正當我被林老板的神乎奇技震驚到時,他便不以為然的走回去繼續幫貓兒刷毛。956Please respect copyright.PENANAjKWKSKHTOV
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「童…童…童桐…」956Please respect copyright.PENANADgpYra1Fqf
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才一說出她的名字,我便鼻頭一酸忍不住流下眼淚。956Please respect copyright.PENANA9pSao13adc
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能再聽到她的聲音,已經使我心頭一暖,我…好想她。956Please respect copyright.PENANANruWBKqRX8
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「呀遊,我…」956Please respect copyright.PENANAnZdWq4Laqs
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「童桐你去撚左邊啊!」我激動地哭著說,「出面打緊風架你知唔知?你做咩粒聲唔出走左去?!」956Please respect copyright.PENANA1VvKyP4IJ0
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「…我…我知道…」童桐說。956Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7gV3moTUT
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「你係邊度?」我說,「我黎接你。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAHFSzg2ug8s
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「…唔好黎,呀遊,千其,千其唔可以黎,留係屋企。」956Please respect copyright.PENANALSmScH70UP
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「吓?!?」956Please respect copyright.PENANAUwJMqIMo7W
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我那一下叫聲大至在酒吧中激起回音,那邊的一貓一狗也看看我是不是有甚麼毛病。956Please respect copyright.PENANADu1umKnCNK
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「呀遊,對唔住,我諗左成晚…」童桐說,「我過唔到自己個關,對唔住,好對唔住…」956Please respect copyright.PENANAywIbvBOnaO
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「童桐,Kay既事唔係你既錯。」我說,「係我用核彈炸植嵐晨,佢先至覺得有機會而鬼迷心竅…」956Please respect copyright.PENANAyOicdAEbcI
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「但係你用核彈,係因為我唔做你女朋友,係我話要追植嵐晨架嘛,所以始終都係我唔好,係我細膽,我無用,我對你唔住,係我驚無左你,所以只俾你去到青梅竹馬為止…」956Please respect copyright.PENANAge1DvA5MvC
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「唔好道歉,做到你青梅竹馬係我一世人最大既幸運。同埋我…我高中個時係女都溝,係女都表白啦係唔係?唔好咩都攬晒上身覺得自己錯好唔好?」956Please respect copyright.PENANAhKnA2adEjq
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我試圖減輕童桐的內疚感,但根本無從入手。956Please respect copyright.PENANAHwpORYy2Pe
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「呀遊…呀遊…對唔住,我都好掛住你…但…但係我過唔到自己個關…」956Please respect copyright.PENANAMFmPEsBhIq
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「唔好再道歉啊!!」我忍不住對住話筒怒吼。956Please respect copyright.PENANAwop3edzwML
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「……」對面只傳來童桐的抽泣聲。956Please respect copyright.PENANAGZBzXNjYIh
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「你係邊度?出面好危險,我地返屋企先講好唔好?」956Please respect copyright.PENANA6th222tder
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「呀遊,我應該…返唔到黎架啦。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAndKbBmhd8X
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聽到那一句,我暈到以為腳下地板晃動些許,連忙扶著吧枱好使自己不跌到地上。956Please respect copyright.PENANAjEeX8gvMTE
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林老板似乎餵完了貓狗,打開電視新聞看著天氣報告。956Please respect copyright.PENANArePVGy6lzg
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「…根據天文台最新預測,今晚六點至八點會改掛八號強風信號。超強颱風“氣槽”將會於明日早上進入香港一百公里範圍,由於速度緩慢,氣槽預計將於明日傍晚時份於大嶼山大澳一帶登陸…」956Please respect copyright.PENANAs2z4xkIW10
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「童桐…」956Please respect copyright.PENANARvVblaCUIR
