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小巴裡，回程路上。1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZ7RDUgNVE
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvdB71LUSJ
我不安咁睇手錶，咁樣一來一回又要等車又盛，至少浪費咗三個鐘頭。1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETjOrkmob1
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgj2RjnZEh
「你做咩呀？」窗口位上嘅蟲蟲見我有啲急躁，於是好奇咁問。1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOXxXLH8Ft
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zz1Ao8GWo
經過頭先避開惡狗一役後，我感覺到蟲蟲對我已經唔同晒。今次回程佢冇坐單丁位，而係雙人位。所以我同佢可以喺回程嘅途中閒談一番。1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWivqGDSQYz
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDgsZU18Y5
「完咗活動我要準時走呀。」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JZBl8IlIZ
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5EByG58C3
「你約咗人？」蟲蟲忽然好試探性咁講：「你約咗⋯⋯女朋友？」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzD6CRX0sZh
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1s6pV8HCR
我冇諗過佢問得咁直接，令我猶豫咗一齊先識答：「啊⋯⋯係呀。約咗女朋友睇戲。」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELoesJi6LR
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9wS4jpka6
「嗯。」蟲蟲一面欲言又止，好似有啲心事。停一停，又講：「你⋯⋯有女朋友⋯⋯咁就好啦。」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTFZ0ubVoc
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVndba6boe
「咩話？」我係咪聽錯咗佢講咩？1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVv4eiFBsMR
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfOGrUANU5
蟲蟲搖一搖頭，話：「冇嘢呀。」只見佢個樣好似諗通咗啲嘢，個樣變得寬容，成個感覺都自然起嚟。佢繼續話：「你女朋友係點架？靚唔靚架？」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApxwkSV2cP
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZnZfkAVi8
我有啲驚訝佢會咁問，於是我反問返佢：「做咩突然間咁想知道我啲嘢嘅？我地好似仲未係朋友喎！」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEyPugdNyr
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuS95EZFd0x
我擺咗個拳頭出嚟，想繼續返頭先遇到村狗之前嘅「入會儀式」。1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8N3dg6gnfy
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOAsBYM8Dp
蟲蟲望一望我嘅拳頭，再望返我，表情有啲複雜，好似要做一個好難嘅決定。佢話：「阿匡呀，頭先我話我除咗唔討厭你之外，其實對你係仲有一種感覺⋯⋯」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5rzZK1LOM
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoEjsJ3NJv
「係呀？」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhTXnj53R5
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGii0S6Ses
「其實⋯⋯我都唔知係咩。我⋯⋯」講講下佢自己慢慢緊張起嚟：「對唔住⋯⋯我⋯⋯我唔識講⋯⋯」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdwXQ2Wczj
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMOIAkgqKG
然後佢皺晒眉頭，好似嬲咗自己咁。1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQkUm9ibFb
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXl8ZYrN7F
「傻妹！」我輕輕敲一下佢個額頭：「做咩要講對唔住，你又冇做錯嘢。」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8joEU4wg7
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCzPR5FxNz
「吓？！」佢有啲吃驚，難度佢成日因為唔識表達自己而比人鬧？1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz655gvM5TK
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLTlgadVgF
「你試下慢慢講啦。」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbs3CXAgkzP
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdH66YojeZ
然後我見蟲蟲慢慢咁微笑返，成個人又放鬆起嚟，就話：「我覺得⋯⋯我覺得⋯⋯你好可靠，有你喺我身邊，我就感覺好安全。我想講⋯⋯應該就係呢個感覺。」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIiwdii3w0
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiYbWxDbuz
「安全感。」我：「你話我帶比你仲有一種感覺就係『安全感』？我咁講啱唔啱呀？」講完之後，我自己都好驚訝原來我令到蟲蟲有安全感。1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RMIJFPXKe
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjXFCDXnOD
蟲蟲呆一呆，應該冇料到我可以一語中的咁講出佢感受，然後佢笑一笑就：「嗯！」好用力點頭。1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCyc1vBhTy
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFcXTP6d5V
佢呢下真誠嘅笑容反映出佢第一次被人明白內心感受。佢嘅笑唔知點解令我睇得好入神，大概因為呢個係出自佢最真心嘅笑。1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzq0LlUavc
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4f7UdpUH8f
「其實我做咗啲咩令你有安全感？」我難為情咁騷一騷後腦，亦都諗唔明點解佢會咁諗。1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPS1IrXvStu
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOol2IPE3D
「其實⋯⋯」蟲蟲搖搖頭：「我都唔知呀。」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8wNFjwjmt
