那晚在我家,從警局回來後,我媽攔住拿東西去童桐那邊的我。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAHD1mLB5TPx
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAJOMSIK7jTB
「喂,你有幾鐘意童桐?」我媽問。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAsDiTYv7J5n
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAanqgjzC8tL
「要幾鐘意就有幾鐘意。」我。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAEQDA6vnJAP
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA9njebsC2qr
「照顧佢一世,用一世人陪佢對抗呢個病你願唔願意?講緊既係一生一世。」我媽問。1136Please respect copyright.PENANASOz8CgK3Xb
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAQoZZHkRPBs
「幾多世都願意。」我口出狂言。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAtL9v3RNTMU
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAgrqSSN1vVa
「既然係咁。」我媽舉起右手,「就交呢個俾你。」
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA8ERND1umuq
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAKGOcgKX7tN
當晚我媽把手上的兩枚戒指之一脫了下來,放到我心中。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAXorrzcAqIF
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAxnDCz0qYaK
「咩黎…」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAYU5Sl80lnT
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAOeGkbourFW
「你馬家既家傳戒指,本身唔貴,但係係由你太嫲傳到黎我手上。」1136Please respect copyright.PENANANhCLnubYV9
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAGlIxIOsuOJ
這比起單純昂貴還要珍貴吧!1136Please respect copyright.PENANAcHXfKl010X
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAjYD73Ms5hq
我媽輕推我手指,使我以手心輕輕握住:「呢隻戒指話傳女唔傳男,有女既就傳俾個女,無女既就傳俾個仔既新抱。」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAWhsVmt12Hz
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAm5h9Ohpw2N
但我媽這凝重的表情是前所無見的。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAdvAmQfXqbb
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAXMnklKCiGV
「而且一經送出去,就唔可以收返,更加只可以係結婚前送…你阿爸當日就係送俾我做訂婚戒指。」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAPfQots4pIm
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAWZ08e934Na
換句話說,有在結婚前送出去,後來卻沒有一生一世的風險。但因為不能收回的規則,這代代相傳的戒指便會從此失落。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAUL1BVjioIj
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA24YYfRwtVo
「但點解突然…」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAbRC7u3tg5h
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA8rawy5HGyD
我媽的笑容之中信心滿滿:「因為我專登向童桐講過呢隻戒指既事。」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAmjGa3XYHqr
1136Please respect copyright.PENANApfgtzYsOys
1136Please respect copyright.PENANALerUbWEngK
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAaIRBoAJJHD
因為河水暴漲,從沉沒的辛巴二號到街道上倒不難,跳到水中游兩步便到。這兒不像剛剛那程死亡航海,河水的水面升高淹到大街小巷中,使水流並不急,但待會兒風眼過境後便難說。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAj82BeUOMsJ
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAvR50JxN7iF
「童~~桐~!!」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAxgkRhgV3p0
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAn4mNN4InNf
「桐……桐………桐……………」1136Please respect copyright.PENANApWmfN2mlIW
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAfWAZTvsxPY
我回音在風眼中回蕩,卻未有人回應。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAfExHtDhpY2
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAdTUd9fplWX
辛巴二號這樣暴力靠岸,加上現在大澳恍如鬼城,在這兒的童桐應該聽到才對。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAkmJn9ffjoH
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAKsczCtVfI3
去關帝廟看一看嗎?時間不多了,沒有賭輸的餘裕。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAUTl0nF498f
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAlvXuLjT46I
耳邊只有腳下泛濫河水的嘩啦嘩啦聲,我自己的呼吸聲也顯得吵耳,心跳聲更是愈聽愈叫我自己不安,她不會在這段期間出事吧。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAVCSZ6Pnax7
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAFukxmZMxqw
…等等。1136Please respect copyright.PENANABdaMMbnKHg
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAVPVJen2dUY
我靈光一閃。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA96ppe3R5Vx
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAu2MtYjmpxW
如果是童桐的話,的確會這樣犯傻。1136Please respect copyright.PENANANmQa7Mv6oa
