門後沉默，但是防盜眼中再次滲出微光，說明童桐已經發現了我察覺到她而避開。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CGR1sYRCQ
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總要面對的，對吧。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQakwAKNaSn
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「童桐，傾兩句。」我說，同時透過外賣程式下單。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WL0KN0tVD
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZa6lyuirxV
「呀遊你…」門後傳來她的聲音。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9O50z1uYY
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老實說，我褲袋中也有她家門的鎖匙，但是不是她自己開的門也沒意義吧。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJ8UQk1xos
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…正如當天應該親口問她，而不是用甚麼撚屌觀星筆。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvMqhOEvzI
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「今次無辦法不了了之。」我說。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcdH0YDLtM
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「呀遊，我…我…爺爺嫲嫲都係度，求下你，唔好同佢地講…」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaozG0i9V9F
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「交俾我處理好唔好？」我說。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQzrTSULAl
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「咔」一下，童桐打開了家門，她站在昏黃的燈光中，穿著Ｔ恤和短褲，卻看著地板角落不敢和我對上眼。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYma2pORKSb
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她…瘦了？1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzzBZN7att
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不，這不是變窈窕的那種瘦，而是雙頰微凹，雙目無神，好像生病了的那種瘦。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqmBHgl6rX
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxabq55Du1E
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲正坐在沙發上看著台灣布袋戲，音量扭得超大，因為二人都或多或少有點耳背。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQUbGRI6ks
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「伯！！伯！！婆！！婆！！」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPC98NmfZZw
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二人聽到後回頭看，童桐的爺爺是說國語的，嫲嫲廣東話比較好。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQlNgELEjo
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「阿遊，出院啦？沒大礙？」爺爺說。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1hRZGyMVW
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2TYt95H15
「呀遊你無事就好，個日童桐話你心臟病發擔心死我地！」嫲嫲說。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaylIgFSn1R
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokJOx6utPd
「有心！你地煮左飯未？我阿媽買左燒鵝話想叫埋你地兩個過去食！」不是我沒禮貌，真是要這種音量二人才聽到。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOqcfdpC9r
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5MBFXLlwP
「哎呀怎麼好意思…」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0AOO02hAk
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUOg49hUsl
「我地自己食就得架啦…」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhelnGVY9EQ
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7feXVKsurW
「我岩岩出院唔可以食油膩野！中醫話燒鵝毒！我阿媽一個食唔晒！你地過去幫手食喇！」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzqgbPHpq5
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6H8fDgyy3
老一輩在被請吃飯時總要拉扯一下，這些年來也習慣。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNXLZklpIg
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcS8xj5qIGk
「那…我去拿瓶好酒過去吧。」爺爺站起來，一拐拐的走向櫥櫃。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzbKBLymBL
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「咁你兩個呢？」嫲嫲問。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWxr7tuAXt
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童桐聽到她這樣問，不知所措地望向我。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrArNbAHyER
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbZPNZMkft
「我出院要食清Ｄ！我同童桐係呢邊食就得！借個廚房黎用下！我會清潔返！」我說。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSdJTGrHKs
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92sQPPDqeM
嫲嫲也是通情達理那些人，看我做到這份上也沒說甚麼：「童桐，幫下呀遊手啦，佢岩岩出院唔操勞得。」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDvxdTBYwo
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFICsfaQslC
童桐唯唯諾諾地點頭：「嗯，我會幫手。」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfllc2IC66Y
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69Cb0Illvs
這麼細聲能聽到？1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoJor4GvFE
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說罷，爺爺便拿著一瓶茅台扶著嫲嫲走過去，手機的外賣程式顯示外賣燒鵝已經到了樓下，馬上便上樓，不愧是運費最貴的外賣員。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJsddaC3AE
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsnzhmJFyN
雖說我媽不知情，但憑她的才智應該猜到怎麼一回事吧。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHkPs3yjhc
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNTGCFcJRD
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲出門後童桐輕輕關上門，屋內只剩我們二人。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsXFbruBNL
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gi35Mg5q1
「呼…好攰，嗄…嗄…」我躺到沙發上喘著氣，沒想到光是提高音量吼穿童桐爺爺嫲嫲的耳背已使我這樣氣喘。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4JpSOH2RU
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaa3YtjD31