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「呢度,我可以幫到好多小生命,黎補救我做過既事,我至少證明到自己唔只會殺人,我仲可以拯救到其他生命。」956Please respect copyright.PENANA7fgzadryBb
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小生命?童桐怕狗,所以是貓吧。956Please respect copyright.PENANAW1OlePU8ei
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補救甚麼啦?根本…根本就不需要!童桐沒做錯任何事!!956Please respect copyright.PENANAh9GbCSaFTm
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「…政府呼籲市民遠離低窪地區,海岸,河道,排洪設施,以防山洪暴發或山泥傾瀉。特別係大嶼山既大澳,二澳,深屈一帶…」956Please respect copyright.PENANAJBtPPgwumF
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「而且,呢度日落仲好靚添。」956Please respect copyright.PENANA5mRwFUd8PB
「童桐,你係唔係喺大澳?」956Please respect copyright.PENANALAyeCsXms3
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我與她疊聲說出答案。956Please respect copyright.PENANAAzxfczyTnV
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「咁係因為打風前,大氣水份增加,青光藍光紫光被大氣散射,只留低紅橙黃光。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAFV6How8K49
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「如果咁靚既日落,可以去大澳睇下就好啦。」
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Hannah Bar內,我,阿強,林老板都默不作聲。956Please respect copyright.PENANAUBe55juY49
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「童桐,你答我,你係唔係去左大澳!!」956Please respect copyright.PENANAFztGqo4bmo
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「…係,呢邊有好多流浪貓。」童桐說,「我同義工係颱風黎之前,希望救到幾多去安全地方就救幾多。」956Please respect copyright.PENANA0X39ooNyF7
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「你係唔係傻架?!」我崩潰,「個風係個度登陸呀!!個風直頭係個度登陸呀你知唔撚知呀?!」956Please respect copyright.PENANAVaFpjPkVC5
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記憶中我從來沒有這樣對童桐大聲咆吼過,現在全香港最危險的地方就是在大澳!我抓狂,我崩潰,因為我知道童桐…956Please respect copyright.PENANAL7h8myPkjj
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童桐會死。
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「你你你你冷靜D先!」阿強搶走我手上的手機,雖然這手機不是我的我還是胡亂抓向他,害他要用手推開我。956Please respect copyright.PENANAMjAmMhnl87
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阿強打開擴音器放到吧枱上,似乎想一起聽。956Please respect copyright.PENANACXhlghFAvS
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「童桐!快D走!求下你!!個風未到,仲有機會走!!」我說。956Please respect copyright.PENANAYmIoZYTj54
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「呀遊,對唔住,我想幫手救下呢d小生命。」童桐說,「我唔只會殺人,我…我想…唔知,我唔知…但我想幫手救呢D貓…」956Please respect copyright.PENANAzwiIOWrV9l
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「咁你自己呢?!D貓義工一定會撤離,你要跟佢地車走!」956Please respect copyright.PENANAZBGxhihbUB
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「…佢地都係市區入黎,幾多人入黎就幾多人走,無位載我。」童桐說,「而且我亦無諗過要走。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAh0Pj2U62Yl
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童桐只求贖罪。956Please respect copyright.PENANAj3wRPp9BNS
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自覺害死了Kay的她,視拯救那些貓兒,是她的小小贖罪。956Please respect copyright.PENANAYkvvZRFTPZ
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她不只是好像小時候一樣想自我放逐;也不只是PTSD引起的自殺行為;亦不只是想拯救生命來滿足贖罪心理。956Please respect copyright.PENANAZi5QQJyPkp
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而是通通都有。956Please respect copyright.PENANA9yAKblXOAN
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「童桐,咁落去…」956Please respect copyright.PENANAAHYLnSgMzU
