「人生若只如初見，何事秋風悲畫扇」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUpFA77xSx
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說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好，便不如發生之後的種種憾事。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZpm6LFlVq
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那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB23sVMfdR8
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8DL4TInMH
「呀遊，我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KZGHCLDeX
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原因是因為在那之前。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAcVS1u9y8
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcYmrjUfEr
在我還在醫院中的那段時間。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4cESONfPm
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuirkINNuk
「童桐。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOITPcHIOCk
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YlrGmrEfp
電話對面傳來一把女聲。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWuElByH3b
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbivBH417m
「Kay…？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3ohPdhMVa
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySXrSMsK1e
「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根，下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起，雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業，你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2t5L15OhY6
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsilThQZQwZ
「Kay，你喊緊？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvt0OYXlnGG
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7ZrfFVsEG
「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁？想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺，佢要同我分手？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eKje2uWQu
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwtelbu1OL
「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說；981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HHmjFeqPV
「童桐，呀遊！」Kay竟然是第一個到；981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvZwEXyPG0
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨？最近二人好像親近過以前，連我這種路人都發現了；981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucCdRlecod
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中；981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNaOVoYYIC
Kay想摸亞基，「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退，還發出威脅的低聲咆哮；981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mTlX6zaI6
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來，背後推著他的正是Kay。
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVednQsUup
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tdmF27JF4
「有人害佢？但…」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDF8qzZ1by
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2mGCRB74u
「想知既，就去問你個馬川遊！！」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eQZIVVX9d
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqMVNiMw9w
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距離核彈爆炸，只剩下72小時不到。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKvtgdjcRE
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6IZO8CErj
那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣，我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看，那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底，好像我每次打開看看剩下時間，那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfNrGjLuzH
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mDk065ZoC
當然不會。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHkTkW1yhb
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOMHNWbvNL
我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣，被困了在那個介面之中，只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁，看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81vZd0Dklj
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPz70b0BCKF
因她的事而崩潰，因自己的事而崩潰。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCVCrpteve
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcIqHHhGw9
這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐，連在手機上聊天也沒有，我一直以為我和她住得這樣近，即使不透過網絡總會見到。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOsuJkWCou
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBKbehVHq1
但事實完全相反。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAtfZYR9Md
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7DDa65p61
原來住得這樣近，是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLk2kBIDjA
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOzQcr9SUq
我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲，關門聲，我相信她也是的，但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破，把一切都隔絕起來。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHJZYvzyik
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMWnmnXrJa
我好想她。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPFBCN4Rlr
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7NOtzJ0x2
即使我還沒法接受，我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDWDBs34si
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgK10rrU3Z
童桐…981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUwgFgCo3N
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxF8soUtZm
也許在這段時間內，我們都需要好好和對方隔絕，整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVS4WdvVV7C
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZ53eKpGKS
「汪嗚…」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhnKH8fypI
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jMot8OHTS
因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸，亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子，甚至帶牠去散步後回家，牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RU26wY9y3
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1G8c75wh6
「汪！汪！」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaBSRV2xPo
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19WyWDgtqB
在聽到童桐開門，聞到門後童桐的氣味後，牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門，吠兩聲，希望引起童桐的注意，期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍，如以前一樣。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH81WGXAf7p
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN045RkOgru
「好啦，佢走左啦。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1l8xSyAAu
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAvtOGaRRi
但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwTUFqjCoT
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xhHtKiULB
看到牠這樣子，我也不罵牠抓門了，童桐離去後牠便會停下來，尾巴無力的垂向地面，然後在門後伏下，等待童桐回來時再抓一次。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlNTFkzqKG
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAs6GifKyQA
「…算啦，亞基。」我說，「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxHsHMgkS3
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PcVBvlT0n
那個童桐從沒存在過。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NFT0QyYrP
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcl4nygdYMs
我抱起亞基，扔回牠的狗床上。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoo845PL9J
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjyB8POnBS
「胡汪！」亞基站起來向我吠叫，好像在怪責我一樣。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfs2uqM8rL8
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXHWLrvRPq
也對，亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播，不知道誰是Dora，牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼，做過甚麼也只是童桐，一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐，如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVf2vwM6UPC
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxfcT4EKFG
我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfe0AE2d6R
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmMQ5DymSS
「我想架？」我說，「我夠想好似以前咁，你教我點呃自己囉！仲有，得返60幾個鐘，就到我…」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXL4iCkxELA
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoRSBQt6m6
