厭食症。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8i33U6FIy
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在心理疾病之中，厭食症的死亡率也是數一數二高，標準死亡率達5.9。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC31N6DSQOL
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5.9是一個怎樣的概念呢？這代表厭食症患者的死亡風險，是一個普通人的5.9倍之高。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4t4xuf1ZOC
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作為參考，使用可卡因的標準死亡率，是6。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTD8ybH7Zu1
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重度吸煙，也只是2.6。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbPpAGNTJf
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精神分裂症是2.5，躁鬱症是2.2，暴食症是1.9，抑鬱症這麼普及而可怕…也才是1.6，而厭食症可是5.9啊…1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnFv4wanDQ
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雖說這病不是甚麼不治之症，但致命率極高，變成長期厭食症的話死亡率高達20％，我不知道這比喻對不對，但玩俄羅斯轉盤往自己頭上用左輪開一槍，中彈率也才是 16.6％ （六分之一）！1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uXkYky64x
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童桐…怎麼了？1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgeeshxHiU
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是我做錯了甚麼嗎？是我待她不夠好？還是我那兒惹她生氣了？她怎麼會有這樣嚴重的病？1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6qPk8MsKT
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從那時開始，我便陷入了自責和內疚中，我每天都把這段日子以來的每個片段在腦中重播，苦苦思索，尋找自己做錯的地方。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBt2GbcQZC
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…這樣下去我早晚會和她一樣，但…不行，我不能倒下…1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEhP7AF16D
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那晚送走妍妍後，我好像發了瘋一樣把Google搜尋頭十幾頁的厭食症資料都通通看一次，我知道這沒有任何幫忙，有病就應該看醫生，上網問診是大忌。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQnwPXvr0t
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但…我停不了，只要一停下來便覺得好像愧對童桐一樣。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMa5xUygXVA
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厭食症不是那些人一直斷食，節食減肥，最後失去控制變成甚麼東西也吃不下嗎？童桐雖說吃很少，但也只是和我相比，她一直也有好好吃飯才對，她竟然在吃飯後偷偷去廁所扣喉？她說自己減肥應該是藉口，她明明沒有在斷食節食，為甚麼會…1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBTj9YNuFy
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她這樣用心裝出一個正常的樣子給我們看，她到底有多壓抑自己？1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GtmEPP4EF
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…是心理因素。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjbzxJqhNz
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「環境變化、事業失敗、失戀、挫折等，都可能成為厭食的契機，“不善表達意見、喜歡隱藏不安與不滿的人“，是特別容易厭食的類型…」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkySmHkQoLH
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我看住這段文字，在屏幕前抱頭崩潰。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pki32PUBG
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想不到，我想不到自己做錯了甚麼，但是我也不知該怎麼辦。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTKKCnfioJ
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童桐不是那種減肥減到失去了自控而變成厭食症的典型病例，她是因為心理壓力而變成這樣子的。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuxLGFgeZ1
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不行，這樣子下去…童桐…童桐會死的。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtNc0giaJU
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童桐真的會死掉的。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0CklQr71f
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只要這件事，求求老天…不要…唯有童桐，我犧牲自己也要保護她。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXdCrmywJo
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〔嘟～嘟～〕1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsm4Pm9IA9
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是植嵐晨打來了，那邊慢這邊六小時。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9R4fRqrfG
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我抹抹臉，打開鏡頭接聽。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZA0QUrJIw
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「呀遊，呢排點呀…喂，你個樣搞咩？」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7BICdLUxt
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不行，表情騙不了。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPuJFzQJez
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「課金抽卡爆死，嗚…」我胡亂掰出理由。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjD3ct8oPG
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「量力而為呀，你話…Kay點樣？」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxCAMlKkwt
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「佢…佢最近對我好大敵意。」我避重就輕避開核彈之類概念，「大概係將你同佢分手，去外國入左我數，我救你個時辦事不力之類…唉，我都唔知點解。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1br7cnkvW0
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「…都似佢既諗法。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjvyNS0h9V
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「佢係咁既人？」我問。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ywIRQ1U7Q
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「我就直接講，我去哥本哈根某程度上關佢事…我同佢根本無拍過拖。」植嵐晨凝重地說。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkonpSxRY1
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「下？！佢又話分手既？」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEIRWZpmex
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「呢個就係重點，佢…佢會成日分唔到幻想同現實，我承認個時佢同我有曖昧過，但係我地真係無一齊過。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39scq3M2um
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「係…」我呆然。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOU8fY54Mn
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「但係，佢成日覺得自己係我女朋友！佢試過係我屋企樓下截我，如果我唔俾佢入黎，佢會守係我屋企門口成晚，仲要撕到自己衣衫不整！有人行過就喊晒口咁拍我門，搞到我又被人報警，好在門口有cam證明我清白！」植嵐晨說。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1kCyLbWtg
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神經病。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwNFPUODXC
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「我阿爸前排有請看護，佢竟然呃個嬸嬸話自己係黎替假，然後推左我阿爸去飲茶話要孝順佢，個次之後我就知呢個女仔唔係痴情少少咁簡單。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZfK6TMxFu
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一切連起來了。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYhlPdNcvK
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我嚇得吞了吞口水，然後說：「之前…大學聆訊個日，佢本身諗住用界刀捅個主席頸。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7REPDV8hE