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「嗯,我應該會死。」童桐平靜地說。956Please respect copyright.PENANAU3nOob2NpJ
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「童桐,唔好…」956Please respect copyright.PENANAdSySJT9QUG
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「呀遊,好好照顧大家,同埋…幫我同我爺爺嫲嫲講聲對唔住。」956Please respect copyright.PENANA3Fe7ezfs4T
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「…童桐,你死左既我點算?」我說,「你知道我無左你唔得。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAeXCvaoXPSf
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「我本來都擔心。」童桐說,「但我知道妍妍同你咁既關係,大概佢係我死之後都會照顧你。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAfMRUzIEvdy
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我和妍妍共渡的那晚,卻使得童桐更加安心地自尋短見。956Please respect copyright.PENANASA1BvWmS0c
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「你唔係鐘意我既咩,你捨得交我俾妍妍架啦?」956Please respect copyright.PENANA7rJ4mBFnNj
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「唔…唔捨得架!」童桐哭著說,「但係…仲有咩辦法…Kay佢係因為我而死,明明係大學Year One…係佢主動過黎搵我做groupmate,係佢介紹我去唔同地方打卡…係佢介紹植嵐晨俾我識,我…我我…」956Please respect copyright.PENANAV5KFOosrXN
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童桐的善良變成了她的詛咒,我寧願她冷血一點。956Please respect copyright.PENANAzU7TjHBsMg
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「佢係因為自己諗唔通!!唔關你事架童桐!!」956Please respect copyright.PENANAgAOmUZFNwD
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林老板似乎覺得我吵著他看颱風消息,走過來吧台撐著枱面,無好氣地看著我。956Please respect copyright.PENANAoSNr5K6iJt
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「我咁覺得呀!你明唔明呀,呀遊!就算你話唔關我事,利律師話唔關我事,警察話唔關我事,但係我覺得係自己一手造成呀!!我…我…」童桐情緒激動。956Please respect copyright.PENANAtYZ56wBIOx
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林老板壓下聲線說:「唔好再同邊緣型人格障礙講道理講邏輯,你係唔係想害死佢。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAlLSU7uIFuC
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邊緣型人格障礙…?是指童桐?956Please respect copyright.PENANAgt9EX6IvOa
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「但…」這是我向林老板問的。956Please respect copyright.PENANAyKgg03JWlP
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「唉,打風賣大包…你同佢講你知道佢好難受,你好擔心佢,千其唔好講你明白佢感受,你明條春,知道就夠。」林老板開始向我提出建議。956Please respect copyright.PENANAGm3zHpRL3W
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「童桐,我知道你好難受,我知道,但係我好擔心你。」這的確是我心裡話。956Please respect copyright.PENANAdKYqfoCM26
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「同佢講依加你有呢個感覺,係個心唔舒服,係有得醫,會陪住佢睇醫生,問佢咁樣好唔好,強調個陪字,強調你要陪佢。」956Please respect copyright.PENANA3mpWJPExlJ
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「童桐,你有咁既感覺,只係因為你個心唔舒服,係…係病黎,有得醫架,俾我陪你去睇醫生好唔好?陪到你好返之後,我都一直陪住你,好唔好?」956Please respect copyright.PENANAji4iGHMUV9
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林老板在吧枱後拿來了「今期清酒推薦」的黑板把字刷掉,然後寫上「陪伴」「接納」四字不斷打圈,還忙中偷閒寫上「道理」「對錯」四個字打上一個大交叉。956Please respect copyright.PENANAZ68669u2PN
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「病…?我…我真係覺得…」956Please respect copyright.PENANAu7ZNZTcRxE
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「你都知我阿媽識幾多人架啦,佢當你係我馬家新抱架啦,我地會陪你搵到方法解決,童桐,相信我,俾機會我陪你好唔好?」956Please respect copyright.PENANAjbb4NatFQO
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童桐一向欠缺安全感。956Please respect copyright.PENANAMqWotlo0qL
