我不知自己呆了多久，但回過神來我第一個自然反應是再次確認。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE72f9CZ3Tz
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「你話…叫我試下追妍妍？」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaACZsfdAT
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「係呀。」童桐卻說，「你諗下有幾可會有咁好既女仔埋你身，只要你夠膽既話，我覺得都唔係無機會成功…」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXBMe19X9M
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甚麼有幾可。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuEnkaiMB7
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我幼稚園中班時已經遇上了最完美的女生了。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkP4CBfVjwl
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而她正在我眼前。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUxlQLCzgM
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「我先唔追。」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKzK8e1R5G
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「下？」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QiNazX66A
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「下咩下，唔追未唔追囉。」我別過臉說。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLWzbW0ZKU
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「……呀遊，你眼角俾我想像中仲要高啊，你真係打算有亞基陪你一世就算？」童桐輕撫在我身上翻出肚子的亞基說。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrQqPNRxvz
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〔汪…〕1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiHqU1NWI4
（作者特別翻譯：唔好啦大佬…）1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ey225Upu6
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「我，我先唔係眼角高。」我說。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuDypDeRY8
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「咁點解你唔追佢？佢已經算係女神級啦，你咁都睇唔上？」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcITh56HKbj
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「唔係睇唔睇得上既問題，佢故然係女神級，但，但係…」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGd801XDOA
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「如果你覺得自己高攀唔起既我又覺得唔會，其實靚女無你想像中難追…」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavqKsEDMmv
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出現了，都市傳說第4位「靚女其實無人追所以易追」。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqH2ZB7XWJ3
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但你倒好意思說啊童小姐。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsE6XwPfpca
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「唔係高唔高攀既問題啦。」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzs6xjhVvv2
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「……睇黎你知道D關於佢既事，但我唔知。」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWf0naK7aH
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「係…就係，但唔係重點。」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpkeDWWvN6
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重點是我喜歡你啊，但我怎樣說出口？說了這不就是在表白嗎。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6f6Tn1s36w
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「咁重點係咩？佢有咩野係搞到你會對佢無興趣？」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcYEpA9eof
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童桐也太敏銳了吧。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIz4LJwLXBD
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「如果連佢咁既女神，你都會話無興趣，一定係好嚴重既問題。」童桐說，「你就講俾我知啦？」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaxTRBvp5x
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「唔係…咁好。」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JzizT8OUn
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「我應承你，我唔同其他人講呀。」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSN16KYYTKA
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又是這招！1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2q4iCoAnKq
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自小到大次次套我話也用這招！夠了喔！還明知我每次都會中計！1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAStyuWE2xq
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「呀遊呀～我好想知呀～」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddrJgqBb7b
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童桐對我撒嬌套話，正用粉拳輕錘我，「最多我今晚同你摀耳呀？好唔好？」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSfxSvtl08
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「…我唔想講佢壞話…」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3edRUH8Uj
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快變陣，快點變陣！有沒有方法胡弄過去？！1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYoIlH5Fb2
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「原來係咁…你覺得佢重要過我。」她低頭難受地說，「不惜要我失望，都要守護佢…呀遊你就唔可以對我都咁溫柔…？」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQ0As8wnRd
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這可憐表情對我效果太拔群了！1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTe0houfjqO
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「我，我唔係要你失望…」我慌了。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH056JN42q7
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童桐絕對不會放過這機會的吧！1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5OUbvTXnI
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不要緊，我想好了。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz65LwHfXFY
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「你唔好同其他人講。」我凝重地說。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OcSeSlxYj
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這不是謊言，也不是事實。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAknF8emwzX
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「好，同你勾手指尾～」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8zUUy1bZl
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「嘩，幾歲…」我笑著伸出手指尾輕勾童桐的尾指。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuVDqRBHmq
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「咁係點？到底有咩原因令到A0遊竟然串到話對女神級既妍妍無興趣？」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrqWG0FJeE
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童桐雙眼發光，這使我想起測謊之夜她圍堵妍妍時的眼神。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtlAI71Uwb
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「…嘛…」我支支吾吾地別過頭去。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqAr2IS7cT
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「講啦講啦！」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3Aiy1qZVj
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「佢…唔係A1啦，非正式黎講。」我選擇跳過ptgf這4個字。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSceSv9zFj