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植嵐晨的樣子同樣變青：「本身？」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAllPZkMf7
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我點點頭：「嗯，好在我發現到阻止佢，不過俾佢車左巴。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Z7ycgH5KU
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「…完全係佢會做得出既事，即係佢為左我…應該話為左佢想像出黎既我，連殺人都夠膽死。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6n8HdphX8l
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「痴線…」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3rQkCioNK
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那個Kay病得不輕啊。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8hgBrisXo
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「你避佢避到去哥本哈根？」我問。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUahdnzuLKa
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「一黎啦，二黎我都想去海外讀書好耐，呢邊北歐既產品設計…嘿嘿，串啲講句，世界第一，我仲考到獎學金添～」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Mu1LiEmcX
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我無地自容，既然植嵐晨考到了世界第一的北歐讀設計，也說是說他本人的實力同樣到達世界第一的水準。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LJGgH5iWG
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所以之前的抄襲指控，完全是誣蔑。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNBkOVhc1j
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「咁…咁就好。」我說，「依加呢個Kay咁癲，喂佢咁痴戀你，你同佢傾下得唔得呀。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPcQqqR4Hd
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因為對我來說最有就說服力的人就是童桐，她也應該類似吧。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxX3bSwwD1h
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「唔得。」植嵐晨搖頭說，「之前同佢嘈左一次好大獲，佢唔會再聽我講。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCqNdVSxDR
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「嘈咩？」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UPJ5TzGTu
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「就佢係都要話我係佢男朋友，但我地根本無一齊過，所以我只好順手推舟同佢講話我地分手，然後係佢死纏爛打前飛走左。」植嵐晨說。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRztfnH0mKL
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然後他便把那舟推過來我這邊了！原來又是我自己扔出去的回力鏢！1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMqgoCSwKM
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「我大概都明係咩一回事。」我搖頭說，要煩的事還要幾多樣？但當務之急是童桐的厭食症，我的安危不重要。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjbDiHXOqY
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沒有事比童桐重要，包括我的命。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoO4Wvegm67
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「呀遊，你真係要小心，如果你話佢當日想捅個主席，我怕…佢真係會對你不利。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFtnNgzxxB
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我怕嗎？老實說我怕。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMFm1Cd372
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雖然我體格比她強壯，高她兩個頭以上，但是Kay應該會帶武器，而且她在暗我在明，不知道會不會在下個轉角路口便遇上拿著界刀的她。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVFQIjxraR
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但在她做出甚麼事之前，去警局備案也沒用吧，之前那個瑜珈女教練也備了案，也是遭到了毒手，警察也沒可能天天跟著我貼身保護。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6hY8imd6X
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而且我更怕的是她遷怒到童桐身上，即使她不知道是童桐截下核彈，但她身為我女朋友，這種瘋子已不能按常理推斷。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPFNENhGy6
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再說了她也不知道是我發射核彈害植嵐晨，她大概是通過「童桐喜歡植嵐晨」和「我喜歡童桐」而推理出我是最大得益者，光憑這猜測便盲射核彈。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBW8LBERQJt
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早就是有殺錯無放過了，她不是甚麼神機妙算，她只是無差別轟炸。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8iDkWBscd
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「我…我會小心，都無計。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOikcopw8Ny
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「嗯…咁再聯絡啦，記得出入小心。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIK3pC7AEh
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「拜拜。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQs2U9b3O0
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視訊通話中斷。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgz3C8OjBUA
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…唉，再看看厭食症的資料好了。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbMTTv8UTC
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這一看便是看到了天亮，我覺得自己很無力，始終我又不是醫生，更加不是精神科或心理醫生，我甚至不知道要帶童桐去那兒求醫，社工嗎？心理學家和心理醫生又有甚麼分別？認知行為治療師又是甚麼玩意？精神科有沒有門診？1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tVobnIbON
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我想起了當日不好笑醫生的那句：解鈴還需保齡球…牽鈴人。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKy10hMhsvh
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牽鈴人大概是我吧。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVp9k1fdRC
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童桐沒有安全感，才這樣黏著我不放，但這原來只是冰山一角。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7LXfYcyfe
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植嵐晨的順手推舟，也許我也能學一學。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTq24JYaa2A
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得到了我爸媽的同意後，第二天晚上我去了童桐的家中。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EQkO3Bg5U
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「童桐，過黎。」我拍拍自己大腿。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvEojhbBCT
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「嗯？做咩？」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡht1cqAtinI
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童桐還不知道我已得悉她患上了厭食症。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjY9PM8tZk
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「想…抱下你囉？」我裝成想撒嬌。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcpxYGseyV
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「好好～呀遊好乖，今日練射箭都好俾心機～」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF82u12Fspz
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童桐騎在我身上抱住我，用力把我的頭埋到她胸前扭腰磨蹭讓我撒嬌。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChaziwm1fF
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真爽。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqsREIN6yN
