妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbI5O6Xfq4
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一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiXAawxDiU
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當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kvP2iar4W
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本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LYy1X74iD
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「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhPGWr1oNv
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfunWk5vdYV
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nZvN13h4D
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHgDBPbXe0
「下，點解會開心？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEOS5IE3gi
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「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglG1oFW83j
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNddHsMWmzz
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrSe2NTtDE
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5IeG9Uo7s
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWS96YS15Qn
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亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesxFTfhbmM
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我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09G3SHSTB1
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我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsWRVxW8z4
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小病是福，我完全明白。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarbGZ9AP2w
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJas8YLZP7
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbta0ZgqAkm
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還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXW4lzC4Ml
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAg7xjIskw
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTForWM9yf7
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9DF3YK1or
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxxsZnYK0K
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Vf0Xqi8Wl
離題了。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGF7Ivry7d9
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUNP8u409s
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJb1phBIfbQ
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk617L8ogAJ
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojEOMG3aw2
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7rzxMALPR
「叮～」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1rEaKbgN2
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［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡma4DueXcAv
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeenPSZEJMr
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1SRUXY0YL
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jFI3aGOE0
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8zn9EVySJ
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「抽筋，Sorry。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfErqZMRg3G
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「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQP6WqTGTJf
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqqfwSXUAi
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7m52LREZyE
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PY4cJgnX7
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXxJywd8Ba
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXMIqN29ap
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHaN51mQlw
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好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuicuEJt4BC
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0mhYx09WC
「比賽仲有幾耐？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pI2TwTCfz
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcXlEMficq
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLJnfnPjQI
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIouPDVwNNu
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaora2Wmbly
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「我會有分數。」我說。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06LcOejjby
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不，我沒有。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxGCblQd9l
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即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobSUEixW4p
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKBLGEEB7r
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCpvM058iR
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輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFw0uIfgP3f
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老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8J7DpK70fv
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難不難看是一回事。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPuvw5RYtb
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甘不甘心又是另一回事。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsSBHFq2k7
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「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJHBm0k5V0
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但我不甘心。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0uUsUOzkG
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這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvxrKuA4Zj
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJf0RNNj6h
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2EMzMl4Tw
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXGXUWKljO
我不甘心。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMhcES7dhH
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32tZbmpXci
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1Q9gFOCwQ
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNg5RRk0NAz
「…真係？」童桐說。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapJYJdmWTG
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我停頓了片刻。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPU6ELawVOr
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那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEgQX5upP4
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP169wFHeRS
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsezD1vwaT
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就和你一樣，童桐。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaV17S2FmL
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和你一樣。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbvRfxMOD0
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAp9lZzgNs
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCUUyamyaX
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcR3pcy9hu
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKGlzXCleM
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連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcRajQymFo
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4dBAa3xJi
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9EfvNfDrt
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4wtXGNDUN
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdHC5Rngzt
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3ihv12K7H
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmB3TeY36S4
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvrzacjwWI
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1g8IpZrpt
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MguH9ppuT
「多謝你，童桐。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ar0ryKKUN
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnocVa1NUX
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kKyK2TVZg
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFwebFjj1n
「叮～」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Qj4IMk4tb
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswIpkeL2tN
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUb86LhRHoC
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHH7bYrbFS
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJTV15Dmgp
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkcA7n09bt
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylrua8kfPi
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKr8EblVC8
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuumIJ2muq
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yZXTcZht9
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNXja9VIEK
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjQSDPWZT1
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiemSBYxTP
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSfciicixG
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtWUNAAPdY
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8koAZwjTw
太可愛了。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4EFFBDQLX
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如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