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「我就知道…嗄？非正式？」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXUSHWS6hs
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「佢私生活非常豐富，經驗…很多，你明唔明，經，驗…我無個種…經驗。」我愈說愈細聲。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImLaQSHtCV
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我那時沒有面向童桐，所以看不到她的表情。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKe6i6SBra
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「……」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLB509H7kJ
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那是出乎我意料之外的沉默。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpY4DFc1yee
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「…你原來唔接受呢種女仔啊，呀遊。」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHSfXuFhPh
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我那時被童桐逼得手忙腳亂，所以也沒有注意她語氣中的失落。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZokfnr0yDr
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這是我的過錯。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiHfvWLPGF
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「你你你唔好誤會，我亦唔係咩處女情意結，只係妍妍佢…同我差太遠，我地簡直係兩種人，所以…佢肯做我朋友我好光榮添！但係你話叫我追佢，我知道我係無資格拒絕或者睇唔起佢咁既女神，所以我真係唔係話佢濫而嫌棄…應該話我係睇自己唔起…童桐？」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMaQgvnkVS
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我手忙腳亂，胡言亂語起來，才發現她不太對勁。。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6B7whBU2zu
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「嗯？」她這時才刷一下變回正常的表情，剛剛臉上的哀愁瞬間消失。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtf6pPuDAm
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「你無事？」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykUiAqeBh8
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「我有咩事？總之，你覺得佢好濫，所以接受唔到，係未？」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjOaqQYI2f
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「唔係咁難聽，你咁講好似講到我係網上D渣男咁…」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡow523Kci5k
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「……你唔係咩。」童桐說，「正衰人。」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk28Adt04Ow
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「我梗係唔係！只係…我覺得同佢做朋友就好。」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3u9HTA31I
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「哼，朋友…」她說，「咁未同我一樣…車…」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfahAB73KCC
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我那一句惹童桐不開心了？1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpdCe9xcwU
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「佢上次已經實牙實齒講過唔係鐘意我，叫我唔好誤會。」我補充，「無啦啦又食多次檸檬啦我。」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdkeuQgSoO
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「抵你死呀。」她還裝鬼臉向我吐舌，正小學雞。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRzVo96iuC
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沒辦法，我總不能說因為妍妍是PTGF吧。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeJmvVq4gU
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再說了，即使我A0, 我還是能辨清愛意與慾望。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmryOH61vu
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我喜歡的人，始終還是只有童桐一個。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXRq8TwOIS
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「咁你呢，依加嵐晨佢…搞到咁大獲。」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSVaQJ9G1V
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「佢…」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3s70mMjLR
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「搞大女仔個肚，教個女仔暪住屋企人落仔，然後再飛左佢…我都真係估唔到佢會咁。」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdnixMS42j
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我那時還不知更糟糕的在後面。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunfKiHJfJ9
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那天其實是雪崩的前夜，核彈根本還沒爆炸…應該說已經爆了，但做成的破壞還被我們所察覺。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdaENRZcyr
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我那時以為自己只是不知道核彈的內容，但知道會做成的後果。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdD1ZV1tne
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不，我其實連後果也不知道。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIk5XGsJBZH
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不過，知道自己喜歡的人真面目是這樣，童桐心裡一定也不好受吧。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUojDBmdYhS
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果不其言，童桐低下頭一言不發，洗衣機規律的「隆隆」聲在我們之間迴響不止，眼框中有淚光恍動。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbejQNjrMq
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也許我卑鄙。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVnoi8tL0N
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但是，這是植嵐晨自己造的孽，又能怪誰？1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzomtTLYTny
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「隆，隆，隆，叮叮噹～」洗衣完成。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9d7bLLU2W
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「我去幫你放去乾衣機先。」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgrhkwDF1a
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「…唔該呀遊。」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIXFZIM4S0
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「黎，抱住佢先。」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUEabhMkcR
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我把亞基抱起來，塞到童桐懷中，童桐輕輕擁住亞基，把頭埋進黑白交叉的毛之中不知是哭還是甚麼。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4l6jkjs6w
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「嗚汪…」感受到童桐情緒的亞基伸出舌頭輕舔童桐的臉以示安慰。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiY5VWDy8C3
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我走到廚房打開洗衣機，一陣潮濕的霧氣湧出，我拿過童桐的衣物扔到乾衣機之中…1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO10cEZN1Dy
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洗衣袋中的，果然是胸圍和內褲…她和我也忘了這玩意的存在。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcEwWAXwmx
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算了，反正是童桐的，我不介意，我也不是甚麼迷信的人，黑色蕾絲和紅色蝴蝶結圖案我也覺得很可愛…喂喂喂，醒啊馬川遊。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZVaVW5QCn
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關門，標準乾衣程序啟動。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ABM7b73Zi