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即使我在成為情侶後,也因為怕失去我這青梅竹馬兼男朋友而不安著。956Please respect copyright.PENANAcKzSSovmdU
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而原來所謂的邊緣型人格障礙,最大特徵就是「竭盡努力避免真實或想像中的自我被拋棄」956Please respect copyright.PENANAu6BEFvOb73
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這就是童桐心理上的弱點。956Please respect copyright.PENANAd332DNjh6u
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現在林老板完全不打算說甚麼你沒有錯,不是你的錯,而是在反過來利用童桐「欠缺他人陪伴」的心理弱點,把她暴走的情緒轉化成「想有人陪便回來」,拖入我們這邊的節奏之中。956Please respect copyright.PENANASPLEUHrzah
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好像有點可怕…?956Please respect copyright.PENANA22KOGT5Fw1
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「呀遊…但,真係咁?我真係只係病?我唔知…我成日聽到煞車聲,我好驚過馬路…我好辛苦呀,呀遊…我好辛苦…嗚嗚嗚…嗚嗚…」童桐哭起來。956Please respect copyright.PENANAYENWFzh7jy
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「梗係!」我說,「你個時都陪我睇跌打啦,細個我病都係你照顧我,今次一樣,我會陪到你好返為止!」956Please respect copyright.PENANArBtqB2dQe0
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「呀遊,對唔住,要你咁樣浪費時間陪我…」956Please respect copyright.PENANAtEgEFYqhcy
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童桐就是這樣,連我陪伴她她也自卑地覺得在浪費我時間。因為在她眼中,自己父母也覺得陪伴她是在浪費時間吧。956Please respect copyright.PENANAuGblDVd5pg
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不幸者以一生治癒童年,就是這樣嗎?956Please respect copyright.PENANAoYrAHLV8la
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「咪叫左你唔好再道歉」我說,「你係大澳邊個位?我黎搵你。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5MOjCr0f3
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「你點樣黎?」童桐問。956Please respect copyright.PENANAF7paP5hadZ
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「船…船掛?我點知,的士之類?」956Please respect copyright.PENANAY6SfLkSOKC
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阿強面有難色。956Please respect copyright.PENANA9q7Ixogt0J
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大不了我走路過去,東涌行山到大澳才兩,三個小時。956Please respect copyright.PENANApZOOjOgPyD
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「呀遊,你都係唔好黎喇。」956Please respect copyright.PENANALZyYTFTSt1
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「點解呀?!」956Please respect copyright.PENANA9l6K0JrP33
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「個風會係呢邊登陸,如果連你都因為我有咩事…我…我…」童桐語氣中帶著恐懼。956Please respect copyright.PENANAbJukv0S09n
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「去接我咁天下第一可愛既青梅竹馬女朋友又唔係第一次喇。」我說,「超強颱風咋嘛,算得係咩,童桐,我準備左禮物俾你,你估下咩黎?」956Please respect copyright.PENANAK1UjIbYHxx
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「係咩黎?」童桐驚喜地說。956Please respect copyright.PENANAKzfTqzUIF8
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林老板聽到我這句,對我露出讚許的眼神點點頭。956Please respect copyright.PENANAxhh18ReYPv
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「到我入到黎搵到你,你就知。」我說,「記得等我,有危險就跑,無論幾難都好,無論幾遠都好,無論幾多次都好…」956Please respect copyright.PENANAdrppCi2t61
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無論追尋幾多次。
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「…我都唔會放棄,童桐。」956Please respect copyright.PENANADwEzM25ryQ
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童桐說電話電量快用盡,所以先要掛線,晚上會再和我通話報平安,還叫我一定要萬事小心。但我沒打算等到晚上。956Please respect copyright.PENANAesu8ZLtw8x
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盡快帶她回家!
