I am dreading growing old.214Please respect copyright.PENANAU9w8Z7dJE6
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,214Please respect copyright.PENANAkpXMFyZyZq
everyone asked for a young female.214Please respect copyright.PENANAO9U20PluEK
what happens when I grow old,214Please respect copyright.PENANAR6KdRID0UX
what happens when my tits sag 214Please respect copyright.PENANAFl25QM2ibm
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,214Please respect copyright.PENANAnbOcmn94OF
will I no longer be wanted?214Please respect copyright.PENANAing1i4FKRB
No longer desired or admired.214Please respect copyright.PENANAqrz2dBm7cA
will I just be old?214Please respect copyright.PENANA7CAbCSY3ep
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 214Please respect copyright.PENANAg5Betu8CnE
Just214Please respect copyright.PENANAFLWZFtrAND
Old.214Please respect copyright.PENANAV2IWSuUppo
214Please respect copyright.PENANAeBIrWV1PKH
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?214Please respect copyright.PENANARhP0nZttl4
I'll have to be good at something,214Please respect copyright.PENANAN8xWp64ivk
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills214Please respect copyright.PENANAaVYWrTp04F
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain214Please respect copyright.PENANAB7AAzGzRsu
I'll have to be somebody214Please respect copyright.PENANA1BBZzcwSnF
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth214Please respect copyright.PENANATV1phEtwRo
but I know I can't keep it.214Please respect copyright.PENANAUNhmCDzAtH
Good things never last.214Please respect copyright.PENANAe3IrmgB2UP
214Please respect copyright.PENANAC4Sk2mTiqX
I don't know when youth became so important to me214Please respect copyright.PENANAnJKItMg1XO
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail214Please respect copyright.PENANAcF8BJR6IvR
and why so many people died over it214Please respect copyright.PENANAwaX97AAGGN
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,214Please respect copyright.PENANA0oAJynCV67
I would.214Please respect copyright.PENANACGycXObUSy
perhaps that makes me a bad human,214Please respect copyright.PENANAxa4tilpnQi
a bad feminist214Please respect copyright.PENANAK7CSYlx3mE
bad person,214Please respect copyright.PENANAFF52q960zj
but all I know is it's the truth214Please respect copyright.PENANAVwWFzpdhtF
and I would do it,214Please respect copyright.PENANAZt2n7GfAw8
214Please respect copyright.PENANAffZEw78hvX
I would give up so much to stay desirable.214Please respect copyright.PENANAslB8yS5OQi
Because I've never been desired before214Please respect copyright.PENANAs3qlu8m2In
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,214Please respect copyright.PENANA2zXSSN5bRb
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?214Please respect copyright.PENANALwfktzG7qq
and my skin sags from my bones214Please respect copyright.PENANAoat40s9d78
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach214Please respect copyright.PENANAIRLG2RyDKq
my neck doubling,214Please respect copyright.PENANAlXZ8mSK3Pj
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad214Please respect copyright.PENANAYfGMIE5d3i
214Please respect copyright.PENANAabkLsIROlM
some people think when you get older looks matter less214Please respect copyright.PENANA894O2g669A
But that's not true, nobody wants that214Please respect copyright.PENANAv6R8vTFqHW
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.214Please respect copyright.PENANAuGmtsKTBmh
What will I be?214Please respect copyright.PENANAknQhbLq29t
Chopped liver I suppose.214Please respect copyright.PENANAkoWqLb7ObM
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools214Please respect copyright.PENANA0p2wum06MB
214Please respect copyright.PENANAh8QFOTAZAV
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life214Please respect copyright.PENANA0jHFQukI3L
I'm young214Please respect copyright.PENANA0dnqogah1N
I have done nothing time is flying by214Please respect copyright.PENANAIwli79IIQQ
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast214Please respect copyright.PENANAx2rMuwnF1k
Keeps slipping from my fists.214Please respect copyright.PENANAttUgG98ygH
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).214Please respect copyright.PENANANlb8KnPMw3
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.214Please respect copyright.PENANAcw1KuGCXZJ
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up214Please respect copyright.PENANAZGPFNg00jo
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.214Please respect copyright.PENANA41szl6l5FL
214Please respect copyright.PENANAce69VlzYKV
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity214Please respect copyright.PENANAdoIwLDShDY
I feel it closing in on me214Please respect copyright.PENANAk4OXGCbeh2
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,214Please respect copyright.PENANA5H2hZHCKyd
looking in the mirror I see my painting.214Please respect copyright.PENANAyExVrt0w8F
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,214Please respect copyright.PENANAxBTXxuryxy
I know they're going to be my demise.214Please respect copyright.PENANAGtYyqoRdPY
214Please respect copyright.PENANAWouduuZtNJ
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen214Please respect copyright.PENANAvLLDd9kjCy
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.214Please respect copyright.PENANAFzUE5SHzb6
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 214Please respect copyright.PENANAgvBNTiTRix
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 214Please respect copyright.PENANAq4i8zH4b2P
214Please respect copyright.PENANAxSE99qJz17
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither214Please respect copyright.PENANAyhzM4Fk7ty
because I know myself if not anyone else214Please respect copyright.PENANAMOFE3nhItY
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.214Please respect copyright.PENANAqpnelF73Sa
214Please respect copyright.PENANAzYvuDnMj6C