「你有無事？個心點？」童桐憂心忡忡地說。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E3DgOYMTY
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEe63XXv5tg
「嗄…個心…嗄…個心碎一碎係咁。」我道。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeuEslvNp1
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxspncIK9N
「對唔住…」童桐難過地低頭。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcM2YbjHgZ2
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRfjoNst7m
心頭狂跳，這不會又要碎了吧。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1f7FEGknLF
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不過還好我坐在沙發上，閉上眼暗運明鏡止水冥想後心率便降下來，至於童桐好像甚麼做了壞事的小孩一樣一直站在遠遠看著我。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTWh6ZmDg3
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmQRar13Zm
老實說，我很心痛。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ylWBg8y7H
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB96fgAVjqr
我很想看到童桐快快樂樂的過每一天，我想她永遠就是那個完美清純可愛的鄰家青梅竹馬。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQXLsJwMpa
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspK6PnMx28
她這個受傷樣子，消瘦的雙頰，使我心底隱隱作痛。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmuTUfOGJZ
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClbRGo2TvI
但…1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJq95bizaB
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7KOoL97iN
閉上眼，那天的直播影像又閃回腦海中。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8ufiJr4Cf
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeDURWNyoR
「坐低啦，你自己屋企黎。」我說。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tbcCz9Feo
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFYUZFM6Qh
童桐聞言，才緩緩地走到我旁邊的沙發椅上坐下。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9dEFrnDwL
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Y7l97ElHT
不行，光是看到她的腳指丫我又想起那晚Dora如何用腳指也挑弄那根假的…1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSJIVcySJM
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「唉。」我把頭算到沙發背上，抬頭看著發黃的天花板，那兒空無一物，正合我意。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZHkvsjsTx
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感覺很多話要說，但不知從何說起。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FucFiPmcd
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxyAHnxqOI
我不想對童桐惡言相向。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDgQDSJhqG
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNBcZ7p4nj
但我又沒法裝成毫不知情。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6A9L4nSUv
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXE8mc5YU90
「好失望係唔係？我不但有紋身，原來仲唔係你想像中既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBkzyVQXAF
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3jFh5NTMN
再說了，一星期後對我專用的核彈便會發射，到時…只會雪上加霜吧。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMfS0NyGQU
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQl3J7SMVVB
互相厭惡的兩個人，還能走多遠？1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAFquPqnFu
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「係啊，Dora。」我說。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AAok1Bhe9
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR14nI9X923
「……」童桐喉間發出「咕」一聲。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO2lgokAb5
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jsmaNN5Tc
「呀遊…我無傷害到任何人。」童桐低頭說，「而且我亦無出樣，我…我會引退，從此再無Dora…」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYO8zLflQS
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpemmVfVLs
「之前你話唔可以做我女朋友，就係因為呢件事？」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRinaSCstL1
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡln78ZrQoKf
抬頭看著天花板的好處除了看不見童桐外，還有一個：眼眶的淚水不會輕易掉下來。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiD6wJLdLY
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26Ce6g7CDd
「係…」童桐說，「我個時好怕…好怕同你太接近你會發現，然後連你都討厭我。」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7O7tl367x
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUTyaWf4oR
「既然係咁，就唔好咁做啊！」我揮錘擊向沙發。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5YDCc1knz
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我在說甚麼呢。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWqOUHGohO
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童桐知道是我向植嵐晨發射核彈，也一定會討厭我不是嗎。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknOsnnRecZ
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我還是這樣做了…我和童桐又有甚麼分別？1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbDe63dX50
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我又有甚麼資格向她說教？1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBWE6HvP18
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我們每個人都明知故犯，心存僥倖。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDKR4ElFkt
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若要人不知，除非己莫為；修合無人見，存心有天知。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaajSTdhf8
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCYx9inXt3
「我夠知喇…」童桐聲音有點沙啞。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVtKz3IJct
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNn0CF16DaG
「咁點解你要咁做，點解你要做Dora？」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpado1o6MI
