妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJKl5sjQBG
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一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWOJThIBq0
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9HNbZujQb
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfkLWTWgxa
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvSzdMqQu3
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlwtbmRYA5
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1DGZYdAxl
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYHfMqze5v
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bjRxLrGX4
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ecimzN9Td
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqNiI6ocsS
「下，點解會開心？」962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7p3aSslblp
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89OVYew6Mi
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09idGzn9Vb
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoddqGWUJfS
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHLBKoBNTE
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDuXBlAlmb
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1BKIGnlFi
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTGzgmUrsx
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MsRSVuJ7V
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQKX1d6vNM
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayP3wsIE35
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqUEMnNQJp
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrD6UiwO4Q
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1u71QZSca
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjgNOOkW7t
小病是福，我完全明白。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxnGElVB6S
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhnm2A8uUs
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKT9FXlNDbN
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rLUr91sJi
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmowHLMIhm
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJyDqQyEgv
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtDZommoPt
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4f2vocgwh
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYKbdZvdXM
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpV8ygrxGlE
離題了。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0AWGhBQ9R
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu857q2PmUz
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2dt6fRGhT
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNm3ZRftgP1
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWL4P8fGnI
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mQxgmAUz9
「叮～」962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQuv5R2VlM
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNV1KSvl6tm
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCkznU1PG3
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxrskE8mwx
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31bKCJac6Z
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQYlgVBytd
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWl4GCYNSnk
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCPWHecC6P
「抽筋，Sorry。」962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmE3PLY85u3
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHi4B151sl
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxAvAUBQu4
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlia3TESx6h
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBqG31H21z
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Fc3xZ2szL
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hmwZ2fm1U
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lqn4yY7l0
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphOsO0fAaa
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMvD66490P
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOu7Zbd64PB
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeThyiq6Zn1
「比賽仲有幾耐？」962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCVde6HnZn
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DHAOfLwI1
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGUJ4BB4dO
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjZCoTOvwz
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoomV08rGK6
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuaUfpQqhW
「我會有分數。」我說。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFIu4FTq5S
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSuVGiDsJh
不，我沒有。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJk4mVR2i72
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSrGfbRKzj
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMwX1JqjAI
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKvpoM4cxj
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8t5ntyDzxr
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8WQRs3tdJ
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XwmXt4pcF
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eod3evtTo
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgV9PzOEI1V
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXtOzKjonw
難不難看是一回事。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1jt3iUFGt
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIW0fRCvxT
甘不甘心又是另一回事。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0VBuiCYXr
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnL8tdwETe
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu80xwyMjZh
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjDHlO8cx2
但我不甘心。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡue5f5PjgCr
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6Tuux5aHQ
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxDdGO0lh4
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0bHPgIVFj
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4MIsk44wS
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzayDu9mYtX
我不甘心。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQHpW4TMq0
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1RV5rFcQ1
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKEaYJMNui
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfi8KekVTIV
「…真係？」童桐說。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ObgTGrlug
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsC2WxCKu9
我停頓了片刻。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4SYxrHfqH
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2kr4q9WUQ
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvgLMvnKs9
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbC6NKX0Po9
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyAQQ8zaZw
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf69QLtSmfQ
就和你一樣，童桐。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpE66TIzT6K
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHUNP5LcQ4
和你一樣。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIl8tqqEBhS
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrWyikv9AI
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOPKZzyl8K
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrR2vOOth7
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfUgSakPUd
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3SVIRtWwy
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStq1N33Ipb
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3XEUu7EFv
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Tesyflckr
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZf0At9HzQ
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREa9idr39r
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0ppmFpDKU
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnUPBUe7Vg
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJlRhV14S8
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtEkCeRPJ2
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGvuRIrElt
「多謝你，童桐。」962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnOOY9v2PZ
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNsh3YzYXb
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3E4TjdVI1J
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rSpftbRO3
「叮～」962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKGmX3BUtg
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjl8Lf4z1yZ
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeQd9EE2gv
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlzcTVSuTN
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9hqu3ho6i
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJy0Slobi1Q
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSF4fzn6zKV
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoI841DuBS4
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKgYFDvTs2
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqnjdSPsEE
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4owhfebVzA
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxPq1P8NTj
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPZqb4L4fr
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Chc0EKZvw
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OX884eQkM
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkpTrzfqJZ
太可愛了。962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81lw4ey2ko
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjp9cSrkAMJ
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
