夢醒來了。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9sDVEmzup
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不論是昨天的那個。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVF7s9e9MF
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還是從孩童時期開始的那個。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaADRlUVaK
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早上８時。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVER9DsX8g
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「嗶嗶嗶，嗶嗶嗶！」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDoeSbC437
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6enKGqYkvF
我拍熄鬧鐘，結果它自動轉成了收音機。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTz4Hx2sMD
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrOhZMBusg
「斯里蘭卡經濟一夜間突然崩潰，有專家以”雪崩＂形容，根據外電報道…」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKP6RIBAeW
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直接拔電！1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32FkEvYq4k
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwb0pODZthF
房中又回歸了平靜，我把電池扔到一旁，喘一口氣躺回床上。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIC3ftYb5Z
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWswmVL7WW
這下子該怎麼辦？我扶扶額頭，以眼角餘光望向躺在我旁邊全身赤裸的妍妍，沒想到最後我和她還是越過了那一線。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZG1WGrG2YN
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzF5DJd9tq
本來應該是目標達成，處男畢業，我應該歡呼才對，但現在心頭更多的卻是不安。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8h3TIwKsl
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKafSfVo4D
明明沒有對不起任何人，我又為何這樣動搖？我的良心為何在責難我？1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjHFLKyfV1
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9x3ZwMwuHM
我聽從了自己的感覺行動和妍妍渡過了這一春宵，現在本應消失的另一個盤算卻好像冤魂不散似的，要把我從內撕裂！昨晚的躊躇沈澱成劇毒，鑽入我的骨髓中折磨著我！1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehFjPhlCBK
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgsOYYZHSJ
…總之，先穿回褲子洗個臉吧。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXMexYeVte
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvK7aznJy8z
我到床尾執回自己的褲子和內褲穿好，跑到浴室胡亂梳洗一下。已經接近枯萎的體力經過一晚的睡眠後已回到了最低水平，至少現在能站穩。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RxqyMIPwU
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妍妍還沒醒呢，她也筋疲力盡了吧。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPttNDIW05S
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GfEQypKjW
感覺現在跑掉會使情況更加糟糕，所以我在妍妍家廚房搜索了一輪，然後熟練地煮起了早餐。油香四溢，感覺這早上要多吃點蛋白質補充一下。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36twgId4Oz
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親身上陣比想像中更累人啊。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwfcJNf4TY
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9jo9ffZIt
不知道是香氣還是聲音，妍妍從睡房中探出頭來：「嘩，第一次事後朝早有人煮埋早餐俾我食。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMDGBzweBx
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNAkDurudU
再炒一隻蛋。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRJMRvfXzK
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJkt9czUlr
「煮慣晒。」我說，「希望岩你食，我係你間屋只搵到呢Ｄ。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeuCWOelhB
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DolmjFXIb
「哦，我買返黎放架咋，我本身懶煮飯。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEWHdTC0MZ
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNFrClnG2Z
「你去刷牙洗面先，就搞掂。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgCirJw5Kb
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHoD3Es70t
再再炒一隻蛋好了。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZn3rxMMr7Z
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYVVP2EHez
把早餐擺好，將幾乎全新的圍巾掛回原處後我坐下來等正在梳洗的妍妍。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UWLpAtfVg
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cutvuOie7
……屋中靜得耳朵發痛，這已經不是安靜。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44tTzVirFA
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPR2rCxUGR1
這是冷清。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUplDTxaHm
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhxJAFtTky
當中的分別是…我們的家，我們居住的空間或多或少也有一些和我們掛勾的東西，飾物之類吧。我屋有我和童桐的合照，亞基成長的照片，我拿過的獎牌獎盃。無論是童桐的毛公仔，Beta的飛機杯，程太家中的刺繡之類，除了是一個空間外，家應該是我們留下歲月痕跡的地方。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHukRhlHdv7
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但這兒…甚麼也沒有。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIrly5o4JI
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsM9D4sLm7G
牆上是空的，廚櫃的調味料連包裝也沒有打開，電視櫃內的遙控已經封塵。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0oUsQy9zL
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVP76XhAc7
相比起「家」，妍妍的這個單位我更覺得像是一個戲棚，只是裝成家的樣子，但根本只有表象，內在…1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaR1opr6mIS