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAyKB39BD8qo
…我了解她。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAeXS3K9MEpX
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAvFHVPskj6G
這種感覺我知道,這很難解釋,大概是我代入了童桐的位置,去思考如果是她按這些客觀條件會怎樣行動,這樣的瞎猜。1136Please respect copyright.PENANApa7GmgiNav
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAZrsdp2cc3S
我自己會稱之為默契,只屬我們青梅竹馬之間的默契。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAoF7r9Degi6
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAcH6pEWC1O9
我鼓起對自己的信心,我鼓起對童桐的信心,轉身往關帝廟反方向走去。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAMDPyiOX62Q
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAitKrgPbqZU
「…天…沙沙…文台……十號颶風信號現正……過境…市民請勿…沙…水邊…沙…留係安全地方…」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAbvYEcFLIVL
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAnfCLEf0hpd
街市攤擋不知那處有收音機未關閉,加上空空如也的街道,只有我一人涉水前行,感覺就像甚麼災難電影一樣,眼角甚至看到有些昆蟲之類游到水中。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAg9nQdSsX8z
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAEIMtoHj4kl
這樣恐佈的地方,童桐竟然自己待了兩天。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAWT6AW6mELO
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA4UiJiaEeoH
…要快點才行。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA2K3GldkOuj
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAPbWsYebon5
「痴撚線…」抬頭看,風眼的雲牆無聲地旋動,潛藏於藍天白雲後的是撕裂天地的毀滅之風。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAEiL2lOZm7I
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAQLgb5Fz0R2
機會只有一次,這是以我的全部換來,只有一次的機會。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA90HZlqQmW5
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAplXkZkh7Rj
我自己一個走在化為鬼城的水鄉之中,每走一步身體和直覺也告訴我要馬上離開,因為這兒極為危險。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAVKVUi5z63d
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAzJrLf8K8aC
但是我卻一而再再而三地違背我的直覺,同時直直另一邊的海傍走去,正是那間文物酒店所在的海傍。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAMTwLk6fSQ8
1136Please respect copyright.PENANANzhrdkxids
我退縮過很多次,我放棄過很多次。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA3PENy2Bf68
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAGr3UOk02DQ
但現在即使是不是情侶,我們有沒有將來也好,把童桐帶離這險境…我也是責無旁貸吧。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7HXZ5jBhr
1136Please respect copyright.PENANArFF7bd32xG
我可是親口答應過她的。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAUvpBzYgm9N
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAnTJg4f9NxS
這邊不但是在海邊,更加突出在防波堤和避風塘外,直面一望無際的汪洋,由古蹟改建而成的酒店立於風暴之中,孤單地挑望著空無一物的蒼海。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA6d3ZeWTQ9C
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAvyQBBL6EKJ
童桐再笨也不會離開相對安全的市中心前往這邊。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAKCDHdsbWeK
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA4LxOslZEl2
除非她聽到了辛巴二號強行靠岸的巨響,然後卻以為我們在這邊靠岸。1136Please respect copyright.PENANADTn2JE4xSv
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAOvTAxorO9U
但是。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAYHH5AzqMxX
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA5ATpppP4Fz
當我來到沉入海中的海傍時,那兒卻空無一人。1136Please respect copyright.PENANANbCh6jlvEL
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAtpaexVVaYh
…1136Please respect copyright.PENANA1Le1XsKfqb
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAfI1C7HbCpL
「唉,童桐…」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAiWtiL7RW4b
1136Please respect copyright.PENANATuR6uHClO5
…失敗了嗎。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAgghRdAQriH
1136Please respect copyright.PENANABbJuPrzmCV
果然連我對她的了解也是我自作多情嗎?1136Please respect copyright.PENANAkacHmnjjsl
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAXIHZ1SIduC
果然從頭到尾都只是我的美好幻覺嗎?1136Please respect copyright.PENANAYV20s6tepr
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAN4zHbZbDDp
我抹去眼角的淚花,用意志掙扎出最後的體力,揉揉滿是瘀傷的臉,準備轉身繼續尋找。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAlrrs7FTjFf
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA24Oi4Vlb0b