「你係呢個童桐之前,有無識過女朋友?」林老板問。956Please respect copyright.PENANAx8jegpc7ch
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「無…」956Please respect copyright.PENANA5qHnbUiwP8
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「哼,唔怪得。」他冷笑一下。956Please respect copyright.PENANABC99Wnbl8q
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喂?!956Please respect copyright.PENANAR6VSY1k8Es
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「之後就你自求多福。」林老板說罷拿出逗貓棒回去和貓兒玩耍,一邊走還一邊低語著,「大澳啊,真懷念…漢娜…」956Please respect copyright.PENANA0uXgz0zI9B
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阿強自己從吧枱內掏出一支酒:「總之你叫我做既兩件事已經解決,迷暈器,童小姐既下落。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAWqHqLiSFz6
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「咁使唔使俾返d錢…」956Please respect copyright.PENANAkmTnvq1IsC
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「唔使喇。」阿強推回我遞上的錢,「我只係送個講電話既機會俾你,係你自己爭取到答案返黎,要唔要杯?」956Please respect copyright.PENANA75NVAOY1tk
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「…唔該。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAZkFMBRQQGV
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阿強也因為打風而沒這樣忙,他平日應該是要到處應酬之類吧。956Please respect copyright.PENANACHiHTDZmzJ
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把阿強倒來的酒一飲而盡:「啊哈!好飲!好,我要出發。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAOauURBeiqo
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「去邊?」956Please respect copyright.PENANANIkXxDkRkO
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「…就…大澳啊。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAqAV0pxPLP4
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阿強苦笑搖頭:「後生仔就係後生仔…你知點去?」956Please respect copyright.PENANAZNLyhx2kyx
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「屯門好似有船…」我好多年沒去過了。956Please respect copyright.PENANA89HvzeVQiD
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「個班船三號波已經停左。」阿強說,「你只可以行陸路。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAhdx61ltnsp
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地圖顯示陸路可以從東涌坐巴士,或是坐大嶼山的藍的士,至於私家車…因為嶼南路是封閉區域,只有持許可證的車才能進入。956Please respect copyright.PENANAM0nyYmTz6N
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阿強瞄瞄我的手機屏幕:「除左行山,你方法得三個,一係坐大嶼山巴士,一係飛的,最後方法係搵有許可證進入嶼南路既司機載你。不過…食張牛肉乾都係320蚊啫,有人唔介意無證都可以車你。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAx5klRteCpF
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找我爸?不,打風他工作更加忙,也不能找他,找他的話我媽會馬上出現吧。956Please respect copyright.PENANAdpWg2Gvw5H
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「阿強,你…有無?」我試探地問。956Please respect copyright.PENANAxlbHSdMIZt
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「我有,亦識好多人有,甚至可以出張真既許可證俾你。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAK5CU3h3q24
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「咁樣可唔可以出錢…」956Please respect copyright.PENANA4fdzyROflx
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「但唔好意思,Deep World係八號波都係閂門,無人會傻到為左做單接送生意衝入超強颱風既風眼,有錢無命使。」阿強說,「自求多福喇。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAsudQbz95mU
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這也對,畢竟那可是超級颱風的致命風眼,但還有甚麼辦法,反正到東涌再說。956Please respect copyright.PENANAVq3N2gH11S
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我想過是否通知我爸媽,但我媽聽到我要往風眼衝過去,她一定過來捉我回家,不行,這事我只能靠我自己解決。956Please respect copyright.PENANAYJKocSstiH
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而且童桐還在等我,我還不能一個人回去。956Please respect copyright.PENANAIxFJg8gxyx
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…至少通知妍妍和Beta吧,雖然後者不知道想不想知道。956Please respect copyright.PENANARVI9JpWOXT
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在酒吧胡亂吃過出乎意料地好吃的意粉後,我向阿強和林老板別過離去。林老板說不用謝他,無論是剛剛的提點還是那盤意粉,把童桐救回來帶她來飲兩杯便行。956Please respect copyright.PENANAOvoXMrCe7C
