「人生若只如初見，何事秋風悲畫扇」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICX7ndZ8kc
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說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好，便不如發生之後的種種憾事。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0H4KcAXyfI
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那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjqPpG4SYI
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「呀遊，我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
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原因是因為在那之前。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53N6l9tXYb
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在我還在醫院中的那段時間。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfEfxApBE4
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「童桐。」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCY6qUpOXLb
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電話對面傳來一把女聲。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxmeBjROt8
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「Kay…？」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzrPg29pgJ
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「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根，下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起，雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業，你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年？」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhajMVqxZvh
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHtIFjjEmR
「Kay，你喊緊？」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SUYUuVDPm
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFBH4EVrai
「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁？想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺，佢要同我分手？」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAEqRCbYAf
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7AAFS8uyP
「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說；1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aMKWqrQeD
「童桐，呀遊！」Kay竟然是第一個到；1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiui28rb2zx
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨？最近二人好像親近過以前，連我這種路人都發現了；1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Yy6ODHNii
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中；1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6WygD2iC9
Kay想摸亞基，「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退，還發出威脅的低聲咆哮；1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVVsj2dRkT
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來，背後推著他的正是Kay。
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsRD3zma2H
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「有人害佢？但…」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0I42QONuf
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「想知既，就去問你個馬川遊！！」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUycVMSuJc
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JZPSchUIj
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距離核彈爆炸，只剩下72小時不到。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaocbuPIg9
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ0hUhtIhf
那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣，我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看，那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底，好像我每次打開看看剩下時間，那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbydSkYedl
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當然不會。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOi95LjfMv
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我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣，被困了在那個介面之中，只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁，看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8neIM5sf0R
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因她的事而崩潰，因自己的事而崩潰。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UhrFtpTy5
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPd12k27CG
這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐，連在手機上聊天也沒有，我一直以為我和她住得這樣近，即使不透過網絡總會見到。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6Qi5F4uEt
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但事實完全相反。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoIb1jAT3d
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原來住得這樣近，是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ15QaYiDyE
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tQStwH0cu
我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲，關門聲，我相信她也是的，但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破，把一切都隔絕起來。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4HLV1RkKd
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我好想她。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMisOV8CvNT
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即使我還沒法接受，我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hV0iRv5XG
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童桐…1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrb8aNL2AAk
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也許在這段時間內，我們都需要好好和對方隔絕，整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RzgKkv3M1
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「汪嗚…」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJr8GmRh5Ty
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因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸，亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子，甚至帶牠去散步後回家，牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBFeXOfgdj
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「汪！汪！」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15vRFDBvq0
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在聽到童桐開門，聞到門後童桐的氣味後，牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門，吠兩聲，希望引起童桐的注意，期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍，如以前一樣。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XZcrdgTlL
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「好啦，佢走左啦。」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQfia1xaKi
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但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKgbOU0RhM
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5qaqmRQLD
看到牠這樣子，我也不罵牠抓門了，童桐離去後牠便會停下來，尾巴無力的垂向地面，然後在門後伏下，等待童桐回來時再抓一次。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi3Ym5Z6BU
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzUmC65mT0
「…算啦，亞基。」我說，「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhODHRYFbQ
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOq85si9dI
那個童桐從沒存在過。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9M0TQ6KQv
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvUuQWibU6
我抱起亞基，扔回牠的狗床上。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYosSIqZfDW
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAtXUrmi0g
「胡汪！」亞基站起來向我吠叫，好像在怪責我一樣。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogNjKzssIS
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08O9Pghygs
也對，亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播，不知道誰是Dora，牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼，做過甚麼也只是童桐，一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐，如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtOyZDqGo3
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9yTey8Syu
我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoo1UxF9Er
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOkII0LhiH
「我想架？」我說，「我夠想好似以前咁，你教我點呃自己囉！仲有，得返60幾個鐘，就到我…」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJhT9WOsyM
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaT6hGT8Ss3
亞基看看我擺擺尾巴，伏回狗窩中。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6AhVdPpQz
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrTwzb2LNT
「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMUHvEw0bp
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sfhtPODGF
我看看手上的清單，即將被核彈波及者有我父母，當然，但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧，痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJrMo7JF8O
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問題是妍妍和童桐…1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxvtCvbAV3
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妍妍身為當事人，我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕，植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭，雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法，我沒可能避掉所有傷害。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVycZXyBzO
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童桐…問題是童桐，現在我們是互相疏遠對方，但萬一核彈轟下來…1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7Ibo5ZqHo
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我連想像也感到恐懼，但明明我又在和她冷戰，矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzP2F7QL5dm
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvb8RYn0tjd
逃避再逃避，以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機，也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐，我就這樣一直自我封閉起來，如那段日子一樣。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMEbvZ3pWm
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoOuKHoHvM
據我媽的描述，那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣，附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染，漂上死寂的氛圍，全身散發著絕望的氣場。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB77sUpTlZ0
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但…我…我…1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwolmEbpmi
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果然沒法子永遠逃下去，這次真的不行。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqcxXyG8kM
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距離核彈爆炸：06：49：051073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvK2CoeEZv
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：041073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFC4nueHka
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：031073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnygND5h0t8
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就是今天晚上了嗎。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnamHhlAmy
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到此為止了。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrfYlalNvP
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至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTjbwb94xI
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrtLhEXZa4
我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊，那份窒息，那份絕望，比起甚麼都痛。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbq8oxQbiz
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「童桐。」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiMHPJJcDN
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在她回來時，我攔在她面前。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyU2CCVWwpy
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAPWAxUVMw
咦她是不是又更瘦了？夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲，現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3ePGyQ0wu
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVLRrQTp7h
「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkP3QrYffCi
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我擋在她家門前。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgSM0izVQN
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「你今晚屋企有無人？」我說，「我有事要同你講。」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJrcYq8BTK
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RdVPKJKRY
「…係咩事？」她低頭說，聲音有點沙啞。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIndAtKd8S
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡum0mfYhbwg
「一啲我寧願親口同你講，而唔想由其他人講你知，或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQrq6L0XMg
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這樣子她便明白了。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOsgLpE86v
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFh4fmnVVC
童桐似乎有了心理準備，但她卻難為地說：「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEFYDqbdVR
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPFmXSHPzf
但我早也有兩手準備。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIF6dday8vW
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「我屋企無。」我推開門。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKizrODxbDE
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「咁…」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvM8Zo2WmI
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「嗚————汪—！！」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqockuwLdZ4
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家門才一打開，亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至，猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少，消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛！1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF863or22Zz
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「小心！」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0T9kGV9BhL
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眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐，如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsctRCK5fK
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好輕？1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJpH45NFw8
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「亞基！Sit！」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs7TQUhf3e
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亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來，四平八穩的坐到地板，但尾巴還是狂搖，抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI537UAKuyT
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…真的好羨慕牠。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwYBbnrXqq
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKY84vnvklT
「佢無見你太耐，有無事？」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIYVHhP76z
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX43jjJBVlm
「嗯，無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭，亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWfcWf2OsE
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0u2WdcJKC0
「你…係唔係瘦左？」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTzSbCcizj
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcwEns9Mup
「少少，減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開，走進我的家中。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlWgxF3xsU
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她身材這樣苗條，減甚麼鬼肥。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY34exDwacU
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「亞基，Dismiss.」我說，亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9xxRg7e44
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我看看手機中的倒數介面。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYw0G7BNnJ
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距離核彈爆炸：03：11：461073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3pR02FI9K
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童桐與我，再次獨處一室，無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣，這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJT2Fi34Jc
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但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事，自以為已經做好了最壞打算。
