得我話過,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你?」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAddugwPdanW
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAAkYyTOOUYv
有點虛弱的童桐笑問:「你幾時講架?」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAXLHpn95NIH
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「咪就係當年你媽咪黎個晚,你自己走左去後山個晚。」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAQARoJQDBAd
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAaFBm2j3uer
「咚——噹!!!」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAyctCSm5aLI
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAqK014QhrhR
即使呀遊掩住了我的耳朵我還是能聽到巨大的一聲轟鳴,狗群馬上被巨響和爆出的火花嚇得停步,掩著我耳朵的他,正笑盈盈的低頭看著我,不知說甚麼。1174Please respect copyright.PENANA1ulKgWzZvA
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA3FApXYhX5o
雙唇一開一合,就不知他在說甚麼。
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA8ddWZnwCdn
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那晚逃下山後,我爸以魚桿擊向欄杆以巨響嚇跑流浪狗。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAItJa3m3fRY
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAKPoXNI7OWu
怕童桐被嚇倒,所以我掩住她的耳朵後和她這樣說:「童桐,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你。」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAKS8jVUPPIG
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAl4bJO5Ndpm
現在,在這風眼之中,童桐難以致信地掩住口。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAInsGkX5y5I
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA5FxH7o6kYD
是的,即使眼前是超強颱風,我對童桐的承諾還在。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAMsiqRojptM
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4EqNIVwXG
我還在。1174Please respect copyright.PENANABcvgM3NUKx
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「個晚,原來你…原來你係話…」童桐喜極而泣,如多年的心結終被解開。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAvqqlS0UHIb
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA9jxPlQqukg
即使你再迷失,即使你走失幾多次,即使追尋幾多次也好。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAffneNUFktr
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA87JlfXVIIG
我也不會放棄。1174Please respect copyright.PENANACZmE8XjgMP
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我都會追上來,帶你回家。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAcyqrWIQx3m
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAqHhUc8QCmt
「呀遊!」童桐哭著擁住我:「好在你無事!好在你無事!」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAvoixUeLLeD
1174Please respect copyright.PENANATee6n7eTjj
「我應承過黎一定會黎搵你架嘛!」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAIiM6rMpeVI
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA9DqG8PEc5O
全身濕漉漉的我們互相在風眼下相擁,我輕撫著她的頭髮。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAb2Q3XXksZn
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAPcWd5ss0lg
「對唔住,對唔住,因為我,都係因為我一個人,因為我控制唔到自己,對唔住…」1174Please respect copyright.PENANADQAuRjpGUi
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAjKZeqTvzGc
看著一股腦兒在道歉的她,我好像看到昨晚的自己,更使我想起妍妍教我的那件事。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAL48vGKSCdO
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAme3PZDWhqi
「呢個時候講多謝會比較好,童桐。」1174Please respect copyright.PENANA8hTtJHPA3Y
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAbY82lSSIM3
我說過要帶她回家好好教訓她一頓,但是現在…不需要急在一時。1174Please respect copyright.PENANA3n6X4WZNpm
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA50k4dUZorQ
「…咁,多謝你,呀遊。」童桐破涕為笑說。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAloAXgm5TB9
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAfCnLE5g7Xs
「我知道如果我有咩事,你都會咁樣黎搵我,帶我返屋企。」我說,「所以就算你幾唔開心,幾諗唔通都好,我都一樣會黎搵你。」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAVFx8K9u5DW
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAQiArYIVtu4
「我…我唔會再咁,呀遊,我唔會再連累你…我…」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAou5ANE1JC9
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA5tN1ye7PPt
「咩連累唔連累,你既問題又好,我既問題又好,我地都會一齊解決。」我說,「之前係,今次係,下次係,永遠都係。」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAYf6dSAV247
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAEyrPY5zPOY