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阿強就難得他這樣好說話,可能是同病相憐云云,遲鈍如我也覺得這不是甚麼應該刺探的往事,但感覺那林老板也是深不可測,一定有自己的故事。956Please respect copyright.PENANAOb5bFfIaSc
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天文台說放工時間改掛八號風球,當我鑽進地鐵站已經是人山人海,都怪街上的士Uber全部截不到,而地鐵站就在漢娜酒吧一個街口外。956Please respect copyright.PENANAaxQJFBhpLy
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在擠成年宵的車廂中,心急如焚的我幾乎要和一個死推爛推也上不了車,結果卡住車門幾分鐘的中年漢打起來,最後月台有人看不過眼先行偷襲作罷。956Please respect copyright.PENANAh6LzL5yjKY
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普通的一程車坐得我焦頭爛額,我到東涌已是傍晚。956Please respect copyright.PENANA78qXTIIT5v
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「呀遊。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAj7hcrANl1h
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「又點撚樣呀…!」956Please respect copyright.PENANAAVY5yPPixe
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咦不對,誰人會來?現在我是在單獨行動…956Please respect copyright.PENANAPT0uefrWRz
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「…你…有無事?」卻是憂心忡忡,而且被我嚇到的妍妍。956Please respect copyright.PENANAjUYVRCax2R
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「我…唉,少少攰啫,對唔住。你點會係度?打風危險,快D返屋企。」956Please respect copyright.PENANALJCYvsORs9
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「我唔可以俾你一個去大澳。」我這時才發現妍妍同樣穿著專業的雨衣。956Please respect copyright.PENANAwa2xHrO2wu
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「咪玩喇,風眼黎架…」我推她往月台方向,打算送她回車上。956Please respect copyright.PENANA4nloZzeeFe
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「咁你知風眼你又去?!我搵過你好多次你都唔聽我電話,我係叫管理處個主任借車先過到黎,我唔會返去!」妍妍說,「呀遊,我有件事好急要同你講,你冷靜聽。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAvkRHJ8NGAf
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不不不,每次是說要冷靜聽的,往往是最叫人沒法冷靜。956Please respect copyright.PENANADLGc1xUxrg
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「…盡量,你講,講完返屋企。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAAsG8zZEPgy
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「唔返。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAkDosrcZnsI
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妍妍拿出裝在防水袋之中的手機,畫面是那些路況突發的群組之類,往往這些群組收風比新聞還要快。956Please respect copyright.PENANAQnw6xm69x1
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「嶼南道山洪暴發,山泥傾瀉,無車行得過……已經,已經無任何方法去救童桐。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAv8duNeiZkU
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「……」956Please respect copyright.PENANA9Oqg3yYyCd
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身邊的事物,恍如要愈拉愈遠。956Please respect copyright.PENANAmyYQ5mysH4
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「…車站廣播,天文台剛才已經改掛八號東南烈風或暴風信號,重覆一次,天文台剛才已經正式改掛八號東南烈風或暴風信號,本港正受到超強颱風“氣槽”正面吹襲…」956Please respect copyright.PENANATQVZVGTVf0
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連車站廣播也好像從很遠很遠的地方傳來。956Please respect copyright.PENANAYO0oGb3Wrr
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童桐已如被困在孤島上。956Please respect copyright.PENANAAB1oyH38tV
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我也是。956Please respect copyright.PENANAg29NJzt6ci
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「呀遊,依加只可以叫佢自己撐住,我黎係阻你去送死。」妍妍竟然哭起來。「返屋企啦,你盡晒力架喇,放棄啦好嗎?」956Please respect copyright.PENANA7FCEFHRn9B
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…要在這兒…放棄嗎?956Please respect copyright.PENANA6DqiDkbngI
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照片之中,道路已經崩塌,泥水從斜坡內湧出,馬路上的瀝青已經化成泥巴被沖走。956Please respect copyright.PENANAIEnd5JfYCn
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連那些大樹也被輕易地衝走,我又算得是甚麼?在大自然,在颱風,在命運面前我又算得是甚麼?956Please respect copyright.PENANAJ32Dpig4yF
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「…我出閘睇下。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAYbk5mrjuGf
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我注意到有些人著附近奔波著,而他們—拿著貓籠。956Please respect copyright.PENANA7hB8RpSrWE