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt32zjmtW71
…甚麼也沒有。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlJBmwpl4g
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBXisahNQA
這就是我所感受到的「冷清」，按我媽的說法就是沒有「人氣」吧。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6JOA2ocmk
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPclBOMsyzm
正常來說準備好早餐後我應該會玩著手機等她，但是現在我對自己的手機只感到恐懼。手機還躺在豆袋沙發上吹著冷氣，早就因為電池耗盡而黑屏。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQu4FeAJbp
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeG80DnNpN
不過叉電線就在手機旁邊不到兩米，手機只要一插便能復活，但我卻不敢這樣做。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jd5WX24BP
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uLtDADe5p
爸媽先不說，童桐會有多少個未接來電，未讀訊息？1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFngcnwNrF9
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkGTprz2i1
明明妍妍說叫我別再理童桐，我就是沒法…真的沒辦法。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoEK8YH1mt
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshmFhg7k4F
「唉。」我嘆一口氣，因為打從心底覺得自己無藥可救1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLsMzv3NBp
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7K2Ltv0UlW
「晨早流流唉聲嘆氣做咩？」化好淡妝的妍妍冷不勝防地從後出現環抱著我，從後把頭輕輕枕到我肩上。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXx0UuKB3nO
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6a7MiWGtG
「哦無，我驚亞基無早餐食拆屋。」我撒謊。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcI3T38bxBL
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zIQrz01wu
「……」妍妍表情微妙，然後放開我站起來，「收音機既電，你拆既？」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3LISLCOJS
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUr8ARQhTZ
我苦笑：「我對斯里蘭卡經濟雪崩無咩興趣。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp4abB30sz
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvoOYHKMmS
「你撳呢度就熄到。」她把裝好電池的收音機型鬧鐘展示給我看，「我啊…自己一個人住，有時候全日都唔會同人講野，咁亦代表全日都唔會聽到人講野，所以我好似d老人家咁。部收音機除左做鬧鐘，夜晚有時都會聽下等間屋無咁靜，係唔係…好老套？」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSP8K2Zj0cj
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOIFTTZBS6
字句中，滲透著落寞。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOq6ZI2gJFC
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4jgyLqGxk
剛剛屋中的冷寂感浮現腦海。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QEFPcebKY
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuGgRSIqhB
回想起剛剛她說有人為她寫早餐，那份發自內心的喜悅和喜出望外…1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpfZqnFQDA
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAZwfzLmDY
…叫我心痛。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7Fzvve7mx
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UAUXZoJoy
「點會老土啫。」我說，「今時今日一天都係衛星，我仲練緊射箭喔？」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGhskwhmNj
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEX5rjTWzR
妍妍吃笑：「依加我知你射野叻啦…我地都就黎俾１０後叫阿姨，食早餐啦，唔使等我…咁多炒蛋?」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNM11Ltv84
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRvKrAYM74
「易整。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1y3xl60tr
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHGeApHF16
我把那句以形補形吞回肚中。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShlcPHLDGG
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhVGsAVjne
妍妍與我都好像有種默契：誰也不正面提及昨晚的事，誰也不確認我們現在的關係，直到早餐完結為止我們都處於這種曖昧狀態之中。
終於連碗也洗完，我和她坐到沙發上，她摟住我的手臂把頭靠到我肩上。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8Jr4eWEgM
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSE7iHfc44
「……」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInKcy8FYdq
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「……」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAs52PCXJ0
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我們都不願打破這寧靜。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2gkDMBeoY
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyuTyLcf8c
我是她的甚麼人？她是我的甚麼人？朋友？但我們有這種關係；性伴？但我們只有過一晚這種關係；一夜情？我又不覺得止步於這種關係；情侶？我們誰也沒有向過對方表白，甚至—1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44hJ6ufG51
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0o83oZfvas
—甚至知道我們對彼此都沒有愛情。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUELGQnIWB
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFApJaZMf8
她只是想找人提供一個肩膊，一種慰藉；我只是想找機會鬆開煞車，試圖否定童桐是我的世界中心。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTsP4MuoDI
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbI5munN3y
老天，我做了甚麼。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOIXAL4D2M
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0dPmwSmQw
感覺糟透了，我指心理上，五味雜陳也沒法形容現在我的感受，好像把所有人際關係塞進攪拌機打成一團然後喝掉，不難喝，但味道過於複雜混沌，難以陳述。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuf5s9LJt47