「下次…唔會,我唔會俾自己仲有下次…」童桐低頭說。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAHJtwE6BnSV
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA3YohTsqnsk
「唔好逼自己。」我說,「慢慢黎,你一定會好返,要幾耐都好,我都會陪你。」1174Please respect copyright.PENANA8Estbt6Lau
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我扔開遠方的雲牆。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAvfLFGOoDry
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAKANcQUsYhp
我無視頭上的風眼。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAtasx2T1wLC
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAyHBdpu1Y0e
我把懷中的童桐抱到身前,然後低頭深吻。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAfNSmKuQ6Vo
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAn0AGg4A7us
童桐閉上滿是淚水的一對妙目,與我相擁相吻在風眼之下。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAVfE0BMv04K
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAdcuPEAbu27
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暴風的漩渦之中,太陽沉向地平線的盡頭,雷雲被染成赤紅,夕陽餘輝閃耀在雲隙之間,風眼雲壁罕見,而被日落映成火燒般的雲牆更加罕見,大概一生人也沒法見到一次這樣的氣象奇觀。1174Please respect copyright.PENANA85Cm1p5CRN
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但我不看在眼內。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAV62nnIy92C
1174Please respect copyright.PENANABLKfPWV9hQ
一生中唯一?別開玩笑了。1174Please respect copyright.PENANA0ebumx2ew6
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAADSMgwIbWa
因為我真正的一生中唯一,便在我眼前。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAhtRKWlHAbZ
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAH0DL6HpQV6
我的一生中唯一,就在我懷中。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAK86425yLCh
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAuHgoAYPDpZ
我們自小已相愛著彼此卻不自知,不坦白,更因為各種原因而不斷錯過彼此。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAxprIOKWj4O
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAtbCMrXEKYn
既是為了保護對方,更加是保護自己。1174Please respect copyright.PENANARJwNvCSYnr
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAhhs7x9SRvd
不想面對現實,更加不想對方面對現實的自己,於是以青梅竹馬之名來尋求只存在於夢幻泡影中的永遠。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAu0nrZS0sx0
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAuaWDTl0NZt
現在夢醒了,我們赤裸裸的,不完美的活在彼此的現實當中。1174Please respect copyright.PENANA710W7isgAR
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAGXfmcBcirk
但正因為不完美才要學習接納,除左接納彼此的醜陋,更加要接納自己的不完美。1174Please respect copyright.PENANA9BEGBVlD7L
1174Please respect copyright.PENANADMBngNMRsR
因為我們終於知道,自己的不完美在對方眼中…或者就是完美的。
「童桐,我地識左幾多年?」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAuvzlHLGMGD
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAY1rc7oWn1x
「幼稚園計起…十幾二十年?」她說。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAOEGvIaQ0XZ
1174Please respect copyright.PENANANFAUS7rOg9
「…嗯,咁做或者好狂妄,但係我講過由第一眼見到你已經鐘意你。」我說,「我地都相處左十幾年,如果係我地既話…我諗…我諗會唔會其實…可以…既話…我…」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAUwDO47Nahc
1174Please respect copyright.PENANABzrY1wkCY6
勇氣,給我最後一次的勇氣吧!1174Please respect copyright.PENANAoM4tnBMFKy
1174Please respect copyright.PENANATUXF9TK0dC
連暴風雨中的航海都挺過了,這又算甚麼?!1174Please respect copyright.PENANASyGX9JqP3d
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAeVzA6SPKim
「童桐,我意思係…我意思係…」1174Please respect copyright.PENANA6BppLTMaMU
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAL3cxB6uGaQ
「呀遊。」她笑著打斷我,「你想講咩?」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAAwpyapODw5
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAhVppBK5syv
她的笑容比起那赤色雲牆更加美麗。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAvT1FF4UOsw
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAVfF8AlZaRL
「童桐。」1174Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZDIe01Chr
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAjvJdvVvGtC
明鏡止水—我深呼吸。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAeM2Eic1asp
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAhDeTgpaBPH
即使不是為了給予她安全感,我也打算這樣做。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAnyjVHVOhWg
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA7Xb9Gi0lK5
我媽叫我這樣做,就算她不知童桐人格障礙一事,大概都是猜到童桐對他人陪伴的依賴吧。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAiuRBwLaWc8