但是原來童桐也了解我。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA3sGxS5Qcrz
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAtZAVExGpLy
更令我心動的是她還了解「我對她的了解」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAAm9p7t8A0k
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA1C1mB9PTae
「呀遊…」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAJEk8sSXIdn
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAawPQXwj9La
不惜穿過風暴也要尋覓的那個身影,就在我回身剎那站在我面前。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAmOK14CzygD
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA69ZGkxgS50
她就在那兒。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAuqXk2UBWuZ
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA2aXgcxaE71
我的青梅竹馬就在那兒。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA6ERQvBGzGB
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAwxNGinltUH
我的女朋友就在那兒。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAy9GhG6afnM
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAKY6wwZenmJ
「童…」1136Please respect copyright.PENANASDGasP96Ts
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAEmibAVyh6i
牽腸掛肚的她,就在身後一步之遙。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAkgNX0Fzowz
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAGrjV37carK
「童桐…」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAabBiJmJTqu
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAQJYQLX8pPt
而且還是實實在在的在我面前,不再是夢中的幻象,也不是想像中的虛形。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAkA2mfqEXfy
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAtvA7JzhmMV
「童桐!!」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAWN0QvtOh64
1136Please respect copyright.PENANArAlUa0lF3O
突破水阻的我踢起水花,穿過泥水奔向童桐,然後緊緊的抱她入懷。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAc0MCN9Vclz
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAkLTR9p6U9N
「童桐,童桐,童桐…」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAnzh2IFhcmN
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAf5IGh480sa
除了叫喚她的名字,我甚麼也不會說。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA0uWtfUANZS
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAc5jWdb9b30
她安全,她沒有受甚麼傷,而且她就在這兒。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAE4eeWeYZeY
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAjDbvJXrQOa
童桐就在我懷中,而我能叫喚她的名字。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAxvgfEIVcEM
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAxuOJLC5a5r
曾經理所當然地以為她是我的青梅竹馬便會陪伴一生,曾經理所當然地以為我們排除萬難終於接受彼此,到了最後才發現,世界上沒有事是理所當然的。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAf6wPv01Gre
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAcPo6Ff84GW
除非我們親自去掙取。1136Please respect copyright.PENANALrH8oZ7jbM
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAZFb7qVUWC5
童桐住在我旁邊,我沒有努力過,這也許是巧合。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAdq3v0bqCRG
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAGImJNyCdoU
但現在她在我懷中被我擁住,這就是我自己選擇掙取回來之物,我與她的未來。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAgaSd9SDIPR
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAIpDM9bBSIn
唯有親自掙取回來的事,才是理所當然。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAvh67FuKocA
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAGEciFbLQec
「點解你咁傻…」我與童桐異口同聲地說,但始終沒放開彼此。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAZCTdzqTpzq
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAvYFqBfkTHs
撞聲的我們沒有一絲尷尬,面上滿是欣慰。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAC3GKsESGCZ
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAjifWdUkujQ
「我黎左啦…童桐,就好似我應承你一樣!」我哽咽著說,「記唔記得我話過,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你?」1136Please respect copyright.PENANACGkSMjXmIB
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAwkpZDFakNn
有點虛弱的童桐笑問:「你幾時講架?」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAQtjfHa2Btl
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAOczcpXUKTN
「咪就係當年你媽咪黎個晚,你自己走左去後山個晚。」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAAOTpCSD6n3