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYYtYyop4d
「之後…你有咩打算？」我先開口，感覺在沒有感情基礎下和她有了這種關係，有點佔她便宜，所以我心中或多或少有種負責任的感覺，剛剛那頓早餐是，現在先行開口也是，我希望使她感受到我的關心。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmA17S2m82l
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGczW2VOeH
「…我應該唔再做ＰＴＧＦ。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnkRTmVun3
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EHK8AlKbM
「都好既，你係唔係就畢業？」妍妍比我大一年。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgK6Xu6cvON
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyt5Po01Ncg
「就快。」她說，「諗緊…都係唔搵工住。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjMhRu7Wa5
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIN9ovM27Lm
「抖下先？」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8UtneQMAU
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxpeQ1EuxE
「嗯，我可能去個長旅行， Working Holidays之類。」她說，「我都唔知，我個人無咩計劃，可能話過去咁多年…我都無任何方向，得過且過，依加有種從新出發既感覺。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCT65LXePAy
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHrUWtJNRx
她口中沒有一絲自由的喜悅，我想起情聖說看到我鎖定目標卯盡全力的身姿。我和妍妍可能有類似的過去，但我們的背影大概不一樣吧。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIb1t3edRL
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0yG0JvdjL
「你會搵到既。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qZiESW3B5
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlpBOYvngI
「…你唔係會同我一齊既咩。」妍妍卻說。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGJ7io47Mw
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYz0zcPibom
「……」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAnYnPzjHY
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWxNOFj9Az
「其他人即使岩Feel，我信任佢…都未至於做到呢個地步。」她說，「你對我黎講已經係…最特別既人，呀遊。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZCRVK3JsV
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rFfOjoC99
妍妍已經說得好婉轉了，現在她已經把交球權交到我手上。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWfbk0CmlF
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfZXfVTxCL
她閃亮的眼神，又有點期待，又有點害怕。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvSEE1o03W
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZ0Gc8OMvL
「…對唔住。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKuOlnyDuu
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8I25FK9nH
她先是默靜了片刻。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlav2nctvQ
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzf2O4nanKQ
「點解要道歉？」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8sgjRLbZi
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJ6q671xF0
我搖頭說：「如果你想我同你起一齊，我好榮幸，係我修到既福氣，我亦都好樂意，搵一日我會正式向你再表白一次，然後正式係一樣…」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtV1YGtyld2
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyyKREEIZw
她嘴角揚起。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gjCnLYTM4
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8S8mYB8LV
「…但係。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudzLIjAL6c
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqmADj5N70
她嘴角塌下。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPgy2LUKgw
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIDwr8YKWw
「我心入面仲有童桐，我仲未完全放低到佢，當然我可以呃住自己再呃埋你同你一齊，但我…唔想咁對你，我唔可以明知道自己仲掛住佢既情況下同你係埋一齊。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEo4XIBIRnc
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kgyYHzpkT
「………」我未見過妍妍這樣抑鬱的臉。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtJNxv0A3S
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqheT3pCGKS
那不但是傷心，更加是絕望，對上一次看到這表情是在被核彈爆破的植嵐晨臉上。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJL3LqgUiyG
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糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕！1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpHfYoNMkN
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HHQTJwzmj
發現自己鑄成大錯的我手足無措：「我，我，我會努力去忘記佢…然後同你係埋一齊！你你你俾少少時間，我處理好我同童桐之間既事，我就會…」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27U1SAITT7
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdYTN6Wq0Q
「你唔好呃人，馬川遊。」妍妍冷冷地說，她眼中充滿了冰冷。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUahNJnGGM5
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…我就說了，我從來不是甚麼好人。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQvBPgJuNj
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqQhriQWGP
「我無呃你，我會努力忘記佢…」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4VMFQojJH
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAVDRqTIrX
「你係度呃緊既唔係我，係你自己。」妍妍凝視著我說。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7nUx6KX2T
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「……」我無言以對。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2ByuhTw3i
