夢醒來了。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVCUDo7mtw
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不論是昨天的那個。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1Q7QCD52u
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還是從孩童時期開始的那個。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDICWGu6b23
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早上８時。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWqsFrGeUj
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「嗶嗶嗶，嗶嗶嗶！」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvGzTC5KNT
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYjsAFQ6Et
我拍熄鬧鐘，結果它自動轉成了收音機。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYQm4t2yWR
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEQVHSin8i
「斯里蘭卡經濟一夜間突然崩潰，有專家以”雪崩＂形容，根據外電報道…」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Qdvk7SmbT
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直接拔電！1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBFhyEp5MZ
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房中又回歸了平靜，我把電池扔到一旁，喘一口氣躺回床上。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIWPL4wCLS
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlDQKEtKFw
這下子該怎麼辦？我扶扶額頭，以眼角餘光望向躺在我旁邊全身赤裸的妍妍，沒想到最後我和她還是越過了那一線。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5GKRawWyE
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本來應該是目標達成，處男畢業，我應該歡呼才對，但現在心頭更多的卻是不安。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjbD5bKSsJ
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGslouxTTw
明明沒有對不起任何人，我又為何這樣動搖？我的良心為何在責難我？1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ84d4V2VGF
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCtiFQCYAh
我聽從了自己的感覺行動和妍妍渡過了這一春宵，現在本應消失的另一個盤算卻好像冤魂不散似的，要把我從內撕裂！昨晚的躊躇沈澱成劇毒，鑽入我的骨髓中折磨著我！1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRn4Q0ZPod9
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKsgRuuqGZ
…總之，先穿回褲子洗個臉吧。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp2BpYpjZo
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我到床尾執回自己的褲子和內褲穿好，跑到浴室胡亂梳洗一下。已經接近枯萎的體力經過一晚的睡眠後已回到了最低水平，至少現在能站穩。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZPn8nuX6s
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妍妍還沒醒呢，她也筋疲力盡了吧。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInbxyvSy9V
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeTP8wvluU
感覺現在跑掉會使情況更加糟糕，所以我在妍妍家廚房搜索了一輪，然後熟練地煮起了早餐。油香四溢，感覺這早上要多吃點蛋白質補充一下。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IDtWRnmMu
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親身上陣比想像中更累人啊。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uR3IeQZOb
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrA0aZ9eB7G
不知道是香氣還是聲音，妍妍從睡房中探出頭來：「嘩，第一次事後朝早有人煮埋早餐俾我食。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1N1pv9vk8
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAxY301oOT
再炒一隻蛋。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwV3DdYAU9
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIgORsFBT2
「煮慣晒。」我說，「希望岩你食，我係你間屋只搵到呢Ｄ。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7zwmJH0LK
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJNQrQFW5i
「哦，我買返黎放架咋，我本身懶煮飯。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9veR4E9rE
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHlhTmuAZA
「你去刷牙洗面先，就搞掂。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Spf6Wv22i
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpimOjMwt9T
再再炒一隻蛋好了。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyBbqj87at
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOjMSIRDLw
把早餐擺好，將幾乎全新的圍巾掛回原處後我坐下來等正在梳洗的妍妍。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTm09uxQbpz
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRI716elWBB
……屋中靜得耳朵發痛，這已經不是安靜。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQMlHCUJZQ
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj5cmWbkvx
這是冷清。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI34CPHg3i
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY69bglzN9h
當中的分別是…我們的家，我們居住的空間或多或少也有一些和我們掛勾的東西，飾物之類吧。我屋有我和童桐的合照，亞基成長的照片，我拿過的獎牌獎盃。無論是童桐的毛公仔，Beta的飛機杯，程太家中的刺繡之類，除了是一個空間外，家應該是我們留下歲月痕跡的地方。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXXTbhefpe
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但這兒…甚麼也沒有。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYWjOuWfos
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXmcBVfIW2
牆上是空的，廚櫃的調味料連包裝也沒有打開，電視櫃內的遙控已經封塵。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9V2bWHyuS
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTMAsNMPt8
相比起「家」，妍妍的這個單位我更覺得像是一個戲棚，只是裝成家的樣子，但根本只有表象，內在…1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJp8jyCwDJ