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但我身上感到的重量可是明顯輕了不少，我甚至有種只抱住亞基的錯覺。那些厭食症患者變成活骷髏般的可怕照片在腦中閃現，我不安地抱緊童桐的腰再三確認。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEReQq9Yw1
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也變得更幼了。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41XuAXLkRc
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好輕，輕得像幽靈一樣。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3fcrnvycZ
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這不是甚麼好現象。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDso3VHltye
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「童桐，我問左我阿爸阿媽，就睇你想唔想。」我把頭從她胸前挪開，抬頭瞪住她雙眼說。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2HUWMSW2f
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「係咩事…？」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GiXhEMr6t
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「我諗緊…反正我地都識左咁多年，雖然個時我地未一齊，但係其實有時我都覺得自己好似同你拍緊拖咁。」我說。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNByylyzLu
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「嗯嗯…你想講咩呀，傻呀遊，嘻。」童桐笑著抱住我用頭輕蹭。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorCmBTVTIx
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「唉。」我嘆一口氣，成為了童桐男朋友後似乎我也沒甚麼進步。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6G27Nyv7Ms
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「你慢慢講，我去熄左部電視先。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzlTnGaSFb
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童桐從我身上滑下去。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WboFZyRB4
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「…太平洋既熱帶低氣壓升級成熱帶風暴後繼續增強但移動緩慢，日本氣象廳正式命名為“氣槽“，預計移向南海…」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPHJD6py1P
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魚腩盃是在室內舉行，應該不要緊。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrjIXExd9y
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童桐把電視關掉回到我身上，我甚至能聽到她的心跳聲。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGn5Gy5KAX8
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「我知道…你最近好大壓力係唔係？」我說，「我覺得你好似擔心緊好多野，俾好多負擔自己咁，童桐。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQKZfOHIuF
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「無呀？」童桐笑道，「做咩咁諗？」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrcw4VOSkK
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…不，我不能說穿我已經知道她的病，這樣她為了治癒自己只會更痛苦，例如表面上吃更多東西，然後以更隱密的方式扣喉，她就是這種笨蛋。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bhZTm0TDJ
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但這樣下去童桐會死的。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLjkACYPhj
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童桐死掉，我也不算活著了。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6KKJct0vR
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「…你鐘意我既，係唔係？」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHiL31Unqk
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「嗯。」童桐點點頭說。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhlw9kioRM
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「如果我既支持同陪多啲你，你可以自在啲開心啲…童桐，雖然我地起埋一齊無幾耐，但係…」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLigghXmFs
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我深呼吸，童桐帶著笑意等著我問。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyxQJeimuT
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「你想唔想過黎同我一齊住？」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78TODTPpMB
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對，我知道我知道這樣很快，太快，超快，但是我和童桐可是從幼稚園認識到現在，所以我覺得還好。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIYhOjNgeR
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而且我和她一起住的話，我能更易察覺到她的變化，她的心情，也能多點陪她。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6HOXilVAC
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沒待她開口回答，我便繼續說下去。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65mesSlX5C
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「我好鐘意你，童桐，我已經早就無左你唔得。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWjMetTtDH
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既然童桐的壓力來自不安，來自我沒有給予的安全感，來自她怕一但失去我便一口氣失去一切，又一次被拋棄的話…我便慢慢為她重建信心吧。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkpyCHLxxI
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「所以…就算你只係住我隔離，我都覺得唔夠，我想再見你多啲, 我想再陪你多啲，我知道可能太快，你亦無同過其他人同居，但係我…」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyJC2r0e4r
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「好啦好啦。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnn2dTAAJdQ
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童桐深深擁吻到我身上，把我的話打住，我們互相深吻至肺活量用盡為止，她的心臟穩穩的在躍動，而則我貪婪地傾聽著。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUW78FcRCCB
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我沒法想像這脈動會消失。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFSdvkv2uy
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「咁…我黎打攪你喇。」童桐紅著臉說。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGxPK0zXZX
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「真係可以？！」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXMr4CfFI3
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「反正都係一牆之隔…爺爺嫲嫲唔介意既，但我夜晚要返黎幫佢地做家務。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Kk3QTS3Nl
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「嗯！我都過黎幫你手，嘿嘿，睇下點槽肥你啦。」我抱住她說。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriogLJoUXv
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「下，我肥左既你唔要我點算？」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBtgolnN92
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那個人教的話術真的和我自己想的是兩個層次，童桐果然按住他的計算來接話。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9rOv50ej1
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「點樣既你，邊個身份既你…都係你，童桐。」我牽起她的手直擊她的心理弱點說，「只要係你，我就會係你身邊，我就會一直鐘意你，陪住你…保護你。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wi05lnJXL
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「我都係，呀遊。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bluUNWWio
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童桐眼眶有淚水晃動，同居的生活要開始了。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKPAIGjoRv
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…絕對要在病魔手中保護童桐，想到這兒我便輕輕再握緊掌心中童桐略顯瘦削的玉手。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8OIlCvyWM
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