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmnsXbjUJD
我希望她有甚麼苦衷，理由。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFI3ITNxlK
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYL8x27l0eO
我希望她其實要照顧她的爺爺嫲嫲，幫父母還債，學生貸款要還，有個Ｎ年沒見的失散兄弟姊妹然後有絕症之類。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ql1unbY2O
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhCP4OsLws
至少這樣便能合理化她的行動，告訴我她這樣做是情有可原，身不由己。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8oPGaQArp
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZYDtC0GIS
我希望是這樣的答案。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGD1PzExiou
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZx8iot2xon
但童桐先是沉默。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDpYPXYI6I
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBEyrH49ej
然後她以抖震著的聲音開口說：「原因…你問原因既話…」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtM3m8IiFtZ
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4xDXTfx5L
求求你，給我一個苦大仇深的理由吧，童桐。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZEGxa0be9
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZtUPpLhK9
求求你可憐一點，求求你身世悲慘一點，這樣我才能夠…1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zhloynD7Y
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQ5V6lAwSc
「你問得原因既，我諗你對我誤會真係好深，呀遊。」童桐帶著哭腔說，「不過…或者都係我有份做成。」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkKZ5EoNp2
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甚麼意思。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25SA2MAQEb
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這到底是甚麼意思。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptH9D35JOY
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV51Sdb4JEE
「你問得原因，即係你覺得我唔係咁既人，係有咩苦衷先咁做係唔係？」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkaeIhF2b8
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkIKsUHuA2
因為過於震撼的我，終於忍不住垂下了頭，看著坐在眼前的…Dora.1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMh9m3Rf5y
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTCyXlz3hk
我不知道自己為甚麼會有這種感覺，但是坐在我面前的不是童桐，絕對不是那個我從小就認識，一起玩耍，一起長大的童桐，即使長相一樣，打扮一樣，背景一樣，那凌厲卻藏於陰影中的眼神…1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iHZXsh75v
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…不可能是童桐，我認識的童桐才不會露出這種近乎說是淫邪的污濁眼神。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXceIMMsOR
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq35Z0A31ML
是你嗎…Dora.1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRSUso5dOc
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYuQm9YiHC
「你…」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMh57YVP08
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHK73FJeU2X
「唉，呀遊，我地都大個，我地無可能永遠都係小學生，中學生。」她說，「我…我其實都唔想咁，但係我…我變左，或者你覺得我唔係童桐，而係Dora…嗯，睇你眼神就知道，呀遊係唔會用咁既眼神望向我，佢永遠都係好溫柔咁望我。」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjraxTTSBTe
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Dora苦笑搖頭，以抖震著的手揮去眼眶中的淚水。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wAPsRRrKs
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpHQdL2dsd
「但係Dora同童桐就係同一個人，反而你想像中個個完美既清純女神先係由頭到尾都唔存在，純粹係你想像出黎。」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgpiQMuUfG
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我覺得自己瘋了。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8la85WLnVv
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlWqPj9v7V
我看到了Dora身後有兩個人影在，一邊是穿著中學校服，記憶中的童桐；另一個是穿著情趣內衣的Dora，二人走向我眼前的這個…不知誰，然後一眨眼便消失。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUA2KtgcvUx
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCImYQxI9c
Dora，童桐…不是甚麼一體兩面。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5r4es3mN9g
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojAAE7SAyG
童桐的黑暗面不是Dora。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXO0hbBMnkW
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9h0gVkuBi
童桐就是Dora。
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpv4xEYOqy
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHGOzLEA0n
「你講大話，童桐，你…你唔好呃我！快Ｄ講你既理由！講你既苦衷我聽！」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJe5UvHCmWs
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGAZy0vYAd
不知甚麼時候，變成了我在衰求她。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxza8C08yr0
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGS6p5blre
「我一定會幫你，就算我唔得…我阿爸，阿媽，Beta，情聖，妍妍，甚至利律師，菁婷小姐都好…我一定會搵到方法幫你。你係唔係好需要錢？係你爺爺嫲嫲身體有毛病？」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdb5GwB8NPa
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZl07JjB5FA
我開始在為自己虛構出我希望聽到的理由。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84DB1KofN1
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuD7hqFNZen
或許我比起Dora更想有一個藉口去合理化這一切。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeWJyfawDe
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLXpcM5bfn
「無，佢兩個好健康，助聽器岩岩換左最新款，其實你唔使咁大聲佢地都聽到。」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDwSZ50ZzV
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHg7GW3HVLR
或許我才是最沒法理解的人。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRKbduMVy5