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…甚麼也沒有。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkX3aw6UiGd
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVLByH6rEw
這就是我所感受到的「冷清」，按我媽的說法就是沒有「人氣」吧。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1E0Sy080Il
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0oOab6C6K
正常來說準備好早餐後我應該會玩著手機等她，但是現在我對自己的手機只感到恐懼。手機還躺在豆袋沙發上吹著冷氣，早就因為電池耗盡而黑屏。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFM1FmbzLb
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkw1Vp97FA
不過叉電線就在手機旁邊不到兩米，手機只要一插便能復活，但我卻不敢這樣做。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWFLjfXtgO
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8O5h0qafp
爸媽先不說，童桐會有多少個未接來電，未讀訊息？1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3Hxsx0dVM
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMc8qb7mmP8
明明妍妍說叫我別再理童桐，我就是沒法…真的沒辦法。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlm89fNepL
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhx95gRHuC1
「唉。」我嘆一口氣，因為打從心底覺得自己無藥可救1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIK6LSPNBi
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyePGRfAkk
「晨早流流唉聲嘆氣做咩？」化好淡妝的妍妍冷不勝防地從後出現環抱著我，從後把頭輕輕枕到我肩上。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMW8zc4Bwi
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrWoHJXnWf
「哦無，我驚亞基無早餐食拆屋。」我撒謊。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9yzNKVJgW
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOmWSZb8Cm
「……」妍妍表情微妙，然後放開我站起來，「收音機既電，你拆既？」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRehmOJoCyo
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5F42Sgezgr
我苦笑：「我對斯里蘭卡經濟雪崩無咩興趣。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxRhXlkdb2
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZDO13gbKG
「你撳呢度就熄到。」她把裝好電池的收音機型鬧鐘展示給我看，「我啊…自己一個人住，有時候全日都唔會同人講野，咁亦代表全日都唔會聽到人講野，所以我好似d老人家咁。部收音機除左做鬧鐘，夜晚有時都會聽下等間屋無咁靜，係唔係…好老套？」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMoKnnsUer
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOmw2PoZNy
字句中，滲透著落寞。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yKBeIoY0h
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsbQZFzNq2
剛剛屋中的冷寂感浮現腦海。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoc6E4hBMg
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHL4SGKr94
回想起剛剛她說有人為她寫早餐，那份發自內心的喜悅和喜出望外…1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRhrYAU7j9
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKcrODYv0B
…叫我心痛。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxPBDw9fkN
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTTfpVwhf1
「點會老土啫。」我說，「今時今日一天都係衛星，我仲練緊射箭喔？」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmprjkT5KUu
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJdEHVUyVq
妍妍吃笑：「依加我知你射野叻啦…我地都就黎俾１０後叫阿姨，食早餐啦，唔使等我…咁多炒蛋?」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4pMTfVgKS
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8rwqtEYjI
「易整。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4IYM5i9Ft
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOkMNxrkIb
我把那句以形補形吞回肚中。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3jSYSGnZ4
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOly8SCqSH
妍妍與我都好像有種默契：誰也不正面提及昨晚的事，誰也不確認我們現在的關係，直到早餐完結為止我們都處於這種曖昧狀態之中。
終於連碗也洗完，我和她坐到沙發上，她摟住我的手臂把頭靠到我肩上。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gWdMrBJdh
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97jaL0XXqe
「……」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3J4WbXT8V
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOtULSsjjb
「……」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubxFPMA0fE
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我們都不願打破這寧靜。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4woaWkXAc
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡca3WZCt27M
我是她的甚麼人？她是我的甚麼人？朋友？但我們有這種關係；性伴？但我們只有過一晚這種關係；一夜情？我又不覺得止步於這種關係；情侶？我們誰也沒有向過對方表白，甚至—1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpiKBPocRx
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRS2Q9pU0y
—甚至知道我們對彼此都沒有愛情。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajzsoFEPTF
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUogs4HuDA
她只是想找人提供一個肩膊，一種慰藉；我只是想找機會鬆開煞車，試圖否定童桐是我的世界中心。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWEj8W69B4
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfN9ueo432
老天，我做了甚麼。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DWn7Akr58
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIKc6XKHJK
感覺糟透了，我指心理上，五味雜陳也沒法形容現在我的感受，好像把所有人際關係塞進攪拌機打成一團然後喝掉，不難喝，但味道過於複雜混沌，難以陳述。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrTZvkjpBT
