妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpsWnLFiSy
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TuyuhAcN3
一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOoGKOsTjt
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3U4VGDeyj
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6QHqPDsEP
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtd9RgV3pXs
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQP1aCkDh3I
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMKRgUsIx8
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgzTsyjJp0
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDr2xgJE0Yq
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbNIYh6LxL
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjq5tjhjqHN
「下，點解會開心？」1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhv3R5Hgerm
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJ5wyTP8P4
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLcHelZvE1
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LCwrPmoHa
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh42fZ7vXVF
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9IUysbsBG
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFTASFH6VJ
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcecu7qckxM
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJptu3SnMt
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8bo9LaFcz
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOW50RoM1tp
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwrwFI3IZq
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuLp0GTAKj
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DwcKZDYyz
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0nghCZtS6
小病是福，我完全明白。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkS544VHaO
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6kL9HflQo
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKyx2rN3Xo
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUwFbfxSPc
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9B7g1qs9By
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NUFXcjXN5
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23yPsGRyAf
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgw9pYpOWu
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPWC8Qo9AT
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpt3r4kyNS
離題了。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3c24xK97JX
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJn6YQTTKWv
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmlhVoeC51
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53d4ZCb3SD
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PWxnT8cPV
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXcXXbvkko
「叮～」1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5gdodAFlq
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJ8peWWuqu
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jstdD3bLz
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7TbDZbDR8
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzJwCcXNSH
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tgQ0m0b5W
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7e6XYFAGl
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡez3IPFEJKs
「抽筋，Sorry。」1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOV11C6ADao
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLpf74VVY8
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiprc2oDPiz
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSnwt17JYW
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5f51ZvUm0j
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4EupVYYsY
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4zmaMEpW6
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfEU6xPZCl
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB83qvWFA67
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAtZ7iKm1R
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0u14zvABf
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyiG6otFos
「比賽仲有幾耐？」1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIlSyRvXtM
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfY0I9t3cO
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXzHfF7vNN
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wyMqupdqx
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Qe8JIseVZ
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfo0RgXWbbf
「我會有分數。」我說。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7VQ81mdhO
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8q8ZIxlCB
不，我沒有。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbaONrUJY3
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqF3DH2j2J
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIHHOzzxOW
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxUoZtbWFp
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3AT63pzYL
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMR9TZeR49r
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡee2klQcBRq
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kVX7m0Esl
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbm0cqemOI
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrsLw2LwJv
難不難看是一回事。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWdUC44pSJ
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtlA70OING
甘不甘心又是另一回事。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXp5saQzmB5
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWi7Qb5xGHg
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcQRFKRpBR
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxg6EAZAW2U
但我不甘心。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEvDCGGhXd
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡah5U7WmbQM
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaYUbu3YAm
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAueU1hmiU
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kG9qCpRv6
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGHXKuQ8F8
我不甘心。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhbwbdkLfs
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPIFm1D78J
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JrNIOUQ7P
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AZdGGr2BH
「…真係？」童桐說。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMT7HjLo9b
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fBbi4ymQM
我停頓了片刻。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3E4mglOuq
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOT1YRp1E4
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OHSNqlmJJ
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QAqsZ9cKo
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qnHANBKaI
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVkSowo0kS
就和你一樣，童桐。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCe9dBFArIg
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1iHw0la6H
和你一樣。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIVxYPRSSQ
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunLfvWOoOQ
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcShHxbs7b
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzqqw84uO2
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNZJqQIunn
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhXCaByTRA
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnwATXUMpI
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KWN4wSoWL
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqk5qnTNiO
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvepumzi7V
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYbqv2smy8
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIqvLSMqUf
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkULVefNujU
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVME0NdYcd1
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45HCyA5dFB
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsRqhwvpZC
「多謝你，童桐。」1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQRqfPJ9ZQ
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqdjIxe7XS
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uTcJh4eTI
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEP8lNPe2i
「叮～」1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBpKHTBAh2
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtbiMHo2n0
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoM5TdGeg2
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCGRu5jIev
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDMFwHx21H
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0Pj5wQySC
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzl4c6vfDi
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRf9patxPl
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvWuTGGgz7
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0y050uPox
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MM9SrkDng
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlKZwt8Qrm
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFM9l9xSUpz
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoHUpQOb58
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfYxbNIrYN
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaJzC0VahK
太可愛了。1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylZpyPtwzl
1008Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3zTW0hDhh
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