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAq42p34J2Ou
「咚——噹!!!」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAsssAj4k6zO
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAWh1Q56LBj8
即使呀遊掩住了我的耳朵我還是能聽到巨大的一聲轟鳴,狗群馬上被巨響和爆出的火花嚇得停步,掩著我耳朵的他,正笑盈盈的低頭看著我,不知說甚麼。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA67Z0kN9gh2
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAJGQB4Yrhy1
雙唇一開一合,就不知他在說甚麼。
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAyNUjg2Jnm7
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA7y9rJ1gmBi
那晚逃下山後,我爸以魚桿擊向欄杆以巨響嚇跑流浪狗。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA4CyCUv8V7k
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAJVRuYKqUGT
怕童桐被嚇倒,所以我掩住她的耳朵後和她這樣說:「童桐,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你。」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAPHue3wpoyf
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA8fapUL5Is8
現在,在這風眼之中,童桐難以致信地掩住口。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAqOMZDCXoQk
1136Please respect copyright.PENANARCyyY5rRvP
是的,即使眼前是超強颱風,我對童桐的承諾還在。1136Please respect copyright.PENANATLtOZKVbbX
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAKvT6kTmrEC
我還在。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAYcDd1GzAEI
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA5IXjOaaYqX
「個晚,原來你…原來你係話…」童桐喜極而泣,如多年的心結終被解開。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAryWI4RRsaO
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAHBK0BR3HtU
即使你再迷失,即使你走失幾多次,即使追尋幾多次也好。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAF9WWLctJ3B
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAZcJIAmrXST
我也不會放棄。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAlI55vcwjbd
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAVPXOhfJIQO
我都會追上來,帶你回家。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAYvVCRz12Jd
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA6aPmxztwuh
「呀遊!」童桐哭著擁住我:「好在你無事!好在你無事!」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAhuGNariQOE
1136Please respect copyright.PENANANGiq71Dndx
「我應承過黎一定會黎搵你架嘛!」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAMfq4eN11Eo
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAprpi3x90e8
全身濕漉漉的我們互相在風眼下相擁,我輕撫著她的頭髮。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAnpvP3Ulti3
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAFhdnPtagtU
「對唔住,對唔住,因為我,都係因為我一個人,因為我控制唔到自己,對唔住…」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAuOX489X2Wq
1136Please respect copyright.PENANApmA04WE8AQ
看著一股腦兒在道歉的她,我好像看到昨晚的自己,更使我想起妍妍教我的那件事。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAnBltbSxXXJ
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAqBlRmi1a3y
「呢個時候講多謝會比較好,童桐。」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAY7U6XpFSOD
1136Please respect copyright.PENANASDFvUmLXl1
我說過要帶她回家好好教訓她一頓,但是現在…不需要急在一時。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAoqGY0V8qtX
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAT5LGnrNTOU
「…咁,多謝你,呀遊。」童桐破涕為笑說。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAHLDIX0mzAI
1136Please respect copyright.PENANARO8RhcEfVT
「我知道如果我有咩事,你都會咁樣黎搵我,帶我返屋企。」我說,「所以就算你幾唔開心,幾諗唔通都好,我都一樣會黎搵你。」1136Please respect copyright.PENANA7nXz3NBpxN
1136Please respect copyright.PENANABkdEnbC2PE
「我…我唔會再咁,呀遊,我唔會再連累你…我…」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAMntgdX5zPJ
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAmE8Pae0fbf
「咩連累唔連累,你既問題又好,我既問題又好,我地都會一齊解決。」我說,「之前係,今次係,下次係,永遠都係。」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAjgjx8S2ouX
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAPxX82UTrN8
「下次…唔會,我唔會俾自己仲有下次…」童桐低頭說。1136Please respect copyright.PENANABT6jakUdUC
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA5n4CXlUhk9
「唔好逼自己。」我說,「慢慢黎,你一定會好返,要幾耐都好,我都會陪你。」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAjZxW01Nvle
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAJpTBv82vzW
我扔開遠方的雲牆。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA92tXHB0cle