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妍妍追著我出站,外頭狂風暴雨,雨被勁風捲起,打到臉上帶著刺痛,鐵閘在搖晃發出「咔咔咔」的怪聲,一切沒有被綁住的東西都飛到風中被撕成碎片。956Please respect copyright.PENANAyqHdnjax4a
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「師兄!師兄!」我氣喘喘地追上一個拿著貓籠的人,「嗄…嗄…你,你係唔係大澳出黎?」956Please respect copyright.PENANALXSACiYNk3
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「係…呀。你又知既?」956Please respect copyright.PENANA21DTbgcU2j
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「條路係唔係已經行唔到?」我問,明明妍妍的手機已經顯示著地陷的情況,我還是心存一絲僥倖。956Please respect copyright.PENANALyFyfXlMwA
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「完全行唔到!無可能!」那人說,「仆你個街,唔係我地架車夠快就俾佢埋左!!」956Please respect copyright.PENANAu6eysvBTWL
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「……」956Please respect copyright.PENANAl2OTtkeT9x
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是真的…當然是的,怎可能有假。956Please respect copyright.PENANAxJdmluD9B8
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「我地去救D街貓咋嘛,陰公,係大澳入面真係死硬。」那人拿著貓籠說,「喂,老友,你面色好差喎。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAxOWymqAj1z
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「……」956Please respect copyright.PENANAXOJKYlHhj9
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「唔該晒你,佢無事架,我代D貓貓多謝你。」妍妍有禮貌的鞠躬。956Please respect copyright.PENANAYqPSG4VaDb
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「…嗯,打風呀,你地都好快D返屋企喇。」那人拿著兩個貓籠消失在暴風雨中。956Please respect copyright.PENANA6Nd2GDM2q0
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「…呀遊…」956Please respect copyright.PENANA7ARxKh7rqs
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妍妍看著我,不知所措。956Please respect copyright.PENANAqseZ1ood0A
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「昂坪360。」我說。956Please respect copyright.PENANASUl86WDWBx
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「纜車點可能開,呀遊,算啦。」妍妍說。956Please respect copyright.PENANADgs4HN0s98
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勇者並非無懼。956Please respect copyright.PENANA6Um0nGYrJ6
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勇者而是心懷恐懼,亦要繼續前行。956Please respect copyright.PENANA01GMKQtGrF
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而我…連勇者也不是。956Please respect copyright.PENANAdA3kR7ACrZ
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但我可終於成為童桐的青梅竹馬兼男朋友!!956Please respect copyright.PENANAhwDFuQCDX1
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「我知,但纜車下面有維修通道,定期有人維修,相比普通山路安全少少,我可以由個度去到昂坪,咁就可以避開嶼南路山泥傾瀉既地方,之後轉行昂平路…」956Please respect copyright.PENANAAtAGzW0VOv
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「呀遊,你明知咁做一定會出事,你唔好…」956Please respect copyright.PENANAZOF6zoeCMc
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「妍妍,你返屋企,我行山入去!」956Please respect copyright.PENANAwOBRWKMbTh
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「你聽我講!你依加係要八號風球上山,行入個風眼度!!你知唔知你自己做緊乜撚野!?」連妍妍也急到說粗口了。956Please respect copyright.PENANAcLyXom70S2
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「無野比童桐重要!!犧牲咩都好,我都要去搵佢!我應承左佢!!」956Please respect copyright.PENANAZQOr9tIDP8
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「你…停呀!」956Please respect copyright.PENANAnXtEmscEr4
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「妍妍,走開!!」956Please respect copyright.PENANA235xclLN5E
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「馬川遊!!」956Please respect copyright.PENANASnXOtZlHe9
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「啪!」956Please respect copyright.PENANAJujIJejxDr
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妍妍賞我一記耳光,附近的人通通側目望過來,以為我們是不是要挑這種天氣當眾吵架,甚至有好事之徒舉起手機拍攝。956Please respect copyright.PENANA3KWhS2qbY5
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「癲夠未?」妍妍問。956Please respect copyright.PENANAoN3mCYTXuc