1174Please respect copyright.PENANApuSn1pM6uB
這東西,代表著畢生的陪伴承諾。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAFXEp0wLJa9
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAvwfp2qA0OS
「未來幾大風雨都好,世界變成點都好,你同我變成點都好。」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAayRJXSR5xO
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAUfwiBYtWxz
我把手探進衣服中的防水暗格,掏出那隻戒指,然後忍著身體的疼痛單膝跪下。1174Please respect copyright.PENANABIJtfmwVok
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAIkalY2nlVl
「童桐,可唔可以一生一世咁同我係埋一齊?」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAMkW9Wph6yI
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAVkzwE8P3DD
童桐似乎沒想過我會有這一著,先是呆住,然後本來已止住的淚水湧出。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAgcuaa10uJq
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAtMB3eWbFaP
「呀遊…」她低頭看著單膝跪在水中的我。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAZSoJNbbnok
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAxe5pM32JGK
即使正式在一起的時間不長。1174Please respect copyright.PENANALbOsnjdcn6
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAEpV2EDu09j
即使我們都傷害過彼此。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAbcViXrHLjm
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAztfHfTvVlc
但我們已經在彼此身邊很久,很久的時光了,漫長得叫人…沮喪。我們繞了很多遠路,也自以為自己曾經到達過終點,但是我決定給童桐再一個承諾。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAfFH5eT0P2Z
1174Please respect copyright.PENANARCGeocJVCp
這枚戒指,值得由我戴到童桐手上,直至我擁有的時光盡數逝去。1174Please respect copyright.PENANADQQlwojCCF
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA8BKXoJReUl
即使她反悔,我也不後悔為她戴上這戒指,因為她就是我畢生的唯一。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAYWjnZxEhxH
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA4piMLW15vE
「真係…可以?我…我…我既話…」童桐也深知道這戒指的意義。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAFYGsqTmqtY
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA53MqHWDFu0
「唔係你可以,而係只有你先可以,先配得上。」我說,「童桐,我地就係呢個風眼見證下訂婚喇,你記唔記得我仲差你一次正式表白?」1174Please respect copyright.PENANA8IcDVqLqbL
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAduTXKGniZ5
「你又話會向我表白既?」童桐說,「表左架啦?」1174Please respect copyright.PENANA6BlcWwfa7F
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAuRXzxLMKhQ
「下,表左架啦。」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAW4A96XpRAD
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAuPeuuMReeV
「唔制!」她輕拍我一下,「快D,我都要好浪漫咁俾人表白!」
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAaiYsIWauR1
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA1SNIBI53Gh
「嗯!你,你,你依加係…!」童桐含著淚點頭。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAUTALwaiXDY
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA7ud0uAL5QM
「…依加就係個一次。」我說,「不過係直接訂婚。」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAgAcB1LGnuu
1174Please respect copyright.PENANANR3RIafd8j
「呀遊,呀遊,我…」1174Please respect copyright.PENANA66VWRmNneD
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAWxGrVZHpKx
無數選擇交錯下,我要在此奠定我與童桐的未來。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAf3O22mueDu
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAxNk42yNqa3
「呢個時候講我願意,我會開心D。」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAclJth9j1mm
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAqWs5NrqcKw
童桐看著我,我看著童桐,我在心中下定決心,這表情我要永遠記著。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAVabBrouFtJ
1174Please respect copyright.PENANADQeA1W8iPg
因為現在的童桐比任何存在更要美麗,連那氣象奇觀也為之失色。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAUIM603jfvR
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA47ZwvK4Z0g
「我願意!」
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA7XRNzacEql
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA8psaNbYxkb
童桐向前伸出手,我把那訂婚戒指套進她的中指,即使她瘦了所以尺寸雖然有點太大,但只要我牽住她的話——1174Please respect copyright.PENANAx7NCuwyJzB
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAHlfGjD0hBi
——便永遠都不會分離。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAZo2V63QRrE
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAy2LRAW6mud
這是第三次自以為和童桐到達終點。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAeMQHsCFuAZ