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAVH4squYKOQ
我無視頭上的風眼。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAWOvBrVXIZb
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAgt6b3YZ6VH
我把懷中的童桐抱到身前,然後低頭深吻。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAU9JtxZ8tDy
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAjricRCazCr
童桐閉上滿是淚水的一對妙目,與我相擁相吻在風眼之下。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA8QL0aegqDj
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAGAOdeTqDKU
1136Please respect copyright.PENANACZlAqBP3Ap
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAHtdRbX6qOn
暴風的漩渦之中,太陽沉向地平線的盡頭,雷雲被染成赤紅,夕陽餘輝閃耀在雲隙之間,風眼雲壁罕見,而被日落映成火燒般的雲牆更加罕見,大概一生人也沒法見到一次這樣的氣象奇觀。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAxyRDwl6aH6
1136Please respect copyright.PENANABPi7CKjAK6
但我不看在眼內。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAU7qsJzYGXf
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAcw6fc7el7G
一生中唯一?別開玩笑了。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAxy9IwhNnPI
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAb2O7SPlKfG
因為我真正的一生中唯一,便在我眼前。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAVeUz1GYrB2
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAr8iPFQ2h5O
我的一生中唯一,就在我懷中。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAIOkWVjmAq0
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAyUK9U3wKWR
我們自小已相愛著彼此卻不自知,不坦白,更因為各種原因而不斷錯過彼此。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA1cUD8r7VBW
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAFcoI1gzRWI
既是為了保護對方,更加是保護自己。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA43TGzoqCAb
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAp1v81jEzQk
不想面對現實,更加不想對方面對現實的自己,於是以青梅竹馬之名來尋求只存在於夢幻泡影中的永遠。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAAPn4py5J8g
1136Please respect copyright.PENANADKRJZ2xn73
現在夢醒了,我們赤裸裸的,不完美的活在彼此的現實當中。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAMuDRMrWmt8
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAj6j2FQUhtB
但正因為不完美才要學習接納,除左接納彼此的醜陋,更加要接納自己的不完美。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAZcrF6T2dpe
1136Please respect copyright.PENANALdtkYKyuJZ
因為我們終於知道,自己的不完美在對方眼中…或者就是完美的。
「童桐,我地識左幾多年?」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAcapd8lpJWM
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAOFXs3xAZyS
「幼稚園計起…十幾二十年?」她說。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA7lOYfNqU8m
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA82pgdTF0qI
「…嗯,咁做或者好狂妄,但係我講過由第一眼見到你已經鐘意你。」我說,「我地都相處左十幾年,如果係我地既話…我諗…我諗會唔會其實…可以…既話…我…」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAIijbZsikT9
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA74k3M6ylaC
勇氣,給我最後一次的勇氣吧!1136Please respect copyright.PENANAkbQdvMQsXN
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAc28tJwH3WO
連暴風雨中的航海都挺過了,這又算甚麼?!1136Please respect copyright.PENANAlSCIp68JLQ
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAI3VRUnaIxI
「童桐,我意思係…我意思係…」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAA8LnNZhdcN
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAqnavOIrTBc
「呀遊。」她笑著打斷我,「你想講咩?」1136Please respect copyright.PENANA3cXmpTffVm
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA1CKjxgGH3n
她的笑容比起那赤色雲牆更加美麗。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAdYnEAgarGR
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAIolZZF66oc
「童桐。」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAasVFvw7ajU
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAIyPTvulUSD
明鏡止水—我深呼吸。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAIa0ovabJ2T
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAv1b2Z8zsxo
即使不是為了給予她安全感,我也打算這樣做。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA3bsTmJTmhX
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAjhgbLlTCo6
我媽叫我這樣做,就算她不知童桐人格障礙一事,大概都是猜到童桐對他人陪伴的依賴吧。1136Please respect copyright.PENANADUUAi2Vqzy
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAOWF7CMdcf6