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「我都係過來人，我都曾經同你都一樣，曾經將一個人視為我既一切，我既全部！」她痛心地掩著胸口說，「根本無可能！無論過幾耐都無可能忘記到！你唔止想呃我！仲要連自己都呃埋！！」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FkiucetHh
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回音在寧靜的房間中激蕩，窗邊花瓶折射的晨光也如凝結了一樣。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJM28V3yKT6
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「……我…」我沒法斬釘截鐵的否定她。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXm9XDFWWX
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由於壓制率不足，呀遊處於兩頭唔到岸的心理狀況
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzAl5eDnU0
「我唔想做衰人。」妍妍說，「唔好搞到我逼你係我同佢之間揀一個咁。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFu6nggnl2H
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZZ8ufzG7T
不，童桐沒有錯，妍妍也沒有錯。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCx7BCWJiTv
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWoQBDIB5j
錯的只是我罷了。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMPUAZ72KN
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我才是那個最該死的垃圾，沒想到連我也有成為渣男，賤男的一天。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡec9hwid1eP
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm40yU8cXFY
「我本來就唔期望你會放得低佢。」妍妍黯然地說，「…我係度期望咩啫…唔通你真係會放低佢…然後同我一齊咩。我只係個PTGF…俾錢就可以擁有既人…童桐係你眼中係完美女神…由細玩到大既青梅竹馬，我又點及得上佢…」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtm0Rpsdx7c
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXakKHLf3bw
一連串的喃喃自語我盡數聽到耳中，本來打算安慰妍妍的我，在一晚的縱慾後成為了傷害她的另一個混蛋。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLXdpGjesi
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBJf9iiLIa
老實說，我希望妍妍痛揍我一頓，這樣我心可能會好過一點。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfHq81l8gG
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ58aYHyIrP
我連說抱歉也覺得更抱歉，我不知道可以怎麼辦，果然沒有感情基礎就不應該在這兒過這一晚嗎。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95aCLRT9mr
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這種級別的關係困境，已經不是我可以解決得了。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxDxasImil
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面如死灰的我走向手機插回叉電線，開機。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Exgh0IYPE
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未讀訊息：７1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqux7ZGGmf
［來自阿媽的２個未讀訊息］1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaMdvWz2re
［來自童桐的４個未讀訊息］1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFPNco6snp
［來自英姐的１個未讀訊息］1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCyRIePJSC
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIj6sMlMBL
我通通無視，打開Beta情聖所在的群組，輸入：「黑色警報，集合時間２３００」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyhBYIP13G
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[OK] Beta1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IoGZ46R4T
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[黑色！？你唔同童桐一齊左咩，ＯＫ喇不過，不過個個時間我應該睇緊大瀑布未必收到漫遊]在渡蜜月的情聖。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tbAMzHFsR
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Zs4s3UQQ7
加拿大時差是１２小時，但情聖還是照樣答應。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8keABdAQck
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllUjVnyB01
鎖機後我轉身坐回妍妍身邊，她臉上的愁雲慘霧沒有消散過，看到她這樣我也很難過。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4y5l274lZ
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8SAzz9xNQ
「…」喃喃自語完畢的她看著我，然後說，「我唔係個Ｄ…依加我係你既人，你就要負責任個種，其實尋晚對我黎講只係好平常。只係…你知唔知自己想點？呀遊。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDcksDwMiy
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENZxzoYm7Y
平日那個成熟知性的她似乎回來了些許。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFpHmapVIE
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不，好似不對勁？1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVC0ePoXOzI
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「…我唔想你傷心。」我說出心底話。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFLFh9YpzS
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7o6KOjQvtO
和童桐平日的那種一哭二罵三掀桌比，妍妍的確是在我和認真討論我們之間的關係。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJ6463mV3f
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0S2fSr9XLo
「但係我又放低唔到童桐。」這也是心底話。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyumuyOJzm
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAbaRcp2Jx
「我亦唔想你扭曲自己，一邊掛住童桐而硬夾同我係一齊。」她苦笑,「點可以要你放低一個你愛既人，同一個你唔愛既人一齊？如果係咁，我就好自私。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStHfLI56vU
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但我可能是。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBtA9U7X6R
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「…你真係好好。」我說，「唉，我尋晚…或者真係唔應該…」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgH3ZYxqsGP
