I am dreading growing old.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhw8uKbZBMZ
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QbYTWXWs4
everyone asked for a young female.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VhluidNDF
what happens when I grow old,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ93TjPfxP7
what happens when my tits sag 183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYb8jaIjbKI
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3hMsli9B8
will I no longer be wanted?183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EHakBX8Q8
No longer desired or admired.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dcWXQxbIa
will I just be old?183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zSCmFDjhp
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIXIrzrJ5o
Just183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX107tyvISK
Old.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFE83oZ9Yt
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What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8I4qPylZL
I'll have to be good at something,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTkb6GJTBN
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2gemgEJRr
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLElMQMUHU
I'll have to be somebody183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSC18kgVgbX
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxn6fDDDcW
but I know I can't keep it.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO90r2WH7IH
Good things never last.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAYzFGKWdA
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOpWnhGrdL
I don't know when youth became so important to me183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhKA825KAD
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUZQtGx1e3
and why so many people died over it183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0d03UMFE3c
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYLZ10Hwe7
I would.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlijCeTVCy4
perhaps that makes me a bad human,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiwqYYkhF5
a bad feminist183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAURWYncja
bad person,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKWES60px3
but all I know is it's the truth183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SAbA053UB
and I would do it,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIhnu2yqPo
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2csTAO8GJR
I would give up so much to stay desirable.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHMi4tGqfh
Because I've never been desired before183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEnQ8GbCbq
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQK18X6tkfb
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYHbcYqWy8
and my skin sags from my bones183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4COL86e9bm
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEh7cD5Qfm0
my neck doubling,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCtswii1Fq
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrbA15k7Ux
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfotzapTJpB
some people think when you get older looks matter less183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOxpi4kHGS
But that's not true, nobody wants that183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyvGWvD3LJ
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH90LWAFhuf
What will I be?183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLgHolXxsp
Chopped liver I suppose.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wb779wZpJ
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgB3xeFbBT
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetAIWMSALd
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4ztN6SpZ7
I'm young183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDcmJTfUh6
I have done nothing time is flying by183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkxMFK4c05
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGDfLckvr4
Keeps slipping from my fists.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJmLWPvrET
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIF445yWPe0
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWxgk0dEH5
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQTdND4z8a
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg53CjTo270
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4S8mSRvIVt
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrMjIben6J
I feel it closing in on me183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZLYh6wMPo
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kiAQNMgOn
looking in the mirror I see my painting.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11DQjh7Mr8
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmrMOVNJ8c
I know they're going to be my demise.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKW3jEank1K
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlBcFbIY5C
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01F1wToICk
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCU0AzJxlmd
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1b4AmWwWk
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSty7Lo6mA
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFgXwOJxxe
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2XRMWjlDl
because I know myself if not anyone else183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzhthYbZP1
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaRxX7UHsF
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnLVpIJdCP
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUgS7SWUi1
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeyji343mu
everyone asked for a young female.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5fdPluXji
what happens when I grow old,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlOfn7dnIN
what happens when my tits sag 183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoV20dQC394
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZwsBviXP5
will I no longer be wanted?183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtb8owtrxn
No longer desired or admired.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuwC06Fvfo
will I just be old?183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ztxTbQwUV
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNL7CHZBznC
Just183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lbRz6F4JP
Old.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xfxH7S3TR
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA20RbafrQg
I'll have to be good at something,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfGaxiiuXg
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZ6A9pPHWg
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gc5BFI0Pg
I'll have to be somebody183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLWtyRZSvR
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlz5ojDC5l
but I know I can't keep it.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFEKReEk1W
Good things never last.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡto0O34OrCo
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHSoBOCltI
I don't know when youth became so important to me183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWO5UPBICuA
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYhfFkDiIR
and why so many people died over it183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVh7NduZGKR
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ibZpHsvd0
I would.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTak7dBZ3Z
perhaps that makes me a bad human,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCugpN5LCAS
a bad feminist183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDb3n3SDIku
bad person,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6XAZfT30Y
but all I know is it's the truth183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0aD2GYsLU
and I would do it,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmDaHUSIub
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkl5IT4uAFz
I would give up so much to stay desirable.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbAPjBWQIn
Because I've never been desired before183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxw6oTvhsy
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnaBnBqgwM
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdagIcoDQSo
and my skin sags from my bones183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV00xuhJwzz
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1swQswKVyL
my neck doubling,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4cSXQBCz7
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltBx2qi9dC
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwg23qZeq6
some people think when you get older looks matter less183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyIVBYkhpu
But that's not true, nobody wants that183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ka0HatfCs
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzTFCVeKUt
What will I be?183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64BOAbbyrP
Chopped liver I suppose.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJM4RlFgGV
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcWn3XCAvx
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cgfRALAAQ
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjX5rMioKb
I'm 20183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TWwRZ1XxH
I have done nothing time is flying by183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa57TVXD6qS
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOn4BNZZ4p
Keeps slipping from my fists.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8D7YAoMd8
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDv3QaAOet
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKK8fksMIkA
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBGlDreqZp
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJwhO5CSQa
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEycsAxVO8
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbpYjrndJM
I feel it closing in on me183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGESImXvzL
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWMvyxBBbv
looking in the mirror I see my painting.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtmYVT65D0
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAS7HHgaaK2
I know they're going to be my demise.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFeh19xOeD
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZECrTNYNUN
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlx07qzXWF
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGZrW5ZJ0Y
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmPRn81DoW
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8PRu6HNaf
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTU3u1V4FO
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnzkHqCNcd
because I know myself if not anyone else183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaUrGN9AlC
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5smqgo3B2L
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1kJ50D4EF
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
