妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18rqt7V8b1
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6XhAh7Lrf
一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7hYLf8uII
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZWZbqoK5V
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYcjgQF9md
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGDOezhoTb
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOzDFkT1JS
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAISgvdB3Y
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQ1Yke9lhU
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm86XSjHPpf
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqINsIi9u7X
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00WQyvP2tW
「下，點解會開心？」1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJNZC4rOzQ
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiZwO1Gycv
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15dfyIpy1k
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovgMfK0EU4
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtCPq8ob3O
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3Mra84SYd
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknih6mJ5mK
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIajnio1ig
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiePtexYqSR
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbjmoCB6RT
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyASmReIp2N
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WAESy5yBH
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBW43NPqEhP
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGUXjXFL8D
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbS8WoKWsQf
小病是福，我完全明白。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoue6eCUuO
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMKZG35rv3
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNZyn7JFtp
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUJRLUnVeV
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdE3O1BIve9
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgi56doxqJ
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVn5sRTjjP
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdIfSPUpdn
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehFcPfkXjd
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTqKCQ4M5c
離題了。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTSY5BHsu5
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvYVeWHCU7
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡao9tsF8c5O
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdbeKnpbKJ
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZY1i7y0av
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ29EauRfSm
「叮～」1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWesHQ6JhEb
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOWVPM2jHU
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNKAPMliF2
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YH2sq5WCJ
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBweuXBxp5
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfowd1Q3y4o
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LS4fwFzU3
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vwyosk014
「抽筋，Sorry。」1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWWs1bdj0a
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodPEkHB5sR
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFeKZ7NPe9
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2wdEY0gS4
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFN8nnrCuAn
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx07F4rsWaN
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvGdGdaoom
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6byME8URQD
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeIC1KmKTM
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3Dy1lqcwm
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkslE9a3JQ
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtNcredtfn
「比賽仲有幾耐？」1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XoSwTuPoA
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiOu8deoV2
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9rjnGOV0H
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeB0u3X950a
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITYdFZEGim
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJkPRuekze
「我會有分數。」我說。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6kVrmnbem
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHe7hBxbuv
不，我沒有。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddvXWKPdDL
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOBmxRMZ7h
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiAvWzYa7X
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESzdL02Oxu
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpWbyTrXSR
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutisl3ZoO9
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡas0xKo2aTA
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8b39LO8yV
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62NdXqnyc3
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEA6bo7dOf
難不難看是一回事。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2pClAolrt
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCs5PMBKQOs
甘不甘心又是另一回事。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8QVkfT95c
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLx8r97tul
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aMcmwmefI
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDImg8oz3ZN
但我不甘心。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNQ9YhQ46v
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vDMwJ8oR1
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPw0uT7j0SP
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbsgzZOG32
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JLzmLC0xn
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpX58BCP37m
我不甘心。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1e61tV3mY
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKojj1L76H
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKzriy2y5H
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVByLGIsKGp
「…真係？」童桐說。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIexzBrcSW1
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uVUZjGTuM
我停頓了片刻。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZ8SKJGG6L
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfeE28pjHe
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Sy0VLg4Ad
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLRvnuJ6YE
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fByRbFADk
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUza6pIWtDl
就和你一樣，童桐。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoB0d2vbpr
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKSmk4VyRB
和你一樣。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvW8BlU6E0
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3or1iWY4v9
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jeClWieU2
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTG2BKzVkF
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzHlM13wG0
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSY6ajq5bkX
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65HTBCiyrF
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3To1sHVxEX
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmTcmiXjMe
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBMBnyuAgo
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvhMLmN3sE
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsuQWsr1FZ
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4ftyEQ2cL
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodMY1P2yLk
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4c1y9dTLq
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElxin55A4A
「多謝你，童桐。」1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9zMl2a6s3
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRvPHX7DC3
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2bezgBS6n
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxiD7D6JAb
「叮～」1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9f2ricPxu
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEk2EdB6L3r
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAww14n4mh
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLjRt5xihy
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYOjvCLEK5
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWfkAHqZBg
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9FteRG081
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HwHwAWsrA
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0L8aeoxSJH
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy38ciNR42T
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcUICTyE8A
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI56ZGXfJEu
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAd1aQbePtb
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4OB7ANzeq
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpkfTGgld3
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIEZtzPsYU
太可愛了。1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBAfeebApI
1094Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRuSjMbhUU
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