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAyEnOAwUaw8
第一次,我與童桐在情聖的婚禮上接吻,我那時覺得我們拉近了距離而變得更加親密,所以能衝過終點。1174Please respect copyright.PENANA1JTwzVblAT
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA1RqiAGbSjC
結果我被童桐的另一面直接摧毀,還差點心碎而死。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAvKGFftsyqy
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAf9bdP1T9rT
第二次,認清現實的我在童桐面前坦白,我與童桐都只是一介凡人,都有自己的秘密,我們都有自己的邪念。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAbNXHe1Fo5m
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA7JkKWQN7Ku
但我不會稱之為黑暗面,因為只有不同面向互嵌,才是完整的我們。那次我以為我們都接受了彼此,而正式成為了情侶。1174Please respect copyright.PENANA4Q1r2yeTb4
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAiySL8SjQGs
到此為止嗎?大功告成嗎?其實不然。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAs5ktzV5XRN
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA5CHZbzded2
結果我們是做了自己畏懼了十多年的事,積壓一生人的擔憂在眼前步步逼近,龐大的心理壓力更使童桐的人格障礙發作,最後變成了現在這局面。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAeKUdYzAWhx
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA0iFJ49N0rh
…還有Kay的悲劇。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAHU9Ues07vG
1174Please respect copyright.PENANARYttAtLWdI
現在第三次,我覺得我與童桐訂婚後又再次衝過了終點線。1174Please respect copyright.PENANACzv5tk4Mwq
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAiRw7oxEsJK
一切來到這裡,便應告一段落了吧?1174Please respect copyright.PENANAA90NVeKTzd
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAPnk18NDLk1
追了這麼,總算能停下腳步了吧?1174Please respect copyright.PENANATReduboaQ0
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAGEKTcARwVS
這麼漫長的衝刺,到了大功告成的時候了吧??1174Please respect copyright.PENANA2htV3hRN4e
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAQm7HNmH02W
其實不然。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAQgAPJZPIJA
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAXCqcYy9LLA
「童桐,咁以後…都要你好似咁多年咁照顧我。」我站起來擁著她。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAWdZbCSsAau
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAY8KpPOp07y
並不是這樣的,人和人之間的關係從來都沒有終點線。1174Please respect copyright.PENANA5Oa70wtH8U
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAkswlOnwDKf
即使我們得到了一時的結果,不論是之前那兩次,還是這一次,我和童桐還是要繼續走下去。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAFnLoPCmJ5h
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAk08KFLyKvM
「當然,我亦會照顧住你,好似咁多年黎咁。」我說。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAgadIWo3e1A
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAbunKjf5czB
「嗯,勾…手指尾?」童桐問。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAtHM7uk1d9J
1174Please respect copyright.PENANARkQFHK9txh
童桐舉起尾指,不同之處是她中指上多了一枚戒指。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAQf5jLm3D2q
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAuhZdGJ1e8a
而我手心中,多了一道保護她而來的疤痕。1174Please respect copyright.PENANA1g81GdzZyZ
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAb8HOhftzlC
我舉起尾指,如孩童時一樣輕輕勾住童桐的尾指,但現在勾起來的手指也能感到那戒指的重量。1174Please respect copyright.PENANA7yKiiZtk1c
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAm1m69aCkMv
唯有不斷地了解彼此,不斷地與彼此並肩前行,一直一直,一直地走下去,直到我們時光的盡頭,直到人生的彼岸。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAPhLOYA12Yc
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA6v7t9dylBT
這並非登山,也不是賽跑。1174Please respect copyright.PENANArDCBw06rB9
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAeTjbbVntdR
沒有頂峰,也沒有終點線。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAB3EbZPi3EU
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAjMqT2nixEl
這是無盡旅途般的航海,與童桐漫向無邊無際的未來,與童桐一起互相扶持著,直到比遙遠更遙遠的彼岸。1174Please respect copyright.PENANApOsWrm68MO
1174Please respect copyright.PENANANQjSGgrHok
「以後就交俾我,我…會努力。」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAtt1acRS9bs
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA2gv3FD4v3w
「嗯!」童桐嫣然一笑,「…咦?咁我依加咪就係係你既…未…未…未婚…未婚妻?」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAbjlMf8HBpf
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAYNvXUCQkhI
意識到自己新身份的童桐,她的臉蛋比那美麗而恐怖的赤色風眼更紅通通。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAjE2SaPt0rn