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9pY7hvTP3
「嗯，咁⋯⋯由佢啦。」我笑說：「咁我地係咪以後都可以咁樣相處？」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgP46zC1GX
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3bchbic3P
「吓？咁即係點呀？」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyzsP51Y7t
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajdiRI2t8Y
「你唔需要再惡死能登咁對住我。唔洗再用棒球去幫你同我溝通。就好似而家呢刻咁，只要做返你自己就夠。」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkYLIKTkVR
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaKi0fZmRW
蟲蟲聽完之後突然滿有心事咁低頭，我好似講中咗佢一啲嘢。然後佢諗咗一陣再望住我講，表情有啲擔憂：「我⋯⋯唔識分真同假。」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ353XKUzSc
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzZN41hJ1T
「吓？」我疑惑地覺得蟲蟲好似唔係答緊我問題。1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJASY6j6Kw
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9egmuqPbs
「我未感受過呢份安全感，我好驚係假、係我幻想出嚟。我好怕事實上你其實唔係我諗嘅咁好⋯⋯」蟲蟲講講下情緒開始有少少起伏：「所以我寧願企遠少少，唔再去了解你。平時對你衰啲，甚至當冇識過你，咁⋯⋯到真係絕交時都冇咁傷嘛。」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKJVxbphGO
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hytPCcm4f
佢講完之後神情變得憂傷起嚟，似乎佢過去遇過唔少同朋友絕交嘅經歷。我好似連個鼻都聞得出佢正在散發出憂傷嘅氣味。蟲蟲嘅情緒真係複雜得好緊要。1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7m2ZHc3ct
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWqKQQDnDq
「咁⋯⋯同你用個波掟我冇咩關係掛？」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5NNKuuClP
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcZ5f29eiU
蟲蟲呆望我一下後先識笑：「純粹覺得整蠱你好好玩囉！」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeexsGUG2e
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVilp5wGK4F
我比佢激到鬧咗句「頂」，繼續講：「頭先你話好驚我其實係你幻想出嚟？」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiC4i33jRLD
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVdbfxj1Rh
「嗯！」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CLFQiQO4n
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXzbDOB8X5
「咁樣⋯⋯我向你證明一件事啦！」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mfVlDDuS3
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JJPsTSlN1
我向蟲蟲攤出手腕，然後好順勢咁捉住佢隻手放喺我手腕度。1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleIUTcOvb8
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmr1aRCml2
「啊？」蟲蟲被我突如其來嘅一著嚇咗一跳。1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6x1S7kSj2
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCw6htgD0n
我將佢啲手指放咗喺腕上脈搏跳動嘅位置，輕聲講：「feel到嘛？」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjA4hFM3NIj
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJF60vOqRw
「嗯？」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LqDxkIzs7
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyr8bQwXTqZ
「我有脈搏架。」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMar7iHTTU
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluvjVB6rDf
「嘻⋯⋯嗯！」1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuLUdiEK87
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8TbOweuXE
蟲蟲再一次向我露出最真誠嘅笑容，我感受到呢一刻嘅佢對我已經完全放低晒心理防備。即使我已經放開咗佢隻手，佢都依然撳緊我手腕，感受緊我嘅脈搏。總覺得，我嘅心跳、呼吸同脈搏，係對蟲蟲呢世女來講係最真實嘅一件事。所以蟲蟲好享受呢個最真實嘅一刻。1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wwo7WYBOM
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFcxdaAYPU
我見佢成個人因為我嘅脈搏而平靜起嚟，搞到我唔好意思縮返隻手埋嚟。1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELshFO5Nd1
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqN0252jscn
雖然呢一刻嘅情形如果比Miss知道就好大件事，但⋯⋯冇嘢嘅！蟲蟲呢刻嘅感覺似細妹多啲。當佢難過時⋯⋯唔知點解，我內心有一種難以形容嘅感覺。呢份感覺令我好想幫佢，當佢係細妹咁愛護。總之，我唔會對佢有任何非分之想⋯⋯1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLuNYmfu94
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsTCHkMq5N
我相信蟲蟲亦都係咁諗。1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRATdOVaEt
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdN8E4TNq7
但原來有一種化學作用，已經不知不覺間發生緊。1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRVaQUYGrk
1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxpRvqJ079
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1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFqMnj29UP
#小說 #文字 #文學 #愛情 #故事 #師生戀 #講故佬#小甜 #miss故 #紙言 #penana #校園 #校園愛情 #青春 #成長 #初戀 #戀愛 #中學 #女教師1983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWADFdF0Vr