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSeISW996p
「之後…你有咩打算？」我先開口，感覺在沒有感情基礎下和她有了這種關係，有點佔她便宜，所以我心中或多或少有種負責任的感覺，剛剛那頓早餐是，現在先行開口也是，我希望使她感受到我的關心。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEOLjETJ4B
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1kMLi5qbW
「…我應該唔再做ＰＴＧＦ。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikWk5BXXsN
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1aYRg94CK
「都好既，你係唔係就畢業？」妍妍比我大一年。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqzuImdrdq
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejOIXvEEmP
「就快。」她說，「諗緊…都係唔搵工住。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEvmLJ4FdI
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPeSPREDIF
「抖下先？」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHP4FGHYwek
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlVvJIjYHa
「嗯，我可能去個長旅行， Working Holidays之類。」她說，「我都唔知，我個人無咩計劃，可能話過去咁多年…我都無任何方向，得過且過，依加有種從新出發既感覺。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡid9TCQK5jA
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡls483Ov4W9
她口中沒有一絲自由的喜悅，我想起情聖說看到我鎖定目標卯盡全力的身姿。我和妍妍可能有類似的過去，但我們的背影大概不一樣吧。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGjkNYKCL1
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkq8L42DyI
「你會搵到既。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKZV6AnPpI
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJZIuiH4AK
「…你唔係會同我一齊既咩。」妍妍卻說。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhZ9ilt3E1
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7mY9joPas
「……」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfyoKaVZ8l
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7RYqW1MyR
「其他人即使岩Feel，我信任佢…都未至於做到呢個地步。」她說，「你對我黎講已經係…最特別既人，呀遊。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDXoENTGZQ
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkDD3eUXA0
妍妍已經說得好婉轉了，現在她已經把交球權交到我手上。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCzYIndvW7
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡji3TyVvwzZ
她閃亮的眼神，又有點期待，又有點害怕。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyKxxLDb8b
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8eStWOHHQ
「…對唔住。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGUpP4fK3A
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她先是默靜了片刻。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEnQdhGIdd
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndIyhQ9kq9
「點解要道歉？」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3r0NXxQh3u
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Adf7JEWnI
我搖頭說：「如果你想我同你起一齊，我好榮幸，係我修到既福氣，我亦都好樂意，搵一日我會正式向你再表白一次，然後正式係一樣…」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxnk5rSfq9
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYx9d4U0hN
她嘴角揚起。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORSONWS2aU
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaq6KIKoL3
「…但係。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jxnM1sLum
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUvm62Nhfn
她嘴角塌下。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk63hKplG12
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7pRIR2p3K
「我心入面仲有童桐，我仲未完全放低到佢，當然我可以呃住自己再呃埋你同你一齊，但我…唔想咁對你，我唔可以明知道自己仲掛住佢既情況下同你係埋一齊。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETm1j6SIS0
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「………」我未見過妍妍這樣抑鬱的臉。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwgIuEIMWv
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那不但是傷心，更加是絕望，對上一次看到這表情是在被核彈爆破的植嵐晨臉上。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoLQo1l3Ud
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糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕！1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNmnz6zJqu
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MT8R8aGgG
發現自己鑄成大錯的我手足無措：「我，我，我會努力去忘記佢…然後同你係埋一齊！你你你俾少少時間，我處理好我同童桐之間既事，我就會…」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxp4phvREhX
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「你唔好呃人，馬川遊。」妍妍冷冷地說，她眼中充滿了冰冷。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kaEKPWsOM
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCly3XfKqa1
…我就說了，我從來不是甚麼好人。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRpJjGdmg2
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「我無呃你，我會努力忘記佢…」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2ZSRetLdG
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY22VYRIVpS
「你係度呃緊既唔係我，係你自己。」妍妍凝視著我說。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHJnEXVPt6
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「……」我無言以對。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbXvB9USv2