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAv276dqNKrO
「你呢~係我既女朋友~兼未婚妻~」我說,「最重要係,我天下第一最可愛既青梅竹馬。」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAw1lc9EZTxy
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAyJYWGJJftc
「好…好肉麻呀!你你你幾時變到咁咁咁咁肉麻架!個,個風到啦我地係唔係要走?!我地,我地走走走…走去邊?」1174Please respect copyright.PENANA4c2NpapfXE
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA503yqf9cfT
我忙裡偷閒欣賞著童桐手忙腳亂的樣子。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAgaKGJRSifp
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAf8bO68EY1i
雲牆逼近,街道上的水開始再次翻騰,我牽著童桐穿過被水淹沒的街道,這樣子下去可大大不妙!1174Please respect copyright.PENANAqW5n5Oe5Xh
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA98AB97zrlJ
「童桐,我地去酒店喇!」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAnl8hhuw2m4
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAqhz9MPkKeL
「咁,咁快?!」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAAVJ8OWetbL
1174Please respect copyright.PENANABghVy3MJ7R
「咩呀,避風呀!」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAiihBbn5qKQ
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAwa1EOpiOi4
結果那文物酒店也是空無一人,但即使這樣我們闖空門進去也不太妥當,所以呆在有上蓋的二樓走廊便足夠。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAfTPyLQ4UQI
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA28KHSJOeE8
我從廚房找來了一些乾糧食水之類,然後放下了阿強退回給我的鈔票,即興寫的道歉信和自己的聯絡電話。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAgFxqcqdjbe
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA46ThSFOEcD
那夜我與童桐在酒店的走廊席地而坐,相依偎著渡過了狂風暴雨的一晚。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAYB4CEV81oR
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只要她在身邊,多大的風雨我也不怕。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAOAmrc15d7b
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAAGv7duKNIv
甚至在這樣的暴風雨中,我也能睡著,而且夢中再沒有那一夜的煞車聲和慘叫。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAP5OHlcBvMy
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAouV9KXCPEQ
「呀遊…」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAZeTow0FXq0
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAqmZ6EJ1OTN
「童桐你俾我訓多陣…」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAW5pthGDQkT
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAsY3iMMTsxD
「但天光啦喎…快D睇啦,個日出勁靚!!」童桐興奮地拍醒我說。1174Please respect copyright.PENANA0YhtEBmhel
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAnZmrOEXUyh
我揉揉眼睛,不知不覺間天空已經是晴空萬里。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAeJrzGXWFog
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAevsjGFOM2e
蔚藍的澄空從東方漫延,童桐興奮得像個小女孩自轉著走向露台,舉起雙手迎向被風暴洗淨的天空,昨夜的風眼變成了柔和的海風,輕輕吹動著童桐的秀髮。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAgqAsUnfjIK
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA7fK8hzgOcu
即使風暴再完美,也會有藍天在萬尺之上守候;1174Please respect copyright.PENANA5NliLJDYWx
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA7sRBozJpKc
即使風暴再完美,也會有過去消散的一天。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAVyryvQYAZY
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAXew0zZ8kIL
正因為有風暴過境後的風捲殘雲,才有現在眼前的這片蔚藍澄空。1174Please respect copyright.PENANA8NMsOQHD2U
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破曉的金光中,我走過去牽起她的手。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAWQ8pfEaBpG
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「返屋企喇。」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAIwPvUCxlgp
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「…嗯!」1174Please respect copyright.PENANAtcatJlSqdu
1174Please respect copyright.PENANAMusL5VoCnY
曾經我們這樣說過:無論多生氣多不滿,也不準和對方絕交,消氣後便要找對方,因為我們是彼此唯一的青梅竹馬。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAk75VsG1Q4l
1174Please respect copyright.PENANARseyV9tVH6
曾經我這樣向童桐說過:無論你走失幾多次,無論追尋幾多次,我也一定會來找你,帶你回家。1174Please respect copyright.PENANA1bwwasfV5Z
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現在我會這樣說。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAvf07Y1biT7
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未來多大風雨也好,世界變成怎樣都好,我與童桐變成怎樣都好,也要一生一世地一直走下去。1174Please respect copyright.PENANAgyp8SOVWpn
1174Please respect copyright.PENANA87n3R0grop
晨曦之中,童桐的回眸笑容令我心醉,如過去十多年的每一次見面。