妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNpmwbcN9u
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一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tt15rhHH6
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctqhUR8Lwi
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJag6nvB350
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHfRUqqvtI
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDetaxYEsA
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ezfb2EjtN
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYyGjTwDP4
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuHlL5GRHR
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MR8ltwUxb
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkVK2c7A5F
「下，點解會開心？」985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cQDl8fuG1
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRW7bnjm3V
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLYlf0z7tj
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNVZO0iN1f
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXqIP4cYPl
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTX7dbnRtJi
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpiC5mYfqF
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAbm4ZUmn6
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeil1DTE2I
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTxm0Rh20j
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpX2Iivh0Q
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCB3PVE1YOy
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRypSwx4ab
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxwwqSkcSs
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOqNnep7Us
小病是福，我完全明白。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARwbDhk3eE
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqCyW6I29O
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW73nMhUGDD
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmVAEI5d8J
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQSUUUrwBq
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdt3YzoafK
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwlkOk1zz2
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4qCNidrz5
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoP8AVEP5k9
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyOfdvMtCl
離題了。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZcnHdwurQ
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HhA36rLGW
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaGApZsIRz
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyajViI7RAe
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLgweBBHws
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAf9zSY7ZW
「叮～」985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKohVzlp3K
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOVzau7nbg
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMErNSWDH6
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtaOhywm7n
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3ixirHkoj
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEn7lEctSZc
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmhjvih42u
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2W13bJ8xZ8
「抽筋，Sorry。」985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QisJAVufG
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPoD08xiR3
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDCKf28leQ
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiV0BUIPgX
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkrkvK48zw
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDVSjJUswM
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdN7vrhw6n
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4zGMhL8j0
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLOuGm39ub
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSC63LF7wS
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHWC8FKMlk
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsZMtwHTXl
「比賽仲有幾耐？」985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy182AXEnb
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Rv5oxPRXS
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuL0VVqAPb
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lIPppnP4v
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKcYtNDgrS
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6tzHjT6q4
「我會有分數。」我說。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfZ5C2OJKI
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCoDt3EULH
不，我沒有。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8e3u8fOuIO
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtkShpDgzY
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAwYlWcYjl
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ncYJNrw83
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqw722UF2lC
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaRebWc92G
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSttXH2KPos
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ppo1NWjFz
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw36umiQNEd
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNLvn0q7Y8
難不難看是一回事。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3anuP2Fqg
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCOwztWyzN
甘不甘心又是另一回事。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cwGQfCYID
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFemDgRud9a
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGN4T5PX4M
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGrJHp1oei
但我不甘心。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscj6Jr2ga9
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8BfKUg1Ua
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5Ycwb7oe8
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEtSDcyKUs
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudOSIBLjK3
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiW7UqEvno
我不甘心。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5UGnQ5KjJ
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqOydJWwO2
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXghtUBKxM
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWqqAxt6fx
「…真係？」童桐說。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSCSby74Sg
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ObHvexxnc
我停頓了片刻。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeMHuB6UjG
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0OBhhsYr7
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsCXJkPPZp
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqA1ar4uRtX
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnukS9ZBhh
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphmqcuJxeY
就和你一樣，童桐。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FvSodUV5Z
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFG0JIOPvR
和你一樣。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLk9beFZrf2
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEFuzfg3ZB
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXG5thrO92b
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EHVgXJWB8
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhxiqbJNro
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGet5yl2GdI
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mNTf87Aqe
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9d9pD8Vxt
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43H5tCpGnM
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5K98qDP5L
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IxB0mfLIT
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZFdLY6ciT
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfi66nmDHw
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLXdkD4FMq
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69dUESrZNP
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcx9WiVzFQ
「多謝你，童桐。」985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZdbXp8FYi
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0l51HCTp4
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9QU0vITjJ
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oj1tcFwQc
「叮～」985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyg4HrD725
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0igcHioEt
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8l5MFUnRj
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmwqyy05Lx
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmKHvW7IyT
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFnqican4e
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2k0f64DvL
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqlvPuHw2i
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KNgTNgD73
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHrapaylFW
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhFVJsakZq
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7CzDBdUum
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1J1BB0iAx
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6mqsHvAHJ
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ811VlpZkzg
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFbVzyxwxC
太可愛了。985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8v09i2s6U
985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbt68XCk4jq
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