這東西,代表著畢生的陪伴承諾。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAcqvOQ4GWyH
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAUtn7g2CYh5
「未來幾大風雨都好,世界變成點都好,你同我變成點都好。」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAnPZQjeelm9
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA4dzOOzeZkg
我把手探進衣服中的防水暗格,掏出那隻戒指,然後忍著身體的疼痛單膝跪下。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAVyU3fC8hrg
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA3lno1AGKKX
「童桐,可唔可以一生一世咁同我係埋一齊?」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAbEUPGKpmZq
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAF1WqBXJI7m
童桐似乎沒想過我會有這一著,先是呆住,然後本來已止住的淚水湧出。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAL0AlqLEEEE
1136Please respect copyright.PENANACSC1xBBnua
「呀遊…」她低頭看著單膝跪在水中的我。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAXlblTg9xDL
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAFpCUGyJwjC
即使正式在一起的時間不長。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA5WfwqdG67J
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAr9WUFLUInr
即使我們都傷害過彼此。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA6PuATvwgVW
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAp3KF0GGFth
但我們已經在彼此身邊很久,很久的時光了,漫長得叫人…沮喪。我們繞了很多遠路,也自以為自己曾經到達過終點,但是我決定給童桐再一個承諾。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZRvERkFas
1136Please respect copyright.PENANASRvLYfXpP3
這枚戒指,值得由我戴到童桐手上,直至我擁有的時光盡數逝去。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAI38CkZZpCA
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAQ275d9Adu8
即使她反悔,我也不後悔為她戴上這戒指,因為她就是我畢生的唯一。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAzppRfRJiXG
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA96uzskbufc
「真係…可以?我…我…我既話…」童桐也深知道這戒指的意義。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAMybLFaptDz
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAk9rWdDQvCN
「唔係你可以,而係只有你先可以,先配得上。」我說,「童桐,我地就係呢個風眼見證下訂婚喇,你記唔記得我仲差你一次正式表白?」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAFJRHqtvZHi
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAKH1qheSEwf
「你又話會向我表白既?」童桐說,「表左架啦?」1136Please respect copyright.PENANASJr3SR0NzR
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAvbFUiyXvzB
「下,表左架啦。」1136Please respect copyright.PENANASYcVRiqjl1
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAaai61hSSwG
「唔制!」她輕拍我一下,「快D,我都要好浪漫咁俾人表白!」
1136Please respect copyright.PENANATzSUm6QVAC
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAluGTyFuyjU
「嗯!你,你,你依加係…!」童桐含著淚點頭。1136Please respect copyright.PENANACauko7rmeu
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAEEeOhzfANg
「…依加就係個一次。」我說,「不過係直接訂婚。」1136Please respect copyright.PENANABYCcozHlxZ
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAfUq62Tvu9d
「呀遊,呀遊,我…」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAjOQvJm7v5M
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAtdh2FMWYkj
無數選擇交錯下,我要在此奠定我與童桐的未來。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAlNRLDyK9PT
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAJNaHRtf1UO
「呢個時候講我願意,我會開心D。」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAM763zx4fSF
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAq9sb5nWFyK
童桐看著我,我看著童桐,我在心中下定決心,這表情我要永遠記著。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA9vwOoZ8WpN
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAMAoqem4jeQ
因為現在的童桐比任何存在更要美麗,連那氣象奇觀也為之失色。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAtXb1NJr4tZ
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA2zlhUa0gb7
「我願意!」
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAaFDTPkZ7xY
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA8S2fQ5kEjK
童桐向前伸出手,我把那訂婚戒指套進她的中指,即使她瘦了所以尺寸雖然有點太大,但只要我牽住她的話——1136Please respect copyright.PENANACb05ZOY0OH
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA4KP69anZDb
——便永遠都不會分離。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAcqVe0ua7eR
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAYqtwpJE9so
這是第三次自以為和童桐到達終點。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAVPqCJYH2Zb
