I am dreading growing old.308Please respect copyright.PENANAmg1gqpGnea
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,308Please respect copyright.PENANAzT9r3VWV69
everyone asked for a young female.308Please respect copyright.PENANAaXZeTrFBBq
what happens when I grow old,308Please respect copyright.PENANAUUN2pq2CQr
what happens when my tits sag 308Please respect copyright.PENANAkfVzdrUGD0
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,308Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8P7YGurff
will I no longer be wanted?308Please respect copyright.PENANA8G8Kee6LYb
No longer desired or admired.308Please respect copyright.PENANAuhjjeHObcL
will I just be old?308Please respect copyright.PENANAC7Jw32SlD9
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 308Please respect copyright.PENANAxkKxMpWxa7
Just308Please respect copyright.PENANArX4uDhj3Qp
Old.308Please respect copyright.PENANAgG1v8y33kX
308Please respect copyright.PENANASFYnOmZVb7
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?308Please respect copyright.PENANA6U4ZRyKPM5
I'll have to be good at something,308Please respect copyright.PENANAJF6IZn4Ixb
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills308Please respect copyright.PENANAsvaiDVA0ph
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain308Please respect copyright.PENANAKwZi7cDiDh
I'll have to be somebody308Please respect copyright.PENANAn1FyJBb4nj
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth308Please respect copyright.PENANAHDsTlLXUO2
but I know I can't keep it.308Please respect copyright.PENANAmfHkpH52D8
Good things never last.308Please respect copyright.PENANANUNs69xCck
308Please respect copyright.PENANAoMRvaBaFcp
I don't know when youth became so important to me308Please respect copyright.PENANArf1sB2JZr0
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail308Please respect copyright.PENANAmtXASjQ7GQ
and why so many people died over it308Please respect copyright.PENANA2RPyoKEjPR
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,308Please respect copyright.PENANAs2gFWSAJiB
I would.308Please respect copyright.PENANAXsY8l7OhQA
perhaps that makes me a bad human,308Please respect copyright.PENANACY1nxN00Ao
a bad feminist308Please respect copyright.PENANAzcIC5VOHvS
bad person,308Please respect copyright.PENANA4o6GGT5Wur
but all I know is it's the truth308Please respect copyright.PENANAHvxvoj6g3z
and I would do it,308Please respect copyright.PENANANci67EUEYx
308Please respect copyright.PENANAn3VD6o4i53
I would give up so much to stay desirable.308Please respect copyright.PENANAyKqms6zw7k
Because I've never been desired before308Please respect copyright.PENANA6Fnp9etjYe
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,308Please respect copyright.PENANAUIrmNEVGYY
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?308Please respect copyright.PENANAejZ8dTsgQb
and my skin sags from my bones308Please respect copyright.PENANA7wn9Socaxo
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach308Please respect copyright.PENANAf1dLR8hZzk
my neck doubling,308Please respect copyright.PENANAxWsW1OXr5j
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad308Please respect copyright.PENANAAiHbU5XAMx
308Please respect copyright.PENANAEr1hHJPh7F
some people think when you get older looks matter less308Please respect copyright.PENANANPhLLeL7pN
But that's not true, nobody wants that308Please respect copyright.PENANA0LXLe1EfSu
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.308Please respect copyright.PENANAXtGYW1bO84
What will I be?308Please respect copyright.PENANAJltUH6iZDb
Chopped liver I suppose.308Please respect copyright.PENANA5qCvtKQd73
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools308Please respect copyright.PENANAmeT0hL8qQz
308Please respect copyright.PENANAjzX4xDxRXY
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life308Please respect copyright.PENANAAnYRxeUxJO
I'm young308Please respect copyright.PENANAzKwVUoR3zM
I have done nothing time is flying by308Please respect copyright.PENANAX1H1BkATwA
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast308Please respect copyright.PENANAEbPNTpc5Vm
Keeps slipping from my fists.308Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4sIgtQpJ4
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).308Please respect copyright.PENANADTADWeFhES
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.308Please respect copyright.PENANAXvLsxl851v
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up308Please respect copyright.PENANAMvp9DSfBSh
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.308Please respect copyright.PENANAZDQSGd9qjf
308Please respect copyright.PENANANq37RKMtJE
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity308Please respect copyright.PENANAJyN6Ul0j4U
I feel it closing in on me308Please respect copyright.PENANA8OIx26Tnf9
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,308Please respect copyright.PENANA9uKHW0vDWt
looking in the mirror I see my painting.308Please respect copyright.PENANABbVzzq8CS7
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,308Please respect copyright.PENANAxiKRRUXzt1
I know they're going to be my demise.308Please respect copyright.PENANAvtlYQIpPf9
308Please respect copyright.PENANAxJtFkawbfG
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen308Please respect copyright.PENANAq6DWv60fzn
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.308Please respect copyright.PENANAhxK700GBiq
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 308Please respect copyright.PENANAnIKR88DeNF
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 308Please respect copyright.PENANAnyPv3Rholb
308Please respect copyright.PENANAIY2dg5HYBN
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither308Please respect copyright.PENANAffArSgEcvL
because I know myself if not anyone else308Please respect copyright.PENANAyoh8tisjuG
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.308Please respect copyright.PENANAMfEsvwGcIN
308Please respect copyright.PENANAuEJVBN8gM0