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxjxh9n9S4
「咁點解…無可能…」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR46o8p5wyf
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBS5yb2Zk1
Dora掩著臉搖頭說：「夠啦，呀遊，你要接受同理解…我地經過十幾年後，我同你都變左，邊個可以永遠唔變？」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFY1RbfupmH
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLX2tI9sJd
「我唔理解…我理解唔到…」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbzN3smt8r
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDARLqZNIRW
眼前明明是我最鐘愛的童桐，我卻好像看到鬼一樣不敢直視。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIci0I4QTwt
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4N5esNjeM3
接著Dora站起來，走向一個小抽屜。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xDO3H8zaQ
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXNgkOFhjJ
她拿出了一包香煙和火機，我認得那是她爺爺的煙。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3kSXvaPZF
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORInFFtOqp
然後Dora把香煙叼到口中，點火抽了一口，然後說：「你唔知我識食煙係唔係？」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJaSHrL5av
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHanYl9F3c
「童……」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvUvePL9vP
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlbk9ATqHz
簡單的一幕，我好像在尼古丁的煙霧中，與甚麼神話妖怪對上眼，全身石化。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoL7kAeXCf
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBwjEfwXFD
童桐…抽煙？！1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznB1KDSKKg
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPQMXBEqoV
「事先講明，我無食開煙，但係我識。」Dora說，「個年考DSE太大壓力，食過一排，考完後未上癮之前就戒左。」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUjYBARA8e
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GA7tITzzj
「童桐…」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdZTJZI7MD
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrWvJRAgN1
「我都唔想打擊你，呀遊，我…」Dora把煙頭掐熄，扔到垃圾箱中，「但既然你已經知道我係Dora，我覺得…或者呢一日遲早會黎，就算我地做唔成情侶…你遲早都會知。」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVJbKjXa45
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajUG9HJ63c
Dora哭起來。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBIbQIPPAj
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutudO50I3d
「我天真到…以為我地唔做情侶，我就可以呃你一世，我永遠都係你想像中既個個童桐…」Dora抱著自己說，「但係，明明青梅竹馬比起情侶仲要親近，即使我地無肉體關係，但係早就超過左情侶…我原來呃唔到你一世…」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkxYYNvRaj
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMedsUwA4Zr
「你為左…你就係為左咁，打算呃我一世？」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlrJR9ba6M
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahl8zdkyga
「我最唔願意睇到傷害既人，就係你，呀遊。」Dora說，「因為我鐘意你，同你一樣…由第一眼見到就鐘意你。」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEwsX4o1vr
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOOyiFLD8s
「見到你第一眼。」我說。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLNisrI1zw
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYb0FOi5zKb
「嗚…！」童桐似乎有點意外，接著一手把自己那邊的餅卡推塌掉，然後又自己在疊起來。
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtrd6CCPpM
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknYHXNgJs7
「……咁你中途又拍拖？」我問，「如果你係鐘意我，但唔想我既幻想破滅，唔想同我太接近而被我識穿而被我討厭既話，中途你又拍拖？你仲叫我幫你手追植嵐晨？！」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEpmSfPU2w
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJrzhSLMNQ
「…你夠同其他女仔表白，中六個年你表白左幾多次？」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEtHhjcbwA
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUNR47A9cV
老實說我沒數清，我其實不太在乎結果，反而隨便找一個女生答應就行，證明我不是次貨，證明我…還是有資格去被愛。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfcIyUqGA6
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結果當然是…1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYKkC8hxJ7
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiCJuiw8iM
「我鐘意你，係。我唔想你太接近我，而知道我既真面目，都係。」Dora說，「但係我都想拍拖，我都想有人錫…」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNvrwPrYdl
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90bXPufIu9
「魚與熊掌都兼得，真係好。」我出言諷刺，「果然你只係鐘意自己，鐘意自己有人鐘意既感覺，講到尾就係自私…」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIEHgpnbTs
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIpwP4V20g
「咁你唔係都鐘意我，點解又追其他女仔？」Dora反問。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnmxnr0g7d
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBl1NwTqLBn
「咁我同唔到你一齊啦嘛！我都想拍拖，我都想…」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9STzpZD3km
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NcTeuqd7T
「我都一樣。」Dora說，「矛盾，自私，同你一樣，我地都一樣。」1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ULJdEvmxd
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4mc5eUeE3
正如情聖說過，他最喜歡的人其實不是他老婆。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8Zltc7PXM
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLCAIhEH6P
他最喜歡的是他大學時期的一個師姐，但是那個師姐和他只拍了兩個月拖便分手了。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjXbtF5q01
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPB9WVBwQJ
但是情聖到現在還記掛著那個師姐。1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRPm4Pazvr
1132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVQGJPpQa7
這是錯的，這是不合乎道理的，明明結婚的人就應該是畢生最愛，但這就是現實。