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「我都係過來人，我都曾經同你都一樣，曾經將一個人視為我既一切，我既全部！」她痛心地掩著胸口說，「根本無可能！無論過幾耐都無可能忘記到！你唔止想呃我！仲要連自己都呃埋！！」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRX9wooapwP
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回音在寧靜的房間中激蕩，窗邊花瓶折射的晨光也如凝結了一樣。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRoKxIgFTa
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「……我…」我沒法斬釘截鐵的否定她。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOLbj0Q2gs
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由於壓制率不足，呀遊處於兩頭唔到岸的心理狀況
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryBpyF74YF
「我唔想做衰人。」妍妍說，「唔好搞到我逼你係我同佢之間揀一個咁。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEoN7ydqCz
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWo09CSzVd
不，童桐沒有錯，妍妍也沒有錯。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgks87rpjq
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錯的只是我罷了。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlawGX2TRw
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcJqUrZxs5
我才是那個最該死的垃圾，沒想到連我也有成為渣男，賤男的一天。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGCrvUwqQJ
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4kJGHYSRw
「我本來就唔期望你會放得低佢。」妍妍黯然地說，「…我係度期望咩啫…唔通你真係會放低佢…然後同我一齊咩。我只係個PTGF…俾錢就可以擁有既人…童桐係你眼中係完美女神…由細玩到大既青梅竹馬，我又點及得上佢…」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkleRNjyb8
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50hprm3rDE
一連串的喃喃自語我盡數聽到耳中，本來打算安慰妍妍的我，在一晚的縱慾後成為了傷害她的另一個混蛋。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEcqpX3d11
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8FLaLkTBP
老實說，我希望妍妍痛揍我一頓，這樣我心可能會好過一點。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjLOPMxg1J
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMpYexK8aB
我連說抱歉也覺得更抱歉，我不知道可以怎麼辦，果然沒有感情基礎就不應該在這兒過這一晚嗎。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sFU3Y49qI
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這種級別的關係困境，已經不是我可以解決得了。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GdYZRAyCN
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面如死灰的我走向手機插回叉電線，開機。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZm7Sylt7N
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未讀訊息：７1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1R8sHELOE
［來自阿媽的２個未讀訊息］1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fi3P6WBbG
［來自童桐的４個未讀訊息］1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDQAHKHOtH
［來自英姐的１個未讀訊息］1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pQwGm4wHE
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3ZkQaFbKX
我通通無視，打開Beta情聖所在的群組，輸入：「黑色警報，集合時間２３００」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv505SRsH0N
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[OK] Beta1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jw1Oz7icc
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[黑色！？你唔同童桐一齊左咩，ＯＫ喇不過，不過個個時間我應該睇緊大瀑布未必收到漫遊]在渡蜜月的情聖。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfQoPG3vg7
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加拿大時差是１２小時，但情聖還是照樣答應。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7Z3xZKy2O
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfoNyJha8V
鎖機後我轉身坐回妍妍身邊，她臉上的愁雲慘霧沒有消散過，看到她這樣我也很難過。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2sEl28kTq
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLiDvrdYyh
「…」喃喃自語完畢的她看著我，然後說，「我唔係個Ｄ…依加我係你既人，你就要負責任個種，其實尋晚對我黎講只係好平常。只係…你知唔知自己想點？呀遊。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bdCXtVZVA
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztkA5H560v
平日那個成熟知性的她似乎回來了些許。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35CHg71eK3
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不，好似不對勁？1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4velOpUr5v
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「…我唔想你傷心。」我說出心底話。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTk87KBWvqq
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYLiwksisr
和童桐平日的那種一哭二罵三掀桌比，妍妍的確是在我和認真討論我們之間的關係。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVe2ZMOF2wy
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKfH0AWCZM
「但係我又放低唔到童桐。」這也是心底話。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiDUB1eR3A
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjR1a3yLWZ
「我亦唔想你扭曲自己，一邊掛住童桐而硬夾同我係一齊。」她苦笑,「點可以要你放低一個你愛既人，同一個你唔愛既人一齊？如果係咁，我就好自私。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITzDIKidBH
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但我可能是。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5thSJjwCWl
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「…你真係好好。」我說，「唉，我尋晚…或者真係唔應該…」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijaQYTMfrA