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.308Please respect copyright.PENANATRELCoscwe
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,308Please respect copyright.PENANAo5R90XkaK4
everyone asked for a young female.308Please respect copyright.PENANAncMaQza0E2
what happens when I grow old,308Please respect copyright.PENANAA3phf332Jd
what happens when my tits sag 308Please respect copyright.PENANAt3SpVMVjQY
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,308Please respect copyright.PENANAyq2Bb4ahto
will I no longer be wanted?308Please respect copyright.PENANAgUXbwNaCoe
No longer desired or admired.308Please respect copyright.PENANAHgsioPgNWv
will I just be old?308Please respect copyright.PENANABbkQckaHce
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 308Please respect copyright.PENANAiIQeJQ2UeN
Just308Please respect copyright.PENANACR9ctMt0Rf
Old.308Please respect copyright.PENANAanLfJDoBMY
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?308Please respect copyright.PENANAjvbqiZfGQU
I'll have to be good at something,308Please respect copyright.PENANANZUH2oBSsn
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills308Please respect copyright.PENANA6an1tLRaGp
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain308Please respect copyright.PENANAkA7YttRizH
I'll have to be somebody308Please respect copyright.PENANAp2p4KiIAoP
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth308Please respect copyright.PENANASOCOrz4GQq
but I know I can't keep it.308Please respect copyright.PENANACSxqqDFRsO
Good things never last.308Please respect copyright.PENANAadBNxSWHg6
308Please respect copyright.PENANAr2Y6ljmeoA
I don't know when youth became so important to me308Please respect copyright.PENANAq0R1qgjEQa
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail308Please respect copyright.PENANANKB7vScAZO
and why so many people died over it308Please respect copyright.PENANAnVQIfWTVJb
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,308Please respect copyright.PENANAcpk4OuqI4c
I would.308Please respect copyright.PENANA6JiEapFYMi
perhaps that makes me a bad human,308Please respect copyright.PENANA6oMIBOa9ZW
a bad feminist308Please respect copyright.PENANAYPgc2jIuDh
bad person,308Please respect copyright.PENANAtSSmpcrVcX
but all I know is it's the truth308Please respect copyright.PENANAWquI4jm8sL
and I would do it,308Please respect copyright.PENANAp70MDZtXQ7
308Please respect copyright.PENANAiV092sSUhx
I would give up so much to stay desirable.308Please respect copyright.PENANAdry0VHpIDk
Because I've never been desired before308Please respect copyright.PENANAB9qo7v3H5q
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,308Please respect copyright.PENANALogQcWk2xW
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?308Please respect copyright.PENANAmJGrKtiwXv
and my skin sags from my bones308Please respect copyright.PENANAbwHGoCTQQv
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach308Please respect copyright.PENANARI1l2TGMyD
my neck doubling,308Please respect copyright.PENANARh12NAqhTS
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad308Please respect copyright.PENANAntWVFAM7Ut
308Please respect copyright.PENANAT8we2yUdk3
some people think when you get older looks matter less308Please respect copyright.PENANAZ21aoPfX3q
But that's not true, nobody wants that308Please respect copyright.PENANA9nZjhP3gv4
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.308Please respect copyright.PENANA6ifIf0mLjO
What will I be?308Please respect copyright.PENANA42FVYQ71P2
Chopped liver I suppose.308Please respect copyright.PENANAShb2dE3Zg0
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools308Please respect copyright.PENANA5QUJWT1NUB
308Please respect copyright.PENANAIRUa8QUthQ
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life308Please respect copyright.PENANACboXyjsNpN
I'm 20308Please respect copyright.PENANAUEaI8YKKTH
I have done nothing time is flying by308Please respect copyright.PENANAI2D5HqWEW4
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast308Please respect copyright.PENANAF67UqD7eo9
Keeps slipping from my fists.308Please respect copyright.PENANASUNVaDYpUx
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).308Please respect copyright.PENANAgVV8QXR3PM
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.308Please respect copyright.PENANAkLYTcTIjJo
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up308Please respect copyright.PENANAZqzrzXRXi9
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.308Please respect copyright.PENANAZS4kDMYOC3
308Please respect copyright.PENANA0L1BVPQBUL
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity308Please respect copyright.PENANAzsNaFvzQk9
I feel it closing in on me308Please respect copyright.PENANAc1sLd6d3qx
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,308Please respect copyright.PENANAQC17kl31NH
looking in the mirror I see my painting.308Please respect copyright.PENANAVPekFwOssy
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,308Please respect copyright.PENANAlXKDy76Ikb
I know they're going to be my demise.308Please respect copyright.PENANAgDgDVghOPW
308Please respect copyright.PENANAM4iWOlr9Rd
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen308Please respect copyright.PENANAQcY0N1yp7R
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.308Please respect copyright.PENANA10PdhuOOHi
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 308Please respect copyright.PENANASY2VpXKWZ6
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 308Please respect copyright.PENANAIx3Ka3AB0A
308Please respect copyright.PENANAcaHhxqkvwP
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither308Please respect copyright.PENANABT7YmHkBPQ
because I know myself if not anyone else308Please respect copyright.PENANA9aPXDsxAbU
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.308Please respect copyright.PENANAko5GzmipPK
308Please respect copyright.PENANADrzb9KbaPH
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old