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「嗶嗶！」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVPj3LFB0A
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「隆，隆，隆…」乾衣倉開始轉動。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RXnuEZ7p6
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「你今晚係唔係度食野？」我回到客廳中問。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGXaaKeiFD
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「嗯…好呀。」童桐的樣子看起來好像很疲憊。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClSTOAJ8CG
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「壽司?」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3pgIrKFHl
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「無所謂。」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtKlFP11q6
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正常發揮。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lCaHULiSD
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但也不用這樣早。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5S1QScSba
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突然，童桐的手機和我的手機同時震動，打開一看竟然是今天早上植嵐晨與那大叔打架的片段，是那天水上樂園後用來傳圖片用的群組。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTO9cmTSKpp
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〔嘩咩事？〕1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMXksYxuw1
〔嵐晨你有無事？有無報警？〕1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbv4XOXIW5Q
〔童桐你點樣？無嚇親啦嘛？〕1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZb5NxNooz
〔今晚集咩張咩望好似都話會提…〕1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHaXWtd6gC
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「…唉。」童桐輕嘆一口氣關上，我倒是在時間軸上拖曳快速看了個大概，才知道二人都出重手，沒死人真是不幸中的大幸，難怪童桐一想起便怕成這樣子。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSZ4vGmrKz
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「唔好睇啦。」我輕按她手機上的鎖機鍵，手機「喀」一聲關上。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRxOurs8at
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「…」她還發呆地盯著回到鎖機畫面的手機。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Op3XEGyXI
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很心痛，這是我害的，即使不這樣做不行。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFizM55XdDm
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我就說了，我從來不是甚麼正人君子。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUE2DZmgj17
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也許童桐覺得我是。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0C2duYJKkM
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也許我也曾經覺得自己是。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpduw0Z2x4C
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但…既然發射了核彈，也沒甚麼好辯解了。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6OhB8wVfG
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她的表情使我回想起之前她和男朋友後分手的樣子，即使Beta和情聖那時怎樣說我只是水泡，私家兵，工具人，我也堅持陪在她身邊，直到她找到下一個男朋友為止。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCQgrcdwvc
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這是我只能做到的事。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYOFvlZVXL
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現在她已經算是失戀的一種吧？1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNp9g8043oa
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「童桐…」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRydddss5m
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鼓起勇氣，鼓氣勇氣，馬川遊，又不是未試過，鼓起勇氣吧。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29nhmhrm1g
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「想喊既…就喊啦，呢度得我一個。」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa841BiWzwF
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我以震抖著的手橫跨童桐的背脊，試探式的摟住她。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8zfuVKtdj
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她沒有抗拒，臂彎中也傳來她的柔軟，她的體溫，她的脈動。於是我放開膽子搭住她的肩膊拉她往下，輕輕放於膝上，好像那時她以膝枕安撫我一樣。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77JyJVHmoN
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只是現在我們位置反過來。我輕梳她的秀髮：「唔好理個Group, 唔好理其他人講咩，唔好睇手機。」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDjZu3cZZP
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我輕輕拿過她的手機，放到一旁的茶几上。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrELKdQVxk0
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「我…我係唔係好衰，當自己鐘意既人同自己想像中唔同個時，我就完全接受唔到。」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfScgF0Aizo
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「你只係自私，童桐。」
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妍妍那天的忠告突然在腦中響起。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEe18CqrbA
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「我可能唔係鐘意嵐晨，而只係鐘意自己想像出黎既個個佢。」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWyFwawC4a
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「…你只係唔了解真正既佢啫，唔好咁話自己，傻女。」我模仿童桐那種搔癢的手法，雙手在她耳邊輕輕按摩，在她後腦遊走輕梳髮絲，她也閉上眼躺在我大腿上。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95GMlhlH1A
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「你愛既人既唔係植嵐晨，而唔係呀遊，而係你自己。」
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…腦中的聲音煩死了。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8PEcpET5h
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「係咪個個人都係咁？當知道自己鐘意既人真面目既時候，就接受唔到…始終自己想像出黎既人，先係最完美，最美好。」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSVmmzscPP
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如果大家都是這樣，童桐應該沒這樣難受吧。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NMbq5uZvk
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「…但又想呀遊留係你身邊，有咩事佢可以對你溫柔同保護你。」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KGG7QLer1
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好啦，你全部說中，我也清楚，閉嘴。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuroKnwq4v
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「我諗，應該好多人都係。」我說。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwcNphcXoH
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「……」閉上眼的童桐，皺了一皺眉頭，楚楚可憐的樣子得叫人憐愛，叫人心疼。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKjWKz3Gyj
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「唔好諗咁多啦，合埋眼休息下。」1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP78bD6VzIM
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我用手輕捂她雙眼，然後雙掌往她耳上摀去，配以輕搔，梳頭，撫按，如她那時待我一樣，直到她緩緩睡在我膝上。1109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimVyqjBDkz
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那是最後一天的平靜。