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3abSABzDHm
老實說我那時也是十五十六，可能沒這樣少，大概是七十多對八十多吧。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6PBmnWcMG
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1MjtH3w0T
「我尋晚好開心，喊得好痛快，之後…都好享受。」她說，「你唔使覺得後悔。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BWJmwnWAs
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「…但我依加好似對你唔住咁。」我說，「明明無打算同你係一齊，但又同你…」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOKxpzpsNz
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVSt69oFEy
「我本來就唔應該期望你放得低佢，依加咁樣我都有份自己攞黎。」她哭著搖頭說，「其實我都唔知自己對你係咩感覺。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPpzpsfwmj
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解決辦法我真的想不到。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4RccytB7e
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但接下來妍妍的那一句，重擊了我的心坎。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYSEGWoIHe
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLd6Yy7sG7A
「但係你再咁樣…我怕我真係會鐘意左你，呀遊。」
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1jDmdl4rO
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MIYK1p3Pt
和妍妍在一起，我便扭曲了自己，即使我自己願意也辦不到，她也不樂見。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxOjzAqpvw
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0VUcJzeqz
放棄妍妍，我和她之間的關係更加是不知所謂，而且我也成為了傷害她的人。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7A1e361KtU
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我們已經走到了死胡同。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwkmPYMYRF
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「記唔記得尋日我話童桐一定有一個原因先唔做你女朋友?」妍妍說,「就好似你依加唔同我一齊既原因係童桐一樣。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ihsO8uDIH
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNcfb0S8nH
「…嗯。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutk3LwR57b
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「或者你應該搞清楚呢個原因係咩，先至再諗我同你之後點算。」妍妍說。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Clti9JcHR
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不，我知道她在打甚麼主意。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KRtVDAFcv
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「個原因係咩，我都唔會放棄童…」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjtBXf85zU
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjCoPWnmY8
「你諗清楚先好講。」妍妍瞬速打斷我的狂言。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZX0nbCRs1
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「…」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtGd1lmYas
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「你咩意思。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcpYRJc6tG
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUpP7lajE3
「對我黎講，你唔同我一齊既原因就係童桐。」妍妍說，「佢既原因係咁既份量，咁既級數，而且我同你之間係無感情基礎，而你，童桐兩個之間係有，佢咁都拒絕你…佢個個原因既嚴重程度，恐怕超乎你想像。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHYtNjIuJ1
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「……」我突然心中生畏。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8g1QULmAUn
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到底是…甚麼的理由？1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2USiNaMQkX
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4GBmsM9eI
妍妍有著情聖一樣對於人際關係的洞悉和掌握，她的分析合理得叫我恐慌。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJFFYCw70D
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZ6MYAmVBz
「所以到時你搞清楚決定放棄童桐既。」她欺近我身前，「我又未必會肯同你一齊，你準備繼續打飛機喇，Ａ０遊。」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7XqfYAU5I
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xssjLXD3E
…妍妍竟然…1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETEEI2DAlW
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DywOUkyFZ
「…多謝你。」我已經明白了她的心意。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlJxGCz6Ek
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hrDZxG0Xe
「嗄？做咩無啦啦多謝我，我，我要脅緊你喎，我，我明明笑緊你A０，做咩…」1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8jqHV5iOA
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她只是在給我一個下台階。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mjr5N1ELw
1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYzU73okyH
妍妍為了我不要這樣苦惱，故意叫我去查清童桐的那個原因，使我不用繼續在這死胡同中打轉，使我可以繼續前進，不用理會她，掌握著所謂的初心，所謂的理想，所謂的目標志向初衷決意真愛！！1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwyJDIWg6Y
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那麼。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIaGxb1HE3
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當下困在迷宮之中的人。1169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2zUGAP7Os
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便只剩下妍妍自己。
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