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「……妍妍,你唔明。」火辣辣的臉在風雨中發燙,但我沒生氣,因為妍妍是在阻止我送死。956Please respect copyright.PENANAzUCgETpzUQ
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就和我對童桐一樣。956Please respect copyright.PENANAlhbkM68jnL
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「你愛錫下自己得唔得?你珍視下自己得唔得?」956Please respect copyright.PENANAAHThTzyeXF
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…不,我早就把童桐放在最優先了。956Please respect copyright.PENANABzlECTqbMW
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我本以為自己已經改了這習慣,但沒想到在我和童桐正式成為情侶,她又出了意外後,我也…我這種心態也惡化了。956Please respect copyright.PENANAZfw09dqjUs
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大概不只她一個有病吧。956Please respect copyright.PENANAbkGjydHNsX
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我也有病。956Please respect copyright.PENANAmukPJERmhL
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「妍妍,對唔住。」我握住袋中的迷暈器,妍妍比童桐高一點點,體重也重過有厭食症的她,但這能把她瞬間麻醉掉吧!956Please respect copyright.PENANAx4wqs9Oqsh
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就在我要使用迷暈器時,突然一把有點討厭的聲音從旁傳來。956Please respect copyright.PENANAwB5FgMPUTg
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「聽甄姿妍講放棄未幾好囉。」956Please respect copyright.PENANA82wrs5maIH
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「條路自己揀,仆街唔好喊,講左好多次架啦。」說話很尖酸刻薄,但又很難反駁。956Please respect copyright.PENANAGpis0woiZm
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「所以放棄啦,放棄保命最緊要,又唔會有人怪你。」但又有點懷念,有點…使我覺得安心。956Please respect copyright.PENANAek8eiFpFSO
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是那個用最難聽的說話,默默支援著我的那個混蛋。956Please respect copyright.PENANA1egnTfwB1h
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「…Beta,好耐無見。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAKY71Mr4c21
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Beta沒甚麼事不會離開他的電腦前,無論是那間屏幕房,還是他在網吧中的包廂,特別是這種天地無光,如要淹沒一切的暴風雨。956Please respect copyright.PENANAmtdLSGmN1z
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但也就是說,如果連這種天氣他也出來,代表事態已嚴重至此。956Please respect copyright.PENANAnRCHOq3qDb
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我去送死這件事包括在內嗎?我不肯定。956Please respect copyright.PENANALvcZUq9LRe
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「千其唔好掛住我,多謝合作。」他說。956Please respect copyright.PENANAEgxdV0fBRa
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「有排未輪到你。」我回話。956Please respect copyright.PENANAQBKUH4xeCQ
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Beta輕輕挪到我與妍妍之間,走到幾乎和我臉貼著臉的距離。956Please respect copyright.PENANA0i2lmriiFS
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「我問你,馬川遊,你靚仔唔夠植嵐晨靚仔,講錢,講肌肉,講事業,你同其他人比你咩都輸,你只係贏一個距離,你只係住得近D。」Beta說,「你覺得童桐點解會揀你?」956Please respect copyright.PENANACYYMi3iJms
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「唔係佢揀我,而係我始終放下唔到。」我說,「我放棄唔到童桐。」956Please respect copyright.PENANAunHfqfjCEX
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有個遊戲劇情相當絕望,它說世界一切都是沒意義的。956Please respect copyright.PENANAhLlPpDTbPt
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但是在最後一句…使我相當著意。956Please respect copyright.PENANAOdUdItcZvc
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“但未來不是被賦予之物,而是要去親手爭取回來"956Please respect copyright.PENANA5xYcoFnTpZ
"未来は与えられるモノではなく、獲得するモノだから"
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「連咁樣都唔放棄?八號波只係開始,講緊既係一個颱風正面登陸,後面仲有九號波,十號波,返屋企吹冷氣會好D。」Beta說。956Please respect copyright.PENANA1UoiVb6CbQ
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妍妍向我點頭,示意我放棄。956Please respect copyright.PENANAdzuCMKGsex
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我搖搖頭,然後踏前一步,吸一口氣——956Please respect copyright.PENANAQxpUdC9Zzx
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Beta滿意地笑笑點頭。956Please respect copyright.PENANAsETSKhTLjX
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「既然係咁,呢片絕海…呢個絕境,就由我地帶你衝過去!」