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA7nnj3dUNG5
第一次,我與童桐在情聖的婚禮上接吻,我那時覺得我們拉近了距離而變得更加親密,所以能衝過終點。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA8o5Z6RiRIE
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAsk1WldLgFY
結果我被童桐的另一面直接摧毀,還差點心碎而死。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAJsrPZPPm1m
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAVqHuSOOti0
第二次,認清現實的我在童桐面前坦白,我與童桐都只是一介凡人,都有自己的秘密,我們都有自己的邪念。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAjtDGcOt258
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAjCqGHJPF2p
但我不會稱之為黑暗面,因為只有不同面向互嵌,才是完整的我們。那次我以為我們都接受了彼此,而正式成為了情侶。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAF8Gy0A7tE3
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAOEcCjSN2Vq
到此為止嗎?大功告成嗎?其實不然。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAZMHlguEauO
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAe7SsKoLx2p
結果我們是做了自己畏懼了十多年的事,積壓一生人的擔憂在眼前步步逼近,龐大的心理壓力更使童桐的人格障礙發作,最後變成了現在這局面。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAkp80fOvjVB
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAZoq9rw0GpS
…還有Kay的悲劇。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAJTZtTONx14
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAPdm7opDvc8
現在第三次,我覺得我與童桐訂婚後又再次衝過了終點線。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA8Nd1MuLLeY
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAwzjSdXyBqv
一切來到這裡,便應告一段落了吧?1136Please respect copyright.PENANAAUpYrAmdpr
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAYSjlo7sSVa
追了這麼,總算能停下腳步了吧?1136Please respect copyright.PENANA0wh1NW13DZ
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA2YlOA5lwCK
這麼漫長的衝刺,到了大功告成的時候了吧??1136Please respect copyright.PENANAdPA4rqU3yE
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAJczQHs5peM
其實不然。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA2FBzy2iPzC
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA9vOT43F5ng
「童桐,咁以後…都要你好似咁多年咁照顧我。」我站起來擁著她。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAKw5UiVt77S
1136Please respect copyright.PENANACmsmGa9ka0
並不是這樣的,人和人之間的關係從來都沒有終點線。1136Please respect copyright.PENANATn87ecVred
1136Please respect copyright.PENANACVVnTxeWTU
即使我們得到了一時的結果,不論是之前那兩次,還是這一次,我和童桐還是要繼續走下去。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4Y22L5uAi
1136Please respect copyright.PENANATSZ1keqbsI
「當然,我亦會照顧住你,好似咁多年黎咁。」我說。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAGiavc3u04f
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAYx1JDVCK01
「嗯,勾…手指尾?」童桐問。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAgSSW3YUBdl
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAFYRNGV0hlY
童桐舉起尾指,不同之處是她中指上多了一枚戒指。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAt9VB89flq0
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAnyiudR9pId
而我手心中,多了一道保護她而來的疤痕。1136Please respect copyright.PENANADLJ5mzUL1r
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAgwX9BNUyQa
我舉起尾指,如孩童時一樣輕輕勾住童桐的尾指,但現在勾起來的手指也能感到那戒指的重量。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAg1aIdlfH9i
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAt77KYAdcsO
唯有不斷地了解彼此,不斷地與彼此並肩前行,一直一直,一直地走下去,直到我們時光的盡頭,直到人生的彼岸。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAUDaYZHmPQP
1136Please respect copyright.PENANArVoKwGabDo
這並非登山,也不是賽跑。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAAp5pd9lp2t
1136Please respect copyright.PENANADz9MkNeWp5
沒有頂峰,也沒有終點線。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA93TIDPAxtY
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAL0dlO4bEGd
這是無盡旅途般的航海,與童桐漫向無邊無際的未來,與童桐一起互相扶持著,直到比遙遠更遙遠的彼岸。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAhwNLO9Mee2
1136Please respect copyright.PENANABBU8WKZLb1
「以後就交俾我,我…會努力。」1136Please respect copyright.PENANATFNDOK8lVi
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAxjDQG1Cug6
「嗯!」童桐嫣然一笑,「…咦?咁我依加咪就係係你既…未…未…未婚…未婚妻?」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAsjd9eGjNIW
1136Please respect copyright.PENANApIS8Kx0Osk
意識到自己新身份的童桐,她的臉蛋比那美麗而恐怖的赤色風眼更紅通通。1136Please respect copyright.PENANABJoLNkwiDm