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.214Please respect copyright.PENANAfnpPMfQnFZ
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,214Please respect copyright.PENANAlf1E1Ez98X
everyone asked for a young female.214Please respect copyright.PENANA1nlJ12VsVO
what happens when I grow old,214Please respect copyright.PENANAB9CuTMpdc3
what happens when my tits sag 214Please respect copyright.PENANAyOtyOtvXR1
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,214Please respect copyright.PENANADQMKby34Az
will I no longer be wanted?214Please respect copyright.PENANAbga363O832
No longer desired or admired.214Please respect copyright.PENANALtiw53hE8b
will I just be old?214Please respect copyright.PENANArqMpI27UE4
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 214Please respect copyright.PENANAFMNdQJ5MQw
Just214Please respect copyright.PENANAUWAJdLWFIi
Old.214Please respect copyright.PENANANXzY1CKZ7V
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?214Please respect copyright.PENANAfn56Ez04jE
I'll have to be good at something,214Please respect copyright.PENANAPsDCZWnmYk
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills214Please respect copyright.PENANAFTs6nT19se
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain214Please respect copyright.PENANAP5SopjBpZ8
I'll have to be somebody214Please respect copyright.PENANARhjnFR8HTy
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth214Please respect copyright.PENANAWtukH4EdfX
but I know I can't keep it.214Please respect copyright.PENANAzR0VD0OBXw
Good things never last.214Please respect copyright.PENANAYq4ru9N4Zh
214Please respect copyright.PENANAWiyH9fIppA
I don't know when youth became so important to me214Please respect copyright.PENANA18dEws1BeL
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail214Please respect copyright.PENANA6aOuAEJOft
and why so many people died over it214Please respect copyright.PENANAvRs33dzrC2
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,214Please respect copyright.PENANA0YNkOehWbl
I would.214Please respect copyright.PENANAiLpnG3skJd
perhaps that makes me a bad human,214Please respect copyright.PENANAa4fwtKj1k6
a bad feminist214Please respect copyright.PENANAaqy0Cc27Gj
bad person,214Please respect copyright.PENANAjKNCA3Y9Oh
but all I know is it's the truth214Please respect copyright.PENANA7mDfssFSaf
and I would do it,214Please respect copyright.PENANAZLY8Rm8q5i
214Please respect copyright.PENANAQGFBdZ5qeo
I would give up so much to stay desirable.214Please respect copyright.PENANAzQhgAXGzyU
Because I've never been desired before214Please respect copyright.PENANAlVGhQBdqzz
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,214Please respect copyright.PENANAhDfEvc9ARg
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?214Please respect copyright.PENANAXeSSsGd58b
and my skin sags from my bones214Please respect copyright.PENANACEhBSRLNF9
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach214Please respect copyright.PENANAHPO68P2vAw
my neck doubling,214Please respect copyright.PENANAsKOojFjAwh
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad214Please respect copyright.PENANAIEJ8tVUyAX
214Please respect copyright.PENANAWUEiK0i6tQ
some people think when you get older looks matter less214Please respect copyright.PENANA0WH0VhnED1
But that's not true, nobody wants that214Please respect copyright.PENANAlyUPoqBuGL
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.214Please respect copyright.PENANAivJQkgpBr9
What will I be?214Please respect copyright.PENANALekPWzS09N
Chopped liver I suppose.214Please respect copyright.PENANAqtZBi4lkb1
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools214Please respect copyright.PENANAieEgxiEWat
214Please respect copyright.PENANA029CmEibO7
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life214Please respect copyright.PENANAF36rIcNND7
I'm 20214Please respect copyright.PENANAS8LpW8EpL4
I have done nothing time is flying by214Please respect copyright.PENANAjs0REo7XHU
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast214Please respect copyright.PENANAqGkuFtqIEF
Keeps slipping from my fists.214Please respect copyright.PENANAJuuhL25ao4
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).214Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3j5wV2wUM
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.214Please respect copyright.PENANAfOXCswRR5c
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up214Please respect copyright.PENANAwWqDu0zfAF
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.214Please respect copyright.PENANA9hNEEDXOf0
214Please respect copyright.PENANASZV9cKU1KX
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity214Please respect copyright.PENANAX2mJpBa4Pq
I feel it closing in on me214Please respect copyright.PENANA26my9rwsNn
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,214Please respect copyright.PENANA9fqtVifbiS
looking in the mirror I see my painting.214Please respect copyright.PENANACIFgCqoy32
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,214Please respect copyright.PENANAiESFSvQLkv
I know they're going to be my demise.214Please respect copyright.PENANAjyQXnk2fEq
214Please respect copyright.PENANAgSWuwzrhRR
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen214Please respect copyright.PENANAOtevsB467S
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.214Please respect copyright.PENANAesspXtrSej
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 214Please respect copyright.PENANAKdzYcPbDGJ
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 214Please respect copyright.PENANAMenTN401ao
214Please respect copyright.PENANAXx5Vfgzyjl
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither214Please respect copyright.PENANAlP1PsY4mXl
because I know myself if not anyone else214Please respect copyright.PENANAupH4QEnrsa
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.214Please respect copyright.PENANAhGMURwZXWx
214Please respect copyright.PENANA9ybn7Jx5Uu
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old