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UyZN1I5Qr
老實說我那時也是十五十六，可能沒這樣少，大概是七十多對八十多吧。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHKweSnSOn
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGfnliH2HA
「我尋晚好開心，喊得好痛快，之後…都好享受。」她說，「你唔使覺得後悔。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsgBwE8iiK
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMWQqIZxV6
「…但我依加好似對你唔住咁。」我說，「明明無打算同你係一齊，但又同你…」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQd2G8dWoU5
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUqWsnne1z
「我本來就唔應該期望你放得低佢，依加咁樣我都有份自己攞黎。」她哭著搖頭說，「其實我都唔知自己對你係咩感覺。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEm1kEyWt7Q
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbPS4BtuNu
解決辦法我真的想不到。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfd3sXhHhxr
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但接下來妍妍的那一句，重擊了我的心坎。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxRceOOvEh
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4IZkdd0tl
「但係你再咁樣…我怕我真係會鐘意左你，呀遊。」
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7kLuQWmyh
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和妍妍在一起，我便扭曲了自己，即使我自己願意也辦不到，她也不樂見。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVUlBjvmPZ
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWzETOvHiS
放棄妍妍，我和她之間的關係更加是不知所謂，而且我也成為了傷害她的人。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMb0oIfGdml
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我們已經走到了死胡同。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHBOPuEL7o
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「記唔記得尋日我話童桐一定有一個原因先唔做你女朋友?」妍妍說,「就好似你依加唔同我一齊既原因係童桐一樣。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyM1uVONjU2
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「…嗯。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqoC1pVslE
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「或者你應該搞清楚呢個原因係咩，先至再諗我同你之後點算。」妍妍說。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfzWxWHR8x
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不，我知道她在打甚麼主意。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXP3kfhEb3z
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「個原因係咩，我都唔會放棄童…」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFer2SlIcA
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「你諗清楚先好講。」妍妍瞬速打斷我的狂言。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGmgP9QPyx
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「…」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwi43nXcaZ
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「你咩意思。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnV3reDDKVN
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「對我黎講，你唔同我一齊既原因就係童桐。」妍妍說，「佢既原因係咁既份量，咁既級數，而且我同你之間係無感情基礎，而你，童桐兩個之間係有，佢咁都拒絕你…佢個個原因既嚴重程度，恐怕超乎你想像。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2QbmJsEjM
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8FjRsOhrp
「……」我突然心中生畏。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY82KcDDw6d
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到底是…甚麼的理由？1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGORKd6KBB
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygmFKAsK8l
妍妍有著情聖一樣對於人際關係的洞悉和掌握，她的分析合理得叫我恐慌。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RMq8i19Rn
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEBB2zIUcZ
「所以到時你搞清楚決定放棄童桐既。」她欺近我身前，「我又未必會肯同你一齊，你準備繼續打飛機喇，Ａ０遊。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0IFV8Q9Jv
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…妍妍竟然…1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoU2zKn7uYl
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjTrerd8Gb
「…多謝你。」我已經明白了她的心意。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPABtbU2ynD
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiOVG6e9Mv
「嗄？做咩無啦啦多謝我，我，我要脅緊你喎，我，我明明笑緊你A０，做咩…」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIobNJ9hF3V
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJeF74rAfc
她只是在給我一個下台階。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmFGeGBn52
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JuzZdqFVP
妍妍為了我不要這樣苦惱，故意叫我去查清童桐的那個原因，使我不用繼續在這死胡同中打轉，使我可以繼續前進，不用理會她，掌握著所謂的初心，所謂的理想，所謂的目標志向初衷決意真愛！！1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75XlbtqgKn
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那麼。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbm72locVbQ
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當下困在迷宮之中的人。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnb0W6mmJT9
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便只剩下妍妍自己。
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