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAhprAPnuOaM
「你呢~係我既女朋友~兼未婚妻~」我說,「最重要係,我天下第一最可愛既青梅竹馬。」1136Please respect copyright.PENANARpsun7Vhmy
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAoubfxjMLVA
「好…好肉麻呀!你你你幾時變到咁咁咁咁肉麻架!個,個風到啦我地係唔係要走?!我地,我地走走走…走去邊?」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAleTpSrgPoU
1136Please respect copyright.PENANATPyOyVChYN
我忙裡偷閒欣賞著童桐手忙腳亂的樣子。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAefhg9CEIa1
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAHjX6sStJVY
雲牆逼近,街道上的水開始再次翻騰,我牽著童桐穿過被水淹沒的街道,這樣子下去可大大不妙!1136Please respect copyright.PENANA9VRbmVSrlO
1136Please respect copyright.PENANARlN2lRHF9F
「童桐,我地去酒店喇!」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAuU67KiWOvs
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA7NQNJuN35S
「咁,咁快?!」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAzAFuDoZPny
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAXZHV5dBKlP
「咩呀,避風呀!」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAdlyLykuC6b
1136Please respect copyright.PENANApAVCFa2Hbw
結果那文物酒店也是空無一人,但即使這樣我們闖空門進去也不太妥當,所以呆在有上蓋的二樓走廊便足夠。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAAi06usaUsu
1136Please respect copyright.PENANACxGqVqeao2
我從廚房找來了一些乾糧食水之類,然後放下了阿強退回給我的鈔票,即興寫的道歉信和自己的聯絡電話。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA3CrzelwW67
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAzZTUq9y6Cy
那夜我與童桐在酒店的走廊席地而坐,相依偎著渡過了狂風暴雨的一晚。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAlTMdNGVpYB
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAt17eIm6DYX
只要她在身邊,多大的風雨我也不怕。1136Please respect copyright.PENANACP6GdkojSw
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAILezZJHY1Q
甚至在這樣的暴風雨中,我也能睡著,而且夢中再沒有那一夜的煞車聲和慘叫。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAnkhWNtBIdQ
1136Please respect copyright.PENANA6GPDeuViGV
「呀遊…」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAmupfWvcNNL
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAyoBHwYtbqC
「童桐你俾我訓多陣…」1136Please respect copyright.PENANA5jIu0KrO4k
1136Please respect copyright.PENANATlTZmrH9Ih
「但天光啦喎…快D睇啦,個日出勁靚!!」童桐興奮地拍醒我說。1136Please respect copyright.PENANALqaMMVVjG3
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAAp0sH4OovD
我揉揉眼睛,不知不覺間天空已經是晴空萬里。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAQm7pHlPUOy
1136Please respect copyright.PENANATtepXIgu1p
蔚藍的澄空從東方漫延,童桐興奮得像個小女孩自轉著走向露台,舉起雙手迎向被風暴洗淨的天空,昨夜的風眼變成了柔和的海風,輕輕吹動著童桐的秀髮。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA8JvXMBpSPx
1136Please respect copyright.PENANATyER8SuDZL
即使風暴再完美,也會有藍天在萬尺之上守候;1136Please respect copyright.PENANAI7QkxZdsJW
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAGLaPWpFuC8
即使風暴再完美,也會有過去消散的一天。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAkgqtoccJqf
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAJJ3xuZw8GI
正因為有風暴過境後的風捲殘雲,才有現在眼前的這片蔚藍澄空。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAeyobWCEpL9
1136Please respect copyright.PENANABipUlR0wXm
破曉的金光中,我走過去牽起她的手。1136Please respect copyright.PENANABxtnBfLMcb
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAuyywWsdpqO
「返屋企喇。」1136Please respect copyright.PENANAlEgTDegpCV
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAVZmkd59qLJ
「…嗯!」1136Please respect copyright.PENANA5fyldCsgBl
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAb1aSORkGQC
曾經我們這樣說過:無論多生氣多不滿,也不準和對方絕交,消氣後便要找對方,因為我們是彼此唯一的青梅竹馬。1136Please respect copyright.PENANAc7MulN2AyW
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAH7OBbIO6OI
曾經我這樣向童桐說過:無論你走失幾多次,無論追尋幾多次,我也一定會來找你,帶你回家。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA7beoN5jp62
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAcTTBNirl1y
現在我會這樣說。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA4JtCfYBZms
1136Please respect copyright.PENANAwZ2BKYXCoC
未來多大風雨也好,世界變成怎樣都好,我與童桐變成怎樣都好,也要一生一世地一直走下去。1136Please respect copyright.PENANA2VrEtEIJNt
1136Please respect copyright.PENANANnojchgI9k
晨曦之中,童桐的回眸笑容令我心醉,如過去十多年的每一次見面。