亞基看看我擺擺尾巴，伏回狗窩中。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rp3IekZNF
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWPIDYpA6Z
「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3kY7by7bw
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQobwQxxux
我看看手上的清單，即將被核彈波及者有我父母，當然，但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧，痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprbiAyNabl
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDz35asiCyn
問題是妍妍和童桐…981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIiPwADjli
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKujjtyl7P
妍妍身為當事人，我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕，植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭，雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法，我沒可能避掉所有傷害。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVqmO5XE15
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43VVOl9HGD
童桐…問題是童桐，現在我們是互相疏遠對方，但萬一核彈轟下來…981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFG8YL5liKQ
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM48JxfTP3U
我連想像也感到恐懼，但明明我又在和她冷戰，矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZTeC148gD
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRlwFrmHRX
逃避再逃避，以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機，也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐，我就這樣一直自我封閉起來，如那段日子一樣。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0oprPMAID
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMg2HzFlHW
據我媽的描述，那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣，附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染，漂上死寂的氛圍，全身散發著絕望的氣場。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7SmhL1fqU
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzvEzQPsWv
但…我…我…981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVL3mAhHrux
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQ8jeyh6YG
果然沒法子永遠逃下去，這次真的不行。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBDAJxYhlE
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NAAoMpPQU
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：05981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71wxZd5zI1
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：04981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRi4rmROcXE
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：03981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQteiWImew
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就是今天晚上了嗎。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElfekdSiVh
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到此為止了。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSK8rlDc3S
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPPYpfo9xK
至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxjdGgYL3C
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqCyYi1mSI
我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊，那份窒息，那份絕望，比起甚麼都痛。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fEgNx6LXy
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX88BdTz2NM
「童桐。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVJSM4whvo
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfUCgEPnFp
在她回來時，我攔在她面前。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZ0qjmKR2V
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS67UyffQJm
咦她是不是又更瘦了？夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲，現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVs703p9Jm
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwM4kwvGXQ
「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnp5VckmAAx
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmU5y4F91gr
我擋在她家門前。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijVKtpvMKL
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHx0gsqxU4
「你今晚屋企有無人？」我說，「我有事要同你講。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NhT0u61v0
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCLf9oVBxo
「…係咩事？」她低頭說，聲音有點沙啞。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLhZtaxfSX
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtiywpmE4S
「一啲我寧願親口同你講，而唔想由其他人講你知，或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpiY8r638Q
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EV15o6q1J
這樣子她便明白了。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZazXGaByTH
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlg8yNrarD
童桐似乎有了心理準備，但她卻難為地說：「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKEu8k9IeD
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8z3ypSzyWM
但我早也有兩手準備。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcWLon0Y8O
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgurbewQiW
「我屋企無。」我推開門。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32d4lXHZ8N
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeZPc95WOw
「咁…」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQdaaVs9Ip
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「嗚————汪—！！」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYNJIxYqmC
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDQzZUYhWj
家門才一打開，亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至，猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少，消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛！981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsyBAg8QoB
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iTkj3Bn49
「小心！」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeMzu0w8JT
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6jSpS50b8
眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐，如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSxXXlLyA7
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmm6VLfv40H
好輕？981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvO15Ae3APw
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ066qX4Sd0K
「亞基！Sit！」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiBXyRUzqp
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsBlR5MU13
亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來，四平八穩的坐到地板，但尾巴還是狂搖，抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyswRjTVQU
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nIwYOpkQR
…真的好羨慕牠。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVZrXxa00e
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡio3YaOlKqq
「佢無見你太耐，有無事？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8pW4kE0El
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9LxcuRor6
「嗯，無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭，亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnpgRq7IsT
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkMgrW57EJ
「你…係唔係瘦左？」981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMD2U3NWeW
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2oQc3aIVj
「少少，減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開，走進我的家中。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbvBWBvjZR
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkMZPJ07zF
她身材這樣苗條，減甚麼鬼肥。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFLAH4U11m
981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0DHEmFaRl
「亞基，Dismiss.」我說，亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ITtsRtO02
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我看看手機中的倒數介面。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPaT2vUMb3
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距離核彈爆炸：03：11：46981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAIxpUMPpw
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童桐與我，再次獨處一室，無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣，這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。981Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuyeUxk2Nt
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但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事，自以為已經做好了最壞打算。
